By: Bee
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And for all my childish games of pretending to be who I wasn’t, guess I really wanted to be a little different from who I was. And he made me feel like I was someone else. A more interesting person, or just a ordinary person, the way I’ve never felt before. He made me feel like I was finally living. And it was so true that he made me do things I would never do, or I thought I would never want to do. And the most painful thing: he made me change my own values just to be with him.
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Is there any mind
More suicidal than mine?
One fact about this world
Is that you never truly know
What others are thinking about
Feeling, suffering, struggling...
So perhaps you just talked to
Someone that is planning to commit a crime
A crime against their own life
And that person maybe will be successful
Or end up having to explain: why?
When the question was about why not
But me, in my case
As I walked through the streets
Saying goodbye to this world
It was like every eye I would find
Could read my troubled mind
And the funny part about it
It’s that until that moment of my life
I knew I was so good, so good about
Pretending to be someone
I’ve never been at all
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