Someday, I Want To Be Committed To Someone Who Has Mature Plans For Our Future Together.

such a beautiful poem.. 📜✨

শহুরে রাস্তা তোমারি হয়ে হয়ে গেল

যে গলিতেই যাই, ভাবি তুমি সাথে থাকলে কেমন হতো!

শীত গড়িয়ে গরমের যে আদর

তার বিরক্তিও দেখা ছিল একটু বাকি

তোমার আমার জীবনকাল একসাথে কাটলেই পারতো বাকি।

যাক,

দুঃখের দীর্ঘশ্বাস তো অনেক দূর যায়,

তোমার ভাল থাকা, সে তো আমি বিনাই হয়।

কোন এক রাস্তায় আবার দেখা হবে,

হয়তো।

রাস্তা আমাদের রেখে আর দূরে যাবে না,

হয়তো।

দুপুর ১:৫০,

ঢাকা।

০২/০৩/২৪

A sudden feeling

today is 30th January... I am sitting in my bathroom writing this while my mom is listening to masakali.. And it is very much audible from the bathroom as the sound is quite high..

anyways.. I am feeling very low these days.. I overthink a lot.. And overthinking helps me to actually know the whole truth because whenever I overthink about something it turns into reality... Moreover, this blog is the result of my overthinking...

Being neglected by the people I basically love to hangout with, talk to, has been a habit for me because I know that I will lose them.. But still I don't hurt them.... Okay so now my mom is playing shishe se shisha takraye...

Anyways feeling a little bit better after writing the feelings which I kept in my heart for like a week maybe.... A two day or one day trip to shantiniketan can give my soul a little bit of shanti now.. Hey Rabindra Nath come and take me out of this one sided "shesher kobita" phase.. Anyways bye... Don't feel uneasy to judge me.. Because I am judged by every single human being... If anybody can relate my current condition, do comment... (I don't even know if I will post this but still)

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(Posted today itself XD)

What does a women want ?!

Women are always known or praised for beauty. For example, your hair is so beautiful, you have a mesmerizing body, your smile is pretty, you fingers are so slim, and what not. However we women are never praised for our intelligence, confidence, observation, patience, organizing ability. We never hear these compliments from anyone.

We women want respect and such mesmerizing praises from everyone even from the one we love. The world has unrealistic expectations from women. I will not mention the list of expectations because this is known to everyone.

To all the men and boys out here, respect the girl or women you love. I know you do but still praise her when she succeeds and support her even at her worst because being physical is the not the true sign of love, staying beside her when she needs you the most, wishing her the best and being happy in her success is the true sign of love and that love stays forever. Just don't keep her as "show off parody".

সকাল তখন ৯:৩০ টা যখন আমি তোমার এই কবিতাটি দেখলাম। তুমি আমাকে ট্যাগ করেছ। উঠে এই কবিতা পড়তে গিয়ে বুঝলাম জীবন কতটা সংক্ষিপ্ত। আমাদের সেটা পূর্ণভাবে উপভোগ করতে হবে। শেষ হতে পারে কিন্তু শেষ হওয়া মৃত্যুর মানে নয়। মৃত্যু একমাত্র অপশক্তি নয়।

আজকে বাংলা ভাষা দিবস, আর সকাল সকাল এত সুন্দর একটা কবিতা পরে মন ভোরে গেল ৷

Thanks for the tag!! 💗✨

বছর শেষের লেখা (2023)

@amar-hiyar-majhe ei nao অন্য একটা লেখা দিলাম 🙃

“Everyone deserve a person that can make their heart forget the trauma in the past!!"🌻

I think I have to start practicing dance in order to improve myself and stay out worthless distractions..

I still remember I used to dance in my terrace and my neighbours used watch and say "minu, tor naach dekhle amader bikel bela ta khub bhalo bhabe kete jaye re, ekta shanti ashe mone"

The tinkling of my ghunghur and payel makes me satisfied... Will have to start again...

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~KONKALITOLA, KOPAYI NODI & JOMIDAR BARI~

Shantiniketan Trip:- Day-2

Konkalitola Mondir:-

Beautiful temple. My family didn't give puja because this year my grandmother expired, so "ashuch" . (curse in english I guess, don't know) I was sitting inside the temple area and saw that "Shautali Dance" was performed by the tribal women. I danced with them, clicked photos. I danced so well that they were calling me continuously🤭. I really had fun their. I even did my make up inside the temple area (because Pinush was giving me rush and yes girls take time to get ready). While doing my makeup I felt like the song "Chandi Jaisa Rang Hai Tera". I know I am not even a bit of that song but still I felt. (I am ugly as hell🙂 but still I felt like chandi jaisa rang). Anyways really felt calm and happy while dancing.

Kopayi Nodi:-

Rabindranath Thakur composed a poem "Amader Choto Nodi" which was based on Kopayi Nodi. Its really a "choto nodi, chole aake bake". I have nothing so say something about this nodi because its really beautiful. Speechless I am.

আমাদের ছোটো নদী চলে বাঁকে বাঁকে বৈশাখ মাসে তার হাঁটু জল থাকে। পার হয়ে যায় গোরু, পার হয় গাড়ি, দুই ধার উঁচু তার, ঢালু তার পাড়ি। চিক্ চিক্ করে বালি, কোথা নাই কাদা, একধারে কাশবন ফুলে ফুলে সাদা। কিচিমিচি করে সেথা শালিকের ঝাঁক, রাতে ওঠে থেকে থেকে শেয়ালের হাঁক।

~ রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর

(I have posted a picture of "Bonolota". It is a villa which is named after Bonolota.)

Jomidaar Bari:-

Several shooting took place in this place. Its really huge. Shiv Pujo takes place in this house. I though that the Zee5 webseries "Shwetkali" shooting was done here but I was wrong. Anyways. I even clicked some photos inside the jomidar bari. I felt like I reached heaven, its was vintage and beautiful.

Thats all about day two. Had a lot of fun and gathered a lot of knowledge.

I bet day 3 blog will capture the heart of every reader.

Lemme tag my favorite Bengali's as well as other mutuals

@intellectual6666 @choppedphilosopherharmony @jukti-torko-golpo @piyakebazaar @anarkali-disco-chali @shyam-kariya @aapki-shayara @aapka-shayar @thecaffeinatedresearcher @enigma-the-mysterious

Happiest Birthday to one of my favorite author

Franz Kafka

If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 🫂💙

~Birds of a feather, we should stick together~

I guess the aliented people heard the song • Birds of a feather by Billie Eilish •

The most soothing song.. Makes our body want to go and dive into the ocean..

Its a love song visible from the lyrics. The song is painful as well. The line "I don't know what I am crying in for, I don't think I could love you more" this line represents the love for someone who has left you for someone else and you are literally claiming that I loved you enough and I could not more because the love left within me was given to you.

The song is blue. Blue is melancholic as well. The protagonist of the song wants the love of her life to carry the casket, even if the body turns blue and not to save the dead body because he/she is already dead by the betrayal from the person. She also wants him to stay with her till she is in the grave. Wants him to stay till she is buried.

And then in the third or fourth stanza maybe she tells that "you are so full of shit, tell me its bit, say you don't see it your minds polluted, say you wanna quit don't be stupid". She feels betrayed after she finds out that he wants to quit the special thing.

Then she claims that she knew him and he had the same look in his eyes she loves him and tells him "don't act so surprised"