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Among us - PRIVEIW

10 crew mates are sent on a 4 month mission on a space station in space. Each crew mate has a set of tasks to complete before the end of each day, however when the crew mates slowly start to go missing the crew mates have to identify the imposter before they all die.

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cw: perv sunghoon. he's a little gross but who isn't tbh. masturbation, edging, overstimulation. throatfucking, breeding. sunghoon's imagination runs wild.

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okay but gross perv sunghoon who is obsessed with you ohhhh here we go

you know him, you speak to him every once in a while. he asks you for a pencil in class, "coincidentally" bumps into you at your favorite coffee shop. sees you at the gym and offers to spot for you, blatantly staring down your sports bra to get a peek at your tits.

oh but his favorite time of day is when he gets home from whatever occasion he's decided to meet you in. he unzips his pants and pulls his boxers down just enough to free his cock, balls aching in anticipation. he spits in the palm of his free hand and starts to jerk his cock, his other hand occupied in holding his phone.

on the screen is his favorite picture of you. it's an innocent picture, truly. you've got a big grin on your face, phone clearly propped up on a window sill as the sun illuminates all of your pretty features and fuck- his cock twitches. he imagines you're on your knees beneath him, mouth open and eyes wide. he knows he's big, no woman has ever been able to take him fully.

he wants to see the fear in your eyes when he pulls it out, hot and heavy in his hands. he just thinks you'd look so cute. he'd never make you take it all, though. he's no sadist. that being said, no harm in forcing your head in place for a couple seconds, have you spluttering on his cock just for him to let you up, let you catch your breath.

his pace quickens and he's so fucking close. he wants to blow his load all over your pretty face and lick it off once he's finished just to spit it back into your mouth.

then the scene changes. you're on top of him. legs shaking, hands gripping his as you struggle to fit him inside of you and-

sunghoon circles his fingers around the base of his cock, squeezing so hard it fucking hurts. it hurts so fucking bad but he can't cum yet, not until he's finished fantasizing about fucking you.

once the feeling subsides, he continues vigorously pumping his length, the overstimulation making him dizzy, dazed. its almost primal, the way he wants to take you. fuck sitting on top of him, he wants to fuck you into the mattress. he wants to tower over you, big frame covering your small body as he breeds you. thrusting into you is a bit of an overexaggeration. to be exact, hes barely pulling out before pushing back into you. he imagines holding you down, cooing at the cute noises and squeaks you make.

his breathing picks up, his brows knit together, his jaw goes slack and he's about to cry. he's about to fucking cry as he feels his balls tighten up for the second time. he's out of his mind, brain rotted by the thought of you. fuck- fuckfuckfuck he's gonna cum.

he sucks in a deep breath, doubling over and fisting his cock violently. he's being so loud, nearly yelling as milky white liquid spurts from his cock. he can feel it through his whole body and its so fucking good. his eyes squeeze shut and he continues his fast pace even after he's emptied his balls. hes addicted to the feeling. he wants to cum over and over and over until he's nearly braindead. he feels drool run down his chin and he's fucked himself stupid once again. when he opens his eyes up, hand finally slowing its pace to a stop, he's happy to see that he released his spunk all over his phone. it covers the screen that once showed your angelic face.

he know's he put on a show. he can only hope that you, his roommate, heard it all.

Can you wright a Ni-ki fanfic where him and reader have a (just a regular) (or or maybe even slightly heated) make out sesh ???

“kissing, I hope they caught us” ┈ ❊ ﹒ 🌪️

⟢ pairing 西村力 x fem!reader ⟢ contains shy and flirty kissing, wandering hands, mentions of body image ⟢ 𝟔𝟗𝟖 words 📍 now playing … 🕸️

One day, you decided to go clothes shopping with your boyfriend Riki, trying on a few pieces for him in the mall dressing room to make sure you were on the right track. It’s not like you needed any new clothes… you simply just wanted your wardrobe to match more of what Riki wore.

“Turn around,” you told your boyfriend in a demanding yet sing-singy voice, cautiously taking off your shirt as you observed the way he buried his face in his delicate palms, “and no peeking!”

When you finally gave him the cue to uncover his eyes, he looked you up and down with a smile ghosting over his plush lips.

“What do you think?” You asked, striking a few basic poses.

He couldn’t help but blush a little at how cute you looked while checking yourself out in the mirror. You and Riki had came a long way with each other when it came to self confidence, and it delighted him to see how comfortable you’d grown with yourself in front of him.

“Can you come a little closer,” he said, motioning with his fingers as you followed like a trained kitten.

“Okay, now give me a spin…” he directed, and you did, nearly falling over as you did so, “like this?” you asked shyly.

“No, the other way, silly,” he giggled, hooking his finger into the belt hook of your jeans and pulling you into his lap, bracing you with a protective hand as you plopped onto him.

“Like this,” he smirked, gripping your waist as he looked into your eyes through feathery lashes, thoroughly enthralled by you.

Your hands almost naturally found themselves at his shoulders, your socked-feet dangling off the dressing room couch as you clung to each other like puzzle pieces.

“So the outfits a win, yes?” You asked as he caressed your waist, hips, and thighs, sending tingles up and down your spine. In moments like this, you were almost certain that Riki could make you physically melt from his touch alone.

“Hmm, let me think about it,” he whispered deeply against the skin under your ear, kissing you softly and leaving another trail of tender pecks down your neck.

“Riki~,” you hummed gently, hands running through your boyfriends hair before he shushed you with a kiss to the lips, guiding you closer towards him by your waist.

You could feel your stomach start to flutter at how passionately he kissed you, wanting the moment to continue before he abruptly pulled away from you, his plump lips and half-lidded eyes clearly telling of how intense the contact was.

“My pretty girl,” he said, hands now leaving your body to cup your face, “you know that I think you look beautiful in anything, right?”

“Anything?,” you teased, toying with the neckline of his cotton T-shirt.

“Anything,” your boyfriend continued, reaching his hand towards your ankles, “Even in these dirty pink socks,” he giggled, tickling the base of your feet.

“Riki, you crazy child, stop that!” You yelped in a similar fit of giggles, swatting his hands away before guiding them back around you, initiating a hug. You nuzzled into the crook of his neck, almost forgetting that you two were still in the changing rooms and not at home.

He guided you off of his lap, walking you towards the tall wall mirror with his hands wrapped around your waist, resting his chin on your left shoulder as you both faced your reflections.

“Where’d this sudden sense of confidence come from anyway,” you pressed, a small smile staining both your faces as you looked at the mirror, lost in each other’s beauty.

“I guess it kinda just radiated off of you,” he said, once again tugging at the belt hooks on your jeans, thinking of all the places he’d wanna take you to show off your new clothes.

You bowed your head, hiding your face at Riki’s words that nearly lit your heart ablaze, “Okay, let me change out of this so we can go to the register,” you chirped, watching as your sweet boyfriend, like a trained kitten, walked back to the corner of the dressing room and covered his eyes.

—❊ Special thanks to the anon who requesting this quick piece !! I hope you guys found it just as cute as I did =^..^=

—❊ tagging: @microwvdstrawb3rri3s , because I know how much she loves likes Ri-ki 🤭 And to me fellow OG supporters, @squoxle, @nikisdubblchococake, @ashgonedash, and @yourmomscuntis2tighy + @watamotee33

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SCREAMS JAY TO ME!!

this was so good I nearly passed out 😭💗

miss you more | s. es

ex baby-daddy!eunseok x reader | 6.6k words

another baby daddy riize fic. i do NAWT condone having a baby with a man you’re not married to.

contains: sex without a condom (they’re absolute messes DON’T BE LIKE THEM)

you don’t know how you ended up in front of eunseok’s place. even if you were the one behind the wheel, the one shifting the gears, and the one rolling red stop signs you don’t know how you ended up there. you looked out your driver side window to look at the house you used to call your home across the street. atleast you were in your right mind enough to not park directly in front. but you also knew this was just as bad, in a parked car with the lights off across the street like a stalker.

you knew you could’ve gone home. you could’ve put your car back in drive and come back in the morning to pick up your daughter, pretending like this never happened. but you knew yourself better than that, and you knew that the failed date you went on still weighed heavy on your shoulders. 

you turned towards your phone, hoping that something on your device would distract you. but when you opened your phone you saw your lockscreen—your happy little daughter trying to hold a pumpkin the size of her body as you and eunseok helped. you thought about how content you were that day, how you felt like you were truly a happy little family again. you even had a heart to heart with eunseok, talking about how you were too young and just starting your career when you met him. your life was barely on track by the time your daughter came and although you wouldn’t trade her for the world you both humored the idea of meeting later in life. you felt a pang in your chest as you remembered looking down to your daughter who held tightly onto eunseok’s hand while she held her tiny pumpkin in the other. 

the person you went on the date with noticed your wandering mind, it was obvious in the way he cleared his throat after you stared at the picture for a little too long. 

trying to comprehend your relationship with eunseok was difficult. when you were with him you thought about all the shortcomings in your relationship—the lack of communication, hiding your feelings, keeping things bottled up until they exploded. neither of you were able to save your relationship before it was too late, and it could be argued that you two were better apart. but when you weren’t with him, the only thing you could think about was trying to make it work.

you looked at the man sitting across from you at the dinner table and you imagined it was eunseok. maybe it was the familiarity, maybe you shouldn’t have made the mistake of seeing him before going on your date. because now the only thing you could think about was him, if he was going on dates in secret and if he was thinking of you too. you thought about your daughter, how much you wished you were with her instead of pretending the fancy food on your plate was good.

you knew the moment you started thinking about your family that the date was already over. it would be another endeavor in your long list of failures, all you could think about as you sat in your car was how you gave up a day you had with your daughter for this. you deleted your message history with the man, staring at your most recent text conversations. eunseok sat at the very top, his unread message appearing in the form of a tiny blue dot next to his picture-less icon. you clicked on the message thread, revealing a series of pictures of your daughter and little updates through the night.

eunseok: she likes strawberries alot.

eunseok: playing zelda and animal crossing on the big tv.

eunseok: she’s better than me at zelda now.

eunseok: she told me mommy is going on a date?

eunseok: i hope it goes well.

eunseok: she ate all of her food.

you don’t know why you felt guilty reading the last message. eunseok didn’t have the right to know, and you knew that. you had simply told your daughter in passing that you were going on a date night with your friends, knowing that she would repeat whatever you told her to her father. you typed your reply over and over again, trying to figure out what approach to take. 

lol i was going out with some of my friends from wo|

that’s none of your busin|

the date went we|

are you awake?

your mind came up with a million things to say, but none of them felt right. it felt like all of them were attempts at sounding casual. you threw your phone into the passenger seat beside you, and you rolled your neck to try and relieve some of the tension. you let out a sigh and turned your keys in the ignition, letting your car come to life around you.

you pulled out from the parking lot and headed down the road trying to go home. it started off with one wrong turn, your mind confused on where to go from the restaurant. when you had the chance to go back the way you came you felt something take control, and you continued heading down the same road. you took another turn, you even waited at the red light with an unexplainable energy as you tapped the steering wheel. the tension in your neck was gone too as you headed further down the road. 

you knew you didn’t have the right to act confused when you finally turned down eunseok’s road.

you let your head rest against the steering wheel when you parked across the street. each time the thought of leaving your car invaded your thoughts, you gently shook your head, feeling the worn leather of the steering wheel cover against your forehead.

“don’t do it.” you said to yourself.

you looked back at the house again, looking at the window that your daughter was sleeping in. you knew that on the other side of the house you couldn’t see, was the window to the room you used to sleep in. you started thinking about eunseok in that bed by himself, drowning in the california king that was too big even for the two of you. you started thinking about if he thought of you before going to bed everyday, if he thought about you tonight and where you were going in your pretty dress. 

“don’t do it.” you repeated.

saying it a second time was unnecessary. you said it purely for effect, trying to seem like your better senses were trying to put up a fight. you were already taking your key out of the ignition before you finished your sentence. you had taken your first step out of the car when you repeated the phrase again. you cleared the road quickly, hearing your heels click on the paved road with each step. by the time you made it to the sidewalk you had accepted your fate. you were still weary, slowly making your way across the lawn to the stoop. 

when you made it to the small set of stairs you looked to the door in front of you. the last chance you had to go back in your car before you undid all of your hard work. you knew you were being recorded by the ring camera beside the door. you could simply lie if eunseok ever brought it up. you could just say you considered coming to get your daughter before realizing how late it was. eunseok most likely wouldn’t believe you, and you would most likely lie some more trying to tell a convincing story. but your gaze went from the ring camera to the potted plant that stood tall beside you. you looked even lower to the painted rocks that circled the bottom. you let the ring camera catch you crouch down to your heels. the same hand that drove you here picked out the discolored rock that felt hollow. 

you held the rock in your hand, feeling the three engraved letters side by side. you held it away from your shadow, letting the moon illuminate the letters. you laughed to yourself for a moment before bringing your other hand to it, feeling for the split in the middle. it was too easy to slide the fake rock open, and to grab the key to the front door out of it.

you stepped through the door, turning the knob so it closed quietly behind you. you took off your heels at the door, hanging your jacket on the coat rack. you felt like an intruder, walking through the house on the balls of your feet trying to be as stealthy as possible. you lurched past your daughters toys in the living room down the hallway to eunseok’s room.

“don’t do it.” you said one more time putting your hand on the doorknob.

you pushed open the door to eunseok’s room slowly. you cursed at the creaky hinges, only letting it fully open when you saw that eunseok’s bed was empty. you didn’t hear him in the bathroom, so you pulled away from the door. you turned around, looking at the pink door of your daughter’s room. you ran your hand over the paint, remembering the day you spent painting it outside. it was the same day you painted the rocks outside. for some reason you believed eunseok would’ve thrown out the rocks you painted, or atleast replace them with new ones. but everything was the same as you left it all those years ago. 

when you silently opened the door, you saw your daughter take up a majority of the bed. her stretched limbs forced eunseok to the edge—his arm was slung over the side, and he was so close to falling that his hand touched the ground. eunseok was on his stomach and your daughter was on her back, both of their snores filled the room. for a moment pain flashed across your chest, you missed seeing this more than you thought. your own flesh and blood laid next to your shared history that was so suffocating it took your breath away. it was overwhelming and calming, as painful as it was peaceful. 

part of you wanted to stand there for the rest of the night, just watching the two sleep side by side. you were still for a moment, letting your mind replace all the bad memories with the good as you worked up the courage to get closer to eunseok. 

all of your steps towards eunseok were careful, walking on the flat part of your foot to not cause the floorboards to creak. you had your eyes trained on your sleeping daughter, making sure she didn’t open her eyes while you crouched close to eunseok’s body.

when you reached your hand in the space between your chest and eunseok’s shoulder, you hesitated. you were frozen looking at eunseok and his cheek pressed into the mattress and his mussed black hair. you hadn’t seen eunseok like this in god knows how long. after you called things off, eunseok put his stoic resolve back up. he put on a mask for you, a facade of furrowed eyebrows and emotionless stares. you had been deprived of eunseok’s softness you almost forgot it existed. now you crouched next to your ex beside the flower lamp on your daughters dresser resisting the urge to run a finger over his soft parted lips or his smooth skin. you almost didn’t want to wake eunseok up, afraid that you would once again have the gentleness taken away from you. you didn’t know you could miss the view of someone you claimed to hate so much. 

something inside of you wanted eunseok to know you saw him like this, serene in middle of the night just like when you were together. maybe he would even talk to you in the same raspy voice he always used to talk to you in. maybe if you woke him up fast enough you would be able to experience the eunseok you loved before his mind fully woke up to make him robotic towards you again. so you finished reaching across the space, gently touching his shoulder before you let your hand fully cover the area.

you shook eunseok gently at first. his body was limp underneath your hand, moving whichever way you applied force. you looked past eunseok to your daughter, who had at some point moved on her side to sleep like you. you drew in a breath, applying more pressure behind your hand trying to rouse him. finally he did something, letting out a sigh before shrugging his shoulders.

“go back to sleep baby,” eunseok swallowed and turned his head, facing away from you. “we can play zelda in the morning, i promise.” he mumbled.

even if his voice was barely audible, you still clenched your teeth in worry. your daughter was by no means a light sleeper, but all it could take is mentioning one of her favorite things to have her head shoot up in the middle of her sleep. eunseok ignored you trying to wake him up, you had to lean in close to the back of his head.

“eunseok,” you shook him a little harder “it’s me.” you whispered.

as if you yelled straight into his ear, eunseok shot up from the bed. you were spooked, almost letting out a sound when he turned to you with wide eyes.

“what are you doing here?” he sounded lost as he looked around your daughters dark room. “is something wrong?” he asked.

“no i just.” you looked over eunseok’s shoulder to look at your daughter. she was still snoring, but had turned to face her father. if she woke up now she would never go back to sleep. “i need to talk to you.” you whispered.

eunseok looked at the flower-shaped clock hanging on the wall behind you. he squinted his eyes trying to make sure he was reading the time right.

“at two in the morning?” he asked, voice still raspy.

in that moment you realized it was a mistake coming. nothing good as ever happened between you and eunseok after midnight. but you also realized it was too late to go back, and a small voice in your brain convinced you that you weren’t sleeping in your own bed tonight. so you nodded your head again as eunseok carefully move off the bed to not wake your daughter. 

eunseok motioned for you to walk toward shis room but he still led the way. he didn’t care to walk on his tiptoes or avoid the creaky parts of the floor as he rubbed his face. 

you looked back to your daughter once more before closing the door behind you. she moved to the center of the bed, taking up the little amount of space eunseok was occupying. you slowly pulled the door closed until you heard it click behind you. when you turned back into the hallway you saw eunseok past the opening in his door, looking at you through the space. he was no longer tired and he didn’t have his eyes squinted in confusion anymore. he held eye contact with you from his room, almost like he was daring you to come in. the implications made your bare feet timid in the hallway, lingering behind each creak on the floorboards as you crossed the threshold into his room. 

as if you had never been in the room before, you waited by the doorframe as eunseok closed the door shut beside you. he gave you a second to collect your thoughts, leaning against the closed door as he looked down at you. you tried matching his calm, leaning against the wall until the light switch poked your back. when eunseok crossed his arms you breathed in deeply.

“what are you doing here?” he asked.

you didn’t have an answer. all you could do was cross your arms against your chest and avoid his gaze.

“i don’t know.” you answered.

you could hear eunseok let out a dry laugh from beside you. even in the darkness of his room you could make out the framed photo of you two that sat at his work desk. he followed your gaze and cleared his throat when he saw what you were looking at.

“did you enjoy your date?” eunseok asked.

“that’s none of your concern.” you quipped.

eunseok pushed off of the door, and your eyes followed his back as he walked towards his bed.

“i’ll take that as a no.” he said quietly.

when he turned around to face you, you took a step forward.

“i’m seeing him again.” you lied.

the smug look on eunseok’s face didn’t fade away as he crossed his arms again. you saw him lean against your former side the bed, head tilted as he caught onto your lie.

“oh i’m sure.” he said.

you felt the familiar rage blossom in your chest. suddenly you felt regret, reaching behind you for the doorknob.

“this was a mistake.” you seethe.

before you can turn the doorknob, eunseok takes a step towards you. when you turn the doorknob he takes another step. he clears the space between you two, and continues coming closer until you have to look up at him. eunseok moves his hand to clasp over yours on the doorknob. the warmth of his hand coaxes you to let go of the doorknob, and he brings his other hand to hold yours. you can already feel the heat across your cheeks, and you can see the blush dust across eunseok’s face the longer he looks down at you.

you don’t know why eunseok humors you even though you’re no longer together. you don’t know why he takes his time teasing you. you came to him in the middle of the night in a tight short dress after a failed date. he could’ve taken you in the hallway or the couch in the living room, god knows you deserved it. but he was gentle with you, bringing his hand to brush underneath your chin to keep your head tilted up at him.

“you don’t know why you’re here?” eunseok asked again.

you silently shook your head, knowing he’d show you why. he looked at your lips, and eunseok pressed his leg between yours. the movement made your dress ride up. you remembered that eunseok bought you this dress when he let go of your hand to reach for the zipper. he still remembered that he had to hold the fabric straight to get the zipper to work, and he pulled it down in one smooth motion. you got up from the wall to aid him, and you didn’t protest when the dress became loose on your skin. you only continued to look up at eunseok, feeling your eyes become glassy as the fabric pooled to your feet.

“you still don’t know?” he asked quietly. 

eunseok brought his fingers to run over the trim of your bra, letting out a sigh when you tilted your head back in approval. you didn’t have to answer eunseok for him to know your response. he only laughed, teasingly bending down past your lips to kiss your shoulder.

when eunseok moved to your neck you brought your hands to his shoulder. you kept him there, letting your legs bend slightly to rest some of your weight on his leg. he was strong underneath you, the flexing muscle in his thigh made you want to grind against him. before you could do anything else, eunseok worked his kisses up to your ear then completely pulled away.

“let’s go to the bed.” he said.

you complied immediately, making your way to your old side of the bed as eunseok walked around. 

both of your stood next to the bed, staring at the other. you waited for his instruction, but eunseok stared at you waiting for your next move. it made you swallow your nerves, and you reached behind you to undo the clasp on your bra. eunseok watched you fully clothed on the other side, completely still as you moved to your underwear. eunseok watched you push your underwear past your knees, until you could step out of them. 

as you brought your arms to cross against your chest, eunseok let you watch as he pulled his shirt over his head. you looked at his toned stomach, how he ran his hand down his body before getting to the waistband of his sweats. you moved from foot to foot, trying to not make it obvious how much of a mess you were already becoming. it felt like the first time again, both of you trying to remember what your bodies looked like now. you had stretch marks like tiger stripes now, and eunseok had grown into his body. you no longer felt like the young adult you were when you first met him as eunseok pulled down his sweats to reveal his white briefs. as he reached for the waistband he motioned to the bed, silently telling you to get on first.

you pressed your hands into the foam and crawled to eunseok’s side. you sat back on your legs, perched and ready to listen. eunseok grabbed your hand that was balled up at your sides, kissing your palm after spreading out your fingers. you wanted to press your hand into his toned stomach and travel down until you could squeeze his length over the fabric of his underwear, but you let eunseok kiss every single one of your knuckles as he kept burning eye contact with you. when he let your hand fall back to the bed he reached into the top drawer of the night stand. when your mind caught quickly on you shifted on your knees.

“i’m not seeing anyone.” you said quickly.

“what about your date?” eunseok asked.

you shook your head, hoping that eunseok wouldn’t make you say it out loud. the smug smile that blossomed across his face was enough of a response.

“so no condom?” he teased.

eunseok eyed you carefully as he put the foil packet back down on his dresser. he watched you shrug your shoulders and look away, focusing on fluffing his pillows. he sits back on his haunches as he watched you get comfortable laying on your side. it’s been too long since he’s seen you like this, naked and getting ready for him. seeing the line of your body settle on his sheets makes eunseok want to tell you how much he changed. how he’s not the same twenty-year old who broke your heart by hiding his feelings. he wants to tell you that he’s a responsible adult now, and that his therapist tells him every session he’s making real progress. 

when you settle onto the mattress you turn to face him. eunseok notices how you fail to hold eye contact with him longer than a second before turning away. your hand that was rubbing up and down your body goes to fraying thread on the sheets, and your eyes dart away to focus on the wall behind eunseok.

“hurry before i change my mind.” you were anything but convincing. your words had no bite as you patiently waited for eunseok to fall into his place beside you. “you should be thanking me. god knows when’s the last time you had sex.” you said.

even if you tried to seem threatening, eunseok saw your body seize in anticipation when he shifted on the bed. he took his time, going to his back first to fully take off his underwear. he enjoyed seeing you trying to take quick peaks over your shoulder to look at his bare body and hearing your nails scratch the sheets to try and collect yourself. 

eunseok put his hand on the side of your knee when he shifted his body again. he ran his hands up slowly, his touch light as a feather to try and make bumps erupt across your skin. eunseok scooted his body closer to yours, his arm that was between his body and the mattress fell into place underneath your neck. 

the two of you went into your old routine, muscle memory of your past together in bed guided your movements. you both told yourselves your bodies were acting on their own accord. that was the excuse echoing around in both of your heads as you scooted your body back to meet eunseok’s and why he pressed a soft kiss to your shoulder blade. you gasped from the feeling, and suddenly the familiarity between you two filled the room. the closeness of your bodies was nearly blinding, you put your hand over eunseok’s that had found it’s place on your ass. 

eunseok foolishly thought that this position would protect him, that not being able to see your face would help him have emotionless sex with you. but feeling your fingers seamlessly intertwine with his made his heart pound against your back. each time he tried to slightly pull back you only followed him, chasing after the warmth of him against you. he thought fast to distract you before you could point it out, he reluctantly separated his hand from yours to lift your leg, making it come over his. the change made you lean forward to put your hand on the mattress to stabilize yourself. eunseok leaned forward, and wrapped his arm that was under you underneath your chest to bring you close.

“the last time i had sex?” when your leg was locked over eunseok’s he used his fingers to swipe at your folds. you preened your ass backwards, making a sound of embarrassment at how wet you were. “it was when i came over to help you with your tv, remember?” he whispered.

eunseok let the memories flood over you as both of your bodies shivered. it was months ago, you needed help putting together and setting up the brand new television you got for christmas. you were never much of the handyman, and eunseok wanted an excuse to come over to your new place. so while she was at daycare eunseok was invited over, and just like now one thing led to another until you were on top of eunseok. he remembers trying to kiss your knees that were bruised from being pressed to the ground and you told him to go away. he also remembers after the fact you used the excuse that you were lonely due to the holiday season. but now it was summer and you were moaning for him like you always used to. when eunseok pressed his lips to the side of your face you didn’t tell him to go away, you only turned your head to give him better access.

“you said you hated me then.” eunseok said.

eunseok pushed two fingers into your heat and a satisfied smile spread across his face when your lips parted. he sees you nod your head, trying to form a coherent sentence.

“i do.” you respond.

you can barely get through your sentence without your voice pitching upwards. eunseok feels you attempt to push your hips back to meet hie fingers. 

“you still hate me?” eunseok slips in a third finger to try and change your mind. “after all these years?” he asks.

“i do.” you say, shaking your head.

eunseok talks your mixed signals as a sign he’s doing something right. maybe by the third time you come to him like this he will get you to say no, maybe even have you initiate the kiss first. he uses it as motivation to keep pumping his fingers into your heat, and bringing you closer by the hand that’s on your chest. 

when you try wedging your hand between your bodies to find eunseok’s dick, he moves out of the way. he shakes his head in the crook of your neck. he imagines the look of frustration on your face, the one that’s seared into the back of his eyelids as he lifts your leg. you fall forward once again from the new angle and eunseok lets you. 

“fuck me please, eunseok.” you whine into the sheets. 

you use the rest of your strength to push your body back to its side and you moved eunseok’s hand down to your chest. he can feel your heart jumping in its cage as you continue whining for him. his chest swells when he feels your desperate hand reach down again to grab his dick. he lets you and looks down to guide his dick to your hand. when you hold him it’s his turn to whine. he forgot what it was like to be touched by you that he has half a mind to ask you to just jerk him off. maybe he’ll turn you around, just so he can see your eyes blow out with lust as he finishes. but just like always does he keeps his thoughts to himself and lets you decide what you want. when you pull his fingers out of your hole he leans forward, letting his hard dick press against your ass.

both of you are so desperate your movements become rushed. eunseok ruts his dick into your ass from the haste, and you clench your hand around his dick. you pump his length a few times, just wanting to hear the man behind you sigh contently trying to hold back his moans. you continue to do it, letting the slick sounds of his precum between your hands fill the room until his sighs turn to quiet whines. 

“turn around.” eunseok kisses your shoulder, pressing his lips into your skin to muffle his words “look at me.” he begs.

you ignore him, even though you both know you can hear him. you both know that the position you’re in currently is too intimate for people who claim to hate eachother. you both know that eye contact is dangerous, that it would only bring back feelings you both put so much energy into denying. so eunseok lets you ignore him and plays off his pleads by lightly biting your skin. you moan from the pain that lights your body like a fire, and eunseok puts his hand over yours to guide his dick the rest of the way.

“ready?” eunseok asks.

eunseok says it just as quiet as his previous plead. when you nod and whimper out a yes he feels his heart drop. he knows it was an act of self preservation, but he wished to see your face. he had to settle for his imagination and your sounds when he pushed his tip past your entrance, pushing every inch inside you you until his hips kissed yours. you sucked him in and kept his dick in place, fitting around him like a glove. there was no better feeling in the world, nothing tasted better than the salt from your skin that stayed on eunseok’s lips. he put his hand on your ass to spread you out enough to draw his hips back. he heard you fist the sheets and he felt you grab his hand on your chest to steady yourself. he slid back in just as slow, cursing each time your walls seized around him. 

it had been too long. eunseok was actively abandoning all of his instincts feeling you around him. he felt himself caring less and less about not wearing a condom the closer he got.

“i’m gonna cum if you keep clenching around me like that” he grunted into your shoulder.

eunseok moved his hand on your ass to press his hand deep into your lower stomach, causing you to push your hips further back. he swore he could feel himself inside of your stomach, and the sound that ripped from your throat made him believe you felt it too. the new angle let eunseok push his hips further into you. you could no longer hold your head upright as you let it fall into the pillows to muffle your sounds. even now you held back, trying to keep some shred of your dignity.

eunseok lifted his head to try and look down at you. he could see your eyes closed from the pleasure, and the thin layer of sweat that glistened across your face. the tiny beads and your supple skin caught in the moonlight. eunseok bent down to kiss your cheek, trying to entice you to turn your head again. for the second time, eunseok could tell you were ignoring him. he forgot what you were trying to protect yourself from as he felt your walls seize around him again. it was getting sporadic, and your breaths were turning into quick huffs. when your hand tightened over his eunseok used his leg to raise yours even more. his hand on your stomach found your clit quickly, rubbing circles that complimented his thrusting. you finally turned your head from the mattress, you even turned a little further to look eunseok in the eyes.

“i’m so close, seok.” you whispered.

eunseok saw you close your eyes and catch your bottom lip between your teeth, another telltale sign of you trying to focus. you dragged his hand that gripped your chest to your neck. you looked down at you trying so desperately to take the tenderness from this moment. if eunseok squeezed his hand around your neck like you wanted, it would be easy for you both to claim this was simply just a horny mistake, a borderline hate-fuck. he made that mistake the first time, hand around your neck as he told you how much he hated you. he looked into your eyes when he said it, trying to revel in the way your eyes flashed in pain between the moments of bliss. he didn’t mean it then but he definitely didn’t mean it now—like he said before he has changed. 

so instead of pressing his fingers into the veins on the side of your neck he traveled up to your chin, turning your head so you were forced to look at him. you were shocked, eyes so wide and your face so close to his eunseok could see himself in the reflection of your pupils. he placed a kiss right on your lips, not pulling back until he felt your lips move against his. he sees himself in your eyes again, and he sees his spit glistening on your lips. he feels himself inside of you, and he feels your warmth cover his entire being.

“i think i was made for you.” 

eunseok meant to say it quietly just for himself as a silent realization, but the way you nod makes him believe it to be true. eunseok feels you get your strength back as you push your hips backwards to meet his hard and deep thrusts.

“you still are.” you moaned.

he tells himself that you are just talking to fill the void of silence. eunseok also tells himself that you can’t bring yourself to ignore him for the third time this night when you’re looking him right in eyes. regardless, eunseok can also feel himself getting closer as you clench repeatedly around his twitching dick.

“oh my god.” you moan.

eunseok pulls your body closer when he feels you shudder against him. you start driving your hips back without rhythm, trying anything you can to keep the stimulation going. eunseok still looks down at you as you cum, and he smiles at the irony of you trying so hard to keep eye contact. you give into closing your eyes when he slips a finger into your mouth, and he can feel the vibration of your moans around his digit. 

when you start getting weaker, and settling into eunseok’s hold he pulls his hand from your clit to pull out. when you open your eyes again they’re glassy. they’re no longer half lidded as you grab eunseok’s wrist, stopping him from pulling out.

both of you look down at your hand. you look almost as shocked as eunseok, like something came over you to stop him from pulling out. eunseok takes it in stride, pushing back into you with a force that has you moaning around his finger. you turns your head even further to face him. he kisses the apple of your cheek and then your lips, smiling against your pout.

“you want another baby?” eunseok moved down from your cheek to your jaw. “you really wouldn’t be able to get rid of me then.” he whispered once he made it to your ear.

before you could say anything back, eunseok latched onto the skin right below your ear, sucking and pressing his teeth in the area below your jaw. the stimulation made your lower half sink further down onto the mattress, until you were relying fully on eunseok’s strength to keep your body up. memories flood back to eunseok, but the way he still remembers how you sound and respond to everything makes him think he never forgot in the first place. both of your bodies move simultaneously, when he pulls away from your neck you tilt your head to give him access to the other side. you preen your neck towards him, whimpering quietly when he lingers above the spot.

“oh my god.” you start shaking and eunseok feels your nails dig into his skin. “too much.” you whimper.

eunseok turns your head back around to press let his face rest against yours. you still suck around his fingers, and he can feel you turn your head to kiss whatever parts of his face you can reach. you still clamp around him, your cum adds to the lewd sounds that fill the room.

“can i cum inside?” eunseok asks.

eunseok closes his eyes and focuses on everything about you. he hold back until he feels your head nod against his.

“please.” you bring your hand behind you to run through his hair. “i miss you so much” you whimper around his fingers.

“i miss you more.” eunseok whispers.

he doesn’t hold back anymore as he empties into you. he turns to the crook of your neck, sucking harshly at your skin to relieve even more of the tension. when his hips still you take the lead, plating your hand onto the mattress to give your hips more stability. eunseok grips your ass, kneading the flesh desperately to try and ground himself. he pulls away from your skin to whimper into your ear. 

you two can no longer speak, only communicating through the hushed sounds of euphoria. eunseok brings both of his hands to wrap around you, bringing your body as close to his as possible. you can no longer push your hips back from the new angle and that’s exactly what eunseok wants. he forces you both to stay still, to feel all of it—the way his dick pulses inside of you as he cums deep inside of you. even when eunseok gives you all he has, you both stay in that position. you both settle deeper into the bed, catching your breath as your skin doesn’t break contact. 

neither of you want to be the first to speak or to force the other one to come back to reality. so you two remain silent as eunseok pulls out. you don’t say a word when eunseok turns your body around to face him, or when he pulls the covers over your sweaty bodies. he returns the favor by saying nothing when your nestle into his chest and you guide his arm to wrap around your body. 

Are there any boy planet ffs. like one where reader is a contestant in the show and there some love story/poly/love triangle thing going on. Like please im starving😭😭😭. Just no underaged participates

— DEAD MAN WALKING ,, lee heeseung

PAIRING — non!idol!heeseung x gn!reader

SYPNOSIS — lee heeseung, also known as the dead man walking, hasnt felt any emotions since the beginning of his killing spree. but what happens when his new victim changes his whole perspective on life.

GENRE — townkiller!heeseung, unhealthy love, obsession

WARNINGS — mentions "knives", blood, murder, gore, swearing, TW c7tting, kidnapping, parental issues

WC — 5.6k

REST OF SERIES! first of instalment.

AN — first instalment of the series,, THIS IS FICTION, non of this correlates to how they act/are irl :) ngl this is more horror than anything else, but this is my first time writing something like this so please bare with me!!

“please-“ “huh did you say something?” heeseung interrupted teasingly as he slightly bent down to look at his victims face. “poor you, i would love to stay around and chit-chat, but i have important things to do” heeseung said with a sadistic laugh. “no no no please i beg” the man begged again pleadingly as tears continuously fell down his face. his lips trembled with fear, his voice a bit harsh from all the screaming he had done.

heeseung grabbed the newly sharpened knife from the table next to him and slowly started cutting up the victims body into parts. lastly, he carved ‘DMW’ on each part and slowly cleaned his knife, watching in satisfactory as blood kept on dripping out of each body part that was cut. heeseung then stood up and walked out of the dark room that was illuminated by a dim light.

lee heeseung, also known as ‘the dead man walking’ was very popular in the town of be:lift. him and his friends, enhypen as they call themselves, were known for their killings and heard all over the news. though nobody had a clear imagine of how they looked like, everyone had their own idea of them, which certainly made the boys laugh.

the boy got his name at a young age. during high-school, he was known for always being smiling and happy, but as the years went on, he slowly but surely started growing more colder. not daring to show any emotions at all. he perceived that everyone hated him.

he was neglected by his parents from a young age and wanted the attention from them just like other children got from their parents.

his love for hurting people started off when his parents started paying more attention to their work. he would first bully others at school so that his parents could be called in. then it progressed into cutting them, weather he used a scissor and ‘accidentally’ cut them or if he purposely pushed them so that they could hurt themselves. he would do anything for his parents attention. and now lastly, killing the people. cutting them up, carving them and sending them back to his parents as a gift.

he would always watch from their house window how his parents would scream each time they see a new body part. they didnt know it was their son themself who would do these cold-hearted shit, neither did they realise they could be his next victim. it angered him how they ignored all the signs he gave them indicating that he was the famous killer. but as usual, they were too oblivious to notice.

and now he’s just killed another innocent victim. he didn’t care who the person was, nor did he care about the consequences. he just wanted to feel loved by someone, that warm feeling of being special to someone. what better way than by letting people feel the same as he did?

a few hours later, he found himself sitting with his group of friends at jay’s house. though heeseung swered he wouldn’t go there, jay can be convincing when he wants to.

heeseung sighed as he rubbed his forehead from all the noise his friends were making. “heeseung hyung, you good?” jungwon asked after he realised his friend got quiet. “yeah sorry, got alot on my mind” heeseung replied while smiling at the boy. jungwon knew his friend wasn’t okay, non of them were but that never meant he couldn’t still check up on them every once and a while.

“okay, you know you can talk to me right” jungwon said while taking a sip of his coke. “yeah i know” heeseung replied as he heard jake trying to rile up sunghoon. “atleast i didnt kidnap a person i love” jake said smirking. heeseung looked between the two. this was a normal occurrence between the two boys. “can you guys please shut up for once?” niki said while rolling his eyes as he turned his attention back to sunoo. “thats no way you talk to you hyungs niki” jungwon said while smirking.

heeseung softly laughed at the boys antics. he felt loved here and wouldn’t want it any other way.

heeseung woke up to the sun shining through the little gap between the curtains. the light coming through strongly. he stood up and left his bed as is, in its big mess from all the tossing and turning at night.

he walked into his bathroom and looked in the mirror. his hair was rough, as if someone had grabbed him by his head and mess it up. the bags under his eyes were very prominent as it stood out even through his puffy morning face and lastly, his lips. a deep shade of red and his eyes a little droopy.

he sighed as he started to get ready for his day. he expected it to be as normal as any other day. going to a coffee shop, saying his name is ‘ethan’, looking for his mext victim and so forth. that was until he locked eyes with you.

you were having a fantastic day. it was your first day at your new job as a barista and you officially got an apartment for you and your best friend to live in. everything was going well.

you heard the doorbell ring, indicating that someone had just entered. this alerted you and you immediately put your attention to the person who had walked through the door. your breath hitched as you made eye contact with him.

walking towards your counter, specifically, was a handsome guy. he stood about 6’0 tall with broad shoulders. his hair was pitch black, but glistening in the light. he had soft eyes, almost like bambi and enticing attire which made him even more attractive in your eyes.

“hello miss?” he said. he deep voice snapped you back to reality. “o-oh uhm sorry sir, welcome to backyard bakery’s, what would you like you order?” you stuttered slightly. your cheeks started flushing from embarrassment. “can i get a latte please” he asked while looking at you. you swore in that moment you couldn’t breath. “yeah, name?” you asked smiling at him.

you heard him mumbled softly something along the lines of ‘pretty’ but it was too soft for you to hear. “he- ethan” he coughed as he corrected himself. he gave you a pretty smile as he took out his wallet to pay. you smiled back and told him you would let him know when it would be done.

heeseung went to sit down, and waited patiently for his name to be called out by your pretty voice. he stared at you while you helped others. “ethan?” you called out. heeseung stood up and walked over you collect his drink. “uhm- are you new here?” heeseung asked as he opened up his latte lid to put in sugar. “yeah, i todays my first day actually” you laughed. heeseung sweared he never heard anything as beautiful as your laugh. he loved it.

“hm i was about to say, because i always come here and todays the first time i see you here.” heeseung said as he stirred his latte, then popped the lid back on and walked off by saying “see you soon” and left the building without giving you a chance to reply. you stood still in place. you didn’t believe someone as good-looking as him, would want to talk to you. you shook your head as you dismissed the thought and carried on with your shift.

thats same evening, heeseung couldn’t get you out of his head. you were all he could think about, which to him, was very weird considering no one has ever caught his attention before. he was obsessed.

he was torn with his feelings inside. he didnt know what to do about it. he felt as if you were the one for him. though he never thought anyone would be for him, there you were. everything he wanted and more, you could say. but on the other hand, he could have the privilege of saying he killed a pretty person.

heeseung walked into his neat office and went to sit at his desk. he turned on his computer and immediately searched for you. “yn huh? lets see.” he mumbled before searching your whole history.

heeseung smirked as he leaned back in his chair and readjusted the way he was sitting. he put his hand on his chin and scrolled through your information. “cant wait until you’re mine my love.” heeseung had said to himself.

the jingle of keys woke you up from your nap. the credits of the movie rolled on the tv as you let out a yawn before stretching. “yn you awake?” your best friend called out to you. “mhm” you hummed as you moved the blanket aside and stood up. you walked over to the kitchen to get you something to drink.

“i met someone today” you said while reaching for the chips in the cupboard. “for real? who?” your roommate smirked as she looked at you amused. “he came to the coffee shop, his name is ethan.” you said giggling. your friends face dropped upon the name.

ethan. she had heard before that the famous heeseung had gone by his other name ‘ethan’ but she wasn’t so sure that it would be the same one you had met. non-the-less she was worried for you.

the silence was too loud, so you turned around to look at your friend. “what?” you asked smiling at her. “yn..watch out okay, he’s dangerous.” you friend said as she sighed. “what? you know him.” you asked. “yeah i guess you could say that, beware around him okay? promise me that.” your friend said seriously. “okay okay geez, whats so bad about him..” you said the last part softly.

you walked up stairs and decided to search the name ‘ethan’ on all your socials. you didnt find anyone who remotely looked like him. you shrugged. he probably wasn’t a social media person probably.

the past week, heeseung had been coming back everyday to the coffee shop, in hopes of seeing you again. though he didn’t succeed and was about to give up, he walked in and saw you there.

he sighed happily as he approached you. “yn hi, i havent seen you in a while here” heeseung said as he smiled at you. you smiled back. he had a very nice smile, you wished you could see it more. then you frowned and realised you never told him your name, so how did he know? “uh, ethan how do you know my name?” you questioned as you tilted your head slighty. “doll, its on your uniform.” heeseung said while laughing. your eyes widened as you looked down at your uniform and saw your name.

you smiled cheekily at him and laughed. “sorry about that one, i forgot.” you said while smiling at you. he could never get tired of the sight of you smiling. “you have a pretty smile” heeseung said. you flushed and thanked him softly. “would you like what you had last time?” you asked as you started to prepare his order. “please” he answered. he was shocked that you still remember his order, but nonetheless smiled at the great memory you had.

“i wanted to ask, would you like to hang sometime??” you asked heeseung shyly when he came to pick-up his drink. heeseung looked at you like a deer struck by headlights. he didn’t expect you to want to hang with him. his heart started pounding and sweat started to form on his forehead. “ethan?” you said concerned. “yes sure, im free next week” heeseung replied quickly. “sure sounds good to me.” you smiled. “meet me here at 6pm” you continued before you left to help another customer. heeseung smirked as he had caught his bait, finally.

“heeseung hyung, why are you so happy lately?” jake asked while smirking. “what do you mean jake?” heeseung asked curiously.

he knew the answer already. it was because of you. he was so overwhelmed of knowing hes gonna hang with you one-on-one. which kinda scared him a little. “i dont know, you’re lowkey glowing” jake shrugged. “oh, i didnt know that” heeseung lied as he raised and dropped his shoulders.

“mhm jake tell me, your bad luck still happening?” heeseung asked as he changed the topic. “yeah unfortunately” jake sighed. “why me out of all people god.” jake continued. heeseung laughed. “not funny hyung” jake said as heeseung laughed harder.

the following week couldn’t have come sooner for heeseung. though he was very excited, he was scared of blowing his cover by already knowing everything about you. and he couldn’t have you running away from him so soon already, could he?

heeseung flattened his shirt that had a few wrinkles in it. he walked over to his chair and put on his shoes before checking himself out in the mirror. he then brought up his hand to his face and wiped the spot of blood off. he saw the red on his hands and went to wash it off. he checked himself out once more before leaving.

you closed up the café and went to the back storage area and got dressed. after changing, you cleaned up your mess and walked over to the counter with the cash register and started cleaning up there too. you then wiped most of the tables, opened the back door and walked out around to the front of the café where you found ethan waiting for you by his car.

“hi!!” you exclaimed excitedly. you were very nervous to hang one-on-one with him, especially since the towns killer was still on the loose. “hey” heeseung said casually. he was too, freaking out on the inside but you didnt need to know that.

“where we off to?” heeseung asked you as he felt for his knife in his back pocket. “mhm i was thinking we go to this cliff where you can see the city, oh my god its so beautiful there.” you said smiling. “okay.” he said while following. heeseung checked behind him every once and a while just to make sure no one was following him.

you two arrived at the cliff a few minutes later. you sat down and waved at heeseung to sit down next to you. “i dont bite” you laughed. ‘i do’ heeseung thought to himself as he sat beside you and engaged in conversation.

you watched the city lights while heeseung next to you, was looking at you. you noticed and started blushing. “what?” you asked not looking at him. “nothing, you’re jus pretty thats all” he said still staring at you. you turned to face him and took notice of how close your face was with his.

heeseung couldn’t help but look into your eyes. they were beautiful with the moonlight shining bright. was it worth it to kill you? fortunately for you, his plan all along was to kill you, but now he’s rethinking it. you made him feel.. human. normal almost. and he didn’t want that feeling to go away just yet.

“i love your eyes” you said looking at him seriously. heeseung was shocked, though he never showed it. everyone would say his eyes are ‘cold’ and held no emotion. but it seems to you it was different. you could see the emotions swirling in his dark irises. “thank you” heeseung said while smiling. you gasped at how pretty his smile was. all this time, you hadn’t seen his smile yet and now that you did, you didn’t wanna stop seeing it.

“can i kiss you?” heeseung asked softly. “on the first date” you teased. “mhm” he said looking at your lips. you nodded softly as you closed your eyes. his velvet like lips pressed against yours softly as he rested his hand on your cheek. heeseung swore he felt butterflies in his stomach. your lips moved in rhythm together. as if it was meant to be. you soon pulled as you lost breath.

you rested your head on his chest and listed to his heartbeat race. you softly giggled as you looked up at him and softly placed a quick peck on his lips again.

heeseung stared at you dazed. he, one, didn’t expect to start catching feelings for his next victim, two, didnt think he could feel as appreciated as he felt right now to someone, and three, didnt wanna ever get rid of this feeling. he awkwardly placed his hand on your head and started brushing your hair as you two sat in silence for the rest of the night.

“you’re in love?” jungwon asked. heeseung sighed and rubbed his forehead. “i think so? i mean come on you know i’ve never been in love before but they feel.. different?” heeseung said leaning back into the chair he was sitting in. jungwon eyed his hyung carefully. he’s known heeseung for a long time, one of the first people he met that never let him down and to see him all distressed over a someone, was different for him.

“how do you feel about them honestly?” jungwon asked. “i dont know. they’re so pretty. got this amazing smile and knows how to make me laugh. i get butterflies everytime they look at me with adoration in their eyes. so fun to be around and knows how to make my coffee just the way i like it.” heeseung said as he smiled at the thought of you.

jungwon looked taken aback. never would he have thought someone who was never loved by anyone would be in love first out of their whole friend group. “so then whats the issue.” jungwon asked a bit confused. if heeseung had liked you so much, why cant he be with you?

“because my plan all along was to kill them, they were originally another victim.” heeseung sighed. “mhm” jungwon hummed. “i say try it out, see how things go. if i doesn’t work out, you could always still kill them?” jungwon continued and shrugged. “but how do i tell her that im lee heeseung?” he asked as he looked at jungwon.

“cmon dude! dont tell me you didnt tell her!” jungwon groaned. “how was i supposed, i was nervous!! plus i can’t just go around telling people ‘oh yeah, im heeseung bu the way, the towns killer?’ no dude thats crazy!!!” heeseung exclaimed. “you suck honestly, just tell her when its the right time. dont rush it, if she loves you for you, then she shouldn’t have a problem with it.” jungwon said as he pinched the bridge of his nose.

“thanks jungwon, owe you!!” heeseung said as he got up from his chair and walked to the door. “oh and tell mr yang i say hello jungwon” heeseung smirked before walking out the door, leaving jungwon scowling at the boy.

for the past few weeks, you and heeseung had been getting closer and closer. he was indeed very clingy towards you, which was a bit weird but you didnt care.

“bye!!” you said as you pecked his lips before opening the car door and climbing out. “have a good day baby” heeseung said while smiling at you. “thank you, you too” you said before blowing a kiss at him and walking off to your friends.

heeseung’s smile dropped as he saw a boy approach you with some flowers. he gripped his hand tighter on the steering wheel and his eyes turned dark. who gives his baby flowers when his a few metres away? heeseung wiped his face with his open hand and sighed. he started the ignition and drove away with a smirk on his face.

“ooo yn has a boyfriend” your friend said teasingly. “i dont!!” you gasped. “who gave you those flowers then?” she smirked. “beomgyu” you said while packing your books away. “come on ynnnn, you cant be taking things seriously with ethan?” you friend groaned. “mm well i am” you shut your locker. “yn, he’s no good for you, just trust me on this one. i can jus feel it.” your friend said seriously. “you dont even know him or met him, how can you even say that???” you asked offened on his behalf and walked to class. your friend rolled her eyes and sighed. you never listen do you?

“how dare you walk up to my baby and give her flowers when im just a few meters away hm?” heeseung said as he lifted beomgyu’s chin to make eye contact with him. “i-i-i didnt k-k-know you and yn are dating..” beomgyu said as he trembled in fear. “well now you do, tell my grandma i say ‘hi’ will you?” heeseung said as he laughed at the end. he picked up his knife and pierced the blade through his neck. blood started oozing out as heeseung smiled in satisfactory. he can’t have any obstacles in his way.

once he finished, he lifted up his knife and collected blood on his finger. he brought his finger to his mouth and sucked it clean. he hummed in satisfaction as he just exterminated another harmless human. he cleaned up his work station and walked to his door, switched off the light and walked out. he check his watch before going to the bathroom and quickly cleaning up.

you sighed as you entered your house. the whole day your friend asking you questions about ethan and it tired you out. “you seem distracted” ethan commented as he entered the house. “my friend kept on bugging me today about you” you sighed. “mhm so you’re tired of me” he teased while smiling. he walked closer to you and wrapped his arms around your waist. “no she kept on telling me that you’re no good and that i should leave you and stuff like that. like how are you gonna assume things about someone you dont even know” you sighed frustrated.

heeseung looked at you in awe. first time someone, other than his boys, that defended him. he laughed at how cute you pouted at him. but then the realisation hit him about what your friend had said. his grip on your waist tightened. you brought your hand up to his cheek and started caressing it softly. “calm down you big baby, jm not gonna leave you” you teased. he pouted as you laughed. he hopes you keep that promise after you find out the truth.

“lets cuddle?” you asked as you pulled him by his hand. heeseung nodded. you laid down on the couch and got comfortable until a certain someone jumped right on top of you. “ow!!” you said as you groaned in pain. heeseung laughed at you and buried his head in the crook of your neck.

you played with his hair as the movie was still playing. “you mean everything to me yn, i hope you know that.” ethan said in your neck. you lifted his head in between your hands and squished his cheeks “you mean alot to me too yeah?” you said as you placed a soft kiss on his lips. heeseung smiled. he could get used to this. used fo being home. but first, you needed to know the truth.

few hours later, heeseung had left and you started getting ready for bed until you heard a knock on your front door. assuming its ethan, you screamed that the door was open. what you didn’t expect was to see a random man covered in black clothing from head-to-toe. he grabbed your arm tightly and pulled you towards him. you screamed for him to let go because it started to hurt but the man didn’t budge. he covered your mouth and nose with a cloth and you soon fell into a world of darkness.

meanwhile heeseung was all smily when he arrived at his home (mansion). he had the person he wants and now just needs to ask you to be his partner and life would be great. ‘ping!’ went heeseung’s phone. he furrowed his eyebrows and he want to check it. it was a video from a random number. he opened the chat and started watching the video.

his jaw went slack and his mouth turned dry. his eyes were open wide as he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. its was you tied up in a chair. your hair was cluttered from all the resistance and your clothing was dirty. there were faint bruises on your delicate skin and your eyes were red from crying so much. heeseung’s had gripped his phone tight.

“hey old friend!! i have a little present for you” the man on the video said as he laughed. “meet me at the warehouse, or a little someone wont make it out” he continued as he smiled at the camera. heeseung shut off his phone before he could watch any further. he threw his phone across the room and it shattered into many pieces. he sat on his bed and gripped his hair tightly as his breathing started to increase.

he didnt care wether his phone was okay, all he cared about was you. which was scary to him as someone who didn’t care for anyone at all. he felt awful and guilty, not being able to be there to save you from your misery.

heeseung quickly stood up and grabbed his other phone from on of his bedside drawers and dialled jungwon for help. heeseung sighed as his friend found a solution, he needed to see you, quickly.

meanwhile on your side, you spat out the blood from just being punched in your face again. “you’re such a pretty doll, how’d he get his hands on you” the man said as he gripped your hair between his hands and tilted your head to look at him. “i bet you dont even know the real him, hm?” the man spoke again before laughing and dropping your head. he slowly walked backwards and grabbed his knife and ran his fingertips on the blade.

“lets start of easy, hm? whatcha think babes?” the man said. “dont call me that” you grumbled out. “what was that? i couldn’t hear you?” the man responded as he went back to what he was originally saying. “moving on, his name isn’t ‘ethan’ like he told you. its heeseung doll. lee heeseung. the one who does the murders?” the man said as he watched your face turn into shock. you were angry that he hid this from you but suprised at the fact of how handsome and kind he was to you.

“you’re lying” you said in disbelief. “im not, he even planned to kill you!” the man whispered the last part. “no you liar!” you screamed as you started resisting in the chair you were tied up to. the man started walking closer to you. “stop fucking screaming or it wont end well for you” the man shouted seriously. you stopped in fear.

the shine from the metal blade caught your eye. your eyes widened and he brought it closer to your face. “w-what are you going to do with t-that?” you asked as you looked at the man. “mhm maybe cut your skin? leave a little for my old friend heeseung” the man menacingly said as he laughed once again. “oo im so excited to finally be able to hurt heeseung. growing up, he stole everything from me. my friends. the people i had a crush on. which didnt even make sense to me because he never even batted an eyelash their way. but now, i finally have something to get back at him, his most prized possession, you.” he smiled at you once again before bringing the knife up to your throat.

you screamed and shut your eyes closed in hopes nothing happens. you feel the sharp knife prick your skin as the blood rolls down your neck slightly. “step away” heeseung screamed as he entered the building. he was so close to loosing his chill at the sight of you in pain. luckily he had his friends as back-up or else things would’ve gone terribly wrong.

“ah you made it heeseung! so happy you could” the man smiled at heeseung as he stepped away from you. you let out a deep breath you didnt know you were holding. somehow even after finding out the man you fell in love with was literally a psycho, you still felt safe around him. “ethan! heeseung!” you tried to scream but it was no use. the piece of cloth the man had put in your mouth had muffled everything you said.

heeseung looked at you for a minute before turning hit attention back to the horrible man that took you from him. he knew the moment he saw you, he had to do something to save you but he couldn’t risk messing up the plan they had set up.

“what do you need jisung” heeseung said seriously as he stood with his arms crossed. “well considering you took everything away from me, i want to kill you. or your little girlfriend over here dies” jisung said as he turned to look at you. “do anything to her and i chop off your head.” heeseung said seriously. jisungs facial expression dropped quickly but tried to hide his fear.

“but we wouldn’t wanna risk that right?” jisung said as he walked closer to you. you cried as you felt yourself start to get weaker. you looked at heeseung with a look that screamed help. oh how he so badly wanted to help you but he had to stick to the plan.

“come on jisung, we can sort this out like how we used to.” heeseung said as he trued to get him away from you. “how?” he said as curiosity got to him. “you know? a fight off like back when we were younger” heeseung said casually. “hm okay, hope you know i’ve gotten stronger” he said as he walked away from you and walked up to heeseung.

you watched how easily heeseung got him to the floor and punched him like it was nothing. your eyes started to flutter shut from exhaustion and lack of food and water. “now!” heeseung screamed as he held jisung down. suddenly you heard many footsteps approaching the area you were in. “fuck no no no!” jisung exclaimed in anger but didnt move out of heeseung’s hold. “what you get for playing with fire” heeseung said before he snapped his head and killed him.

jungwon quickly ran towards your side and started untying you as the rest of the boys were busy guarding and fighting off the enemies. jungwon smiled at you softly as he realised this was the person that made heeseung so happy lately. he wished he could meet you properly later but for now he needed to get you out of here safely.

he quickly got up and walked over to where jungwon was untying you. your head hung low as everything around you was muffled. you could barely keep your eyes open. “fuck baby are you here?” you heard heeseung say. you tried to look up but your eyes were shutting slowly. “hey hey hey no, dont you dare close your eyes yn” heeseung said sternly as he picked you up bridal style and carried you over the his car. “please baby” heeseung said as he held you tightly and rushed towards the hospital. “heeseung” you whispered softly. “baby its me, please stay with me i’ll explain everything later, just stay with me” heeseung said as he looked down at you. “i dont care, just wanna be with you” you said as you slowly closed your eyes and slipped into darkness.

you opened your eyes to bright blinding lights. you squinted you eyes and tried to look around your surroundings. you saw heeseung sitting on a chair with his head in his hands. you then remembered what all happened. not gonna lie, you were angry and scared at the fact that he didn’t tell you he was ther lee heeseung, but then again you knew he would never hurt you, hell he even saved you today. “hee?” you whispered as you looked to his side. “baby?” he said as he quickly looked up at you. “oh thank goodness” he quickly got to your side and placed a kiss on your forehead.

heeseung smiled at he looked at you awake. but quickly frowned when he realised he was gonna have to explain himself. he wasn’t 100% sure weather you were gonna take it well or not, but he knew he didn’t wanna lose you. “you’re not gonna lose me no matter what. i love you for you, just dont involve me with those things okay?” you said as if you were reading his thoughts. he smiled as he kissed your cheek. “im still gonna explain everything to you though and i promise i wont involve you with it, hell i dont even know if i want to continue anymore.” he said quickly.

you nodded your head and smiled as you moved a bit so that there was space for him in the hospital bed. he took the hint and climbed into bed with you and wrapped his arms around you. “i love you.” he said. it was crazy to him that even someone like him, could be capable of loving someone.

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Seunghan solo stans are just as bad as ot6 RIIZE stans, sorry not sorry! How can you solo stan him? You do know that if he DOES go solo he wont be promoted & WONT be this big success you think he will be.

He will have 1 comeback that people tune into & from there will be dumped like lucas. SM does not treat their solo artists with respect

The amount of people that believe hes okay now & safe because he posts to fucking instagram & teases him being with his members from time to time are thick in the head. 1. He has ALWAYS been with his members even during his hiatus, it makes no difference now. His haters are STILL there and have not been dealt with by SM, RIIZE ot6 are targeting wonbin, sohee and anton and will continue to bully your favs. Those that think this has all Ended are delusional, korean fans voices are bigger then yours so to end the boycott here when nothing has been resolved is fucking stupid, have a backbone for once. You’ve just let SM win good job!!

The whole point of the boycott was to bring him BACK INTO RIIZE. Without riize hes in even more danger i fear, and so is RIIZE themselves. But YAY we got another insta post that means nothing right?

Why did i believe kpop fans would be smart for once…

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