Academia-wannabe - I Don’t Know What I’m Doing

I want the cliche kisses in photo booths. And the candid photos of me when I’m not looking. I want the week long road trips with the windows down and my feet up on the dash. I want hands clenched tight when we’re intimate. I want shared showers the morning after. I want breakfast in nothing but oversized t-shirts. I want tv show marathons with extra buttery popcorn and makeout breaks during commercials. I want “I love you"s and “you’re beautiful"s and my name blended in curse words while you moan. I want time and promise and happiness and intimacy.

summer haze: the slow march of the day, a golden glow from the heat outside, a lingering kiss on your cheek, languorous music from back porches, the juice of ripe apricots, fading tan marks, pages of poetry books, beige bathing suits while sunbathing

Done!! o3o

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This chainmail “Lucky Coin” fidget toy

This “Do-Nothing” fidget toy

This gyro cog fidget toy

This black and fuzzy fidget pet

Jane Austen’s handwritten manuscript of Persuasion

Reading, to me, is escapism, frantically reaching for another reality because I simply cannot stand this one. 

Hafodunos Hall (an abandoned mansion) in Llangernyw North Wales. This hall was a gothic revival house designed by Sir George Gilbert Scott for Henry Sandbach.

Gothic Revival architecture was a movement in the 19th century where admirers of this style tried to revive medieval gothic architecture.

The Sandbach family sold this mansion. It had many uses such as a private school for girls to an old people’s home that was later shut down.

In 2004 the house was destroyed by a fire leaving the mansion completely abandoned.

i wish we had dictionaries with poetic definitions in them. what is life? what is death? what is love? what is hate? tell me what it means in beautiful verses.

ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛ: @ᴄʀʏʟɪᴄᴀ

bookstore cats...the cutest!