Captain Howzer x Twi’lek Reader
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Freedom was a strange thing.
You could be chained for years—shackled, broken, silenced—and still not feel as free as you did when you sprinted through the jungle with a stolen blaster and your heart racing like it had somewhere to go.
You’d fought to be here.
Fought to exist.
Now you fought for something.
Cham Syndulla had given you a cause. A home. A voice. And you’d die before you let anyone take that away again.
Which made your situation with Captain Howzer… complicated.
You first saw him standing tall in the Ryloth city square, surrounded by clone troopers in gleaming armor. He wasn’t barking orders like the others. He watched. Measured. Thought.
You hated him immediately.
Until you didn’t.
The first time you really spoke, it was because of Hera.
“Put me down!” Hera screamed, dangling from the edge of a roof she wasn’t supposed to be on.
You scrambled to reach her—but Howzer got there first, catching her mid-fall and cradling her against his chest.
“Hera,” he said, calm and soft, “you alright, kid?”
She blinked at him. “Yeah… you have a really strong arm.”
“Perks of the job.”
You expected him to arrest her. Lecture her. Instead, he handed her off to you, nodded once, and said:
“She’s bold. Reminds me of someone.”
It was the first time he looked at you like he saw you—not a rebel, not a threat, but someone.
You didn’t know how to feel about that.
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Weeks passed.
The Empire’s grip tightened. Ryloth tensed. So did you.
But Howzer—he didn’t act like a loyal dog. He asked questions. Protected civilians. Argued with Admiral Rampart in front of everyone.
And when you crossed paths again—this time in secret, near an old Separatist outpost—you confronted him.
“You gonna shoot me now, Captain?” you asked, blaster raised.
He didn’t flinch. “No. I came to talk.”
You laughed bitterly. “Clones don’t talk. They obey.”
“I’m trying not to.”
That stopped you cold.
You lowered your weapon, cautiously.
“I’ve seen what the Empire is doing,” he said, stepping closer. “I don’t agree with it. I think you don’t either.”
“I was a slave,” you spat. “I know what tyranny looks like.”
He didn’t argue.
“I’ve been watching you,” he added. “Fighting. Protecting people. Risking everything for them. You don’t run. You don’t hide. You remind me of why I started wearing this armor in the first place.”
Your breath hitched.
And just like that, the tension between you snapped—not with violence, but something gentler. Warmer.
Something that felt like understanding.
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From then on, you met in secret.
He smuggled you information—troop movements, transport schedules, weak points in the blockade.
You brought Hera to some of the meetings. She liked to sit on a crate, Chopper at her side, giving snarky commentary.
“Are you two in love yet?” she asked one night, kicking her legs.
You choked on your drink. Howzer actually blushed.
“I—I don’t think soldiers are allowed to be in love,” he said awkwardly.
“Then it’s a good thing I’m not a soldier,” you muttered.
Hera just shrugged. “I think you should kiss. You look at her like my dad looks at my mom.”
You and Howzer shared a long, stunned silence. Chopper beeped something crude.
“I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear that,” Howzer muttered.
But later, when the night was quiet and you were alone with him, the firelight dancing off his armor, you finally asked,
“Why are you doing this? Risking everything?”
He looked at you, eyes soft, jaw clenched.
“Because you showed me something real,” he said. “And I want to fight for it—for you—instead of some banner that doesn’t mean anything anymore.”
You leaned in, heart thudding.
And when you kissed him, it wasn’t soft. It was earned.
Fierce. Honest. Full of fire and freedom and all the things you’d both been denied for too long.
You weren’t free of danger.
You weren’t safe.
But you had something better.
You had each other.
And even in the heart of an Empire, that was rebellion enough.
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me rereading a scene: omg why is she acting like that who wrote this? i wrote this.
Happy Weekend! I was wondering if you could do an angst fic w/ TBB x Fem!Reader where they’re on a mission and the ground crumbles beneath her and she falls and they think she could be dead? Thanks! Xx
Happy Thursday! Sorry for the delay, I hope this is somewhat what you had in mind😊
The Bad Batch x Fem!Reader
Warnings: Falling, presumed death, grief, survivor’s guilt, panic
The ridge was narrow. Too narrow.
You moved with your blaster raised and your jaw set, following closely behind Wrecker as the team pushed forward. The rocky terrain was riddled with ravines, fault lines, and fractured earth—left scarred by years of shelling and seismic bombardments. The mission was supposed to be simple: infiltrate a Separatist holdout and extract data.
It was never simple.
“Movement on the northwest cliff,” you called into your comm. “Looks like clankers repositioning.”
“Copy that,” Echo’s voice crackled. “Tech, I’m sending coordinates to your pad.”
Hunter glanced back at you, just a flick of his head, a silent confirmation. You nodded. I’m good.
You were always good. Until the ground gave out beneath you.
It was subtle at first—just a soft shift under your boots, like loose gravel. But then came the snap. A hollow, wrenching crack that echoed through the canyon like thunder. The rock splintered beneath your feet. You didn’t have time to scream.
Just time to look up—into Hunter’s eyes.
“[Y/N]—!”
You dropped.
The last thing you saw was his outstretched hand, just a second too late.
Then the world became air and stone and darkness.
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Above, everything exploded into chaos.
Hunter hit the ridge on his knees, arms dragging at loose rock, clawing like an animal trying to dig you back out. “No, no, no—”
Echo slid in beside him, scanning with one cybernetic arm extended. “I can’t see her. It’s—kriff—it’s a vertical drop. She went straight down.”
“I should’ve grabbed her!” Wrecker was pacing in wild circles, fists clenched, eyes wet. “I was right in front of her—I should’ve—she was right there!”
“She didn’t even scream,” Echo murmured. “She just… vanished.”
“I’m scanning for vitals,” Tech said, already tapping furiously at his datapad, but his voice was thin. “There’s no signal. No movement. Her comm—either it was destroyed in the fall or… or she’s—”
“Don’t finish that sentence,” Hunter snapped, voice like a knife.
The wind howled through the crevice she’d fallen into, dragging dust and silence with it.
Crosshair stood several meters back, motionless, his DC-17M dangling loosely in his grip.
“Say it,” Echo growled, glaring at him. “You’ve been quiet this whole time. Just say whatever snide thing you’re thinking so we can all lose it together.”
Crosshair’s eyes flicked up, storm-gray and unreadable.
“She’s dead.”
“Shut your mouth!” Wrecker roared, storming toward him, but Echo shoved himself in between.
“She could be alive,” Echo said fiercely, though his voice cracked. “It’s possible. People survive worse.”
Crosshair didn’t move. “Not from that height.”
“I said shut it!” Wrecker shoved him back, but it was all broken fury—guilt bleeding through his rage. “She was smiling, dammit. Right before. She looked at me and said, ‘We’ll all get out of this,’ and I didn’t even answer her back—!”
“Stop.” Hunter’s voice cut clean through the storm.
He stood now, rigid and furious, his back to the team, staring into the void where you’d fallen.
“She’s alive,” he said.
Tech looked up from his pad slowly. “Statistically—”
“I don’t give a damn about statistics.” His voice was hoarse. “I felt her. She was right here. She’s part of us. She wouldn’t just be… gone.”
His hand trembled slightly. Not from fear. From the weight of it.
He was the one who told you to cover the flank. He was the one who said the ridge was stable enough.
She trusted you, Crosshair had said.
No. She trusted him.
And he’d failed her.
Hunter turned and began strapping a rope to his belt.
“Sergeant?” Tech asked cautiously.
“We’re going down there. All of us. We don’t stop until we find her. I don’t care if we have to tear the planet apart.”
Echo moved first. “I’m with you.”
Wrecker stepped up beside them, his breath hitching. “Me too. Always.”
Even Crosshair nodded, silent again.
As Hunter stood at the edge, ready to descend into the place where you vanished, a single thought thundered in his mind:
She can’t be gone.
Not you.
Not when your laugh was still echoing in his ears. Not when you told him last night, during watch, that you’d be careful. Not when he never got to tell you that he needed you more than he ever let on.
He’d find you.
Or die trying.
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The descent into the ravine was slow, agonizing, and silent.
The team moved as one—Hunter leading with a lantern clipped to his belt, casting narrow beams over jagged rock and twisted earth. Echo and Tech followed with scanners, mapping every crevice. Wrecker moved boulders with his bare hands, gritting his teeth with each one. Crosshair, ever the rear guard, watched from behind, but his silence was sharp, eyes flicking everywhere.
Hunter’s voice echoed through the narrow stone corridor. “Check every ledge. Every outcropping.”
“She could’ve hit a rock shelf and rolled,” Echo said, carefully scanning below. “Or worse…”
“Don’t,” Wrecker said. “Don’t even say it. She’s alive. She has to be.”
They moved deeper into the ravine—until the beam of Hunter’s light caught something.
“Wait,” Tech whispered, grabbing Echo’s arm.
There—thirty feet below them, half-buried under collapsed shale and bloodied stone—was a figure.
Your figure.
You were sprawled on your side, your body twisted unnaturally, one leg crushed beneath a slab of rock. Blood soaked through your jacket. Your head had struck something hard—too hard—and you weren’t moving.
Hunter nearly dropped the lantern.
“[Y/N]—!”
He was down the rest of the way before anyone could stop him, crashing to his knees beside you.
“Don’t move her!” Echo shouted, sliding in behind. “Not yet. Let me check—”
But Hunter’s hands were already trembling as they hovered over you, too afraid to touch. Too afraid that this—this fragile, broken thing—was all that was left.
“She’s breathing,” Echo said. “Shallow. Pulse is—kriff—irregular. She’s lost a lot of blood.”
Wrecker dropped beside them, tears already streaking the dust on his cheeks.
“Is she—? She’s gonna make it, right? Echo?”
“She’s unconscious,” Echo said quietly. “And we need to get her out now.”
“Spinal trauma is possible,” Tech added, eyes locked on his scanner. “Multiple fractures. Her femur is broken—bleeding into the tissue. Concussion. Rib damage. Internal bleeding likely.”
Crosshair didn’t come any closer. He stood just at the edge of the light, staring down at you with an unreadable expression.
“You said she was dead,” Wrecker growled, voice shaking.
Crosshair didn’t respond.
Because he knew now—death would’ve been kinder than this.
The med evac was chaotic.
Hunter carried you the entire climb back—refused to let anyone else even try. He held you close to his chest like something fragile, as if you’d fall again if he let go. Your blood had soaked through his armor by the time they reached the surface.
Back on the Marauder, the team worked together in silent urgency. Wrecker helped secure you to the gurney. Echo and Tech patched what they could. Crosshair kept watch, pacing like a trapped animal.
And Hunter… he sat beside you.
His hands were covered in your blood.
“I should’ve caught you,” he whispered.
No one argued. No one corrected him.
Because part of them believed it too.
You twitched in your sleep once—just a small movement, a flicker of pain across your brow—and Hunter nearly leapt out of his seat.
“She moved!” he barked.
“She’s still unconscious,” Tech reminded. “That doesn’t guarantee cognition. The swelling in her brain—”
“I don’t care what the scans say,” Hunter growled. “She’s fighting.”
He reached down and brushed a blood-matted strand of hair from your face.
“You hear me?” he whispered, voice cracking. “You hold on. You fight like you always do. You’re not going to leave us like this.”
Wrecker sat on the floor beside the cot, staring at your hand dangling off the edge.
“You’re not allowed to die, okay?” he said, softly, almost childlike. “You still owe me a rematch.”
Echo leaned against the wall, arms crossed, jaw clenched tight. “She shouldn’t have been the one to fall. It should’ve been—”
“Don’t,” Tech said, just as quiet. “We all blame ourselves. That’s not useful now.”
Only Crosshair said nothing.
But later—when the others had finally dozed off in shifts, and the med droid was running scans—he sat beside you alone.
“Idiots, all of them,” he muttered. “They think they lost you. I know better.”
He rested his hand beside yours.
“You’re not dead. You’re just too damn stubborn.”
There was a pause.
“…So come back. Or I’ll never forgive you.”
You didn’t wake up that night. Or the next.
But your vitals held.
You were still fighting.
And the squad—your family—never left your side.
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It started with a sound.
A weak, choked wheeze from the medbay.
Wrecker heard it first—he’d been sitting on the floor beside your cot for the past hour, humming under his breath and telling you stories like he had every day since they pulled you from the ravine.
But when he heard your breathing stutter—heard that awful, wet gasp—he was on his feet in an instant.
“Tech!”
Footsteps thundered in from the cockpit.
Tech was there in seconds, datapad in one hand, expression already shifting from calculation to panic.
“Vitals are dropping. Pulse erratic. Respiratory distress—dammit—her lung may have collapsed.”
The med droid whirred a warning in binary, and Tech shoved it aside, already working to stabilize you. Wrecker stood frozen, fists clenched at his sides, helpless as machines blared and blood began soaking through your bandages again.
“She was getting better,” Wrecker whispered. “She was breathing normal yesterday. You said she was stabilizing!”
“I said her vitals were holding,” Tech snapped, voice tight and uncharacteristically sharp. “I also said we didn’t know the full extent of internal damage yet. The concussion is worsening. There’s pressure building against her brainstem. Her body is going into systemic shock.”
“Then fix it!” Wrecker’s voice cracked. “You fix everything! Please—”
Tech’s hands moved fast, too fast—grabbing gauze, recalibrating IV drips, re-administering stimulants. But beneath the precision was fear. A gnawing, brittle kind of fear that made his fingers shake.
“I’m trying,” Tech said, barely above a whisper now. “I’m trying, Wrecker.”
Your body jerked suddenly—just a twitch, but it sent a ripple of panic through them both.
Tech cursed under his breath. “She needs proper medical facilities. A bacta tank. A neuro-regeneration suite. This ship is not equipped to handle this kind of trauma long-term.”
“So what, we just wait and watch her die?” Wrecker whispered.
“No!” Tech snapped, louder this time. “We don’t let her die.”
He slammed his fist down on the console—just once—but the sound echoed like a gunshot through the Marauder. Wrecker flinched. Tech never lost control. Never raised his voice. Never made a sound unless it meant something.
And now, he looked like he was about to break.
“I’ve calculated a thousand outcomes,” Tech murmured, softer now. “And every variable keeps changing. Her body is unpredictable. She’s unstable. But she’s also resilient. She’s survived things that should’ve killed her ten times over.”
He looked up then, eyes glassy behind his goggles.
“But if we don’t find a way to get her real care—soon—we will lose her.”
Wrecker turned away, one massive hand covering his face. He’d never felt so useless. Not when they’d crashed on Ordo. Not when they’d been stranded on Ryloth. Never like this.
“I don’t know what to do,” he said. “I’m strong. I can carry her. Fight for her. But I can’t fix her, Tech. I can’t even hold her without hurting her worse.”
Tech approached quietly, placing a hand on Wrecker’s shoulder—a rare gesture.
“You are helping,” he said. “You’re keeping her tethered. She needs that. She needs us.”
The med console beeped—soft, steady. A pause.
Then a spike.
Her heart rate surged. Your head tilted slightly to the side. Blood trickled from your nose. Another alarm.
“No, no, no—stay with us,” Tech muttered, already grabbing the stabilizer. “Don’t go. Not yet.”
Wrecker dropped to his knees beside you, voice trembling.
“C’mon, sweetheart,” he whispered. “You don’t get to leave like this. You didn’t even finish your story about the time you pantsed Crosshair in front of the general. Remember that?”
He sniffed, brushing a strand of hair from your sweat-slicked face. “You said you’d tell me how you pulled it off without getting court-martialed. Said you’d sing me that dumb lullaby you like. Said you’d stay.”
Your fingers twitched.
A tiny movement. Almost nothing.
But Wrecker gasped.
“She moved!”
Tech’s head snapped up. “What?”
“She moved! Her hand—right here—she twitched.”
Tech scanned you again. “Neurological activity spiked. Minimal, but—”
You let out a weak, pained breath.
Another wheeze. Then a garbled sound—almost like a word, trapped somewhere deep in your throat.
“…H-Hun…ter…”
Both men froze.
Tears filled Wrecker’s eyes.
“She said his name…”
“She’s still in there,” Tech whispered, blinking quickly. “Cognitive reflexes are initiating. That’s… that’s something.”
He turned to Wrecker, and for once, there was nothing cold or clinical in his tone.
“There’s still time.”
They kept watch through the night. Neither slept.
Wrecker read to you from the old datapad you always teased him for hoarding.
Tech adjusted your vitals every hour, even when nothing had changed, just to keep his hands busy.
And in the silence between beeping monitors and heavy breaths, they both spoke to you—about nothing, about everything.
Wrecker told you about the time he and you almost got arrested on Corellia for stealing bad caf. How your laugh had made him feel human again.
Tech told you the probability of your survival was now sitting at 18.6%, up from 9%. And that statistically, if anyone could beat the odds, it was you.
Wrecker chuckled through his tears. “Told you, didn’t I? Too stubborn to die.”
Tech looked down at your still hand, then whispered—just once—“Please… don’t.”
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The Marauder was silent.
Tech had finally collapsed from exhaustion in the co-pilot seat, goggles askew, still clutching the datapad with your vitals. Wrecker was curled on the floor next to your bed, snoring lightly with one hand near yours. Crosshair sat with his back to the far wall, arms crossed, eyes closed—but not asleep.
And Echo stayed awake.
He always did.
He was seated at your bedside, one cybernetic hand gently resting on the edge of the cot. The hum of the ship’s systems filled the space between the heart monitor’s steady rhythm. Your breathing—still shallow, but no longer ragged—was the only music Echo needed.
He hadn’t moved for hours.
You’d gotten worse. Then better. Then worse again. And through all of it, he’d held on. Let the others break. Let them rage. He had to be the one who didn’t fall apart.
But now, as he sat alone in the flickering light, his thumb brushed your bandaged hand—and he whispered, “You can’t keep scaring us like this.”
Your lips moved.
Barely.
He straightened. “Hey…?”
Your fingers twitched under his hand.
Your head shifted slightly on the pillow, a soft whimper escaping your throat. Your eyelashes fluttered—slow, disoriented, like your mind hadn’t caught up to your body.
“Hey.” Echo leaned closer, voice trembling now. “Come on… come on, mesh’la. You’re safe.”
Your eyes opened.
Just a sliver at first. Squinting into the low light.
“…Echo…?”
It was a rasp, a whisper, but it was real.
Echo’s mouth fell open.
And for the first time since the fall—since the screaming, the blood, the race against time—his composure cracked.
You blinked slowly, pain visible behind your glazed eyes. “W-Where…?”
“Still on the Marauder. We haven’t moved. We couldn’t.” His voice was low and hoarse. “You weren’t stable enough.”
Your brow furrowed faintly. “Hurts.”
“I know.” He gently adjusted your oxygen mask, smoothing your hair back. “You took a hell of a fall.”
You tried to shift, but your body betrayed you—wracked with weakness, ribs aching, limbs sluggish.
Echo placed a firm hand on your shoulder. “Don’t move yet. Please. Just stay still.”
You obeyed—too tired to fight it.
“I thought…” You coughed, eyes fluttering. “Thought I heard Wrecker crying.”
Echo actually smiled, though his eyes were wet. “Yeah. That happened.”
You let out the faintest exhale—almost a laugh. “He’s a big softie.”
“Only for you,” Echo whispered, squeezing your hand carefully. “You scared him half to death.”
There was a long pause.
You looked up at him, brow knitting again.
“…You thought I was gone, didn’t you?”
Echo’s throat tightened. “We all did.”
“But you stayed.”
“Of course I stayed.”
Your gaze lingered on him. He looked exhausted. Hollowed out. His prosthetic arm twitched like he’d been clenching it too long.
“You haven’t slept.”
He laughed quietly—bitter and warm all at once. “Didn’t want to miss this.”
Another silence.
And then, so faint it barely reached him, you whispered—
“…I’m sorry.”
Echo stared at you, stunned.
“For what?” he breathed.
“For falling. For worrying you. For being weak.”
His expression broke. “No.”
He leaned in, voice rough. “Don’t ever say that. You didn’t fall because you were weak. You fell because the ground gave out. Because war is cruel. Because life isn’t fair.”
He blinked back tears. “But you lived. And that means more than anything.”
Your vision blurred—not from injury this time, but from the emotion in his voice.
He looked at you like you were the most important thing in the galaxy.
“I thought I lost you,” he said. “And I wasn’t ready.”
You let your eyes close again, overwhelmed by exhaustion—but you smiled softly through cracked lips.
“I’m here.”
He pressed his forehead gently to your hand, exhaling a shaky breath.
“You’re here.”
When the others returned—when Hunter stumbled in and dropped to his knees, when Wrecker cried again, when Crosshair stood frozen for a full minute, just staring—you were already asleep.
But Echo met Hunter’s gaze.
And nodded.
“She woke up.”
And for the first time in days, the silence didn’t feel so heavy.
Warnings: Death
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The moonlight over Sundari always looked colder than it should.
Steel towers pierced the clouds like spears. And though the city gleamed with the grace of pacifism, you could feel it cracking beneath your boots.
You stood just behind Duchess Satine in the high chambers, your presence a silent sentinel as she addressed her council.
Another shipment hijacked.
Another uprising quelled—barely.
Another rumor whispered: Death Watch grows bolder.
When she dismissed the ministers, Satine stayed behind, standing at the window. You didn’t speak. Not at first.
“I feel them watching me,” she finally said, voice quiet. “The people. As though they’re waiting for me to break.”
You took a slow step forward. “You haven’t broken.”
“But I might,” she admitted.
You remained still, letting the quiet settle.
“You disapprove,” she said, glancing over her shoulder. “I can see it in your eyes.”
“I disapprove of what’s coming,” you said. “And what we’re not doing about it.”
Satine turned fully. “You think I’m weak.”
“No.” Your voice was firm. “I think you’re idealistic. That’s not weakness. But it can be dangerous.”
“You sound like my enemies.”
You stepped closer, voice low. “Your enemies want you dead. I want you prepared.”
Her jaw tensed. “We don’t need weapons to prepare. We need resolve.”
“We need warriors,” you snapped, the edge of your heritage flaring. “We need eyes on the streets, ears in the shadows. Satine, you can’t ignore the storm just because your balcony faces the sun.”
For a moment, you saw it in her eyes—that mix of fear and pride. Then she softened.
“I didn’t bring you here to fight my wars.”
“No,” you said. “You brought me here to keep you alive.”
A long silence. Then, in a whisper:
“Will you protect me even if I’m wrong?”
You reached forward, resting a gloved hand on her shoulder.
“I will protect you even if the planet burns. But I won’t lie to you about the smoke.”
She nodded, barely. Then turned back to the window.
You left her there.
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The cracks ran deep beneath the capital. Whispers of Death Watch had grown louder, but so too had something darker. Outsiders spotted. Ships with no flags docking at midnight. Faces half-shadowed by stolen Mandalorian helms.
You walked the alleys in silence, cloak drawn, watching the people. They looked thinner. More afraid.
They felt like you did in your youth—when the True Mandalorians fell, and pacifists took the throne.
It was happening again.
Only this time, you stood beside the throne.
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Sundari had never been louder.
Crowds surged below the palace walls. Explosions had bloomed like flowers of fire across the city. The Death Watch had returned—not as shadows now, but as an army, and you knew in your blood this wasn’t the cause you once believed in.
You stormed into the war room with your cloak soaked in ash.
Bo-Katan stood tense, arms crossed, her helmet tucked under one arm, jaw tight.
“Is this your idea of taking back Mandalore?” you growled. “Terrorizing civilians and letting offworlders roam our streets?”
Bo snapped, “It’s Pre’s idea. I just follow orders.”
“You’re smart enough to know better.”
She met your eyes. “And you’re too blind to see it’s already too late. This planet doesn’t belong to either of us anymore.”
Before you could reply, Vizsla strode in, flanked by his guards, armed and smug.
“Careful, old friend,” he said to you. “You’re starting to sound like the Duchess.”
You turned to face him fully. “She at least had a vision. You? You brought the devils of the outer rim to our door.”
“You think I trust Maul?” Vizsla scoffed. “He’s a tool. A borrowed blade. Nothing more.”
“You’ve never been able to hold a blade you didn’t break,” you said, stepping closer, voice low and dangerous. “And you dare call yourself Mand’alor.”
That was the final push.
Vizsla signaled for the guards to stand down. He drew the Darksaber—its hum filled the chamber like a heartbeat of fate.
“You want to test my claim?” he snarled.
You drew your beskad blade from your back, steel whispering against your armor.
“I don’t want the throne,” you said. “But I won’t let you stain the Creed.”
The battle was swift and brutal. Sparks lit the floor as steel met obsidian light. Vizsla fought with fury but lacked precision—he was stronger than he had been, but still undisciplined. You moved like water, like memory, like the old days on the moon—fluid, sharp, unstoppable.
He faltered.
And then—they stepped out of the shadows.
Maul and Savage Opress, watching from the high walkway above the throne room. Silent. Observing.
When Vizsla saw them, he struck harder, desperate to prove something. That’s when you disarmed him—sent the Darksaber flying from his hand, the weapon hissing as it skidded across the floor.
Vizsla landed hard. He panted, looking up—humiliated, bested.
You turned away.
But it wasn’t over.
Chains clamped around your wrists before you even reached the stairs. Death Watch soldiers—those loyal to Maul—grabbed you without warning. You struggled, but too many held you down.
Maul descended the steps of the throne, black robes fluttering, yellow eyes glowing like dying suns.
He walked past you.
“To be bested in front of your own… how disappointing,” Maul said coldly to Vizsla.
Vizsla staggered to his feet. “You’re nothing. A freak. You’ll never lead Mandalore.”
Maul ignited his saber.
He and Vizsla fought in a blur of red and black and desperate defiance. But Maul was faster. Stronger. Born in a storm of hate and violence.
You could only watch, forced to your knees, wrists bound, as Maul plunged the blade through Vizsla’s chest.
The Death Watch leader crumpled.
The Darksaber now belonged to the Sith.
Gasps rippled through the chamber.
Some kneeled. Others hesitated.
Then Bo-Katan raised her blaster.
“This is not our way!” she shouted. “He is not Mandalorian!”
Several warriors rallied to her cry. They turned. Fired. Chaos erupted. Bo and her loyalists broke away, escaping into the halls.
You remained.
You didn’t run.
Maul approached you slowly, the Darksaber glowing dim in his hand.
He crouched, speaking softly, dangerously.
“I see strength in you,” he said. “Not like the weaklings who fled. You could live. Serve something greater. The galaxy will fall into chaos… and only the strong will survive.”
He tilted his head.
“Tell me, warrior—will you live?”
Or…
“Will you die with your honor?”
“Kill me”
Maul hesitated for a moment, before ordering you to be taken to a cell.
The cell was dark.
Damp stone and the smell of old blood clung to the air. You sat in silence, bruised and bound, staring at the flicker of light outside the bars. A sound shifted behind you—soft, delicate, out of place.
Satine. Still regal, even in ruin. Her dress torn, her golden hair tangled, but her spine as straight as ever.
“You’re still alive,” she said softly, voice hoarse from hours of silence.
You looked over, slowly.
“For now.”
There was a pause between you, heavy with everything you’d both lost.
“You should’ve left Mandalore when you had the chance,” she murmured.
You shook your head. “I made a promise, Duchess. And I keep my word.”
Satine gave a humorless smile. “Even after all our disagreements?”
You smiled too. “Especially after those.”
She lowered her head. “They’re going to kill me, aren’t they?”
You looked her in the eye.
“Not if I can stop it.”
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They dragged you both from your cell.
Through the palace you once helped defend. Through the halls still stained with Vizsla’s blood. The Death Watch stood at attention, masks blank and cold as ever. Maul waited in the throne room like a spider in his web.
And then he arrived.
Kenobi.
Disguised, desperate, but unmistakable. The moment Satine saw him, her composure nearly cracked.
You were forced to kneel beside her, chains cutting into your wrists.
The confrontation played out as in the holos.
Maul relished every second.
Kenobi’s face was a war in motion—grief, fury, helplessness. You watched Maul drag him forward, speak of revenge, of his loss, of the cycle of suffering.
And then—like a blade through your own chest—
Maul killed her.
Satine fell forward into Obi-Wan’s arms.
You lunged, screaming through your teeth, but the guards held you fast.
“Don’t let it be for nothing!” you shouted at Kenobi. “GO!”
He escaped—barely.
And in the chaos, you broke free too, a riot in your heart. Blasters lit up the corridors as you vanished into the undercity, cutting through alleys and shadows like a ghost of war.
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The city was choking under red skies.
Mandalore burned beneath Maul’s grip, its soul flickering in the ash of the fallen. You stood in the undercity alone, battered, bleeding, and unbroken. The taste of failure stung your tongue—Satine was dead. Your boys were scattered in war. You’d given everything. And it hadn’t been enough.
You dropped to one knee in the shadows, inputting a code you swore never to use again. A transmission pinged back almost instantly.
A hooded figure appeared on your holopad.
Darth Sidious.
His face was half-shrouded, but the chill of his presence was unmistakable.
“You’ve finally come to me,” he said, almost amused. “Has your compassion failed you?”
You clenched your jaw. “Maul has taken Mandalore. He murdered Satine. He threatens the balance we prepared for.”
Sidious tilted his head, folding his hands beneath his robes.
“I warned you sentiment would weaken you.”
“And I was wrong,” you growled. “I want him dead. I want them both dead.”
There was a silence. A grin crept onto his face, snake-like and slow.
“You’ve been… most loyal, child of Mandalore. As Jango was before you. Very well. I shall assist you. Maul’s ambitions risk unraveling everything.”
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Maul sat the throne, the Darksaber in hand. Savage stood at his side, beastlike and snarling. The walls still smelled of Satine’s blood.
Then the shadows twisted. Power warped the air like fire on oil.
Sidious stepped from the dark like a phantom of death, with you behind him—armor blackened, eyes sharp with grief and rage.
Maul stood, stunned. “Master…?”
Sidious said nothing.
Then he struck.
The throne room erupted in chaos.
Lightsabers screamed.
Maul’s blades clashed against red lightning, his rage no match for Sidious’s precision. Savage lunged for you, raw and powerful—but you were already moving.
You remembered your old training.
You remembered the cadets.
You remembered Satine’s blood on your hands.
You met Savage head-on—vibroblade against brute force. You danced past his swings, striking deep into his shoulder, his gut. He roared, grabbed your throat—but you twisted free and drove your blade through his heart.
He died wide-eyed and silent, falling to the stone like a shattered statue.
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Maul screamed in anguish. Sidious struck him down, sparing his life but breaking his spirit.
You approached, blood and ash streaking your armor.
“Let me kill him,” you said, voice shaking. “Let me avenge Satine. Let me finish this.”
Sidious turned to you, eyes glowing yellow in the flickering light.
“No.”
You stepped forward. “He’ll come back.”
“He may,” Sidious said calmly. “But his place in the grand design has shifted. I need him alive.”
You trembled, fists clenched.
“I warned you before,” Sidious said, stepping close. “Do not mistake your usefulness for control. You are a warrior. A weapon. And like all weapons—you are only as valuable as your discipline.”
You swallowed the rage. The grief. The fire in your soul.
And you stepped back.
“I did this for Mandalore.”
He nodded. “Then Mandalore has been… corrected.”
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Later, as Maul was dragged away in chains and the throne room lay in ruin, you stood alone in the silence, helmet tucked under your arm.
You looked out at Sundari. And you whispered the lullaby.
For your cadets.
For Satine.
For the part of you that had died in that room, with Savage’s last breath.
You had survived again.
But the woman who stood now was no mother, no protector.
She was vengeance.
And she had only just begun.
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You tried to vanish.
From Sundari to the Outer Rim, from the blood-slicked throne room to backwater spaceports, you moved like a ghost. You changed armor, changed names, stayed away from the war, from politics, from everything. Just a whisper of your lullaby and the memory of your boys kept you alive.
But you knew it wouldn’t last.
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The transmission came days later. Cold. Commanding.
Sidious.
“You vanished,” his voice echoed in your dim quarters. “You forget your place, warrior.”
You said nothing.
“I gave you your vengeance. I spared your life. And now, I call upon you. There is work to be done.”
You turned off the holoprojector.
Another message followed. And another. Then…
A warning.
“If you will not obey, perhaps I should ensure your clones—your precious sons—remain obedient. I wonder how… stable they are. I wonder if the Kaminoans would let me tweak the ones they call ‘defective.’”
That was it. The breaking point.
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The stars blurred past as you sat still in the pilot’s seat, armor old and scuffed, but freshly polished—prepared. You hadn’t flown under your own name in years, but the navicomp still recognized your imprint.
No transmission. No warning. Just the coordinates punched in. Republic Senate District.
Your hands were steady. Your pulse was not.
In the dark of the cockpit, you pressed a gloved hand to your chest where the small, battered chip lay tucked beneath the plates—an old holotrack, no longer played. The Altamaha-Ha. The lullaby. You never listened to it anymore.
Not after he threatened them.
He had the power. The access. The means. And the intent.
“Your precious clones will be the key to everything.”
“Compliant. Obedient. Disposable.”
You couldn’t wait for justice. Couldn’t pray for it. You had to become it.
Your fighter came in beneath the main traffic lanes, through a stormfront—lightning illuminating the hull in flashes. Republic patrol ships buzzed overhead, but you kept low, slipping through security nets with old codes Jango had left you years ago. Codes not even the Jedi knew he had.
You landed on Platform Cresh-17, a forgotten maintenance deck halfway up the Senate Tower. No guards. No scanners. Just a locked door, a ventilation tunnel, and a war path.
Your beskad was strapped to your back, disguised under a loose, civilian cloak. Blaster at your hip. Hidden vibrodaggers in your boots.
You knew the schedule. You had it memorized. You’d been preparing.
Chancellor Palpatine would be meeting with Jedi Masters for a closed briefing in the eastern chamber.
You wouldn’t get another shot.
The halls were quieter than expected. Clones patrolled in pairs—Coruscant Guard, all in red. You knew their formations. You trained the ones who trained them.
You didn’t want to kill them. But if they stood in your way—
A guard turned the corner ahead. You froze behind a pillar.
Fox.
You saw him first. He didn’t see you. You waited, breath caught in your throat. His armor gleamed beneath the Senate lights, Marshal stripe proud on his pauldron. Your boy. You almost stepped out then. Almost…
But then you remembered the threat. All of them were at risk.
You pressed on.
You breached the service corridor—wrenched the security lock off with brute strength and shoved your way in.
The Chancellor was already there.
He stood at the center of the domed office, hands folded, gaze distant.
He turned as you entered, as if he’d been expecting you.
“Ah,” he said softly. “I was wondering when you’d break.”
Your blaster was already raised. “They’re not yours,” you hissed. “They’re not machines. Not things. You don’t get to play god with their lives.”
He smiled.
“I gave them purpose. I gave them legacy. What have you given them?”
Your finger squeezed the trigger.
But then—
Ignited sabers.
The Jedi were already there. Three of them.
Master Plo Koon, Shaak Ti, and Kenobi.
They had sensed your intent.
You turned, striking first—deflecting, dodging, pushing through. Not to escape, not to run. You fought to get to him. To finish what you came to do.
But the Jedi were too skilled. Too fast.
Obi-Wan knocked the beskad from your hand. Plo Koon hit you with a stun bolt. You went down hard, your head cracking against the marble floor.
As you lost consciousness, the Chancellor knelt beside you.
He leaned in close.
“Next time,” he whispered, “I won’t be so merciful. If you threaten my plans again… your precious clones will be the first to suffer.”
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Your eyes snapped open to the sound of durasteel doors hissing shut.
Your arms were shackled. Your weapons gone.
Fox stepped into the room, helmet under one arm.
He stared at you a long time.
“You tried to assassinate the Chancellor.”
You didn’t speak.
He pulled the chair across from you and sat down. He looked tired. Conflicted. But not angry.
“…Why?”
You met his gaze, finally. No fear. No hesitation.
“Because he’s a danger to you. To all of you.”
Fox narrowed his eyes. “That’s not an answer.”
“Yes, it is.”
“You nearly killed Republic guards. You attacked Jedi.”
“I was trying to protect my sons,” you said, voice trembling. “I can’t explain it. You won’t believe me. But I know what’s coming. And I won’t let him use you—not like this.”
Fox looked down.
For a long moment, the room was silent.
Then quietly, almost brokenly:
“…You shouldn’t have come here.”
You gave a sad smile. “I never should’ve left Kamino.”
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Hi! Could I request a Crosshair x Reader? The reader was a medic in the GAR and would occasionally be called to treat the Bad Batch and loved to over-the-top flirt with Crosshair. After Order 66, the reader treats him after the fall of Kamino, and is reunited again on Tantiss?
Thank you for the request!
Because I’m evil I made this really sad and tragic - hope you enjoy!
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Warnings: Injury, death, angst
When you first met Crosshair, he was bleeding all over your medbay floor.
Not dramatically, of course. That wasn’t his style. He’d taken a blaster graze to the ribs, shrugged it off, and sat on the edge of your cot like he couldn’t care less if he passed out.
“You should’ve come in hours ago,” you said, kneeling to check the wound. “This is going to scar.”
Crosshair’s eyes barely flicked toward you. “Scars don’t matter.”
You raised a brow. “To you, maybe. I, on the other hand, take pride in my handiwork.”
His lip curled in the barest ghost of amusement. You took it as encouragement.
You started showing up whenever they did. Crosshair got injured just enough to give you an excuse to flirt outrageously. You called him things like “sniper sweetheart,” “sharp shot,” and once, when you were feeling particularly bold, “cross and handsome.”
He rolled his eyes, glared, told you to shut up more times than you could count—but he never really pushed you away.
You weren’t blind. You saw the way his gaze lingered when you turned to walk away. The way he always sat a little too still when you touched him—like he was trying not to feel something.
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You pressed the gauze a little firmer than necessary against Crosshair’s side.
“Careful,” he grunted.
You smirked, dabbing the bacta. “Sorry, sniper. Didn’t realize your pain tolerance was that low.”
Crosshair didn’t dignify that with a response. Just narrowed his eyes at you and clenched his jaw.
You loved getting under his skin. The other clones were easy to treat. Grateful. Polite. But Crosshair? He glared like you’d personally insulted his rifle every time you patched him up.
It made him interesting.
“You know,” you added, taping down the final dressing with a wink, “if you ever want me to kiss it better, just say the word.”
Crosshair exhaled sharply through his nose—something between irritation and disbelief.
“You ever shut up?”
You leaned in close, your voice dropping to a purr. “Not for you.”
And then you walked off, grinning to yourself, because Crosshair might’ve looked annoyed, but you caught it—the way his eyes lingered just a second too long.
You never expected anything from it. It was just a game. A slow, stupid, hopeful kind of game.
And then the war ended.
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The transition from the Republic to the Empire didn’t faze you at first.
Same job. Same uniform. New symbol on your chest.
You weren’t naïve, just tired. The war had dragged on for years. Maybe peace, even under control, wasn’t the worst thing.
Besides, you were just a medic. You weren’t in charge of policies or invasions. You fixed what was broken. Saved who you could. And in your mind, the war was finally over.
You didn’t question the new rules. Not then. Not when Crosshair disappeared. Not even when Kamino began to feel… emptier.
When the call came in that Crosshair had returned—injured during the fall of Kamino—you were the one they requested. Of course you were.
You told yourself it didn’t matter. That you were just a medic, doing your job. Nothing more.
But when you saw him again, lying on that cold table, soaked in sea water and rage, something shifted.
“You’re quiet,” you said as you cleaned blood from his temple.
He didn’t answer.
“You could say something. Like ‘Hi, I missed you,’ or even just a classy grunt.”
Crosshair stared at the ceiling like he’d rather be anywhere else.
“I thought you were dead,” you admitted softly, your voice losing the humor. “And then I thought… maybe that would’ve been easier.”
His gaze finally cut to yours—sharp and cold. “Didn’t stop you from joining them.”
You stiffened.
“I didn’t know what was happening, Cross,” you said. “None of us did. I didn’t even see the Jedi fall. I was in a medtent treating troopers shot by their own.”
He said nothing.
“I stayed. I helped. I didn’t know you’d… chosen to stay too. Not like this.”
His voice was quiet, bitter. “So you’re leaving again?”
“I wasn’t supposed to be here at all. They only brought me in to stabilize you.”
He scoffed. “Figures. You’re just like the rest.”
That sentence struck you harder than any wound you’d treated.
Your hand froze on his bandage. Your throat tightened.
You stepped back.
“You think I didn’t care?” you said, barely more than a whisper. “I flirted with you for years, you emotionally constipated bastard. You could’ve said something. You could’ve stayed.”
He didn’t answer. He just looked away.
And this time, you were the one to leave.
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The Imperial Research Facility on Tantiss was hell in sterile form.
You hated it the moment you arrived. The black walls. The quiet whispers. The clones in cages. The scientists with dead eyes.
But you told yourself you had no choice. You’d seen too much to be let go. You’d signed too many lines, accepted too many transfers.
And if you were going to be stuck in this nightmare, you might as well try to help the ones left inside it.
So you stitched up soldiers with no names. You treated mutations the Empire refused to acknowledge. You whispered comforts to dying experiments when no one else would.
And then one day—you saw him again.
You found him slumped against a wall, one arm dragging uselessly, his uniform half-burned.
“Crosshair.”
He blinked blearily. When he saw your face, he flinched like you’d hit him.
“Oh,” he said. “Of course. You.”
“I should’ve guessed you’d find a way to almost die again.”
You knelt beside him, voice low. “Let me help you.”
He didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Just watched you with a raw, wounded anger that made your stomach twist.
“You knew I was here,” you said. “Didn’t you?”
“I heard rumors,” he rasped. “Didn’t believe it. Figured if you were here, you’d have visited. Unless that was too much effort.”
You stared at him. “You think I wanted this?”
“You chose this,” he said coldly. “You always do.”
You wanted to scream. To shake him. To make him see what this place had done to you. What the Empire really was. But Crosshair didn’t want sympathy. He wanted someone to hate.
And you were easy to hate.
Even if the way his fingers brushed yours when you patched his shoulder said otherwise.
Even if you still smelled like the cheap soap he used to mock, and he still remembered exactly how you smiled when you wrapped his wounds.
Even if he was still in love with you—and still convinced that meant nothing.
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Tantiss was built to be soulless—white halls, dead lights, silence where screams should’ve been. You learned how to survive here by becoming invisible.
But now you were doing something dangerous. Stupid, even.
You were trusting again.
Crosshair hadn’t spoken much after that first time you treated him—just short questions, sarcastic comments, clipped observations. But he stopped flinching when you approached. Stopped spitting daggers every time your fingers brushed his skin.
And sometimes, on the rare nights when the lights dimmed and the cameras looked the other way, he’d ask things.
“Did you know what they were doing here?”
“Do you regret staying?”
“Why did you help me?”
You answered every question honestly, because lies were for people who didn’t already carry each other’s ghosts.
And then came her—a ghost you didn’t expect.
Omega.
They brought her in bruised, shackled, but defiant. You knew who she was—of course you did. You knew what she meant to Crosshair even if he’d never say it.
The first time you saw her, you crouched beside her cot and said:
“Name’s [Y/N]. I’m not here to hurt you.”
Omega didn’t trust you, not at first. But you earned it, one moment at a time.
You fixed her shoulder. Snuck her extra food. Sat with her at night when the lights made her cry.
Crosshair was the one who really got her to open up.
She’d whisper across the room in the dark.
“You look grumpy, but you’re not really.”
Crosshair muttered something like “Keep telling yourself that.”
She smiled.
You’d watch them from the corner of the lab. A tired soldier and a fierce little kid, clinging to the only family they had left.
You started planning.
You spent weeks preparing—disabling door locks, stealing access codes, memorizing shift schedules. You taught Omega how to sneak. You warned Crosshair how many guards you couldn’t distract.
The night came fast.
Crosshair didn’t ask questions—he moved like a man with nothing to lose. Omega stuck to his side like a shadow. You guided them through hallways, down lifts, past sleeping monsters in bacta tanks.
You reached the final corridor, the one that led to the hangar.
That’s when he stopped.
“Where’s your gear?” Crosshair asked. “We don’t have time to backtrack.”
You shook your head. “I’m not going.”
He stared at you like you’d just said the sky was falling.
“What the hell do you mean, you’re not going?”
“I’m on every manifest. Every shift schedule. Every system. I don’t make it out. Not without putting you both at risk.”
Omega grabbed your hand. “But we can’t just leave you!”
You smiled—God, it hurt to smile. “You have to. You’re the only ones who still have a shot.”
Crosshair stepped forward, chest heaving. “You’re out of your mind.”
“Maybe,” you said softly, “but I’m making the call.”
He didn’t say anything for a long time. Just stared. Like he wanted to remember everything about you—your face, your scent, your voice when you weren’t bleeding or angry.
And then, quietly:
“I should’ve said something. Before. Kamino. You deserved more than—”
“I knew,” you said. “I always knew.”
You kissed him. Once. Brief. Like a secret passed between souls.
“Get her out,” you whispered.
And then you ran back toward the alarms.
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The cuffs chafed against your wrists, biting into raw skin. The interrogation room was colder than usual—designed to break people long before the scalpel touched skin.
You weren’t broken.
Not yet.
Dr. Royce Hemlock entered like he always did: calm, unbothered, surgical. He closed the door behind him with a quiet hiss. No guards. He didn’t need them.
He looked at you like a specimen already tagged for dissection.
“Dr. [Y/L/N],” he said softly, hands clasped behind his back. “You’ve been busy.”
You didn’t speak.
He circled you, like a predator measuring bone width and muscle density.
“You falsified clearance reports. Tampered with door access logs. Administered unauthorized sedation doses. Facilitated the escape of two highly valuable assets. All while wearing the Empire’s crest on your coat.”
You tilted your chin up. “You forgot ‘ate the last slice of cake in the mess.’”
Hemlock’s smile was thin, sterile.
“I misjudged you,” he said. “I assumed your compliance stemmed from belief. But it seems it was convenience.”
“It was survival,” you corrected. “Until I realized survival meant becoming the monster.”
He stopped behind you, his voice like ice against your neck.
“Do you know what fascinates me, Doctor?” he asked. “Loyalty. The anatomy of it. How some will kill for it. Die for it. And how others—like you—will throw it away for a defective clone and a girl with a soft voice and wild eyes.”
Your voice didn’t shake.
“They had more humanity than anyone in this facility.”
Hemlock’s footsteps were deliberate as he moved back in front of you. He looked down like you were an experiment that had failed on the table.
“Your medical clearance is revoked. Your name will be stripped from the archives. You will die here, and no one will remember you.”
You met his gaze. “Then you’ll never know how I did it.”
That made his mouth twitch. Just slightly.
“You think you’re clever,” he said. “But you’re just like all the rest. Sentimental. Weak. Replaceable.”
You leaned forward, blood on your lip, defiance burning in your chest.
“No,” you said. “I’m unforgettable.”
Hemlock pressed the execution order into the datapad.
“Take her to Sector E,” he told the guard at the door. “Immediate termination.”
As the guards hauled you to your feet, you locked eyes with Hemlock one last time.
“You’ll lose,” you said. “Maybe not today. Maybe not tomorrow. But someone will bring this place to the ground.”
He tilted his head, amused.
“And who will that be? The sniper who tried to kill his brothers? The child?”
You smiled through bloodied teeth.
“They’re more than you’ll ever be.”
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They didn’t let you say goodbye.
They didn’t let you scream.
But you didn’t beg.
You thought of Crosshair. Of Omega. Of the escape you made possible.
And you went quietly.
Because monsters didn’t get the satisfaction of your fear.
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Later, through intercepted comms, Crosshair would hear the clinical report:
“Subject [Y/N] – execution carried out. Cause of death: biological termination. Body transferred to incineration chamber.”
He replayed that sentence ten times before he crushed the headset in his hand.
Hunter didn’t say anything.
Wrecker just placed a heavy hand on his brother’s shoulder.
And Crosshair—who hadn’t prayed in his life—looked out at the stars, and wished he believed in something that could carry your soul home.
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“Why’d you bring me flowers?” you asked, squinting up at Wrecker from the cot in your makeshift corner of the Marauder. You’d twisted your ankle on the last mission—nothing dramatic, just stupid—and now he’d shown up with a bouquet of local wildflowers. Half of them were wilted. One had a bug.
He scratched the back of his head, sheepish grin spreading wide. “’Cause you got hurt. And you like pretty things.”
“You carried me bridal-style over your shoulder,” you reminded him, raising a brow. “Pretty sure that’s enough.”
Wrecker snorted. “You weigh nothin’. I carry crates heavier than you.”
“Gee, thanks.”
He chuckled and plopped down beside you, taking up half the damn space as usual. Your thigh touched his and neither of you moved away. You hadn’t for weeks. Months, maybe. The casual touches had crept in like sunlight through cracked blinds—innocent, warm, and unavoidable.
You’d always loved Wrecker’s energy. Loud, wild, reckless. But lately, you were noticing things you hadn’t before. The way he’d glance at you when he thought you weren’t looking. The way his laugh softened when you were the one making him smile. The way his hand would linger a little longer when helping you up.
You weren’t stupid. You knew what it was.
But… you didn’t know what he wanted.
“You okay?” he asked suddenly, voice gentler than you expected.
You blinked. “Yeah. Why?”
“You got that thinky look. The one you get when you’re worried I’ll jump off something too high again.”
You laughed. “That’s a fair worry.”
He leaned closer. “You sure you’re okay? ‘Cause, uh… I’ve been meanin’ to ask you somethin’.”
Your heart stuttered. “Shoot.”
He rubbed his palms against his thighs. “We been friends a long time, yeah? And it’s been real good. I like you. A lot. Like, a lot a lot. More than just the regular ‘I’d body slam a bounty hunter for you’ kinda like.”
You stared at him.
“I think I like you best when you’re just with me and no one else.”
“You, uh…” he swallowed. “You ever think about us? Bein’ more?”
You looked at Wrecker—your best friend. Your chaos. Your safety.
“I do,” you said softly. “I think about it. All the time.”
His eyes lit up like a sunrise. “Yeah?!”
You laughed, heart fluttering. “Yeah.”
“Well, kriff,” he grinned, scooping you into a hug so strong it knocked the air out of your lungs, “you should’ve said something sooner!”
“I didn’t know if you felt the same!” you wheezed, still laughing as your ankle throbbed in protest.
He looked at you with a soft kind of wonder. “You’re my favorite person, y’know that?”
You touched his cheek, grinning. “Wrecker?”
“Yeah?”
“You’re mine too.”
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The sound of blaster fire echoed through the narrow alleyways of the war-torn city. The Republic had been fighting for years, but the true cost of war weighed heavily on everyone—soldiers and civilians alike. Sergeant Hunter and his squad were on a mission: to extract a high-ranking separatist official, someone who held vital intelligence. But things had gone awry, as they often did.
"Alright, boys, spread out," Hunter said, his voice calm but commanding. "We're on a tight timeline."
The Bad Batch—Hunter, Wrecker, Tech, Echo, and Crosshair—moved with precision, their enhanced skills making them unmatched on the battlefield. As they advanced through the streets, a shadow flickered at the corner of his vision. A figure clad in Mandalorian armor stood silently against a crumbling wall, watching them.
Hunter's instincts kicked in immediately. He had seen many soldiers and mercenaries, but there was something about this one—a presence, a coldness that didn't quite fit the norm of the typical bounty hunter. She wasn't in full view, but even from a distance, he could tell she was skilled. Her helmet was shaped with the distinct Mandalorian T-visor, and her armor bore the unmistakable dents and scratches of someone who had seen too many battles.
He motioned to Echo, signaling him to take point. "Cover me."
The rest of the squad adjusted their positions, but Hunter moved toward the alley, cautious but intrigued. The Mandalorian's eyes never left him. She didn't reach for a weapon, but she was clearly ready for one if needed. He approached slowly, his blaster at his side.
"Are you lost, soldier?" her voice was low and guarded, but there was an undeniable strength to it.
"Just looking for someone," Hunter replied, studying her carefully. "You?"
"Same," she said with a slight tilt of her head. There was an unreadable expression beneath her helmet, but Hunter could hear the slight hint of amusement in her voice. "But I don't think you're the one I'm after."
Hunter furrowed his brow. "Then you're not a threat?"
She chuckled, and it was a sound that made his instincts flare. "Not to you, no. I'm just trying to survive, same as everyone else."
He took a cautious step closer. "I don't know many who would wear Mandalorian armor and not fight for a cause."
The Mandalorian paused, her posture shifting slightly as she adjusted her stance. "My cause is my own, Sergeant," she said. "I'm no different from you, except I work alone."
Hunter tilted his head, studying her. "You don't seem like someone who works alone."
The Mandalorian's hand subtly rested on the hilt of her blaster, but she didn't draw it. "What do you know about me, Sergeant Hunter?"
Hunter's gaze narrowed slightly. She knew his name. It was strange—he hadn't told her, and yet her tone had a knowing edge. It piqued his curiosity even further.
"I know you're a mercenary of some kind," Hunter said, testing the waters.
"Close enough," she replied, her voice carrying a hint of bitterness. "But I'm no mere merc. I'm a bounty hunter. And I have my own code to follow."
Hunter nodded slowly. He'd encountered bounty hunters before, but there was something about her—her confidence, her skills—that set her apart from the usual hired guns.
The two stood in silence for a moment, the distant sounds of war barely breaking the stillness between them.
Hunter wasn't sure why he felt so drawn to this woman, this Mandalorian. Maybe it was the way her presence seemed to hold steady in the chaos. Maybe it was the way she didn't back down, didn't flinch under the weight of the situation. But something in him—the soldier, the leader, the man—couldn't help but want to know more.
"Why are you here?" he asked quietly, his tone more personal than he intended.
Her voice softened slightly as she answered, "Same reason as you, Sergeant. I'm looking for someone... or something. And maybe, just maybe, we're both after the same thing."
Hunter's interest peaked. "What do you mean?"
"Let's just say," she began, "I've been hunting a certain individual who's not exactly on the Republic's side. And I'm willing to do whatever it takes to bring him down."
Hunter's gaze hardened as he considered her words. "I get that. But the Republic's not going to take kindly to a bounty hunter crossing their path. Especially a Mandalorian."
The Mandalorian gave him a wry smile. "I've never been one to follow the rules."
Hunter couldn't help but chuckle. "Yeah, I've noticed."
They stood there, exchanging glances, understanding the complexity of the situation. For a moment, there was a quiet understanding between them—two warriors, both driven by duty, yet standing on opposite sides of the battlefield.
"So," Hunter said, "what happens now?"
The Mandalorian's gaze flickered toward the distant sounds of blaster fire and explosions. "Now? We finish the mission. But don't get too attached, Sergeant. My code is my own."
"I don't plan on getting attached," Hunter said, though he couldn't deny the pull he felt toward her, an unspoken connection between two soldiers caught in a war that neither fully understood.
They exchanged one last look before turning back to their separate paths. The mission was still at hand, and neither of them had time to deal with distractions—at least, not yet. But as Hunter moved back to join his squad, he couldn't shake the thought of the mysterious Mandalorian bounty hunter, wondering just how much she was hiding beneath that cold exterior.
And maybe, just maybe, their paths would cross again. The war had a way of bringing people together, even when they didn't want to be.
the self-indulgent fanfiction will continue until morale improves
𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐑 𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫
⤷ gender neutral, ambiguous race, and any size reader. Requests are open, thank you for reading!
a/n: I just wanted to write some fluff!
ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ | ᴹᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡᶤˢᵗ ᴵᴵ
𝑨𝒓𝒂𝒈𝒐𝒓𝒏 🗡️
・At first, he tilts his head, lips parting like he might question it. But then he sees your expression; calm, trusting, maybe a little playful, and something in him softens.
“I can try,” he says, voice rough around the edges, but warm. “It’s been… a long time since I’ve braided anyone’s hair.”
・You sit together near the fire. His sword is laid beside him, boots still dusty from the road.
・And yet, he treats the moment like it deserves stillness. Like your request has pulled him out of time.
・His hands are calloused, weather-worn.
・You can feel him being careful not to tug too hard.
・He works in silence, brows furrowed in concentration.
・His fingers move slower than Legolas’, less sure than Faramir’s, but steadier than you’d expect.
・Every now and then, he huffs out a breath that sounds like a quiet laugh.
“You have too much hair for this to go unnoticed,” he murmurs. “The braid will hold, but only just. It may rebel before the day is done.”
・But still, he continues.
・And when he finishes...it’s a bit uneven. Slightly lopsided with a few bits of hair hanging out.
・Yet it was done with love and effort and the kind of care no one taught him
・He rests a hand briefly at the base of your braid, like he’s grounding you. Or himself.
“There. You’re ready.”
・And when he sits back, he doesn’t say anything else.
・But throughout the day he watches you, making sure it holds, and if were to come loose, you can come back to him.
・He'll braid it again. Every time.
𝑳𝒆𝒈𝒐𝒍𝒂𝒔 🌙
・He blinks once, slow and surprised, then tilts his head, curious.
“It would be my honor,” he says, with the kind of sincerity that makes your chest tighten.
・Legolas doesn’t ask why. Doesn’t tease.
・He treats the request with deep, quiet admiration. Almost as if you've asked him to perform an ancient rite...which you kinda have.
・He steps behind you in complete silence.
・With featherlight, gentle hands (you hardly feel them at first), he works. And he does it quite quickly.
・You realise this isn't the first time he's braided hair before.
“Each braid has meaning,” he murmurs. “Length. Type. Tension. In my realm, we braid for protection. For remembrance. For love.”
・You go still. He doesn’t elaborate.
・And then he sings.
・It's soft, in Elvish.
・And not one that you know. But it feels old. Comforting. Like wrapping your arms around a loved one you haven't seen in a while.
・When he finishes, he runs one finger gently along the braid’s edge
・And when you turn to look at him; eyes shining and heart full, he meets your gaze and adds, ever so softly:
“You should ask me again sometime.”
・Because this wasn’t just a braid.
・It was a memory.
・And he plans to make more of them with you.
𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒓 🛡️
・Oh how he melts.
“I’ve never been asked to do something like that...But I'll try.”
・He moves to sit behind you, shuffling so that his legs are around you.
・Boromir's hands are big, definitely too big for this, but he continues anyway.
・As he gathers your hair, gently brushing it out of your face and into his palm, he mutters:
“You’ll have to forgive me if it’s not Elvish-perfect,” he murmurs. “We weren’t taught much about braids in the White Tower.”
・And then he grows quiet, thoughtful. This isn’t just a braid anymore. It’s a way to show you affection...a part of him enjoys it.
・Although he is trying to make it perfect.
・At the end, the braid is a little loose, a little uneven, but strong.
・Woven like a promise.
・He secures it with a small leather tie from his own belongings; nothing special, but something his.
“There. Done.” A pause. “I hope it’s alright.”
・You turn to thank him, but he’s already looking away, trying not to smile.
・Fingers twitching like he wants to touch your hair again but won’t; unless you ask.
“If it ever comes undone,” he adds quietly, “you know where to find me.”
𝑬́𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒓 🏹
・He thinks of it as a challenge...straight away.
“You don’t think I can?”
"Ugh! That's not what I meant?"
"What did you mean?"
"Just wanted someone to braid my hair, you ass."
・You weren't even teasing him, but then it becomes a whole thing.
・He kneels down behind you like a man preparing for war. Cracks his knuckles. Rolls his shoulders. And in turn, you roll your eyes.
・When he actually starts, there's a shift. The bravado eases and he becomes focused.
・His rough fingers, to your surprise, are steady.
・And you can feel the care as well...and feel, a protective energy.
・Like if anyone tried to touch your braid he'd punch them.
・When he’s done? He absolutely beams. And before getting up, he tugs the end playfully, then stands back with his arms crossed.
"There. Just got your hair braided by a Third Marshal...that's got to be worth something."
・If someone compliments it later, he absolutely puffs up with pride (but plays it off like it was no big deal)
“Looks good doesn't it. I did it. She asked me. Only right I made sure it was done proper.”
・And although Eomer doesn’t say it out loud, in his mind he promises something wolfish and loyal:
No one touches what I’ve claimed with my hands.
𝑭𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒓 🌾
・At first, he blinks—slow and surprised, like he thinks he misheard you.
“You would trust me with something so personal?”
・He isn't teasing. No, Faramir is genuinely honoured.
・Because he's the kind of man who sees tenderness as something rare and doesn’t take it lightly.
・You sit between his knees, and he treats your hair like something sacred.
・The word 'gentle' repeats in his head over and over.
・His hands are warm as he gathers your hair from your shoulders
・His fingers accidentally touch the bareness of your neck and goosebumps erupt.
・You go red; luckily he can't see your face.
・Faramir barely speaks, only jums softly under his breath; something old, maybe a lullaby he remembers from his mother.
・Every now and then he asks, in a light voice:
“Does this feel alright?” “Too tight?” “Shall I start again?”
・Once he's done, (he took his time on purpose), he wraps the end with a small ribbon.
One you didn't know he'd been keeping. As he ties it, it's as if he's sealing a promise.
・For a moment longer than they need to, his fingers linger.
“There. You’re ready to meet kings and storms alike.”
・And if you could see his face, you would notice a faint flush on his cheeks
・Like he's been given something sacred...and he hopes you'll ask him again tomorrow.
𝑮𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒇 🪄
・His first reaction is a slight chuckle, partially amused.
“My dear, it has been centuries since I was asked for that favor.”
・He takes a seat and motions for you to sit in front of him. Your legs are crossed on the floor, and your hands are fidgeting in your lap.
・You can feel his long, elegant fingers begin to pick up hair. A slight shiver runs down your spine at the image of it.
・At first he murmurs, in a language you do not know. But his voice is peaceful, and you can hear the chirping of night bugs.
・He knows exactly what he's doing. You’d expect an old wizard to fumble, but Gandalf’s hands are steady
・It takes a while, but the murmurs turn into little humming and you cannot help but smile.
・The braid is meticulous, elegant, maybe a little too perfect.
・You end up with something that feels sacred, like it should be worn into battle or a coronation.
・After he's done, he gives a small hum of approval. In a wistful voice he says:
“So the wind will not catch your thoughts and carry them away.”
・And then he lights his pipe, looks off toward the horizon, and pretends it was no big deal.
・...But for the rest of the journey, he walks a little closer to you.
Pabu, post-series finale.
⸻
Pabu was alive in a way Crosshair didn’t trust.
It didn’t hum with ships overhead. It didn’t reek of oil and war. It didn’t echo with the weight of command or the thrum of tension beneath every breath. It just… was.
Seagulls circled the docks at dawn, squawking like idiots. Kids yelled, feet slapping on sandstone. The trees rustled in an offbeat rhythm that never stopped, and the air always smelled of sea salt, grilled fish, and ripe fruit fermenting in the heat.
He hated it.
Except he didn’t.
⸻
The people here didn’t stare at his missing hand. They didn’t ask if he’d lost it saving someone or killing someone. They just noticed, nodded, and shifted baskets or tools so he could carry them with his off hand.
He still hadn’t told them his name.
You were the first person to say it out loud.
“You don’t look like a Crosshair,” you said, half-laughing, barefoot on the edge of a weatherworn dock. “You look like someone who’s trying very hard not to care what anyone thinks, but secretly cares a lot.”
He gave you a long, unimpressed stare. “You talk too much.”
“And you sulk too much.”
That got a smirk out of him.
⸻
Your home sat along the middle tier of Pabu, tucked between wild flowering vines and one of the best views of the ocean. You’d lived there your whole life—grew up learning tide patterns, storm warnings, how to fish with traps and nets and patience.
You never once said “thank you for your service” or asked what Crosshair had done in the war.
You just asked if he wanted to help you set crab traps or throw stones into the water.
Sometimes, when the wind died down, you sat beside him on the cliff paths and told him stories. Not important ones. Just the kind that reminded him the world was still turning. That people still existed without orders.
One night, after a heavy rain, you gave him a glass bottle.
It had been washed up on the beach—inside, a note: “If you’re reading this, you’re alive. And that’s enough.”
“Found it when I was sixteen,” you said. “Kept it. Never opened it until this year. Figured I’d give it to someone who needed it more.”
He held it in his one hand for a long moment. The glass was warm from your touch. The note inside felt… real.
“…Thanks.”
You smiled. “Was that hard?”
“Extremely.”
⸻
He hadn’t gotten a prosthetic yet. Couldn’t bring himself to.
The scarred stump still ached when the air pressure shifted. Sometimes he looked at it and imagined the rifle he used to hold. The precise balance of metal and bone. The impossible stillness.
Now, he shook from time to time. Not from pain. From stillness.
He didn’t tell you that.
But you saw it anyway.
“Everyone here’s missing something,” you said, gently, one night beneath the low firelight. “Some people just hide it better.”
He didn’t answer.
So you leaned your shoulder against his.
Just… stayed there.
No pressure. No performance.
He stayed too.
⸻
It wasn’t until days later—when he instinctively caught your elbow as you slipped on a mossy stone, one arm wrapped around you to steady your fall—that something cracked open.
You looked up at him, breathless and close.
“You always this chivalrous?” you asked.
“No,” he said. “Just with you.”
And for once, he didn’t pull away.
⸻
The knock came softly. Not the kind meant to wake someone—just a hesitant brush of knuckles against wood. As if whoever stood behind your door wasn’t sure they should be there.
You were already awake.
Pabu was quiet at night—so quiet, sometimes it felt like the island held its breath while the sea whispered to the cliffs. You liked that silence. Usually. But not tonight.
Tonight, something in you itched.
You opened the door barefoot, hair tangled from tossing in bed, lantern in hand.
And there he was.
Crosshair.
Bare-chested in loose sleep pants and boots, as if he’d thrown on the first things he could grab. No weapon. No cloak. No sharpness in his eyes—just shadows.
You blinked, taken off guard. “Crosshair?”
He didn’t answer.
Didn’t look at you, either.
He was staring past your shoulder, jaw tight, that missing hand hanging stiff at his side like he forgot it wasn’t still whole.
You lowered the lantern a little. Let the soft light reach him without pressing too close. “You okay?”
Silence.
You could hear his breath—too fast, like he’d been running or trying not to.
He shifted. Like he was about to speak.
Instead, he shook his head.
And still didn’t leave.
So, you stepped back. Just one step. Just enough.
“…Come in.”
He hovered in your doorway for a second longer. A soldier waiting for permission.
Then finally—finally—he moved.
The door closed with a soft click, and the weight of him filled your small space like a storm.
He didn’t sit. Didn’t talk.
Just stood there, arms at his sides, like he didn’t know what to do with himself.
You crossed the room, pulled a blanket from the couch, and held it out—not with pity. With choice.
“Take it or leave it.”
His eyes flicked to you then.
A flicker of something… human. Something wounded.
He took it.
You sat on the floor by the open window, letting the sea breeze move through the warm room, and waited. Not for a story. Just for him.
Eventually, he joined you. Knees drawn up, the blanket over his shoulders, that haunted look still tucked behind every line of his face.
“I had a dream,” he said. Voice low. Raw.
You didn’t interrupt.
“They left me,” he added. “I was… screaming. And no one turned around.”
You watched his hand. The one hand. Clenching.
“I couldn’t even hold my rifle. Couldn’t fight back. I just stood there. Worthless.”
“That wasn’t real,” you said gently.
His jaw flexed. “Felt real.”
You leaned back against the wall, eyes half-lidded. “Sometimes the past grabs you like that. Won’t let go until you rip it out by the roots.”
He looked at you. Noticed the way you weren’t looking at him—but near him. Close enough he could speak. Far enough he didn’t feel cornered.
“…Why’d I come here?”
You tilted your head toward him.
“Because you didn’t want to be alone.”
Silence again.
Then softer—softer than you thought he could manage—he said, “You make it easier. Breathing.”
You smiled, small and true.
“Then stay.”
And he did.
He didn’t touch you. Didn’t sleep.
Just sat beside you while the tide rolled in, and the lantern flickered low, and—for the first time in a long, long time—he let himself rest.
Not as a soldier. Not as a weapon.
Just a man.
Bruised. Tired. Still here.
And maybe—just maybe—he didn’t have to survive it alone.
⸻
The scent of eggs and something burning pulled you gently from sleep.
You blinked against the golden light spilling through your window, warmth already seeping into the room. Birds chirped somewhere up in the palms. The sea whispered low and lazy outside.
And in your tiny kitchen—Crosshair.
He stood shirtless, the thin blanket you’d given him still draped over his shoulders, bunched awkwardly at the elbows as he tried to manage a small pan one-handed.
You sat up slowly, watching him fumble with the spatula in his off hand. Every motion was too stiff, too careful, like he was trying not to admit how difficult this actually was.
There was a tiny line between his brows. Concentration. Frustration.
A hiss of oil popped.
He flinched.
You slid off the bed quietly and crossed the room barefoot.
“…Need help?”
“No,” he said instantly—too fast.
You smiled, stepping closer anyway. “You sure? Because your eggs look like they’re losing a war.”
He didn’t glance over. “I’m adapting.”
Your voice was soft now, near his shoulder. “You don’t have to prove anything.”
“I’m not.”
He was. But you didn’t push.
Instead, you reached past him to turn the heat down a little. Let your fingers brush his wrist—not enough to startle. Just enough to say I’m here.
He didn’t pull away.
That felt like something.
You leaned in, your voice like the morning breeze, warm and teasing. “For the record… it smells better than it looks.”
He gave a low snort. “I’ll keep that in mind, chef.”
And that’s when you did it.
You stepped in close, reached up gently—and kissed his cheek.
Just a press of lips. Soft. Unrushed. Not asking anything from him.
He went completely still.
You could feel the tension in him coil tight—but not in fear. Not anger. Just something… undone.
You pulled back slowly, eyes searching his face. “Thank you,” you said, voice barely a whisper. “For being here.”
His gaze dropped to you. Quiet. Intense. Like he was trying to make sense of you.
“…Didn’t think I’d want to stay,” he admitted, voice hoarse.
“And now?”
Crosshair looked down at the half-burnt eggs. The soft light catching the curve of your cheek. Your hand still barely brushing his.
“…Still don’t.”
A pause.
“But I think I will.”