Damn… I’m Writing This Story About My Life And I Feel Like Nobody Gets It… Like It’s Very Much
damn… I’m writing this story about my life and I feel like nobody gets it… like it’s very much about sex and religion and all this stuff and I feel like people just don’t like it but it’s like autofiction so it’s not going to be any different like most of it is based on my real life… like idk it’s autofiction so it’s mutable but people are like “I don’t like the character or how she acts” and I’m like well that’s me and that’s how I do act… it’s fine if you don’t like it… but idk how to write it any other way????? Like I want it to be real……….. even my best friend like knows it’s autofiction and doesn’t want to be mean or harsh but like doesn’t seem to get why the character is traumatized or struggling and I’m like fuck …….. I just want people to understand what’s wrong with me. Hell, I want to understand what’s wrong with me. Like what the fuck. I know it’s not an interesting and enjoyable story for people but it’s my fucking life…. Like my best friend literally said maybe it’s holding me back to be writing about myself but what the fuck else can I say?????? Idk
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Mornings like this.
- Vivera Rossi
what it’s like to learn that you’re autistic as an adult.
“im a seed
and i’ve been sowed on to sand.
my whole life i’m raised as a crop seed, like my friends and family. so that’s what i believe i am.
but i can see them growing, and im still just a seed.
i just don’t fit in.
i wonder whats was wrong with me.
i start to think maybe i’m a bad seed, not meant to be successful.
When i turned 18 i was pulled into the ocean by the tide.
i’m panicking because i know i can’t survive out here alone. no one prepared me for this.
i get to the bottom of the ocean.
i realize this is reality. there’s nothing i can do about it. this is just adulthood.
i start to sprout.
the only way this is possible is if im actually a sea plant. but there’s no way. my parents would have told me.
but i never was a crop seed.
i’ve always been sea weed.
i start to grow.
and i realize there was never anything wrong with me.
so now i know who i am, and i can live the rest of my life. happily, a sea weed.”
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