the thing about hilson is that they’re gay like of course they’re gay there’s just so many time house can suggest he sucks wilsons dick before you just gotta throw the guy a bone - hes trying SO hard to come out just fucking let him, right?
but here’s the maddening part about gay hilson: it’s almost more profound if they’re not. i think there’s almost no way to spoil the ending of house and not just because it’s come out so long ago but because it almost doesn’t matter? I’ve known for years and still when I watched the finale it felt so gripping and high stakes! and now that I’m rewatching it? knowing exactly what will happen and what choices house will make - it’s a little bit slapping me in the face but this is house choosing wilson.
I don’t think I can explain with words the depth of what that means. But it’s also just as simple as it sounds:
house chooses wilson
house in the series finale meticulously weighs out everything he holds dear to his life ie his career. He’s done insane things for it. He’s lied, he breaks the law frequently, is constantly in trouble - all for it to make him a better doctor. he thinks about his future and the other people that are still alive
but he chooses wilson over everything
its frightening to think that a person could have the power to decide who their soulmate is. the kind of faith it took in his bond with wilson. yes faith! from house. that house. we spend a few episodes PER season airing out his grievances with religion. House overturns everything we have spent eight whole seasons learning about him totally on its head!
and he does it for wilson!!!!!
wilson!!! who was really mean to him (like he told house that if he was more like house he’d at least feel like he deserved cancer wtfffffff)!!! that house and that wilson!!!
oh to love a person with such a frightening passion regardless of whether you fuck, whether they’ll be nice to you, whether or not they live
fuck??????
based on that dream blunt rotation post
i'm watching house md. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT. this motherfucker DITCHES HIS WIFE to eat chinese food with his BEST FRIEND and we get a MONTAGE OF THEM LAUGHING and they AREN'T GAY???
So I get it, House is a pretty messed up guy. Old news. I already knew that coming in to the show. But nothing prepared me for how genuinely batshit insane Wilson is. He offers to pay back a patients loan on his house because he got a diagnosis wrong. He donated a piece of his liver to his patient who was only a vague friend who he doesn't even seem to enjoy hanging out with that much. He noticed his patient had depression purely because he didn't talk about his grandkids. He was going to jeopardise his entire career to make a euthanasia speech because one of his patients suffered all the way to his death. He drove a patient home, did her groceries, cleaned her house and then slept with her. Not to mention he like is the only one who can actually mess back with House with his crazy manipulation tactics, like he can fr be an incredibly manipulative schemer if he thinks its for House's (or occasionally someone else's) benefit.
Just damn. He is crazy.
........there is no way this guy had a healthy relationship with his parents.
truly nothing about house md prepares you for wilson. he's fucking insane. he's been divorced three times. he's the only person who can scheme just as well as house. he gives a patient his own liver bc he felt bad for him - a patient who didn't even know wilson's name. btw. he noticed a patient had depression bc he never mentioned his grandkids. he starred in a porno. he dosed house with antidepressants for several weeks. he allowed his boybestie and his gf to share custody of him and didn't even try to stop it. house told him to buy a piece of furniture that represented who he was, and he bought a $4000+ organ for house. he was gonna torpedo his career to talk abt euthanasia bc one of his patients suffered longer than he had to. he let house move into his 1 bed apartment bc his therapist thought it'd be a good idea. this man would do anything for anybody if they let him. he'd fucking quit his job to save a snail off the sidewalk. bro is not normal in the slightest
rip gregory house you would’ve loved the phrase womp womp
People who call every ship that has a little bit of hostility or is slightly fucked up, problematic and toxic, would not survive hilson or any house md ship.
The healthiest ship had a guy fake the drug trial his girlfriend was in and then fired her so he wouldn't lose his role as the leader of the team.
And the second healthiest is between the same guy and another guy who he claimed to have hated and also the other guy killed a dictator and had the first guy cover it up.
oh i am going to call these two every slur ever uttered and then i’ll invent a new one specifically for them because what the fuck.
the one thing I hate about media is how limited the worlds are by their writers. if a writer thinks making fun of disabled people is funny and right, then so will everyone in that world, if the writer thinks abortion is evil, abortion will be evil in that world. and that's just fucked up man. House would like trans people. House would care about trans people. He loves neurodivergency and social outcasts. he says it in the show, it's just that the writers don't, they only like neurodivergents that they think are cool, they want to be edgy but are disgusted by anything that actually threatens the status quo, they pretend to champion the marginalized but not if the marginalized are too icky or offputing. They only pretend to be anti-establishment. They are, in fact, just liberals, that's why they can't actually write a character like House, who is actually anti-establishment. House is literally too cool for the writers to comprehend.
brb I found someone who is better than me in some way and now I will be abandoning all pursuits until I beat them at their own game (they are not even aware of said game)
Hilson :)))) I made them as Mii’s and very much obsessed with them
licking the cheek hole
must a fictional relationship be “healthy” or “functional”? is it not enough to simply watch two made up people destroy each other, hand in unlovable hand???
his brain runs at the speed of his work computer
Can I touch lightly on this topic? Have you ever loved someone that is emotionally manipulative? Someone who can mentally play you like an instrument? Have you ever had someone step into your life and slowly remove others from it? This person could have truly loved you, but loved you in a way that was so silently violent it changed you. Then, by the time you realized it and tried to pull away, you found pieces of them stitched into every part of you.
Now imagine after painstakingly cutting them out, stitch by stitch, they are thrust back into your life. Even worse, you realize you love them. No matter how much grief this relationship has caused you, you crave their love. Their fucked up love. You push away healthy love for this weird battle of wills.
I would throw us both off the cliff too. It makes perfect sense.
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fight club if it was good
I really like drawing side profiles if yall couldn't tell
I love these two
I love the fight club Tumblr fandom I love that it is only about five people who post I love that I recognise their URLs even tho I haven't talked to them I love having parasocial attachments to all of them I love that there are only about three new things posted a day i love how intelligent all the fans are and i love how talented the fans are I love that all the fanfics have 500 hits but a so many comments and so many kudos and bookmarks goodnight i love you i will see you in my dreams sweet girls inside my phone
fight club alt scene
We are so back (I missed doing fight club art)
Fellas, is it gay to kiss yourself?
What do you think narrator would do if he actually interacted with Visibly Queer people? Like a drag queen or something.
Visibility is an interesting question. I mean, I don't think he'd feel the same seeing a butch lesbian as he would a feminine gay man, or a guy in drag. I mean, most gay guys often just sort of don't notice lesbians, so I'd imagine he's the same. It's not like his office job would lend to many opportunities to see one roaming around. And now this may be Controversial but the narrator is a judgemental little fuck and I don't think he'd like drag actually. I think it'd hit his hate boner for performances and gauche consumption (regardless of blah blah blah).
Otoh if he walked by a gay bar and saw some dudes lined up fit to cruise I think he would be so infinitely sad and desperate and jealous it'd be off the charts. He wants the freedom to court male attention confidently and without shame and to see some guy doing that would make him such a jealous little worm. I don't think he'd be honest with himself at all about it so he'd just be insomnia staring at them and feeling bowel clenching rage for no particular reason as far as he's concerned. I don't think he'd be thinking in an overtly homophobic way/isn't outright hating on gay dudes for being gay it's more he'd just think its coincidence and it's not his fault the guys he wants to rip limb from limb a la angel face are all gay dudes who do numbers at the bath houses.