“You’re So Quiet, What’s Wrong?” I’m Creating My Own Fantasy World To Escape From Reality So

i deserve all kinds of pain.

when you can sense a Mood incoming and feel like a farmer standing in a field looking out at the horizon as the storm approaches like “looks like it’s gonna be a bad one, boys”

i’m full of rage but in a very chill and nonchalant way

there's a weight in my chest and it won't go away no matter how hard i beg

My trauma didn’t make me soft. It made me distant. Angry. Distrustful. Bitter. Never soft. What they did was never soft.

It shouldn't be normal for every second you're not distracted to be in absolute agony.

Emotions shouldn't cause this kind of physical pain ALL THE FUCKING TIME.