Sometimes, I just feel like screaming. Like, if can feel something sitting in the center of my chest, something heavy, but it never rises up of falls down.
Sometimes, I just feel like crying. I can feel the sob in my throat, and the tears starting to burn the back of my eyes. But I never do, because it always goes away.
I never tell anyone what I am thinking, what I am feeling, because it has become something that I see as whining in my eyes. These things that I feel come randomly and sporadically, so I don’t see it as something to fear.
But when I read these posts and stories, something that I bond myself with, and they talk about things that happen to be what I think/say/do, I find it harder and harder to keep these things in. There are barricades that are built in my head like the Great Wall, but they seem to be crumbling down one day at a time...and I’m scared about what will happen next.
I don’t know who to talk to; don’t know if anyone will even care, or say that I’m just being dramatic, or ‘It’s just a face because you’re young!’
Drawing has helped me, but not enough. Screwing over my sleep scedual to fall asleep at midnight is fucking with me, and school has started become just another burden, another weight on my back, and stress ha become something more than just something every once in a while. It’s alway with me, to the point where I am starting to get nervous tics every time I talk.
I don’t know... just gotta pull through I guess.
:( RIP Vlad
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Hello! I am making this as a warning to a video that is going to be public tomorrow. I made the dumb mistake of not adding a warning to the beginning of the video because of themes that may be picked up from the content. The speedpaint has a person that has a rope around their neck. THIS IS NOT ANYTHING REMOLELY SELF HARM. Please take this for the warning it is, and if you are not comfortable with that video than please, do not watch it. If you are suffering from anything, please know you can talk to me on my Tumblr; or any of my platforms. It is not healthy to handle things alone. Have a great day everyone!!
Maids, cleaners, janitors, and sanitation workers are all the most important people of civilization by far. Even 12 hours without them is VERY noticable and they simply need to be highly compensated for it
Part 2 of drawing people on TikTok. This time @madsconcealer on TikTok and Instagram.
Fun fact about me, I actually love mermaids. I was obsessed with them as a kid, and even drew pictures and made stories. I entered on into a writing contest when I was in 3rd grade too! Maybe I should re-draw them? That might be fun!!
I really like how this one turned out! The way that I blended the colors, the hair, the inking! This is really showing my improvement!
POSTING THIS AGAIN!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BE CAREFUL OUT THERE!!!
I am in need of assistance. So, I am creating a genderbent Harry Potter thing and I need names for the characters. Any name for any characters is appreciated, accept for Harry, Ron, and Hermione. Thank you in advance for the names, and for helping me out.
I’ve been waiting since March to post this...
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