„if Lying Alone In Silence Just Was The Worst Part… The Worst Part Is Standing In A Place, Crowded

“i’m sorry that there was always a storm in my mind, even on the sunniest of days, im sorry”

— E.S., things i wont say to him (via la-m0rt)

You don’t understand, I don’t want any of it anymore. I don’t want happiness or love or success or anything. I need to stop living because that’s the only thing that can make my pain go away. So no, you telling me to wait for good things doesn’t work. Don’t you get it, no matter what happens, it’s always going to hurt.

“It’s not that I’m unloveable, it’s just that there are better people to love than me.”

— 12:30am // Krystal

Fuck a break up.

Have you ever had a parent not want you?

Shit hurts as hell.

I’m nothing special. I’m fat; I’m ugly; I don’t have any talents; I have a bad character; I don’t have any friends, I’m nothing.

sorrythisisallicanbe

“And on some days, I wake up with this heaviness in my chest. It suffocates me. The anxiety. It is debilitating today.”

—