PATREON 

symptoms of trauma are proof of abuse. if you’re struggling with anxiety, self doubt, self hate, low confidence, trauma symptoms, flashbacks, nightmares, paranoia, panic and severe emotional injuries, those are proof enough that you’ve been subjected to torture. your feelings aren’t fooling you, they’re consequences of abuse.

THIS HURTS MORE THAN I IMAGINED IT WOULD

if i feel an emotion one more time im gonna snap

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It’s okay to miss your abuser.

It’s okay to miss that life.

It’s okay to miss the good times you had.

It’s even okay to miss the bad parts.

It’s okay.

I need to go into the forest and scream for an hour and a half

i can’t carry this anymore

heavy from the hurt inside my veins.

All I want is to be a mom. That’s all I fucking want.

Me: seriously though its time to pull my shit together

Me 7 months later: seriously though its time to pull my shit together