I Suppor What You Say ,wish You A Happy Time You Deserve

I suppor what you say ,wish you a happy time you deserve

My Life is Screwed Up!

My pendulum has swung. I am once again hating myself for this CD/Trans life I’m living, even though it’s part time. I’m sorry for the recent very inappropriate photos I posted on Twitter. I took them down. That’s not me. I don’t know why I do that. I do know that nobody knowing about me and not being able to talk to anyone in person about this struggle is starting to make me crazy. I know I have some FB friends and I message a few people here on Tumblr, but that’s not the same as confiding in family or personal friends. I’ve tried therapy. I can’t get comfortable with a stranger. I need to know that someone who really loves me thinks it’s OK. I don’t need some person I’m paying $100 dollars an hour to tell me “It’s OK.”  

I’m sorry for the long post. Even though I got out and went to the club Saturday, it was not a good weekend. This solitude is now officially overwhelming.