Atfreedomsdoor - Arashel

save me mutuals I arbitrarily decided were cool. Save me

i have this horrible problem where i think everyone is obsessed with me. it's actually so serious, i need to stop lying to myself

head throbbing limbs aching but ena's lonely and those notes aren't gonna hit themselves

genuinely going to barf if i ever have to speak to someone again

I love them but I also want to shoot them dead because they like attract friends and I have 2 Dms in my entire account im going to fucking crywhy am I so unlovable.

either my bl@de is garbage or my technique sucks bc i have not been able to get a single good cvt

just remembered that i'm a real person with an actual body. why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

mfs will get sad when you're not nice to them only to be unappreciative of your efforts when you actually try to be nice

had a dream where i was sleeping and my crush(?) was waking me up, and she genuinely looked so ethereal. i'm gonna be honest i don't think i have ever felt desire like that in my entire life

i'm considering trying to improve. like in general. my mental health, my life, my attitude. another try won't hurt, will it?