Gonna bring this back until it is not valid anymore. Bro is having the worst day ever LOOOOOL. đĽ
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Henry Bowers x FEM!reader
Chapter summery: right as you were making progress Henry's crazy ass friends have to ruin it.
Word count: 3,161
Estimated reading time: 14 mins
A/N: thank you for being patient with me
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That stupid fucking bandaid
WA! WA! WA! WA!
You smacked your alarm clock off the bedside table with a groan. You didnât want to get up. Your bed was so warm and cozy. Who the fuck even told the sun it was allowed to come up? They should fall into a hole to rot while maggots feast on their ears.. You groan and throw the covers off you. It was Friday. The school decided not to have the first week of school be an actual full week so students could get back to being used to school. You wake up killer and take him downstairs to feed him before you get ready. To your shock, Kevin was awake and at the kitchen counter drinking his coffee. He was never a morning person so seeing him awake this early was a treat. You nod him a âhelloâ before getting the bag of killers food. As you are bending down to pour the food in the bowl, Kevin starts to talk.
âI heard you with someone last night.â He states.
You stiffen.
âHmm?â Is the best reply you can give.
âAfter you were in the kitchen last night I heard 2 sets of footsteps go up the stairs, and I know it wasnât the dog.â He blows on his coffee before taking another sip. Heâs not angry. Just curious. âWho was it?â He asks.
You finish with the bag of food and put it up. âI donât wanna tell youâ you say softly. You know Kevin doesn't care for the Bowers after telling you to not only stay away from that pig cop but also Henry and his friends. Kevinâs eyes soften and he sets down his cup.
âYou donât have to tell me, as long as you promise that you were safe.â
âI can pinky promiseâ you giggle.
âGood,â he gives you a short hug. âNow go get ready. Iâm taking you to school today.â
You beam. âReally!?â You ask excitedly.
âYeah I got some errands to do for the shop, Iâll drop you off then pick you up and we can buy you some shit for school.â
You run up the stairs to get ready and he laughs. You brush your teeth and hair, put on your minimal makeup then get dressed. Because you wouldnât be riding your bike today and it was still a little chilly, you put on a blue and green, flower designed, long bell sleeve top that ties in the front. For bottoms you paired the top with a long ankle length white skirt. You left your hair down and added some jewelry to feel sparkly. You threw on your shoes, got your bag and ran downstairs practically leaping off the last few to get to the bottom floor faster. Kevin who was waiting by the door guffawed at your theatrics and opens the front door for you. Today killer would be staying home because of the errands Kevin had to do. If you could take killer to school with you, you would.
You arrive to the school a few minutes later than you usually do which means everyone was also getting there. You saw where the losers were and pointed to them.
âThose are my friends. Right over there.â
He looks at them as he pulls up to the front.
âWhy not invite them to the shop after school Monday? Iâll buy some food and yâall can hang out?â He proposed.
You feel giddy again. âIâd love that.â You give him a hug and a kiss on the cheek before hopping out of the truck. You pull up your skirt a little a jog to the losers. Kevin speeds away in his truck, passing the entering trans am full of teenage boys as he exits the school parking lot. Belch notices him.
âWhat the fuck is that weird dude from the record shop doing in the school lot?â Belch wonders.
Patrick laughsâOhh~ didnât you hear. Him and his little assistant areâ he thrusts his hips. âInvolved.â They all laugh. Well. All but Henry. They donât know about you like he does.
âShut the fuck upâ Henry growls.
The gang didnât know what the fuck was up today. They knew his old man was probably pissed about the knife. And after Butch âgot on himâ about shit like that Henry was always in a bad mood, but this morning was different. He was irritated at everything, everyone said.
The gang pulls into the lot and get out. As they exit they take a Quick Look around. Patrick is the one to notice you talking to the losers by the front.
âOhoho boys, why did no one tell us the new hottie was friends with the freaks?â
Henry immediately looks up to where Patrick is facing. And sure enough, there you are plain as day. You're laughing at something one of those freaks said and have your hand on your stomach. He didnât tell the guys he saw you in the woods. He just said he went after Beverly and she got away. Now there was no hiding you from them, from him. He wasnât going to change his behavior to the group because of you. If you were in it, you were gonna get the same treatment, no exceptions. That was, at least around others. Henry was in control of people by fear. If he was suddenly nice to the losers, no one would fear his as much as they should. Henry was dangerous, and itâs better if everyone knew that right out of the gate so they didnât get themselves killed. You knew it, you just, for some reasonâŚ. Pushed it aside. Thatâs what confuses him.
You and the losers walked inside as the bell rung and went your separate ways. You saunter into Chem class and take your seat. Leaving the window seat for Henry. He went through the ringer last night. The least you can do is give him his seat. Henry walks in with that signature sour look on his face. He glances at you before sitting down in his seat. The teacher turns off the lights and begins to project a video onto the projector screen.
A few moments into the video you look at Henry. His eyes are out the window, you take something out of your bag and slide it over to him. He looks down at the table to see a brand new bruise cream and 2 more of that stupid fucking band aid. He looks at you but your eyes are on the screen. He takes the bandages and cream and stuff them in his pocket.
You still have a black eye. He feels a little bad about it. Even with a big ass bruise on your eye you look so pretty. He canât believe you are so kind to him. He wonders what the fuck your motive is?
Class dismissed and you wave Henry a small goodbye and leave. Classes from then on were just plain old boring.
The lunch bell rings and you get your of class. As you exit you run into Mike. You had no idea his class was right beside yours. You go to him and lock arms, as you walk with him the 2 of you discuss this new video game heâs playing. It sounds like a genuinely fun game. At one point Mike says something funny and you canât help but laugh. You were always like like with friends. You held their hands, you hugged them, maybe depending on the person you kissed them on the cheek. Why be friends with someone if you couldnât be close? So far the losers didnât seem to mind.
As you laugh at what Mike said you pass the Bowers gang. To be honest you really didnât even see them. Henry and Belch were leaned up agains lockers as you passed while Patrick and Vic stood in front of them.
Patrick whistles at you and you turn, Mike keeps walking. He knows better.
âHey pretty girl. Why not take a ride with me tonight? Iâll give you the time of your night.â He holds up a v with his fingers to his mouth and begins moving his tongue between it.
You cringe at him and give a fake ass smile.
âNo thanks man. I appreciate the offer but I like my men mentally stable and preferably bathedâ you blow him a kiss and jog to catch up with Mike, who looks like heâs trying to become invisible.
Patrick frowned at your retreating body while the boys laughed at him. Henry sure as fuck didnât like what Patrick said. But it looks as though you can handle yourself in a verbal back and fourth with the psycho.
Patrick turns to the group and hits Belch upside the head for laughing.
âDid you fuckers see that? She was walking around with that fucking crack baby?!â Patrick pouts. Heâs trying to egg Henry on. He knows for a fact that Henry hates Mike more than any of those other freaks. âShe was walking with her arm in his! The bitch was all fuckibg over himâ Patrick continues.
It worked.
Henry growled and hit his hand on the locked before pushing off it to walk outside. The gang follows him, So ready to have some fun.
They march through the front doors and look around. They see all of you riding your bikes toward the bridge. He focused on you. You were on the back of mikes bike. With your arms around his waist. Where the fuck was your bike? He stomps toward the parking lot and the boys sprint to follow. The gang piled into the trans am and Henry lit up a cigarette as belch pulled out of the spot and tried to exit the lot.
You were currently having the time of your life. All of you were laughing and swerving the streets like birds. Mike let you hitch a ride with him because he actually had back pegs and a longer seat. The group of you were giggling your heads off at nothing in particular when you hear a loud sound. The sound of an engine. The sound of an engine coming right at you.
You look behind you and yell in fear.
âBOWERS!!!â
All the other losers look behind them and try their hardest to speed out of the way before the trans am could hit them. Lucky for them. They were aiming for you. Not just you. Mostly Mike , you were just a 20 point bonus.
They swerve to try and hit you causing Mike to also swerve in fear and drop the bike. Both you and Mike fall and look up at the boys in the car. Henry stood out of the windoe and flicked his cigarette at the pair of you.
âSTAY OUT OF MY FUCKING TOWN!!â He screamed before getting back in the care and speeding off. As they sped you could hear them laugh as they kicked up dust. You and Mike cough and hack while he stands to offer you a hand. You gladly take it and rise. The others run over to you.
âAre you guys okay?â Ben asks worriedly.
âOf fucking course they arenât. Henry just tried to kill them. Then he dusted them with this poison mixed with homeless menâs possessionsâ Eddie replied before you could while he took a puff of his inhaler.
He was in fact always this on edge.
You dust yourself off and get ahold of your coughing.
âIâm fineâ Mike says. âAre you?â
âYeahâŚyeah I think so.â You tried to dust off your skirt but for now it was a lost cause. Youâd have to wash it to get all the grime off. What a shame. You felt really pretty in this skirt too.
What was that about? You knew you and Henry wouldnât be besties but you thought he would at least not try to kill you? He was so confusing. There must be something wrong with that boy. He didnât seem to mind you in class and now he was yelling at you to âget out of his townâ? What the fuck does that even mean? You didnât know that what he yelled wasnât for you. It was for Mike, it just so happened that you were hit with the cigarette making it seem directed at you. You werenât burned though. Thank god.
You really didnât know how much more of this you could take. This boys mood swings were too much.
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You wide mouth yawn and rub the tiredness out of your eyes. You swear, schools purposefully make the last class of the day the most boring. They want you to sleep and fail. Those heartless school administrative heathens!
You stand up to leave class as school is dismissed and see Richie, Eddie and Bill walking out of the parallel classroom. You run up to catch them. You walk next to Eddie and join the conversation. They nod you hello and continue speaking.
Eddie continues talking. âSo there's like this church full of Jews right? And Stan has to take this super jewie test.â
Ah. They were talking about Stanâs late bar mitzvah. Stanâs dad was the Jewish priest or something. Crazy how he didnât get it at 13. I guess his family pushed it aside until now. On his 16th birthday.
âBut howâs it work?â Bill asks confused
Eddie raises his hands and answers âthey slice the tip of his dick off.â
You snort. You wonder how Stanley will handle his Brit Milah at such a grown age. Thatâs gonna suck for him.
Richie comments, âbut then Stanâll have nothing left!â He looks at you, as if for you to agree.
âWow what a real knee slapper, Rich. Really. So funny I forgot to laughâ you reply.
âSo which is it doofus? A knee slapper or so funny you forgot to laugh? Canât be both moron.â He shoots back at you in that signature Richie way.
âHey guys wait up!â Stan yells before running up behind Bill and Eddie.
Curiosity takes over Bill and he finally asks Stan, âSo StanâŚw-w-what happens at bar mitzvah anyways? Eddie says they slice the tip of your d-d-d-dick off.â
You all turn a corner down a hallway towards the entrance.
âYeah and I think the rabbiâs gonna pull down your pants, turn to the crowd and say âwhereâs the beef?!ââ Richie remarks and all of you laugh. Stanley explains to yâall that he reads from the Torah, does a big speech, and ba-bam heâs officially a man.
âI could think of way funner things to do to become a man.â Richie says.
âYeah. Like Eddie's mom.â You snort.
âHeyo!!â Richie shouts before reaching above everyone to high five you.
You all pass the Bowers gang in the exact spot they were for lunch and the boys all keep their heads down. You. On the other hand, were so disgustingly stubborn and refuse to bow your head. You walked with your fucking head up. If they didnât like it they could suck your metaphorical dick.
After you pass them Richie turns to yâall. âThink theyâll give me todays notes?â He jokes. You think if he even approached them theyâd whoop his ass.
You all turn again and go down the stairs. You walk with the boys to meet with the others and pick up their bikes. After retrieving their bikes you all walk to the front.
âHow are you getting home with no bike today?â Ben asks sweetly.
â Kevin is pickin me up today.â
âIâve been meaning to askâŚâ Stanly meekly pauses. âIs he like.. your dad or something?â
âNo. Heâs just Kevin.â You laugh.
They all look at you funny. Clearly wanting more details. You huff.
âWe were friends growing up, I had some issues back home and he allowed me to come and stay with him. End of story. Thereâs not much to it.â
âYou're so lucky you get to live with a friend though. It must be a lot of fun.â Beverly smiles sadly.
âWonder whatâs up with that?â You think as you look at her sad face.
Unexpectedly Benâs phone rings. Blasting a 1 direction song. Beverly told you he was a boy band fanatic. Now you really see what she means. You and Beverly look at each other while the song blasts. You take her hand and the 2 of you begin dancing like children and giggling your heads off. You 2 laugh while singing the lyrics and hopping around while the boys laugh and watch.
âBaby you light up my world like nobody else.
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
You both jump and flip your hair to the song.. well⌠kinda flip it. More like frantically headbanging while laughing.
And when you smile at the ground it ainât hard to tell,
You donât know-oh-oh! You donât know your beautifulâ
Benâs face is a bright red from embarrassment but Beverly winks at him as the 2 of you goof around and now heâs pink for a completely different reason.
While the pair of you danced, neither of you knew of the group of boys watching you from the steps of the school.
Patrick whistles. âWould you look at that?â He gestured to you and Beverly. âNow there's a pair I wouldnât Mind getting between. A hot girl sandwich sounds like my kinda nightâ he chuckled.
Henryâs resting bitch face was ever present as he watched you dance. He hated Patrickâs comments about you, but that didnât mean he disagreed. He was a teenage boy. Nothing he could do about it. Nevertheless, whether he agreed or not, the comments themselves soured the fuck out of his mood. You were the âhot new assâ in town. And Henry was no better than any other man with a wandering eye.
You didnât find yourself particularly gorgeous. You were pretty of course, but if you had to think of someone gorgeous, youâd pick Beverly. Thatâs why she was bullied by other girls. She was beautiful. Every boy wanted her. And you could see why. You truly believed that standing next to Beverly dimmed your light. Standing next to her on the street, boys would always look to her before you. At least thatâs what you believed. You were by no means ugly. Quite the opposite actually. You just had a bad problem with comparing yourself to her. You loved but also envied her. You feel that if you werenât the new girl no one would be anywhere near as interested in you as they were.
Now if you told all that to Henry, Heâd think thatâs just plain not true. He would never tell you how beautiful he thought you were and how much he loved your eyes, mouth, and skin, and smell. He was confused with what he thought of you. You pissed him off and he didnât want to be friends or anything other than a dude you sit next to in class, but he also felt relaxed around you and could not deny that you were an attractive girl. But just because you find someone attractive doesn't mean you have to like them in any way.
Right?
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@amber-sekio update!âĽď¸
Letâs be red and blue and kiss each other <3
It adds â¨ď¸Characterâ¨ď¸
you know what your protagonist wants, but what do they need? a break. they need a break
Iâm not sure if I like this but it is done. Now I can finish the skk kiss comic
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The next day they went their separate ways and never spoke of it again.
Henry Bowers x FEM!Reader
Chapter summery: you deal with Henry and his wounds. As the night grows later, the heart grows fonder.
Word count: 3,015
Estimated read time: 14 min
A/N: please read my important update on my page if you havenât already
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I wonât tell if you wonât
You get to the house gate and gently open it before ushering Henry to walk to the front door while you lock the gate. After a second of locking you jog over and meet him on the porch.
âKevin is asleep, so keep your fucking mouth shut till I say soâ you remark as you put your hand on the handle.
âWhy? Donât want your boyfriend to see you with another guyâ Henry growled.
âIâm not even responding to that bullshit anymore dude.âYou roll your eyes and take his hand again before opening the door. Henry follows you inside and you drag him up the stairs quietly. Once in your room you shut the door and take a towel from the hamper and shove it against the bottom part of your door to keep your voices from carrying.
âSit down while I get everything.â You say kindly.
âFuck you. Why did you even bring me up here?â You can see even as he speaks with hatred heâs still shaking. You hated to say it but as much as he was annoying you, you felt bad for him.
âCan you just fucking cooperate for 2 fucking seconds, Henry?â As you snap at him, killer stirs from his slumber on the bed. He growls lowly at Henry. You snap your fingers while your back is turned to the 2 of them and killer immediately softens. You pick up everything Kevin got you from the pharmacy. In retrospect you are kinda glad you were there for the fight. Otherwise you wouldnât have had everything you needed to fix him up. You drop everything onto the bed and stand before Henry as he sits on the edge of the bed.
You look at him expectantly but he just glares at you.
âIf I ask you to do something will you do it or will I have to do it myself?â You ask. You become aware of the fact you feel completely exposed. You are only in shorts and a short sleeve big shirt. Your tattoo is on full display. Your arm is on full display.
Henry grunts and you take that as a, âno I won't be helpful for 2 seconds so you can do something nice, even though I literally beat the tar out of youâ
You reach out to him and he flinches. You still, then try again but slower. You take your robe off his shoulders and drop it to the floor beside the bed. You have to ask him to do something you really donât want to. You have to ask him for something you know he will fight you on.
âHenry,â you state and his eyes donât falter from yours. âI need you to take off your shirtâ again without removing his eyes from yours in a steady glare he says.
âFuck. You.â
You click your tongue. âTu padre.â You snap back. âEither you take it off or I will. !â You just need him to stop being so fucking difficult.
Finally. His eyes move from yours to the floor as he stands. He turns around slowly and begins to shake harder. Is he scared? Embarrassed? Whatâs wrong? You find out what's wrong as he lifts up his shirt with his back turned to you. Heâs covered in scars. Fresh cuts litter his skin along with bruises. Some look years old, some weeks, and some not even an hour ago. Long discolored marks across his back stand out against his tan skin.
He has a fresh(ish) cigarette burn on his back, maybe from a day ago? Who cares when it was from? It still looked painful. You pick up the Bactine spray and the cotton pads. You place a flat palm to the unharmed part of his back and he flinches. Heâs still shaking like crazy. His skin is so warm and he smells like cigarettes, rain, and fire. You love the smell. If you could put it in a candle you would.
âThis is gonna sting like a bitch.â You warn softly and he nods.
âJust fucking get it over with.â
So you do. You take the spray and do 1 spray on each individual cut and burn including the one on his neck (which was a little harder to get because heâs so much taller than you, and he was doing you no favors). Once you sprayed them you cleaned them with the cotton pads and covered them with bandages. Once you finish the cuts you lean down beside him to grab the bruise cream. You swear, that out of the corner of your eye, you say Henry bowers with tears on his face. You make no comment, you put the cream on your fingers and rub it into the bruises. New or old. You didnât care, you wanted to help him heal faster.
âHenryâŚâ you say as gently as possible. âTurn around.â
You could see from his back that there was bruising on his ribs and you needed to not only apply medicine but also make sure nothing was broken.
âNo.â
âHenry please. Your ribs could be broken just turn around.â
âI said. Fuck. No.â
âHe-â you were cut off by his arm coming back to hit you. You tried to grab it and it caused a struggle. Eventually after some fighting you flipped Henry around and pinned him to your bed. You didnât want to hurt him but you didnât know what to do. You sat on his hips and released his arms. They immediately went to hide his face. You pick the cream back up and gently rub it in. After you finish you gently press 2 fingers around the bruise.
âDoes it hurt here?â
âNo..â
âHow about hereâ
ââŚâ no reply, you guess that means a little. You press one more time to the darkest part of the bruise and ask again.
âHere?â
He hissed in pain as a reply. He has 1 broken rib and you think 2 bruised ribs.
âYou have a broken rib and a couple bruised ones, if you ice them and donât terrorize people for a few weeks you should be fine. No need for a hospital.â
He scoffs at you and pushes you off him. He stands to put his shirt back on. Wincing as he reached down then put his arms above his head to get it back on.
âSorry about throwing dirt at you.â You snort. He didnât seem to find it as funny as he sat back down on the bed beside Killer who was out like a light again .
âIf you want I can turn on a movie and you can leave when you feel better?â
âI donât want your fuckin pity.â He hissed.
âItâs not pity, itâs worry. And judging by the fact you ran into my shed, Iâd say you donât have anywhere else to go. Why not put up with me for a few hours until you feel better?â god talking to him was infuriating.
He didnât reply to your comment, he just looked at your tattoo.
âWhenâd ya get that?â
â2 years agoâ
âWhy do you hide it at school?â
âThe people in this town are major fuckin judge boats and I donât need anyone having an opinion on something that is special to meâ you deadpan.
He snorts âyou got that fuckin right.â He agrees. He looks over to killer on the bed and questions, âwhat kind of a fuckin name is killer?â
You canât help but laugh at the absurdity of this situation. Henry Bowers, on your bed, asking about your weird ass dog.
You tell him the story and notice heâs shaking a little less. âWhen I was like 8 I told Kevin while he was babysitting me and Issac that if I ever had a big scary dog, Iâd name it killer because I think itâs a cute name and everyone else would find it soooo scaryâ you mock yourself. âSo when Kev got him for me a year ago he just named him that.â
He thinks for a second, smiling a little at the story.
âIssac?â He questions.
âHe was my best friend growing up. Died a few years ago from cancer. Thatâs when Kevin moved hereâ you felt like every time the 2 of you exchanged words the less he shook and the more relaxed you both became.
There was still blood on his face but you dared not ask him to clean it. You already pushed him so far tonight.
âYou need any food?â You inquired.
âFuck yes. Iâm starving.â He groans. You liked him like this. Relaxed. Not being a dick. You canât deny you found him extremely attractive.
Oh shit.
You like Henry Bowers.
The boy who fucking terrorizes your friends. The boy who gave you a black eye when you tried to help him. The boy you are currently sneaking into the kitchen with for some late night food. You have a huge crush. On Henry fucking Bowers. You turn on the light to the kitchen while you and Henry scavenge. You whisper to him to âtake anything you likeâ after some fumbling around in the cupboard you drop a plastic container of cookies on the floor with a loud âTHUDâ.
You and henry freeze. Looking at each other with fear that you woke up Kevin. As if on cue you hear Kevinâs grumble from his room.
â______?â Your name comes to your ears through the door.
âYeah? Iâm just getting some food.â You look to Henry in panic and heâs just as lost as you.
âOkay big back. Stop makin so much fuckin noiseâ Kevin calls then goes back to bed.
You snort and Henry almost dies trying to hold in a laugh. Only your best friend would call you a big back while half asleep.
You and Henry finish getting some food and make your way back up the stairs. You sit on the bed together and turn on some stupid ass movie that you really arenât paying attention to. The pair of you just talk.
âBev told me you werenât at school the rest of the day. You ditch?â He stiffened then relaxed.
âI lost my dads knife while we were chasing after you and those losers. Spent the rest of the day looking for it and never found it. Got home a little over an hour ago hoping my dad would be asleep. He wasnât. The school called him about me ditching and he was pissed. Then he asked for the knife I took from him and he got even more pissedâŚ.â He trails of sadly.
You put 2 and 2 together. Henryâs dad hits him. You frown at the realization and really just want to give him a hug. He dosnt deserve that, sure heâs a fuckin prick most of the time, but you think thatâs only a product of his dad hitting him.
Henry clears his throat before asking you a question to switch topics.
âSo.. whyâd you move here, with this guy?â
âThat, my friend, is a long sad story Iâm sure you donât wanna hear.â You chuckle.
He leans back and props himself on his elbows on your bed. âHumor me.â He stated.
Fuck he was so attractive. This was not a crush you would be beating.
You sigh. Starting the story. âI have no idea where my parents are. They were the worst people ever. I tried to get the law involved multiple times to get out of that house but they didnât helpâŚâ should you be telling Henry this? What if he tells someone else? Fuck. Here goes. âBoth my parents abused me. My dad sexually abused me for years. And my mom beat me until I was blue. Eventually they started getting worse. Broken arms with no hospital visit to fix it. A concussion with no help.â
âOne day I called Kevin and told him to get me out of there. He said he would book me a plane ticket if I could legally leave and they would not try anything. He didnât want to get in trouble for harboring a runaway. I took emancipation papers to my mom and she beat the fuck out of me⌠she broke my phone knowing that was the only way I could talk to Kevin. When she was done she kicked me out. I didnât have any friends and nowhere to go. So for three weeks I was completely homeless. The day I turned 18 I went back to the house. I took a sheriff with me to throw all my clothes and shit that I bought, with my own money in trash bags and I was allowed to stay at a shelter for a few days while I legitimately packed and got a hold of Kevin. He booked me the ticket and here I am. He told me I could stay here as long as I want.â You played with your hands in your lap and didnât look at Henry.
You were scared of what he would say. What does he think of you? You finally get the courage to look up and heâs staring at you with these eyes? Confusion? Hurt maybe? You arenât sure. You take the pressure off him answering and change the topic.
âDoes all this mean youâll be nice to me at school now?â You ask jokingly. You can tell he appreciates the subject change and snorts at the question.
âFuck no. We arenât friends. We just live next to each otherâ he rolls his eyes like thatâs such an obvious answer. You belly laugh at it.
As the night goes on you continue to talk. You look at him as he focuses on the tv. You touch his arm and get his attention. He looks back to you and you feel your heart well up.
âIf you ever need anything, text me ok?â You give him your phone to put in his number. Without a word he enters the number and sends himself a text. You know he wonât ever text you that heâs hurt or sad. But giving him the option of it makes you feel better.
You look at the clock and see itâs almost midnight, Henry notices and begins to stand.
âYou going?â
âYeah. My dad should be asleep by now.â
âOkayâ you gently smile at him. âMake sure you lock the gates on your way out.â
âNo need. I'll hop âem.â
You glare at him. âYou better fucking not! You need to lay off that broken ribâ
He rolls his eyes at you. âFine. Your fucking highness. Byeâ and as quickly as he ran across your property. He went.
You shut off the tv and clean your bed off before getting cozy. You knew tomorrow would be ok. You understood that you and Henry had an unspoken understanding of âI wonât say anything if you wonâtâ. And you wouldnât. He wouldnât tell anyone about your tattoo. And you wouldn't tell anyone he was in your shed tonight.
You cozy up under the covers with killer, who had unsurprisingly stayed asleep that entire time. It was a pretty good night. But what in the world were you supposed to do with this crush you had on the infamous Henry Bowers?
While you fell asleep Henry walked home. He was right. His dad was passed out. On a throne of beer bottles in the living room. Henry walked to his room and went to his mirror. He dosnt know why⌠but he takes his shirt off. Once his shirt hits the grounds he takes a look at the bandages you dressed him with on his torso and neck. Then he turns around and looks at his back. He sniffs out a gentle laugh as he sees that On the cigarette burn that was in the middle of his back on the left side, is a little pink Sesame Street band aid. The only âfunâ bandage. All the other ones were beige.
All his cuts and bruises are dressed and covered in eithe ointment or a bandage. Even the old bruises that were almost healed has cream on them. He bends down to pick up his shirt and winces at his broken rib. He throws the shirt on his bed and walks to his bathroom to look in the mirror. All the blood from his busted eyebrow had dried and was a bitch to wash off. He dries his face and walks to his room. He locks his door before removing his pants. He down slowly in his bed trying not to irritate hide ribs and back. Clad in only his boxers he thinks about you.
He was fucking awful to you and he knew it. He saw the bruises on your arm and face in his mind and cringed. You were so caring for no reason. There was no reason in the world that he could have given to you to gain your help. But you did. You calmed him. Fed him. And even fixed him up. He dosnt know if you told him that story about your parents because of what he told you or not. He didnât care though. He liked knowing, he felt like knowing about your past made him special. Though heâd never admit that.
A thought flashed through his mind that made him angry. âMaybe i hate her because sheâs me, but better?â. That idea confused him. You had gone through abuse your whole life. Just as he had. But you were happy. You were free. You had someone who was willing to take you. He dosnât find it fair that 2 people can go through the same thing and one can still end up better than the other. How was that possible?
He switches topics in his mind. You let him see you today. He saw your personality, your smile, your tattoo. He liked that at multiple points in the night, that bright smile was directed at him and things he said. Your laughter made his stomach hurt. Maybe he was getting sick? He didnât say anything. But while you were laying on the bed, he looked at your tattoo arm. He saw a few small scars here and there. He wanted to know the story of every fucking mark. He couldnât tell any of the others about you. He always kept his fellings private. And right now his curiosity of you was growing and mutating, but he didnât know into what.
He thought of you and while he slipped into calm dreams. Dreams of your laugh. Dreams of you at the record store. Dreams of just, you
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Hope you enjoyed!
@amber-sekio new chapter!
Henry Bowers x FEM! Reader
Chapter summery: you beat Henryâs ass then deal with some complicated issues when you are woken up late at night to someone in your yard.
Word count: 3,284
Estimated read time: 15 min.
A/N please refresh yourself on the story trigger list in chapter one before reading. Thank you.
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Iâll fucking make you wish
âÂĄAyee chiChita! Are you okay?(shorty)â he puts the food on the table and runs to kneel in front of you. âWho the fuck hit you?â You could see he was fuming. But you couldnât speak. You hadnât felt this helpless since you were back home with your parents. All possible words caught in your throat as you leaned forward into him and began to sob.
You sat there crying in his arms for god knows how long. Before you knew it you had cried yourself to sleep in his arms. He knew who gave you the black eye. He just didnât want to do anything just yet. He picked you up and gently got the attention of killer who was whimpering in the back room. What the fuck happened here? He put you and killer in the truck
along with the food and locked up the store for the day. He drove you home and carried you up the stairs.
Checking his watch he saw that school wasnât out for another 20 minutes. He left killer with you and walked off the property, back down the dirt road to the Bowers ranch. He saw that Butchâs cruiser wasnât there but that little shitbrick Henry was. Henry was walking over to the farm with no one else in sight. Kevin hopped the gate and hauled ass to Henry before grabbing him by the shirt roughly and turning him around. Kevin could swear on his life that he saw fear in Henryâs eyes before Henryâs face flattened at seeing Kevin.
âWhat do you want?â Henry spit.
Kevin smacked Henry across the face. Hard. Before taking the front of Henryâs shirt and lifting him up.
âListen here you little shit.â Kevinâs said calmly. âIf you ever fucking come into my store and hit my sister again Iâll fucking kill you. Iâll beat you worse then you have ever experienced. Iâll make you fucking wish for your fathers hand. I will kill you and mount your head on a fucking stake. Do you understand me?â
Henry stays silent and nods. No doubt still feeling the sting of being hit. Kevin nods back and puts Henry down before walking back over to the fence and hopping it again. He takes a nice easy walk home. Like it never happened.
Meanwhile Henry was in his head. He doesn't know what it is about you he finds so interesting. What is it that pulls him in? You make him so indescribably angry by doing nothing. He was so fascinated by you but holy fuck did he want to punch you Everytime you spoke. No one heâd ever fucked with had hit him and then came back to see if he was ok. He needed to know more. He wanted to know about the kind tattooed girl. He was gonna know about you. Whether you liked it or not.
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You woke up the next morning confused. You face hurt and you felt dehydrated. Like a wave of realization, it all hit you. God, what an awful day. You turn to your alarm clock to find a little note written by kevin.
âCalled you outta school today. Try to relax, hereâs some cash, have a good day <3
You smiled at the handwriting of the note. It almost looks frantic. You decided to get dressed and go outside. If Henry was gonna ruin your life here why not explore a little before. Killer is laid peacefully asleep on your bed. Poor thing must have been so stressed yesterday.
You get up gently and go to the closet. You pick out a white summer dress and some fleece lined beige stockings. You pair that with a pink sweater cardigan. You slip into some sneakers and grab your messenger bag, phone, cash and keys, you sneak past killer to nlet him sleep and make your way out to the shed to retrieve your bike. Putting all of your belongings into the basket you lock up the property and head on your way. Your venture into town is long and peaceful. The wind smelled fresh. You never got air like this back homeâŚ
Home.
That wasnât home. This is home.
You make your way into town and stop by a store. People gave you real funny looks about your eye. But you only ever greeted them with a smile. With some of the cash you had, you bought dog treats and 2 toys for killer. Along with ordering a custom tag for him. You drop the toys and treats In the basket and continue down your journey. You had just hit the red bridge. You donât wanna go near the store today. You donât know who's there and Kevin might be upset you came to work. Instead you rode down into the wooded area surrounding the red bridge. You found a small little water bank surrounded by smooth rocks and trees. You decided here would be a good place to relax. You parked yourself on the rocky area beside the crystal clear water. You put on some headphones and turned on music. You laid there in the shade for what could have been hours. You werenât sure.
After a bit you heard some people. Sitting up and looking to the source of the sound. To your surprise, it was the losers. They notice you on the rocks and run over to you.
âHey yâall!â You shout with a wave. âWhatâre yâall doin out? Isnât school still in?â You question.
âItâs lunch and we wanted to hang out here since it isnât too far from the schoolâ Mike answers. You liked Mike he was smart. Kind. You liked all the losers. They treated you like a human.
âWhat happened to your eye?â Eddie asked skeptically.
âHad a run in with the corner of a shelf while I was working. My dog tripped me. No big deal.â You could tell that Billie, Beverly and Mike didnât believe you, but everyone else took your lie, no problem.
âWhat is this place?â You finally ask.
âI-I-itâs the b-b-barrens. We hang out here somet-t-t-times.â
Interesting.
The group of you sit around for a minute and talk about life. It was peaceful. That was. Until you heard Henry and his goons, coming your way.
âScatter!â Eddie whisper yells and all of you run in different directions. You run the same way as Beverly. She takes a hold of your hand as you both run through the woods in the direction of the school. As you and Beverly run Henry Bowers jumps out in front of you. You and Beverly jump from surprise and fear. You position her a little behind you and glower at Henry. Heâs alone. You wonât let him hurt your friend.
âNice shinerâ he points to his own eye. âHowâd you get it?â He mocks.
âNone of your fucking BUISNESSâ you grit your teeth on the last word. He knew how you got it. The fucker gave it to you. But on your life, no one else would know.
He stands and looks between you and Beverly for a Moment before running at you.
âBEVERLY RUN!â You yell and push her as you dodge Henry.
Beverly takes off in the direction of the road and you focus back on Henry, whoâs staring at you like an animal. You both watch each other like the other one will kill you at any time. You werenât gonna fucking sit and play obedient to this crazy fuck.
âYou know,â Henry speaks. âThat dirty old fucker came over yesterday. Yeah. He told me all about how he and you are-â he reaches down and grabs his crotch through his pants. âShaking the sheets. Every-â a thrust of his hips. âNight.â
You laugh in his face. âAre you fuckinâ slow kid? Was it all those years of hick inbreeding or do you really just that stupid?â you laugh at him. You can tell you struck just the right nerve.
âFUCK YOUâ he yells and lunges at you.
âÂĄCHINGA TU MADRE!â ( fuck your nother) you yell back at him as he knocks you over and pins you to the rocks. You knee him in the stomach hard enough to make him wheeze and flip over so you are on top of him. He loosens his hands from your pin and punches you in the sternum so you pick up a handful of dirt and toss it in his face, effectively blinding him. He headbuts you so hard you become momentarily dizzy. He flips you over again and takes you by your shoulders, pinning you to the rocks. He picks up the closest rock and positions his arm, ready to hit you. At this you kick him as hard as you can in the balls and once again flip on top of him. Heâs so focused on the pain in his balls that you donât even need to pin him as you punch him in the chest 5 or 6 times. Before you get off him you flip him over and shove his face into the water that, just a few moments ago, was so beautiful, clear, and still. You jump off him and get your things you dropped before running the same way Beverly did. You can hear him hacking and choking on the water as you run. You meet her at the bridge and all the others come running.
Ben tells you that his friends are still hot on their tail and you tell them to follow you. As fast as all of you could. You run to the center of town. They can fuck with you all they want. But they wouldnât dare in broad daylight. Not with the cops patrolling the square like they were.
âFuckâ Eddie gasps. âWhat about our bikes?â
âDonât worry, they were too worried about finding us to take our shit.â You try to calm him.
âWhat do we do?â Ben worries. âThe school bell rings in 15 minutes, my mom will kill me if she gets a call saying I ditched 4th period.â He whines.
God you really donât wanna do this. But they all look so worried and you donât want them to get in trouble with their parentsâŚ.fuck.
You pull out your phone and dial Kevin. He picks up on the first ring. âWussup!â He yells goofily over the phone. âI was just about to call to-â you cut him off.
âNo time, Kevy, I need your help. My friends were having lunch while I was in town and they were attacked. We are at the town square. Please help us out.â You beg. The other side of the line goes quiet for a bit. Just as you were about to start begging you hear a shout from the other line.
âEveryone out, we are closed! Come back in 2 hours for a discount! Family emergency! Iâll be there in 3.â With that he hangs up. The members of the group stare at you before hugging you in thanks.
Just as he said he was there in 3 minutes with his truck. You all piled into the tailgate and Kenny rushed off to the school. Kenny may have broken some minor traffic laws but he got your friends there with 3 minutes to spare.
âDonât yâall worry about the bikes. Iâll take care of itâ you smiled again and waved to your friends as you got into the passenger side seat. You knew Kevin wanted to ask questions but he knew you wouldnât give him the answers he wanted. You direct him back to the bridge and the pair of you hop out and scale down the steep hill of trees and leaves retrieving a bike each then going back down again 4 times until everyoneâs bike is in the tailgate of the truck. That took like an hour. It was exhausting. Your white dress was covered in mud from the fight with Henry. What the fuck was that dudes problem? Heâs gotta be majorly fucked in the head.
You and Kevin drove back to the school and put all the bikes except yours in the hidden bike rack. You texted Bev where they were with a photo and Kevin drove you home. He dropped you off and made you promise to keep killer by you for the rest of the day. You agreed. You went upstairs and stripped of all your nasty ass clothes before putting on a huge shirt and some shorts. You flopped down on the couch with some snacks and watched shitty cable for a few hours before you got a call from Beverly.
âWhassup?â you mumbled through a mouth full of chips.
âThe boys wanted to say thanks for getting back the bikes. We all really appreciate it.â
âNo problem. Did anything happen after you got back?â
âNot really? Henry and his goons didnât come back to school for the day so we just assumed they ditched.â You could hear her shrug.
Interesting.
You could only imagine where they had gone. Nir that it was any of your business.
âI didnât have time to check. Is everyone ok?â You ask.
âFor the most part. We think they followed us from the school when lunch got out. Eddie had a panic attack because he wasnât allowed to wash the mud off himself. Stanley and Ben have been jumpy all day, and Mike has a fractured wrist from Vic grabbing him.â
âVic?â
âThe skinny blonde one. The fat one who always wears a hat is Belch, and the tall one with long hair was Patrick.â
âOh. Who the fuck names their kid Belch?â You say, thinking out loud.
Beverly giggles. âHis real name is Reginald but everyone calls him belch because he⌠well, belchesâ she laughs.
You give a nose laugh and thank her for letting you know everyone was okay. The 2 of you hung up, and within minutes of the call ending Kevin came in with a little bag from the pharmacy. Tossing the bag to you he wanders over to his room and flops on the bed. You walk to the doorway and look at him.
âYa want any food?â You gingerly ask.
âNo thanks I just need to fuckin sleep.â He mumbles.
âRoger. Love you man, sleep tightâ you holler behind you as you shut the door to his room. You walk upstairs with killer and empty the pharmacy bag onto the bed. Oh hell yeah. He got you a new tube of Arnica bruise cream because yours was half out, as well as some Bactine, cotton pads and bandages. Everything you needed to clean yourself up. You take the Arnica and rub it onto your black eye and the bruises on your arms and sternum. Then you spray the little cuts you have with bactine, then let them dry out. The cuts were so small you didnât really need bandages. You lift the back of your giant shirt up to your shoulders to see if you had any bruises back there.
You didnât.
Looking at your back in the mirror, you looked at your scars. Every scar your parents could inflict on you never faded. You run your finger across a particularly long scar and cringe. It was fully healed and didnât hurt. But Every Time you touch it you remember how bad it did hurt.
You pull your shirt back down and get into bed. As you settle in you look at the clock. 8:00pm. The perfect time. To get the rest you needed to go back tomorrow. You snuggle up to killer and let yourself be gently lulled to slumber.
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You are woken up by the sound of killer growling at something making noise outside. You groan and look to the clock.
10:49 pm.
Not too late but sure as fuck not when you wanted to wake up. You get out of bed and put on your fluffy robe to go out to the balcony and check out the noise. You tell killer to calm down, and as usual he does but he continues to stare outside. You shut the balcony door behind you and just try to listen. In the distance you hear someone, a man, screaming his head off, heâs yellin and someone.
âSome crazy ole man is drunk and wakin up my dog for nothin.â You mumble to no one.
As you turn to head back inside you see something from the corner of your eye run across part of the property yard and into the farm shed.
Well shit. You slip on your shoes and ready yourself with a bat and a flashlight. You tell killer to stay and then you sneak out the front door. What the fuck were you doing? This is fucking scary! Anything could be in that shed and youâre fuckin âcheckin it outâ? This is how every hot white girl dies in the movies.
You try to calm your thoughts as you sprint to the shed.
Holy fuck itâs freezing out here. You sneak up to the shed and hide your flashlight against the skin of your tummy while you mentally countdown to opening the door. Bat in hand you count.
1
2
3
Boom! You swing the door open and point the light and bar at the inside of the shed. But no animal comes running out.
In the corner you see a boy. A boy in a familiar red sleeveless tee you saw earlier today.
âHoly shit. Henry?â He looks up at you with anger.
âGet the fuck away from me you fucking freak!â He screams at you.
You drop the bat and rush to his side with the flash light. âAre you okay?â You begin to scan him. His elbow goes into the side of your face as you try to look at him. The force of it sends you back. Hitting your back and head on the wall.
âAh fuck.â You spit blood onto the floor of the shed before getting closer to him once more. As you approach him again he begins trying to hit you with both arms. His arms are flailing and hitting you so hard itâs difficult to think. Eventually you are able to get his arms and look at him,
âFuck! Henry! Stop it!â You yell at him. âLet me make sure youâre okay. Then you can beat my ass all you wantâ you say in an unamused and seriously annoyed tone.
He calms down a little. You pick up the light he knocked out of your hands and you shine it on him. His face is bleeding and he has some serious bruises on his upper arms. A cut goes from his exposed shoulder into the back of his top. He has a small circular burn on the side of his neck almost covered by his hair. Heâs shaking. You canât tell if thatâs because heâs cold or whoever just beat the tar outta him. You take off your fluffy robe and put it around his shoulders. His eyes move from the ground to you. He looks fucking pissed. Not that you care. He can be mad at you when you are done cleaning him up.
You stand up and reach out a hand for him.
âYeahâ he scoffs âlike Iâm fucking going with you.â He looks at the ground.
You huff. âItâs either you come with me to get cleaned up or I call the copsâ
His head shoots to your directionz his eyes wide with fear. He quickly stands up and looks to the door as a sign heâs choosing to go with you. You wouldnât have actually called the cops. You donât really like cops. You just needed him up. You gently take his hand and lead him to the house. He doesn't exactly seem to enjoy your hand on his wrist given his frigid state. But he lets you drag him anyway.
1. Senior Year Sucks [Henry Bowers (2017) x reader]
Chapters: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8
1. Bungou Stray Dogs [Bsd]
Chuuya x reader: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7,
Dazai x reader: 1, 2, 3,
2. Genshin Impact
Dottore x reader: 1, 2,
Henry Bowers x FEM!reader
Chapter summery: you and Kevin get into some fun shenanigans, Henry is becoming a little more than just an asshole to you.
Word count: 3,055
Estimated read time: 14 minutes.
Chapter Tw: violence against female reader, swearing, name calling, bruising.
A/N: we are finally getting into some reader x Henry territory but, please understand. Henry is a complex and mean character. The pair here have some hurdles to get over before they can get to where we want. This is a dark slower burn story. Have fun!
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You can try the cops
The 4 teenage boys fuck around in the back CD section and it is so disgustingly obvious that they are stealing shit. After they pocket whatever they find interesting, they wander around the store aimlessly for 5 minutes. Only stopping to look at any album with a half naked girl on it. You quickly push the little red button under the counter and continue strumming. You were glad you had put on your cardigan to hide your tattoo before you came to work. You can hear killer and Kevin in the back playing. That made you smile.
The boys finally decide they are done and try to head out the door. The tall one with longer black hair reached for the door only to find that itâs been locked.
âWhat the fuck? Itâs locked?â He looks back at the other boys before they all look to you.
âOpen the fucking doorâ the tall boy grits.
âEmpty your pockets.â You calmly state without even looking up from where your fingers are meeting the strings.
âWhat the fuck did you just say you little shit?â Bowers spits at you. You wonder what his first name was. Surely it canât be Bowers. Thatâs a dumb fucking first name.
You roll your eyes and set the guitar in a stand beside you before rising from your seat.
âI said empty your pockets. And Iâd be quieter if I was you, boss is really cracking down on stealing these days. Last thing we all want is the cops here. But yaâknow if yâall wanna try the cops nerves be my guest. Iâm tryna help you.â They all look to Bowers and with an angry grunt he puts 2 CDâs on the counter. The rest of the boys follow suit and drop a total of 6 CDâs. You look at the price labels. The total came to about $56.
âThere.â He fumed at you. âUnlock the fucking doorâ he demanded.
âNot just yet.â You pull out the scanner and scan all the CDs. you could see the chubby and blonde boys grow pale. You knew that they didnât have the money. They thought you were charging them. You were right, the total came to $56 and a couple cents. You bag up all 6 of the disks and put the bag on the counter. Bowers and the tall kid were glaring at you, looking about ready to leap over the counter and kill you. You pull out your wallet and put the money into the cash register before unlocking the doors.
âEnjoy the CDâs!â You smiled nastily at them.
The chubby kid snatched the bag from the counter and they all stomped away. You giggle. God those boys were just nasty with the way they behaved. You sat back in your spinning chair
Kevin came out again with a new filled crate.
âThose fuckers give you any issues?â He prodded.
âNope,â you smiled.
âDid they steal anything?â
âNope I made sureâ
Kevin watches the boys argue through the front window. They yell at each other then pile into that sporty blue car.
âWhat kinda car is that?â You ask
âIssa Trans Am. Really nice car.â Kevinâs answers quickly.
âWhatâs that Bowers kids name? Everyone calls him Bowers but thatâs a dumb ass name I refuse to believe thatâs it.â You snort.
âHenryâ Kevin answers while going back to re-stocking.
Hm. Henry Bowers. Heâs cute. Just your type. Kinda an asshole. But that doesn't make him less attractive.
âHowâs about you help me with all these so we can finish before 9 and go to the store. I need some real food.â
âBetâ you hop up and go to him.
The two of you listen to music, laugh and giggle and play with killer while you work. You had gotten done about an hour early and the sun had already set. Kevin locks up, tosses your bike into the back and yâall head to the nearest grocery store.
The adventure in the store wasnât very long. The pair of you got a lot of looks from workers about how much fun you were having. Kevin would try on a maternity dress and continue to shop in it. You would take a stab at juggling some metal cans. At one point Kevin hopped in the cart with killer and you ran with the cart down a straight shot before hopping up to ride the cart with them. You quickly crashed into a barrel of watermelons. Before security could kick yâall out you grabbed the last of what yâall needed and paid. It was raining. The sun was gone and it was raining. It was beautiful.
Kev's truck was the only one in the middle of the almost completely vacant parking lot. A few campers were parked here and there and a few cars were hidden in the shadows of the very edges of the lot. You ran to the truck with Kev and laughed. As soon as you reached the truck and he unlocked the tailgate he threw you the keys to start her up. You turned the key in the ignition and the truck bounced to life. The radio started playing âshe's out of her mindâ by Blink-182.
You turn it all the way up and jump out of the truck and appear in front of your friend who had just finished putting up the groceries.
You grab his hand and take him and killer a little bit away from the truck and start dancing to the music with him. You couldnât dance. You knew you werenât good at it. But for now you don't have to be good at it. You had to be you. Just you Kevin and killer, dancing in the rain. Kevin spun you and dipped you to the upbeat lyrics.
Iâm in deep with this girl but sheâs out of her mind!
You jumped and squealed with laughter while Kevin picked you up above I his head and spun.
She said babe Iâm sorry but Iâm crazy tonight!
He set you down for just a moment before he pointed at you and shimmied for the next set of words.
Sheâs got a black shirt, black skirt, and Bauhaus stuck in her head!
You laughed and twirled like the song was about you
He took killer by the paws and began to pretend to waltz with him.
Iâm in deep with this girl but sheâs out of her mind!
All of you, including killer , began to do that funny kind of dancing where you just jump. You and Kevin yelled with the remaining part of the lyrics and then the song ended.
You and Kevin couldnât stop laughing. You close your eyes for a breather and without warning Kevin picked you up and hauled you over his shoulder. You began to twist and cackle while he took you and killer back to the truck. You all take a breath and Kev drives out of the lot. You sit, laughing, heaving breathing, and shivering from the rain
On the ride home you were really able to get a good look at your best friend. You hadnât really looked at him since youâve been here. Heâs taller. You remember him being tall but he's really tall, maybe 6â2? 6 '4 even? His skin is darker. You knew he had a lot of work to do on his property but you didnât think it would give him the tan nor the muscle it did. He wore glasses and had tattoos. Some new. Some old. They were so distinctly him. You could never imagine him without his tattoos. He had longer hair but not shoulder length. It was shaggy on top and in the back but well kept around the ears. You knew it was because he fucking hated the feeling of hair on his ears. His hair, your hair, his moms hair. Anyoneâs fucking hair touched this dudes ears and he would go on a rampage.
You get home and put up all the groceries before showering and getting ready for bed. You usher killer onto the bed to shut off the light. Today was pretty okay. You were glad you got Kev to relax. You both needed some slack. You hoped tomorrow would be good too.
Little did you know tomorrow would only be the start of a living hell. What was it with you and not seeing people that ought to be seen in darkness?
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Your morning was uneventful and repetitive as you got ready and rode to school. You made your way to your Chem class 2 minutes early and took the window seat. It was due to rain again within the hour. You wanted to see it. Henry be damned. You look out the open classroom window before closing your eyes with a deep inhale. You were wearing another sweater but you still felt a chill as the wind gently caressed your body. Maybe you should have brought an umbrella.
You hear someone beside you sit before knocking into your chair. The only logical answer was Henry. You open your eyes and turn to make contact with the one and only Henry Bowers. He looked mad. Whether about the store or the seat you didnât know, but you tried your best to ignore him. That task proved difficult as he kicked your chair and knocked your shit off your desk all class. What a childish asshole!
This would be a long fuckin day.
You carried on about the next 2 periods with little to no problem, but you were the last to exit your third period classroom. Even the teacher had fled out as the lunch bell rang. As you get up to leave and find the group someone came up behind you, grabbed your arm and yanked you back.
âÂĄAyee!¿¥QuĂŠ La chingada!? Bro! What the fuck?!âYou yelled, turning around to see none other than Henry bowers.
Oh fuck. You think to yourself. You are in a completely empty class with a fucking crazy person and no one is going to be coming back for at least another 45 minutes.
âWhat do you want, Bowers?â You asked indignantly, holding your head up.
âI know what you are~â he says to you in a crazy almost singsong way.
âWhat the fuck are you talking aboutâ you are getting increasingly annoyed with his hand on you.
His face grows angry as he pushes you into a wall before getting in your face.
âYouâre A fucking whore.â He spits. You can feel the heat of his face lapping at yours from how close he is , but you donât flinch. You won't cower. âI should have known from the fucking second you came into my town, that you were a fucking prostitute!â
You pushed him away and tried to walk out. âI donât know what the fuck you are talking about!â You shout as you try to pass him.
âDonât fucking walk away from me!â He shouts, grabbing you roughly by the arm. It hurt so bad it felt like his skin was made of fire, burning your flesh.
âDONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!â You scream and turn to smack him across the face.
He stumbles back and you take the opportunity to flee. You donât look back as you leave Henry in the classroom and run to your bike rack where the rest of the group is waiting for you.
âWoah! what the fuck happened to you?â Richie asks loudly. Making everyone look at you. You had tears down your face and you were panting from running.
âA-a-a-are you ok?â Billy asked you, stepping closer.
You havenât been this panicked since your motherâŚ
âHe-â you huffed and gulped trying to get the word out. âHenryâ you finally said. Everyone looks at each other and Beverly steps forward.
âDid he hurt you?â She asks worriedly.
You look away from her eyes and move your arm, telling her all she needs to know.
âCan I see?â She gently takes your hand and tries to get your eyes' attention.
You didnât want this. What if they told people about your tattoos? You just got here! This place is so old fashioned in its views you havenât even seen any adult other than Kev with tattoos. Youâll be ground into mud.
âPlease.â You sob to her. âDonât tell anyone.â
She nods at you and you want to believe her. âWe wonât tell anyoneâ she looks at the others. âRight boys?â They all nod and try to lean in to get a closer look. Beverly pulls up the sleeve of your sweater to reveal the green vines that have been stained into your gentle skin. Her eyes crawl over every scar the tattoo has covered. From small circular ones to deeper older ones. She eventually pulls your sleeve up to your elbow to reveal that at the top of your forearm is the shape of a hand thatâs already starting to bruise.
âItâs just a bruise. It doesn't appear to be brokenâ she smiles gently at you.
âW-w-w-woah. Thatâs beautifulâ Billy says in regards to the vines.
You smile. âYou guys canât tell anyone?â you repeat.
âWe wonât.â Beverly states.
âGood idea though.â Eddie pipes up. âYa know. Hiding them. People here donât like that kinda stuff.â
âYeah I noticedâ you huffed a laugh.
âL-l-l-looks like you are finally a part of the losers club.â Billy smiles wide.
âLosers club?â
âYouâve become a target for Bowers. That makes you one of us now! Welcome to the club of losers! Where no one really likes us and we donât really like anyone else!â Richie announces like a game show host. You snort.
âYeah. That sounds goodâ you pause. âBy the way⌠how fuckin old are yâall? I been meaning to ask and legit can not figure it out.â
You all laugh.
Beverly answers you sweetly. âWe are all sophomores. You?â
âOh shit, Iâm a senior.â
They all nod and laugh. All of you continue talking until lunch is over.
âI think Iâm gonna head home early today. I ainât want another run in with that asshole.â You take your bike off the rack as the end of lunch bell rings. They all wave you goodbye as you ride away. You get to the shop early and greet Kevin as usual.
âHoney Iâm home!â You shout. The customers shopping look at you funny. Kevin runs out and looks at you.
âHey why are you here? School isnât out for like another 4 hours?â He scratched his head in confusion.
âBad day. I didnât wanna deal. Plus itâs only the second day. They usually donât start teaching till the 4th day or so.â
You hugged super quick and you changed into your work clothes in the back room and sat with killer because technically you werenât supposed to be working right now and all the restocking was done yesterday. After about an hour Kevin came into the back room to talk to you.
âHey I- woah, who gave you the print?â He pointed at your arm.
You didnât usually like lying to Kevin but you felt like now was the time. âSome bitch in calc grabbed me thinking I was someone else. Thatâs the problem when everyone here dresses like women in the 50âs who were finally permitted to wear pantsâ at this he snorted.
âI gotta head out for a sec, come watch the front with killer till I get back.â He tossed you the keys and left. The store was as quiet and slow as it usually is so you sat on your phone and listened to some music. You were relaxed and found euphoria in being alone and having time to yourself. That was until someone came in. He grabbed you by your hair over the counter to make you look at him. Henry fucking Bowers. Killer started going crazy and took Henryâs pant leg before Henry kicked him.
âCalm down your bitch before I fucking kill it!!â He screamed at you.
You sobbed and agreed. âKiller!â The dog immediately stilled. âDown boy!â The dog calmed down, whimpering, and pawed into the back room. You swear sometimes that dog was a little too well trained.
âWhat the FUCK do you want Henry?!â You gritted out.
He gets up in your ear. âI want you to know that I know everything.â
âOh my god! What the fuck are you talking about, you redneck asshole!?â His grip on your hair tightens.
âI know that you are whoring yourself out to the owner of this shopâ he laughs.
âWHAT?!â You yell. So caught off guard you arenât even focused on the pain anymore.
âI fucking saw you In the parking lot last night and the creepy fuck drives you to his house every day. You're telling me a 40 year old man comes to my town, lives alone for years and then suddenly the only girl he ever has is a freshly 18 piece of ass?!â
âIM NOT FUCKING KEVIN!â
âBULLSHIT!â
âItâs not bullshit!! He was my best friend's brother!! His tattoos are fucking older than me!!! I had no where else to go so he offered that I stay with him, now for fucks sake let me go!â You punch Henry in his stomach and he stumbles back into a shelf making all the CDâs fall on him.
âOh fuckâ you gasp, running from behind the counter and over to him. âShoot, I didn't mean to hit you that hard. ÂżEstĂĄs herido?â(are you hurt?) You try to touch his shoulder to see if heâs okay and he punches you square in the face.
âAgh! FUCKâ you hold your hand over your eye. âWhat the hell is your damage you dick!?â You yell at him as you back away.
Henry stands and goes to walk out of the store. âYou are so fucking dead new kid. Iâm gonna fuckin ruin you.â He says âcalmlyâ as he walks out the door. You go to the bathroom and look at your eye in the old mirror. Fuck. There was already a shiner starting to form. You look at the clock to see that itâs only fifth period in school right now. No way this mother fucker ditched just to fuck with you. You hurry back out onto the floor and try to get the CDâs back on the display. Bad thing is that some of the disks came out of the case from all the commotion, leaving the disks scratched and damaged. As you were trying to pick up Kevin came back with some food in hand only to see you on the floor cleaning with a bruise on your face.
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Updates will now be every Monday unless stated.
Henry Bowers x fem! Reader
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
chapter 4
Chapter summery: first day of school jitters
Word count: 2,793
Estimated read time: 13 minutes
A/N: we are ever so slowly getting closer and closer to what yâall came here for!
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Oh arenât you just a ray of sunshine
Bam!
You felt the sting of a fist across your face.
Bam!
Another.
Bam!
And then another.
The hits stopped about when you almost passed out.
They never stopped when you cried. Or when you said please.
You watched your mother get off of you.
Glancing at the blood on your knuckles as she stood, you couldnât tell if it was hers or yours.
You waited until you heard the door to her and your fathers room lock before you crawled to the door and opened it. Using the door handle as leverage to stand. You wobbled to the mirror to look at yourself. You find yourself bloody and bruised with a black eye already swollen shut and blood coming out of every part of your face.
The phone on your bed rang!
You woke up with a jolt! Heavily panting and breathing. As you tried to figure out where the fuck you were. You were home. Killer was asleep at your feet and Kevin was just downstairs. You were home. You jump out of bed and rush to the closest mirror. You examine your face. Itâs fine. Perfectly fine. Not a cut, not a bruise, not even a pimple. You sighed.
You look at the clock by the mirror on your desk to find that itâs only 20 minutes before you were planning on waking up. School starts today. Yippie.
Yesterday Kev didnât take you into town because there was no reason to. The town was dead. Everyone was focused on getting ready. So you and Kevy sat at home and relaxed. You didnât need new clothes because no one knew these clothes were actually like 2 years old. You didnât need to go supply shopping because the teachers would tell you what you needed the first few days of school. When it was starting to get late Kevin suggested you sleep in your own bed with killer to get as much rest as possible. Much to your discomfort. You agreed. You open the blinds to your balcony and sit in your robe against the railing. Soon killer woke up and nudged you with his head. You kissed his stupid face and started to get ready.
You showered the night before so you were clean. You quickly did your makeup and got dressed in some Jeans and a baby blue knitted sweater. You put your hair up into a loose clip and stuffed you work clothes (pantyhose, shorts and a loose band tee with cut neckline so it hung off your shoulder. Along with a cardigan sweater in case you got cold.) into your cloth messenger bag and went downstairs with killer. You quickly fed him and got yourself some juice before going to Kev's room.
âKevy, I gotta go nowâ you said quietly.
âThere's an old bike with a basket in the farm shed so you donât have to walk. Donât let killer outâ he grumbled and the turned over to face away from you.
The thought of everything, you smiled to yourself. You locked up the house with killer scratching at the door, before wandering to the farm shed. You found a perfect light blue bike with a wicker basket attached to the front. You wheeled it out, Checked the tires, and once you deemed them good you set your bag in the basket and rode off making sure to lock the property gate. As you rode down the main dirt road you noticed that the pigs police cruiser wasnât there. But that asshole's blue car was. You didnât stop and continued riding until you got to the main entrance of Derry high school. You rode your way to the farthest most hidden bike rack and locked up your bike. This rack was more hidden because of how far it was from a usable entrance. There was a door here but it looks to have been blocked off for some reason.
As you are walking back to the main entrance the bell rings.
âAh fuckâ you mumble to yourself before you start jogging to the entrance. You have no fucking idea where your classes are and you donât know who to ask for help. You get through the front main doors and almost instantly feel eyes on you. You look too old to be a freshman but no one has ever seen you. You stick out. Hell, even the freshmen are looking at you. You are new in town and everyone knows it. You keep your head high and walk around trying to find your first period. You eventually figure out all core classes are coded by hundreds. So your first hour. Chemistry is in the 600 hall. By the time you figure that out, the bell has rung and you are the last person in the halls.
How the fuck is that possible? How do the freshman know where their fucking classes are? You groan and walk to your class. When you go to open the door to room 605 itâs locked. With another groan you knock loudly. You hear the womanâs loud voice inside halt and you hear footsteps stomping over to you. âThis should be goodâ you think to yourself sourly. The door opens and an old large woman greets you.
âYour lateâ she spits as she gestures you inside, closing the door behind you.
âI knowâ you reply.
âWhy?â
âExcuse me?â You question. What does she mean why? Itâs the frist day of school.
âWhy were you late?â She repeated bitterly.
âItâs the first day of schoolâ you state and a couple of the kids at the lab benches snort. You are becoming increasingly aware that you and the teacher are standing in front of the class, basically arguing.
âThat is no excuse. The class tours were 2 weeks ago. you should have attendedâ she spits at you once again.
You are getting so frustrated and annoyed with this conversation you want to hit something. You didnât want to put the spotlight on being the new kid today but it looks like youâll have to.
âListen miss. I wasnât even fully packed to move here 2 weeks ago. I was officially enrolled 5 days ago and just got my schedule 3 days ago. I got lost. May I please sit down?â You snap at her.
She looked surprised at your tone and hurried over to her desk to find a clipboard.
âAh Iâve found you. It appears the only free seat is with mr Bowers in the backâ
All the students tensed. Oh how bad could it be? You walk down the rows to see an empty Seat in the aisle. Shame. You would have loved the window seat to look outside. As you pass the last few students you see the boy sitting in the window seat. Heâs really cute. You look at him for a second, scanning him. Brown mullet. Tall. Sleeveless shirt. His arms are crossed and he looks pissed. You sit down before he can notice your staring. Maybe if you get here early next time you can take the window seat. Though he doesn't exactly look nice enough to be beat to a seat. The large woman talks about nothing for about an hour and then the bell rings.
That annoying ass conversation happened with every teacher for the first three periods. You didnât know where the fuck anything was. This school was weirdly bigger than your last one. Finally it was lunch and all the students were allowed off campus to eat. You hadnât seen any of those really nice kids from next to the diner yet so you decided to wander around outside. Strangely enough thatâs where you saw them. By the bike rack. They saw you too. The girl you remember as Beverly waved you down with a big smile. You jogged over to them and greeted them.
âW-w-we were just ab-b-b-bout to go get some food. Wan-n-n-a come with?â Billy asked.
âSure!â you replied and they all hopped on their bikes.
Mike was the one to notice you didnât have one.
âDo you need a ride?â He asked sweetly.
âOh no I have a bike I just have to go get it. Is that okay with yâall?â
They all nod and you smile and lightly jog away to the hidden bike rack. As you are coming back you hear a commotion. You duck behind a pillar and peek out to look at those kids being picked on. They are being pushed and shoved by a really tall guy, with longish hair, a chubby guy with a hat, a skinny guy with dyed blonde hair, and that cute guy from chem class. You watch as that bowers guy goes up to Bill and licks his palm before smearing it on Bill's face. The boys laugh and get into that blue sports car. Of fucking course. The boys drive off and you run to the others with your bike.
âAre yâall okay? I saw a little of what happened!ÂżEstĂĄs herido?â (Are you hurt?)
Stanley turned to you looking sad. âThat was just Bowers and his goonsâ
Richie chimed in âthey fuck with us all the time. Look what they did to Ben hereâ Richie grabbed the bottom of Benâs shirt and lifted it up revealing an almost healed cut in the letter H. Ben quickly shoved his shirt back down and glared at Richie. Obviously embarrassed that you saw his stomach less than a day of knowing him.
Eddie pipes up âwho cares, they arenât here anymore and I need to take my meds with food. can we please just fucking leave?â
You wonder if Eddie always seemed this on edge. All of you bike to a nearby food truck and enjoy some bullshit tacos and burgers.
âWhat class you got next, new kid?â Beverly nudges you with a smile.
âOh I actually donât know yetâ you pull out your phone to check. âRemedial math 2 in room 108⌠where the fuck is 108?? I ainât seen a 100 hall in this fucken school.â You grumble to yourself and Beverly laughs.
âYeah the map of this place is pretty hard to Learn. I have that class too. So does Richie. We can help you get there.â
âThank god. All day Iâve had to announce to asshole teachers and their classrooms âIM NEWâ. Might as well just write on my forehead and call myself the constitution with how I got people lookinâ at me.âyou sigh.
âWhere are you from? You have an accent.â Stanly asks.
âOh it pains me that you noticed I have that.â You whine dramatically.
âDonât worry,â he laughs. âItâs not bad. you can just hear it on certain wordsâ
âIâm from Texasâ you answer.
âOh that totally makes senseâ Ben says
âI beg your pardonâ you raise your eyebrow at him not sure if you should be offended.
He immediately gets flustered at the thought of making you offended âI donât mean anything by it I just mean you seem like someone from Texas you know. Kind of intimidating but really really kindâŚâ he trails off.
âHe means you have a resting bitch faceâ Richie proclaimed then took a fat bite of his greasy burger.
Ben immediately tried to defend himself but you started laughing so hard you snorted, making everyone else laugh. you knew you had a resting bitch face. It was just funny to hear how hard Ben tried to dodge saying it.
The group finished their food and you all rode off back to the school. They locked their bikes up then walked you to lock yours. Then Beverly and Richie walked you to class. The teacher gives you an assigned seat in the second to last row all the way to the right. To your displeasure that Bowers guy walked in as you sat down and walked to the seat right behind you with his chubby friend a row ahead and to the left of you and 2 seats to the right of Richie. Thank god Beverly was at the front row and on the complete other side of these assholes. The class continued again with no real topic. The end of class came and as Richie stood to get up the chubby asshole and Bowers made their way to him. grabbing him and pulling him aside. You looked at Beverly and she nodded at you to leave while she took care of it. You felt bad but you did as she said.
The rest of the day flew by and before you knew it school was over. You walked out of school to find some of the group at your secluded little bike rack by the blocked off door. It was Mike , Ben, Beverly and Stanley. you all talked as you waited for the others to meet up there. I guess this was the new spot to dodge the group of dicks running through the school.
Eventually the others come out and give you a quick goodbye as you run back into the school and into a bathroom stall. You take off your jeans and put on your pantyhose then your jeans over them. Just so you arenât caught naked from the waist down on the way to work. You loved your pantyhose because they had built in shorts. No one would be catching you ass out. You thought to yourself.
You walked out of the bathroom and back to your bike. You rode off the way to work and stopped at the bridge. You had to cross it anyway to get to work and no one was around. why not get changed here? You shed your sweater quickly and get the band tee out of your basket and put it on. Next you took off your shoes and jeans and as fast as you could, slid on your shorts. You slipped on your light black cardigan sweater. Then You threw your shoes in the basket, and rode to the shop without them.
There was one thing you were wrong about. You werenât alone. There was a blue Trans Am parked just to the side of the bridge in a parking lot you didnât see.
All the other boys were inside stealing some smokes while Henry Bowers sat in the front seat and watched you.
New girl with a tattoo?
How interesting.
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You hop off your bike and grab your bag. Quickly locking it in the bike rack in front of the store before heading inside.
âHoney Iâm home!â You playfully yell. You can almost hear his eye roll from the isle heâs in.
âIâm organizing. Can you manage the front?â He shouts back.
You run to where you hear his voice.
âOnly if I can play one of the guitars, I need to relax before I invent my own saw trap out of these vinyls. Make a saw from records and lower myself onto it just to get away from the hick town.â You groan.
âWell arenât you just a ray of fuckinâ sunshineâ He laughs at your dramatics. You always did have a way with words. âSure, no one is in right now so go crazy.â
You jump with excitement and sprint to the guitars. You find a beautiful pink custom fender electric and take it off the wall. You run over to the front desk, plug it into the amp and begin to play whatever comes to mind.
You missed this.
You know it may seem redundant to think about but you feel so relaxed around Kevin. You feel home. Even if this town sucks and you canât stand more than a few people. Itâs home because he is here. You are playing guitar while he organizes like itâs the most natural thing in the world. Like he never left. Like momma is sitting at home waiting for yâall to barge in and distract her from her rewatch of Jersey shore. Like Issac is sitting in his room playing video games. You know they arenât though. That burns deep in your chest. But you and Kevin have each other. Thatâs all yâall need for now.
âI love that songâ Kevin quips at you from the floor of aisle 2.
You hadnât realized but you began playing some dumbass dad Rock song. It was the rock version of Smooth Criminal by Alien Ant Hill. You continue to play with a smile. That was before some people came in and immediately started roughhousing around record players. Kevin got up and walked to you with an empty crate in hand.
âYou deal with these freaks. You donât know how to sort yet and I really gotta get this done.â
You nod and continue strumming to the song in your head.
He smiles and walks to the back room where killer is sleeping. You turn down the volume of the amp to see the boys, Who you only now recognize as the Bowers gang, huddled together by the CDâs.
âOh fuckâ you internally groan. This is gonna fucking suck.
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Henry bowers x fem! Reader
Read chapter 1 here
chapter 3 here
Chapter summery: You wander the strange town of Derry and try to get a feel of it as the school year is only a day away. You try to make yourself feel comfortable in a town that is so unnaturally comfortable.
Word count: 2990
Estimated reading time: 14 minutes
A/N: if some things donât make sense or a character (most likely you) says something out of place about something that looks like it wasnât mentioned. Itâs on purpose! Iâm seeding out little parts of back story here and there. Youâll see soon!
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You are woken up from your peaceful dreams by an abhorrent feeling of something wet and rough on your face. You open your disgusted eyes only to find a huge scary Pitbull smiling at you with his tongue out. You put 2 and 2 together to realize he had licked your face. Where the fuck did this dog come from? He wasnât around yesterday. You get up from the couch you and Kevin had fallen asleep on yesterday and see that he isnât there anymore.
âKEVY?â You shout into the house.
âYEAH?â He shouts back from somewhere in the house.
âWHERE DID THE DOG COME FROM?â You ask.
He jogs into the living room shirtless with a toothbrush in his mouth.
âOh him?â He muffled out.
âYeah, himâ
âThatâs killer. I got him for you almost a year ago, he was just outside on the property yesterdayâ
âItâs crazy to think all that bullshit went if for a year!â You think to yourself.
âHe was only a year old when I got him. Heâs a guard dog with a heart of gold. Unless you tell him to attack someone heâs nicer than a winter mornings air. Heâs fully grown too.â
âKiller?â You ask him.
âHey you told me when you were 8 that if you had âscary dog privilegesââ he puts finger quotes around the words. âYou would name the dog killer because to you itâs a cute name but to everyone else itâs âscaaawwyyyââ he mocks you on the last word.
âGod I hate you sometimesâ you laugh. âHow the hell do you even remember that bro?â
âI remember everything, now you have an hour to get ready. Iâm taking you into town with me.â Without a protest he turns around and heads back into the ground floor bathroom. You look killer in the eyes and sigh before petting him.
âCâmon boyâ you usher as you stand up and walk to the stairs. Killer willingly follows you with a big doggy smile. You get to your room and open one of your bags. Itâs a bit colder today so maybe a long white long sleeve undershirt with a tweed jumper dress? Maybe some black pantyhose? You ponder that outfit before ultimately deciding on it. You walk to the bathroom right next door to your room and close the door. You stand there for a few seconds before you hear killer whimpering and scratching at the door. You open the door and look at his scruncly face.
âGo to Kevin, killer. Go on boy.â He looks to where you point and you shut the door once again. It took about 2 seconds before he was back at the door. You sigh and open it again. His big puppy eyes looking at you and wagging his tail. You could see how he would be intimidating if angry but to you he just looked stupid and cute. Realizing he wonât leave you alone you let him in the bathroom with you. He quickly jumps up onto the toilet seat and sits without moving. Like heâs guarding the bathroom. You snort and turn on the shower. Killer lets you shower in peace and doesn't move from his spot on the toilet. Once you finish you wrap yourself in a towel and move the curtain aside. You look at yourself in the mirror for a few moments before opening the door and wandering into your room, with killer of course.
You pick up one of your smaller bags and pick out a small black makeup bag. You donât need a lot of makeup but it makes you feel put together, controlled, like no one can really see the you, you donât want them to see. After some quick concealer, eyeliner and mascara you finished your makeup with 30 minutes to spare.
Drying your hair was the worst feeling. Hot air getting into your face was the grossest feeling. You also feel like you just went for a run Every Time you do it, but itâs too chilly right now to not. It is raining season in the little town of Derry after all. After some frantic drying and getting dressed you grab your brown cloth messenger bag and head to the door, killer hot on your tail. You get down the stairs to see Kevin, looking like he was just about to call you down.
âAre you ready, loser?â He asks sarcastically.
âYes, your royal highnessâ you mock.
He rolls his eyes at you and opens the door to let you out. You look behind you to see him holding the door open for the dog, unattached leash in hand.
âIs he coming with us?â You ask
âHell yeah! His owner that heâs been training for a year just got here. He needs all that training to be put in practiceâ you open the door to the truck and killer hops in before you sitting in the middle seat between you and the driver seat. Kevin locks both gates and yâall are on your way to town.
âHow did you even train him for me if I wasnât here?â You wonder.
âI just showed him pictures of you and momma kept some stuff from your room that still totally smelled like you. No one ever touched it.â
You giggled because of course she did.
âWhy did you train him just for me?â You questioned your best friend.
Kevinâs face falls and you think you struck a nerve. âTherâea some kids at the high school that ainât take to kindly to strangers. Especially ones that just came into their town. I know you ainât a bad kid and you ainât lookin for trouble, but that doesn't mean they arenât. I want to feel safe here.â He ruffles your hair. âYou deserve it.â
You didnât see Kevin as a father or a guardian. He was a friend. Heâd never yell at you for a bad grade and he didnât look at you funny when you swore in front of company. You were family- no better than family. You were friends. You two were the absolute closest 2 people could be. You were all each other had. And thatâs why it made sense he was so protective over you.
The two of you listen to the music in the car in a comfortable silence the whole ride to the shop. The two of you step out of the truck and Kevin looks at you and killer.
âYaâknow, itâs onlyâ he checks his phone. â9:40, why donât you and killer walk down to the coffee shop while I do some errands. Yeah?â
You nod. âYeah that sounds good.â You smile down at your massive dog like heâs a much smaller pup.
âKeep your phone on ya okay? Feel free to explore this part of town but donât get too close to the red bridge. This is the main part of town. The school is just on the other side but donât be crossing it today, yaâhear?â
You nod an affirmation before sprinting off with killer. You saw no point in interrogating him on the bridge. Why not just listen to him. Just this once. After a little bit of jogging and seeing a few more people you decide to leash killer and let him walk beside you. It doesnât take you long to wander to what you can only assume is the town square.
God this place is like a storybook hell. Itâs only 9 in the morning and children are fucking everywhere. You canât even walk a straight line without having to dodge some screaming and giggling tyke. There are kids dancing in the square all of which have the lightest skin youâve ever seen and platinum blonde hair. Have these kids never even seen the sun? This town is like an old racist manâs dream. Everywhere you look you see people. All of which are smiling, and all of which talking like theyâve known each other since birth. They probably have. This town is so small you wouldnât doubt it. Your hometown was nothing like this. You can only assume once school starts how many people will be all up in your business. You walk and out of nowhere someone runs into you.
â¿¥Que La chingada!?â (What the fuck) you yell as the person hit you with so much force you think you got the wind knocked out of you.
Killer starts to growl as the boy backs up. You look at the boy to see big square glasses and shaggy hair. People about his age turn the corner. You assume them to be his friends. You were short for your age so they must have been at least a couple years younger. Killers growling becomes more viscous at the boy and you whistle at him.
âKillerâ you say sternly. âDown boy.â
The tallest boy of the group comes up to you.
âI-I-I-Iâm so s-s-sorry w-wââ heâs cut off by the shortest boy wearing a Fanny pack.
âWhat he means to say is âsorry we didnât mean to run into you, we were in a rushââ
âItâs no problem. You just scared my dogâ you nod down to your weirdly muscular, furry accomplice
âI thought that fuckin thing was gonna eat me.â The glasses boy says loudly.
âOh killer? No no no heâs a good dog. Just protectiveâ
âSee! Even his name is Killer!â He shouts.
You roll your eyes.
âI-I-I havenât seen you a-a-around here b-b-b-b-before. You new?â The stuttering boy says.
âYeah actually. I just got in yesterday. Iâm ____â
They all introduced themselves to you kindly. They seem nice enough.
The one you come to find as Richie asks you what school you are enrolling to.
You try to remember then name. Then feel stupid remembering it as the name of the town.
âDerry highâ you finally spit out.
âYOO!â Richie yelps. âUs too!â
Beverly steps forward. âWe have to be going but At least youâll know some people at school right? You should hang with us when school startsâ
âDefinitelyâ you reply. You walk past the group into the âDerry Dairy Dinerâ âshoot me nowâ you think as you read the name in your head. Kevin had texted you his order and what he thinks you would enjoy, so you get in line and wait your turn. Your wandering had already taken you 45 minutes. It will have been over an hour by the time you reach the record store again. You hope this diner allows dogs.
After 20 mind numbing minutes of waiting itâs your turn to order. You speak your peace and within five minutes a bag of food and bottled drinks is placed before you. You pay and wish the waiter a good day before heading back. The walk to the store was uneventful. That was until some assholes in a blue sports car tried splashing you with gutter water. You knew it was on purpose. None of the water hit you but it did sour your mood quite a bit.
You finally reached the store and went inside.
âKEVY! I got your nasty ass order from the DeRrY, DaIrY, DiNeRâ you mocked the name again. You could hear his laugh from the back as he walked toward your location in the front of the store by the counter.
âWell gorgeous, what has you in such a good mood?â He teases.
âThis place is my hell. Like my own personal ring of hell that Satan made just for me. Laughing children and waaaaayyyy too many people smiling for me to feel safe. No oneâs that happyâ
âOh well Iâm sorry to hear thatâ he laughs out.
âAnd some assholes in a blue car tried spraying me with street water.â You snort.
He stiffs. âWhat kind of car?â
âNo sĂŠ dude, a sporty one?â (I donât know dude)
âDid the people in the car see you?â
âOh mierda. What now?â (Oh god) you roll your eyes.
âThe boys in that car are only bad news. They are the ones you stay away from you hear? If they give you problems this year, you tell me. got it?â He opens his box of food and begins to eat.
âNo way I have to go to school with those assholes?â
He didnât answer, he just grunted at you to eat. And you did. The food from that weird ass diner was actually pretty good. For the rest of the day he helped you understand how to run the shop.
All records are sectioned by alphabet and genre of music. You can usually tell by the cover what type of music they are but if you donât know ask Kevin. If Kevin isnât there or busy, set them in the crate in the back and heâll put them up or tell you where that band usually goes. During the days you work you are allowed full control over aux just donât play anything that would scare away new customers or grandparents coming in to buy their grandkid a present. The guitars on the wall are free to play but if someone comes in to look at guitars you have to put the one you are playing back on display so they can see it. Decorating is your job now (SCORE) so feel free to do whatever you want but the conditions about aux apply here too. Other than that you are pretty set. Everything is pretty easy.
âBy the wayâ Kev looked at you.
âHmmâ you locked eyes with him.
âYou canât look like thatâ he said nonchalantly.
âUgh! What do you mean âlike thatââ
âYou look like youâve never heard a song outside a youth group. Donât get me wrong, you look cute, you just donât look like you work here. Iâd never come up and ask you questions about which bass is better.â He had a point.
âI dress like this to hide my tattoos!â You had more than just the arm one. All the others were small and not easily visible but you still wanted to hide them. Along with your legs and back.
âBut you donât need to here. I almost never see kids from your school here. After school just throw on a band tee and some shorts over those pantyhose and you are set. You just canât come in here looking like youâre handing out pamphlets on how we are fucking the earth sideways with global warming.â Another good point.
âFine, I'll change on the way here.â You huffed.
âThank you.â He smiled that stupid smile of his.
Today in the store was restock day. As kids, parents and just younger adults were getting ready for the next school year to start, no one really came in. You did some routine cleaning of the store while killer was right at your side. He hadnât left you all day. You wondered why he was like that.
As the day was beginning to pass Kevin decided to call it a day and announced he had a gift for you. You had no idea what it could be. Kevin took you out to the alley next to the store and walked past his truck deeper into the dark area.
âYou stay here and close your eyes. Iâll bring it outâ he hollered.
You close your eyes and you hear the sound of his keys jingle. His keys hit some metal and unlock something before you hear something rolling toward you.
âOpen,â he says excitedly.
As you open your eyes you are met with the most beautiful red motorcycle youâd ever seen. You pretty much completely cut out everything Kevin was saying as you stared, the only part you caught was âHonda cbr 650â. You step forward and touch it and your hearing comes back.
âItâs my motorcycle and itâs in my name but I donât see why you canât ride it sometimes. You got your motorcycle license a while back.â He said. His voice dripped with the fact that he was trying to sound like he wasnât super excited.
You look up at him with hope. âCan Iâ you almost beg.
He smiles and reaches to get something from the tailgate of his truck. He pulls out a black leather riding jacket with crash padding and a black helmet with a tinted visor. Oh this fucker planned. You knew he would only let you ride it once in a while but you were still over the moon.
You jumped up and down. Giddy from excitement. He helped you put on the jacket and helmet before telling you,
âFollow me home and be careful on the dirt roads. Iâll take killer with meâ
You squeal and hop on the red bike, kicking the kickstand up. You put the key in the ignition and flip the on switch before reving the bike. Kevinâs truck pulls out and you follow behind him. God you missed this. The soothing feeling of the wind. The gorgeous freedom you feel in your chest. You are flying. That is the only word. Flying. You twist a turn through lanes to pull up to lights then speed off at the first flash of green. You can see Kevin laugh as killer hangs out the window with his tongue out. God you donât want this to end. But it has to eventually. You have to get off at some point. You pull down the dirt road of your âneighborhoodâ only to see the pig standing at his fence eyeing your shiny new toy. You pull off past him and into the property. God that was perfect. You demount the bike and make your way inside with Kevin and killer.
What a great day. You know you didnât always have the most positive view of things but that was just your upbringing. You learned to have a hatred for the naturally happy because you yourself had to fight for your happiness. And that is okay. It just means you deserve it more
You, Kevin and killer lay atop the couch once more and again turned on some dumbass movie and ate some day old pizza until you drifted. Youâd never felt as safe as you did right now. And that was worth something.
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Henry Bowers x fem reader
Read chapter 2 here
You were new to the town of Derry. After some traumatic events that went down with your family, an old friend asked you to come to his town. Heâd give you a place to rest while you figure things out. This town is strange and seems to be stuck in the past. What happens when you garner the attention of a boy who no one dares piss off?
A/N: this story is set in âmodernâ times but the town of Derry is more old fashioned. So roller rinks, arcades and record stores are still the places to go. Phones and video games as well as modern tv and music exist; itâs just more common to do â80âs activitiesâ.
Henryâs actor when playing him was 18. so Iâm saying the losers club freshman going into sophomore year while the Bowers gang is going into senior year having been 18 from being held back a year. You as a reader have an early birthday meaning you turn 18 a few weeks before school starts. The reader inserted character will be Latina coded and speaks Spanish but is never explicitly stated to be Latina . This is also a no Pennywise AU. If something is not specified in the story please feel free to fill in the gaps.
TRIGGER WARNING: this series may have;
Mention of past sexual assault
Mention of child abuse
Graphic bullying
On page child abuse
Fighting
Recreational drug use
Swearing
Shitty parents
Homophobic comments and actions (from the bowers gang)
Racist comments and actions (from the bowers gang)
This list is subject to change and at any time may be added to or things may be subtracted from.
In the end this story will be a love story but that does not mean it wonât be dark at some points.
the first few chapters will be dedicated to you and your backstory before we even touch the other characters. I made your character extremely real and flawed on purpose, but that does not mean you and Henry wonât eventually happen. Be patient, and enjoy.
Word count: 2,679
Estimated read time: 12
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You were currently riding the bus into a small town you had never even heard of. This town was so small and isolated you werenât sure youâd ever even seen it on a fucking map. Coming from a big town in Texas, this âDerryâ place seemed so untouched to you. It was miles of trees, grass planes and old people. You hadnât seen a major chain food place or clothes store since you entered. Oo scratch that, you just passed a McDonaldâs that looks straight from a vintage photo.
This bus was disgusting. Old torn up cloth seats with mysterious stains of no conceivable origin. The man the rows ahead of you and to the left smelt like hookers and cigarettes. The woman on the parallel row to you on the right was out like a light and snoring like an old steam engine. The lights in the bus flickered. giving you a headache. You hoped you were getting off soon. All the sounds, smells, lights, as well as the gross sticky/wet feeling of the seat beneath you was making you feel sick.
Itâs overcast today. It smells like rain. You loved that smell. The amazing scent of petrichor in your nostrils always soothed you. It looks as if it just rained. You hoped it will rain again today. That would make a bad day good. Even if just for a few minutes. You donât know how long you sat on there, eyes closed inhaling the heavenly zephyr of wet air, but it must have been a while; because before you knew it the bus driver called out your stop number. Before slowing to a crawling pace.
As he started to slow the bus you gathered your things. The bus stopped and you made your way to the front. You smiled gently at the old male driver and asked him to help you get your bags out of the compartment on the outside of the bus. He happily stood and assisted you gathering all your bags. 5 to be exact. 2 were big with wheels while the other three were able to be stacked atop the wheely ones.
âYou sure you can take all that to where youâre going little miss?â The old driver kindly asked.
âIâm sure. Thanks for the concern, mister. Have a good day.â You waved to the old man. And just like that. You were on your way. Your friend had texted you directions from the bus stop to his work. All you had to do was walk. Given being on what seemed to be the outer part of town, there was a very noticeable lack of sidewalks making your journey just that much harder. 20 minutes later you hit the part of town with sidewalks. No one was really out today. Which made sense. It was just raining. A total of 45 minutes of walking and you were finally at the record store.
You push the door open with a huff. You hear the bell above the door jingle with a direct succession of a man yelling,
âHOLD ON IâM IN THE BACK!â
You giggle, and set your bags to the side of the door so no one will trip over them if they come in. Once all your bags are settled you follow where you heard the voice come from. From the open doorway you see your old friend, Kevin, hunched over a box under a table, rummaging through the contents. You lean against the door frame and knock gently on it. Surprised. Kevin jumps and hits his head on the underside of the table with a loud âOW! FUCK!â Before turning to the culprit of the incident. You.
His eyes widen and he gets up and runs to hug you, you jump up and hug him. Wrapping your legs around him. He doesn't let you go for a long while.
You missed Kevin. Youâd known him since you were little (about five years old). He was a good 20 years older than you. The story goes that you met his little brother Issac when their family still lived in Texas. You and Isaac had Been enrolled into the same kindergarten class and were inseparable ever since. Youâd become close with Isaacâs family. It was just him, Kevin and their mom. Who you only ever knew as Momma.Momma loved you so much she let you make the spare room in their house yours for when you spent time over there. And given your family life, that was often.
When you were 12 Issac was diagnosed with leukemia.
He died shortly after he was diagnosed. You loved him so much. He was your best friend, and you were so close to Kevin and Momma, they were your family. After Isaacâs death Momma couldnât take being in a town that reminded her so much of her son. So they moved to a different state. Even though Kevin was 32 at the time he saw you as a little sister and gave you his number so you could keep contact. With a tear filled goodby and one last kiss on the cheek from Momma they left and never came back to visit you. Kevin told you momma died 2 years ago from a brain aneurysm. It broke your heart. But you knew Kevin was suffering more. So as much as you needed to come to Derry, he needed it too. He needed his last bit of family back.
He set you down from the hug and ruffled your hair as tears dripped from your eyes. You missed him far more than words could ever describe.
âDonât cry. Iâm here. Iâm not going away ever again.â He hugged you again this time not lifting you off the ground.
You laughed and punched him in the arm. âYou better fuckin not loser, Iâll haveâta hunt you down and kill youâ
You both laughed. He motioned out the door and you stepped aside so he could show you around. Heâs owned this record store since he moved here. The previous owner was this ancient man who was pretty much giving it away. The building itself was paid off so Kevin never had to pay rent. All the furniture and merchandise from the last owner stayed so Kevin took over the very next day. Business was good. He sold record players, vinyls, cds, guitars and posters. It looked exactly like how your rooms looked in Momma's house. When Kevin told you to come to Derry he offered you a job here so you didnât have to feel like you were only relying on him for money. He would pay you just above minimum wage and let you use your money on whatever you wanted and he would pay for your food.
You agreed and he sent you a plane ticket from Texas to Derry, then a bus ticket to get into town because the nearest airport was about 3 towns and 5 hours away. Just shows you how redneck this place is.
He looked at your bags and grabbed his keys.
âMy truck is outside. Get your bags and toss emâ in the tailgate while I lock up for the day.â He said
âYou got it dude.â With a quick salute you picked up the bags and walked outside. It was definitely going to rain again. You walked to the alley next to the shop and saw his beat up old red truck. Thankfully he had a tailgate cover so none of your stuff was gonna get wet. You lugged all the bags in before shutting it. Just on time Kevin came out and told you to âhop inâ. You looked out the window the whole 30 minutes from the shop to his house. Occasionally looking at something special when he pointed it out. The school is a 10 minute drive and 30 minute walk to the record store. Maybe if Kev had a spare bike it could be a 20 minute ride. You drive down a dirt road where the homes are few and far between. As if Kevin could hear you wondering, he piped up.
âThis is all personal farmland. Thatâs why there arenât many people over here.â
You pass a specific house with a police cruiser out front.
âThat there is officer Bowers land. Iâm not one to tell you what to do, but Iâd be smart and stay away from there. That pig is bad news.â
You nod in understanding. If Kevin warned you of anything. He meant it. It started to rain as You finally pulled up to an old gate, and Kevin tossed some keys at you and told you to get out and unlock the gate so he could drive in. Once the truck was in enough you shut the gate and locked it behind you running up to the truck and getting in again. You drove in a little before pulling up and parking in front of a smaller gate just surrounding the house.
âItâs just so no animals get in the houseâ Kevin grumbled,
He unlocked the tailgate then the house gate and helped you get all your things in the house quickly before shutting and locking his truck and the gate. Once inside you took off your muddy boots and looked around. It was a nice home. Kevin picked up both of your heaviest bags and nodded upstairs for you to follow him with the three smaller bags. He beats you to your room and sets your things down. As you are entering he flops down on your bed. He took care of all your furniture. You have a bed with black and purple bed sheets. 2 dressers in black and a desk with a tv. You walk up to some floor length curtains and open them only to find that you have a small balcony. He left everything else in the room pretty bare with a lot of extra room for you to decorate and make yours, you appreciate it.
He gives a loud, ugly groan that reminds you of growing up. Life is almost exactly how it used to be. With Kevin you picked up where you left off. You take off your coat and flop down on the bed beside him and give that same ugly, over dramatic groan, then you look at each other. You want to cry again. You didnât think youâd see him again. But a series of unfortunate events led you to a better living situation with a man you loved too much. Your only friend. The almost 38 year old that still acts 19. You think thatâs why yâall get along so well. He moves his eyes to your arm. The arm where a tattoo from the back of your shoulder to just above your wrist sits. It is a tattoo of Thorny vines cascading down your flesh. They arenât big or obnoxious. The reference was a photo you took of you holding real thorn vines onto your arm. Its beautifully realistic and thatâs just what you wanted. It would be much easier to hide here than in Texas. You could wear long sleeves because of the colder weather. Whereas in Texas if you wore anything other that a tee shirt you would overheat and die. The last feeling you ever want to experience again is being gross and sweaty in a long sleeve. Feeling the moist fabric against your arms would make you want to cut and peel your own skin off with the dullest rustiest spoon you could find in a prison cell.
âWhen did you get that?â He points to the tattoo.
âAfter Momma died. I felt like I needed something for her.â You replied.
âWhatâs it mean?â
âIt means how I saw her. She was beautiful like vines crawling up a building but scary as thorns. I wanted to be just like her. I thought that if I get thorns on me I wouldnât feel so scared.â You looked up at the ceiling as you spoke.
âI bet you and I are the only people alive to call that fuckin women beautifulâ he chuckled.
He was right. Momma was not an objectively attractive woman⌠well at least not after Kevin was about 2. She had given birth to him when she was like.. 17 or so. She died in her early to mid 50âs. The boy that got her pregnant bailed after he found out, Leaving her alone to raise Kevin. After it got out around town that she was knocked up her parents kicked her out. She was a good student. All Aâs with a scholarship to her dream school. She was working at a hotel where the manager was letting her live in one of the rooms, and she finished her last year of high school. A few days into summer that year she gave birth. Only 2 months into having Kevin the hotel fired her because of all the noise complaints of the baby crying. She had nowhere else to go and showed up at her parents' doorstep. She stayed with them for a year after all the begging she did. Near the end of that year she heard her parents talk about taking custody of the baby and she fled. Walking alone in the streets that night with a one year old baby it began to rain. In a panic to keep her baby warm she ran into the nearest building.
A bar.
All eyes were on her. A young girl with brown hair and bright blue eyes holding a baby had just walked into the roughest bar in town. Her makeup was smeared from crying and she was soaked to the bone from trying to keep her baby dry. She walked past all the men and sat down at the bar. The old kind bartender looked at her with wide eyes. Partly because she was wet and looked like she was crying, but mostly because who the fuck brings baby into a bar like this?
She and the bartender had got to talking and he gave her a job and told her she could stay in the room above the bar. Heâd help her sound proof it and she would be allowed to keep a baby monitor while she works so she can go up anytime she wants. After a year of working there. Kevin turned 2 and Momma realized she was done looking like her parents' daughter. She shaved her head into a bright purple Mohawk and got tattooed anywhere that was possible. Growing up Kevin got to see his Momma as a rough at tough, tattoo having, fight winning, bar maid, who took no oneâs shit. She had more muscles than most men at that bar did. And she worked there for as long as she could. Including All throughout her pregnancy with Issac and all the way up until they moved. They eventually moved out of that above bar room when Kevin was about 12. But thatâs pretty much the story.
Momma was a wild woman who was tough as nails and scarier than any man. Youâd never seen any other woman who looked as wild as her and you loved it. No one could beat Momma. Not even after she died.
You and Kev would always only see that woman as beautiful and tough. And no matter how unconventional their upbringing was. They all agreed that theirs was perfect compared to yours.
While you were deep in thought Kev stood up from the bed. He said your name shaking you from your thoughts.
âImmm booreddd.â He whined. âHow about we order some pizza and watch some nasty ass gore movie while we talk about which characters weâd smash?â
You smiled so big your eyes squinted.
âUHH FUCK YEAH DUDE!!â You yelled and jumped up from the bed. Youâd unpack and explore the town tomorrow. It was only Friday night. Why not relax with your best friend in the world? Forget about your parents, forget about school, forget about being the new kid. Who the fuck cares? Not you. Especially not when you were about to slam down a whole pizza.
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Wonderful start to my day, very cute
x gn!detective!reader
cw: dazai calls you bella/belladonna | word count: 250<
a/n: trying a different layout đ wrote this in like 20 mins too... writers block aint getting me today
dazai is always there when you have overtime. no matter how many times you check to see if he's doing his work, there's always that one document that he mysteriously has to finish off. you assure him all the time that you don't need company and that you'll see each other later, but he doesn't listen. ever.
"looks like it's just us two again, huh?" his voice is too happy, too much for your liking. he's leant forward towards your desk, chin in hand and that silly smirk on his face.
you try to keep your eyes on your papers despite the slight distraction, but it feels all too difficult with his presence in the room. "i guess so." you sigh out.
"since we're alone..." he pushes away that one piece of paper on his desk, and holds his hands together, looking as innocent as he possibly can. "can i have a kiss?"
"no."
"yes."
"no."
immediately, he pouts. "bella?" turning your head away, you ignore him, but your attempt keeps him persistent. "belladonna?"
a frown appears on your mouth and you groan exasperatedly. "what?"
"i love you." a sudden confession.
how can you be so angry when the love of your life is giving you such a sweet and genuine smile? for a moment, your eyebrows furrow, and then a smile of your own creeps onto your lips. "i love you too."
"so... kiss?"
"no."
"aw..."
Crack concept: Mori to wanting to hire Junichiro purely because Junichiro tried to kill him.
Chuuya is one of his executives and was once one of the biggest enemies of the Port Mafia. He literally broke the floor of Moriâs office the first time Mori offered him a place here.
Hell Dazaiâs threatened to kill him and Mori still wants him back.
So Mori seeâs Junichiro trying to kill him as his application to join him. Thinks this kid is clearly well suited for assassination and his ability holds a lot of potential.
And thatâs without mentioning that Mori has seen Junichiro use his ability first hand, during the events of Anneâs Room.
Mori just gets the report of what happened and goes ah yes a new recruit.
15 soukoku ! (reposting from twt)
sorry to be negative on the dash but..... y'all need to be nicer to fanfic writers. we all know interactions are decreasing, and even during the nine months i've been on here, i've noticed a decrease.
tell writers you like their works. comment on their works, reblog their works.
some of you act so entitled, and idk if you've noticed but you're literally making writers miserable. it makes me so sad to see my mutuals deactivate because the joy of writing has been taken away from them by ungrateful readers who are constantly demanding more, more, more, to the point where people are experiencing burnout and anxiety because they can't keep up with the constant unrealistic demands.
reminder that even though it takes you five minutes to read 1k words it might've taken the writer hours to get the words down, proofread, edit, and make the perfect fic layout.
some of you complain that there are no "good" fics anymore, yet you do nothing for the fandom, do nothing to support writers and just hide behind anon and blank blogs, complaining about every little thing till you've driven all writers off this site.
it's so tiring. please be kinder. we're all trying our best here.
Chuuya and Dazai girl dad headcanons
Chuuya Nakahara
He would spoil his baby girl rotten!!
When is daughter is first born and given to him, he cries softly as he stares at her beautiful face she looks just like you.
He promises her he'll always be there for her no matter what.
He gets up with her in the middle of the night to take care of her, even if he has to get up super early in the morning to leave for work, he just wants you to get your beauty sleep.
The first time his daughter ever walked is when Chuuya got home from the mafia she waddled over to him, yes he cried.
dosent tell her anything about the mafia, keeps her away from it and dosent tell anyone about her for her own safety.
Blows on her cheeks and belly to make her laugh, he loves to hear her belly laugh, itâs his favorite.
Plays dress up with her, he loves getting all his fashion clothes on and walking out of the closet all dressed up with his daughter by his side dressed up in a pink dress while you pick who won this round.
He gets her her first puppy at 5 for her birthday so she can have a friend that she can grow up with.
Since Chuuya has longer hair he knows how to do hair. He will sit in the bathroom with her and do cute little braids while you watch them joke about anything and everything.
As she grows he tries to be there for her school plays and daddy dances but with him being in the mafia unfortunately he misses out on some things he wishes he didnât have to.
Chuuya askes her how her day went every night at the dinner table. He always wants to know how his babygirls day went.
As she gets a bit older and gets a boyfriend heâs pretty chill about it, however he has to meet the guy and approve of him but if he finds out the guy hurt his daughter letâs just say itâs not to good on the guys part.
Makes her turn on her location everywhere she goes just to make sure sheâs safe and ok.
If sheâs having a stressful day he will hold her in his arms and kiss her head telling her itâs going to be ok.
lets her come to him about anything, he'll always have time for her to rant to him about anything.
Heâll take you and your daughter out for the weekend so that you all can get away from everything for a few days. He loves to spend time with you both.
lets just say Chuu would be an amazing dad and would do anything to keep you and his babygirl safe.
Dazai Osamu
When the doctors first hand him his babygirl he stares at her beautiful face. He wiggles his finger around her face as she grips onto it he then starts to cry softly.
Takes naps with her on his chest. Youâll come home to see them laying together, he has her resting on his chest while she hugs him tightly.
Makes silly faces at her to make her stop crying. (it works)
Helps her take baths after dinner and will boop bubbles on her nose.
Letâs her stand on his feet while they dance in the kitchen while waiting for breakfast.
Helps her dress up in her princess dresses and puts a tiara on her head.
Runs to the door every time her daddy comes home, Dazai leans down on his knee and cradles her in his arms kissing all over her face.
After playing outside they will come back in covered in dirt as they hand you flowers from the garden that they picked for you.
Tries to bake with her but it ends up being a whole mess. Flower is all over the kitchen floor, they tried to made a cake but it doesnât taste good but at least they had fun but now you have to clean the floors.
Letâs his daughter do his hair and makeup. He doesnât care what he looks like afterwards with pink hair ties in his hair and pink glitter on his eyelids he thinks itâs fun and cute.
On Valentineâs Day he gets you something of course but he always has something for your daughter too.
When she gets a bit older they gossip like crazy about anything and everything. Dazai gets the snacks and they go sit on the couch and gossip.
They have pillow fights all the time. One of them throws a pillow at the other and then it becomes a war.
Dazai is a very supportive father and will always support her in anything she wants or does. Heâll always be rooting for her no matter what.
When she gets a boyfriend like Chuuya he wants to meet him see how he is if heâs good for his daughter, if so welcome to the family! But he is overprotective like Chuuya too.
He likes you take you and your daughter to the beach often. Itâs a family trip yâall do every month just to spend time together.
Heâs a lovely and silly dad and like Chuuya he would do anything for you and his babygirl.
this got longer than I expected, but I had the idea and I had to write it! I don't normally write child characters, but I like how this little universe is turning out
Chuuya x reader, reader and Chuuya have a child together, nickname 'angel' used
Divider by @/cafekitsune
"Chuu, why is Kiko carrying around a limited edition PokĂŠmon plushie that's bigger than she is?" You lean against the study door frame, admiring the sight of your boyfriend at his desk, leaning back in his chair with his sleeves pushed up to his elbows. He turns at the sound of your voice, a soft smile crossing his face.
He beckons you over, letting you slot between his legs and wrapping his arms around you, "Hey, angel. We missed you today."
You can't help but melt at his words, especially when he nuzzles into your tummy, hands resting on your lower back. You stroke a hand over ginger locks, leaning down to press a kiss to the crown of his head, "I missed you too. Now, answer my question. A Pikachu met me at the door instead of our daughter."
Honestly, the sight had been hilarious. A giant plushie, with two little legs sticking out of the bottom and two little hands clinging onto the yellow fabric. A bright, happy greeting from behind the plushie made your chest warm, as did the huge smile splitting Kiko's face when you relieved her of the giant toy.
Chuuya lets out a laugh, blue eyes shining with mirth, "We went out today, and you know Pikachu is her favourite. She was looking at it; what was I supposed to do?"
You can't fault him - not that you were in the first place. It's lucky for you both that Kiko doesn't have a penchant for evil, because those big eyes and squishy cheeks could convince you to do just about anything. Chuuya especially is physically incapable of refusing her anything, even if the only way she asks for it is by staring longingly. Clearly, that's what happened today.
"How did you even get it home?" You knew they were planning to use the subway, and you were pretty sure they wouldn't have gotten far with Kiko's new friend in tow.
Chuuya smirks up at you, "Being an executive has its perks."
You roll your eyes, "I don't think the boss expects you to use Port Mafia resources to transport giant plushies."
"Pretty sure he said our subordinates were at our disposal. Today, I needed help transporting precious cargo." Whether he was referring to the plushie, or to Kiko, you weren't sure. Probably both.
A rush of affection leads you to drop another kiss on his head, cradling the back of his head in one hand. Nobody ever expects Chuuya to be like this; soft, relaxed. It's a side of him precious few get to see, and you always consider it a privilege to be one of those allowed to sneak beneath the mask he wears for the rest of the world.
"Angel, you haven't been into our room yet, have you?" You narrow your eyes at his playful tone, and he just stares up at you, blue eyes big and 'innocent'. He keeps talking, and you can tell he's trying to hold back a smile.
Slowly, you come to a realisation, "You didn't ..."
The smile he's no longer able to hide says it all. You pull away from him and rush out of the room, hearing him laugh behind you. Moments later, you're standing in your bedroom, staring at a plushie the same size as Kiko's, except this one is your favourite PokĂŠmon. You feel something bump into you, and you find Kiko behind you, still carrying her Pikachu.
"Mama, we got it special for you!" She's peeking out from behind her plushie, and she sounds so excited.
Chuuya appears behind her, resting a hand on her head, "She insisted that if she was getting one, Mama had to have one too."
Every time you think you can't love them more, they do something to prove you wrong. You remove the plushie from Kiko, placing it on the bed next to yours so you can lift her into your arms and snuggle her close, "Thank you, baby." You look at Chuuya, watching the two of you with such love that you swear you can see hearts, "Thanks to you too, Chuu."
"Anything for my girls." He steps closer, wrapping you up in his arms and you know he means every word.
My cheeks hurt from smiling
I want to get in a little practice for writing Kiko (and also i can't get girl dad chuuya out of my head) so here's a little moment of her being a cutie, and a little bit of setting the scene for the big fic
Chuuya x f!Reader, nickname 'angel' used
Divider by @/cafekitsune
"Papa!" A little voice calls out, and Akutagawa will never get used to the way Chuuya's whole demeanour changes when his daughter appears. Both men turn towards the sound, Chuuya's arms already outstretched to catch the little girl barreling towards him. He's smiling, too, and if Akutagawa didn't know better, he would think Chuuya is just another loving father, not one of the most dangerous men in Yokohama. He's ... warmer, softer around the edges when he's with Kiko, and when he's with you - not that he lets many see that side of him.
Kiko throws herself into her fathers' arms, not a hint of hesitation on her face. Chuuya holds her close, cradling her against his body as he turns his attention to you, standing back and watching them with open adoration. Your eyes slide over to him next, and Akutagawa doesn't know what to do with the affection in the smile you send his way.
"Hey angel. Wasn't expecting you; is everything alright?" Akutagawa can see the slight tension in Chuuya's shoulders, and he sees it release when Kiko speaks up, still clinging to her father with one hand clutching his jacket.
"Me and Mama missed you!" Kiko learns around her father to shoot Akutagawa a toothy grin, "Ryuu-kun! See, Mama, I told you we would see him too!"
Your voice is fond as you answer her, and you check she's not looking before rolling your eyes, "Yes, you did, baby." You address him, amusement clear in your voice, "She was very excited to see you."
Punctuating her mother's statement, Kiko starts wriggling in her father's hold, and he sets her down, kissing the crown of her head when her feet are safely on the floor. Moments later, she's wrapped around Akutagawa's leg, talking a mile a minute about everything she's done since the last time she saw him. It's nice, he thinks as he listens to her - there's precious few people who don't treat him with caution, who look past his reputation and see him as more than a weapon.
"Akutagawa." He looks up at Chuuya's call of his name. There's a barely there smile on his face, "Go with them - make sure they're safe."
He knows what this is - Chuuya always makes sure the two of you are well guarded, but there's hardly a need for someone like him to accompany you. It's not like you're defenceless, and there's much better things he could be doing to benefit the Port Mafia. This is for him. He's not sure how he feels about it, but an executive is asking him to do something, so it's not like he can say no. He wouldn't anyway - he can admit to himself that he enjoys spending time with you, and the thought of disappointing Kiko and having her look up at him with big, tear-filled eyes makes him uncomfortable.
Kiko slips her little hand into his as Chuuya says his goodbyes to you; wrapping you in his arms and leaving a gentle kiss on your lips, whispering words for you alone into the space between you. The love between you is palpable, and he averts his eyes.
"Be good for your Mama, Kiko. I'll see you tonight; I love you." Chuuya crouches down to claim one final hug from the little girl. She leans into the hug, pressing a wet kiss to his cheek before pulling away and tugging Akutagawa down the corridor.
She waves behind her without looking, too focused on her next adventure, "I will, Papa! I love you."
The laughter from behind him suggests there will be no rescue from the four year old currently dragging him along, and he finds that he doesn't mind at all.
Itâs always
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(little repost from twitter)
Damn. Is that a new soukoku dump? Might be.
I smiled like an idiot during my class when I saw this notification come through
Lovely, again 10/10
Another idea, 15!Chuuya who just joined the Port Mafia having his first crush on reader
I can imagine him going to Kouyou to ask for advice đ¤
Like, reader likes him back but still lets him stumble over his words cause it's cute
I feel like I'm not as good at writing Chuuya so I enjoy reading fics for him and you're good at writing him
Man i love your ideas sm and thanks for the compliment!
Chuuya Nakahara wasnât new to fights. He wasnât new to blood, danger, or the haunting, suffocating feeling of Corruption simmering beneath his skin, a constant reminder of the power he could barely control. But this? This was new. This twisting in his chest, this irritation crawling under his skin every time he looked at you. The way his pulse quickened, how his words fumbled out in a mess when you were near.
He had never felt this powerless before.
And the worst part? You seemed to enjoy it.
âOi, Chuuya, you zoning out or what?â your voice cut through his thoughts like a blade, the familiar teasing lilt making his eye twitch.
The two of you were standing outside, waiting for orders after a routine mission. His heart was still thudding hard from the adrenaline, but the moment you leaned against the wall next to him, all nonchalant and relaxed, his throat went dry. You flashed him that infuriating grin, the one that sent his mind spinning for reasons he didnât want to admit.
âZoning out? I ainâtââ Chuuya cleared his throat, fighting to keep his voice steady, âIâm not zoning out. Maybe youâre the one who canât stay focused.â
You chuckled softly, a knowing gleam in your eyes. âIs that so?â
Chuuya hated how easily you could make him feel small, like you saw right through him â like you knew what he was feeling before he could even make sense of it. And the worst part? You always seemed to enjoy teasing him, watching him stumble over his words or get flustered.
He shouldâve been able to handle it. He was Chuuya Nakahara, damn it â future executive of the Port Mafia. But around you, he felt like he was all fists and rage, without the cool confidence he usually carried.
You shrugged casually, pushing yourself off the wall and stepping a little closer to him. âYou sure? Youâve been pretty distracted lately. Almost like somethingâs on your mind.â There was that tone again, the one that hinted you knew. And damn it, you probably did.
He gritted his teeth, trying to focus on anything else. âThereâs nothinâ on my mind, alright? Youâre imagining things.â
But even he knew that wasnât true.
The crush had started small, barely noticeable at first. You were one of the few who treated him like he was your equal, despite him being new to the Mafia. You were sharp, quick with your words, and had a mind that could cut through even the thickest of tensions. Chuuya respected that. But at some point, the respect shifted, and he found himself watching you in ways he hadnât before.
It was the way you laughed, soft but with an edge that always left him wondering what you were thinking. The way your smile, so full of mischief, made something twist uncomfortably in his chest. And the way you always seemed too calm â as if you never took anything seriously, and yet still managed to outsmart everyone around you.
One time, after a sparring match where heâd barely managed to keep his cool, you leaned over, offering him a hand with a smirk. âGood effort, Nakahara.â
His blood boiled at the patronizing tone. âTch. I donât need your pity.â
But your teasing grin never faltered. âRelax, Chuuya. Youâll get better.â
Better? The audacity. But his heart still raced from the lightness in your voice, from the way you spoke his name like it was some private joke only you understood.
Days passed, and the frustration gnawed at him. It wasnât just your teasing that got to him anymore; it was everything about you. Your smirk, your laugh, the way you looked at him like he was both amusing and⌠something more. It was unbearable.
Chuuya prided himself on not needing help. But with you? He didnât know what to do. How could he, when every time he tried to talk to you seriously, he ended up stumbling over his words like some awkward kid?
And so, in desperation â and no small amount of embarrassment â Chuuya found himself standing in front of Kouyouâs quarters, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. The moonlight cast a soft glow over the hallway, and the sounds of the night echoed faintly in the distance.
Kouyou opened the door, raising a delicate eyebrow at the sight of him. âChuuya. Itâs late. What brings you here?â
Chuuya swallowed his pride, shifting awkwardly on his feet. âI, uh⌠I need some advice.â
Kouyouâs lips curved into a knowing smile. âAh. I see.â She stepped aside, allowing him into the room. âHave a seat. This seems⌠personal.â
He scowled, feeling his face flush. âItâs not personal,â he lied. âItâs justâthereâs someone, okay? Someone in the Mafia who keeps messing with me, and I canât⌠I canât stop thinking about them.â
Kouyou folded her hands in her lap, regarding him with her usual calm gaze. âMessing with you, how?â
âTheyâre always teasing me,â Chuuya muttered, staring down at the floor, âand itâs like they know what Iâm thinking before I even say it. It pisses me off.â
Kouyou chuckled softly. âAnd yet, you find yourself drawn to them, donât you?â
Chuuya clenched his fists, frustrated. âYeah, but itâs⌠different. I donât get it. Why canât I just talk to them like a normal person?â
Kouyouâs smile was gentle, almost amused. âYouâve never been one for subtlety, Chuuya. But from what youâve described, it sounds like this person enjoys your company. Have you considered that their teasing might be⌠affectionate?â
Chuuya blinked, staring at her in disbelief. âAffectionate? Youâre kidding, right? Theyâre always messing with me.â
Kouyou laughed softly, a sound that both soothed and irritated him. âSome people express their feelings through playfulness, especially when they know it affects the other person. It sounds to me like they enjoy seeing your reactions. And judging by how flustered you are, itâs working.â
Chuuya flushed a deeper red, running a hand through his hair in frustration. âSo what the hell am I supposed to do? I canât just⌠I dunno, keep letting them mess with me.â
Kouyouâs expression softened. âPerhaps you should stop focusing on how to âwinâ against them and instead consider how you truly feel. Do you want them to stop? Or is there something more?â
Chuuya went silent, Kouyouâs words echoing in his mind. Something more? Heâd never considered it like that before. But maybe⌠maybe there was something more. And maybe, just maybe, it wasnât so bad after all.
Chuuya clenched his fists, struggling to steady his breath. The weight of Kouyou's advice pressed heavy on his chest. Now was the momentâheâd either crumble or finally get the words out.
âI-Iâm not here to fight,â he muttered, his voice betraying him with a slight stutter. He winced internally at his own nerves.
You raised an eyebrow, your smirk deepening with that ever-present teasing glint in your eyes. âOh? Thatâs a surprise. So whatâs on your mind, Chuuya?â
His throat felt tight, but he pressed on, stepping closer, his heart thundering against his ribs. âYou.â His voice cracked slightly, and he quickly clenched his jaw to steady himself. âY-Youâre always on my mind, dammit.â
The smirk on your lips softened, but the amusement never fully disappeared. You tilted your head, a playful flicker in your gaze. âIs that so? How bold of you.â
Chuuyaâs cheeks flushed, his frustration mixing with embarrassment. Why was this so difficult? He was a Port Mafia member, strong, unshakable, and here he was fumbling over his words like an idiot. He took another step forward, his fists clenched tight by his sides.
âYeah, i-itâs true. And I⌠Iâm tired of you messing with me like Iâm some joke,â he blurted out, his voice sharper than intended but laced with a vulnerability he couldnât hide.
For a split second, your eyes widened, but then a soft, genuine laugh bubbled from your throatâcompletely different from the usual sarcastic tones you threw his way. âChuuya, I wasnât messing with you.â
His breath caught. You werenât? All this time? He opened his mouth to say something, anything, but words failed him.
You slid off the railing, closing the distance between the two of you. âI was just waiting for you to figure it out,â you murmured, voice softer now, your teasing edge momentarily fading.
Chuuyaâs breath hitched, his chest tightening as your words lingered in the air between you. His heart pounded in his ears, drowning out the world around him. He had been expecting rejection, or another round of teasingâbut this? This left him speechless.
You took another step forward, and suddenly, you were closer than heâd ever imagined. Chuuya could feel the warmth radiating from you, and he was hyper-aware of every inch between you, vanishing rapidly.
He swallowed hard, but no words came. His mind raced, torn between disbelief and the undeniable pull he felt towards you. âIâ" he started, but before he could find his voice, your hand gently cupped his cheek.
Without giving him a chance to overthink, you leaned in, your lips brushing softly against his. The kiss was tentative at first, testing, but when you felt Chuuyaâs hesitant but eager response, it deepened.
His hands, which had been hanging awkwardly at his sides, found their way to your waist, pulling you closer as the world seemed to fade away. Every thought, every worry, melted under the warmth of the kiss. Chuuyaâs pulse raced, but this time it wasnât from nervesâit was from the overwhelming sensation of finally having what he hadnât even realized heâd been chasing for so long.
When you finally pulled back, the teasing smirk returned to your lips, but there was a softness in your eyes that made Chuuyaâs chest tighten for a different reason now.
âSoâŚâ you whispered, voice just above a breath, âwas that clear enough for you?â
Chuuya, still dazed, blinked, his usual bravado returning just a little. He huffed softly, trying and failing to suppress a small smile. âY-Yeah⌠clear enough.â
For once, there were no words to stumble over, no need to fight back. Everything between you two was finally starting to fall into place.
Omg this took FOREVER