Birdzman - BirdDude

FIRST TIME POSTING FANART WOOOHOOOEYOOW

Marze plushie...save me Marze plushie..

this is actually from one of the coolest omori au's i've ever looked at

YOU SHOULD GO CHECK IT, NOW!!1!!1

I also have more fanart that I cooked up, but Im not ready to post it yet :]

(take him with you) (he looks pretty excited) (...or scared.)

Oughhh I'm finally posting something unrelated to omori

uh, i wanted to make my own ena oc (yippie!!!)

the left part (The Wolf) is "Skeptical" and the right part (The Sheep) is gullible

i had to google what was the opposite of gullible was (embarrassing!!!)

maybe ill draw more of them (or find some VA??)

sometimes I really think clip studio hates me

it crashed 3 times. send help.

It's like, 6 am for me right now and to wake up to such a lore dump is such a nice surprise!! (^o^)

THE BEETLE IDEA IS SO SMART!! I LUV IT!!!

Aubrey definitely would be the hardest boss, and I can't wait to see her!!! (´ω｀)

Ougghhhh I'm so tired, so sorry if this is a bit short...

But! I'll be sure to post some of my art of the Marzenie au as soon as my csp gets itself together!! ﾟ+.ヽ(≧▽≦)ﾉ.+ﾟ

the moment you’ve all been waiting for

Ziemia

Or as I’ve been calling her up until now- Rat Mari! Now to tell you the truth Rat Mari/Ziemia took me AGES to properly figure out and when I was first getting started with Marzenie I had no idea what to do about Mari- then I had the rot metaphor idea and decided “rats in the shape of a person is pretty horrible I could do that!”… thus, Mari shaped rat pile and some wooden limbs in there too for vague symbolism reasons? Which. What I mean by that is that I’m drawing a similarity between her and Sol

The whole thing with Sol is the idea of perfection, a person is not capable of perfection and so he must be a doll, must be wood and light and no more- Mari was once perfect too, but her idea is tainted and gone and all that remains is rot. Do you see what I’m saying here? I’m not sure honestly I’ve been brainfogged as hell lately and started this drawing two days ago only to finish it NOW, and to be totally honest the design isn’t everything I wanted from it… but it dawned on me sometime lately that what I do want would be very tedious to draw

I cannot physically draw enough rats for me to be happy with so I compromised with not that many rats- and they aren’t very good rats either I’m not that great with animals … anyhow! Why Ziemia? Well. I think I’ve brought it up before but the in-world explanation for this character is that she was once a nature goddess, like how Sol is a god of the sun- but she was tainted by something terrible and consumed by pests, so Ziemia (in my rudimentary understanding of the polish language thanks to imperfect software because I don’t actually know polish and am doing my best to choose correct translations) is a word that means Earth. There were alternate translations and other words I could’ve used, but I picked Ziemia because it’s 1: a relatively simple word that matches the other ones I’ve used and 2: sounds enough like a name that I find it easy to call a character that and 3: is relatively easy to pronounce for … what I imagine to be my mostly English speaking audience? What five of you there are- other then @/birdzman ! Who I think might actually be polish? Not sure but shout out to you if you’re reading this!! Not fully sure if I’m right but if so then uhhh I apologize for being a dumb little American because I doubt I’m doing these translations right, anyhow!

Rat Mari/Ziemia isn’t just accociated with rats, I also want her to have themes of decay and other scavenger animals such as maggots or worms, the focus on rats is to do with Marzenie’s setting, I guess the idea is that Rats invade homes in winter to survive, whereas bugs mostly die off in winter regardless of available human homes to inhabit, so rats are one of the only pest animals which persist through the snow, which is why they might appear in some places outside Ziemia’s tree area, whilst other associated creatures would be unique to that area

Last but not least of my statements on this character, Ziemia does not represent the grief of Mari’s death, but rather the tangible brutality of it, how death feels in the eyes of a child, the inherent horror of a corpse, of knowing a person was once alive is no longer so, the horror of feeling their body stiff and cold in your arms, arms that once held you … this is what the rot theme comes from, one of Basil’s frequent hallucinations is of her body, decaying on the rope, decaying where he left her.

Cough. YAY!!!!!

DANNY WHY DO YOU POST THESE THINGS WHEN IM NOT HOME WHAT IS THE CHANCE PLEASE

Why do we have horrid timezones smh

But, GOOD LORD!!

AUBREY!!! YES!!!! OOOHHHB I LOVE HER DESIGN SM!!!!

MY FINGERS ARE SO DAMN COLD WHEN IM TYPING IT SO SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKES !!!

OK I THINK SHE IS THE ONE WHO WILL GET ME OUT OF MY ARTBLOCK I SWEAR

OOIUGGHHH AND ALSO THE JESTER THEMEING??? ILOVEITSOMUCH kinda reminds me of shadow milk cookie from crk but that's not important....

BUT LIKE AS SOON AS I GOT OUT OF MY PRACTICES I SAW UR POST LITERALLY A MINUTE OR TWO AFTER U POSTED IT

I WANNA GIVE U A BIGG HUG MAN

this reminds i have to post some of my abandoned art pieces (which are mostly marzenie whoopsie daisy)

ONCE AGAIN BIG HUGGGG FROM ME

AAAAAUUGHHH KEEP IT UP DANNY!!!

RUN WHEN YOU HEAR THE BELLS JINGLE!

(Aubrey’s Marzenie Desgin)

The beetle is dead long live the Horned Album!! Which is what this thing is called by the way, I feel bad for scrapping the beetle thing but while I was doing this my friend (thank you Jamie) suggested that maybe the horned album has a pet beetle and I said YES rabbit sized beetle with a dumb little jester hat.

Now due to. Uh. Well several things, this change in design means I’ll be altering the map and Kim’s design to see fit since both were originally connected to the beetle idea, and while I hate to see that lizard thing go she wasn’t remotely my favorite design so I can live with replacing her

So what’s going on with The Horned Album? Well the main theme I was going for is the ruining or tainting of something good, for Basil that’s mainly memories, Sunny, Mari and Hero can all be ignored easily since they don’t have a presence in Basil’s life anymore, Kel is more difficult to ignore but his current self is continuous with his young self, the person Kel is now has little effect on who he was in the last and Basil’s memories of him

But Aubrey? Her current presence in Basil’s life can neither be ignored and doesn’t connect well with his memories of her, the attitude she has toward him ranges from dismissive to rude to downright violent, sure Aubrey’s treatment isn’t remotely the worst Basil has experienced but her change of identity has put a stain on Basil’s memories of her… which namely, many are separate old ones he has of Mari which were also ruined by her death… the reason this is different is because Aubrey was Basil’s first true friend, Sure he later became closer with Sunny but Aubrey was first, and there’s many memories of her that are entirely separate from ones of the rest of the group or of Sunny

The day Aubrey began to hate Basil was also the day Basil lost the first person who truly accepted him outside his family… Aubrey was a milestone, Being friends with Aubrey was the only reason he even MET Sunny and the rest of the group, it’s that which has become tainted now

Furthermore, the other choices of goat-features and a clown outfit are sort of their own spin of the idea, the goat’s most popular symbolic use is as the perversion of the lamb (the lamb being a symbol for Jesus Christ, this is why goats are accociated with Satan, they can be mistaken for each other at a glance but upon closer inspection a goat and a sheep are very different)

The clown thing is kind of just a thing about “ruined joy”, clowns are meant to be entertainers and bringers of happiness to the masses, for one to become twisted and dangerous… ahh well this is not a new idea, using clowns in this way is very popular but as someone who likes clowns it was inevitable I’d have one in Marzenie although Aubrey wasn’t going to be the first choice, there were two other characters I’d intended to make clowns … the fact that I’m changing the cave to a circus makes them fit much better actually…hmm

It’s also worth noting that I wanted this character to be very… violent looking, anyhow, will be adding her to the master post plus an updated height chart tomorrow! I guarantee y’all she is. Uh. Big

Alright that’s all for now! Couldnt find anywhere to shove a gladiolus but I figure that’s fine, reflection doesn’t have any roses and Ziemia no lily or the valley, not all Marzenie characters are gonna have flowers in their design’s in fact most won’t… and yes I did phone in the coloring here, It’s 11:44 pm as I’m writing this and I’ve been working on it for two hours now so… yeah okay bye! Scheduling this to post in the morning now

Chapter 7 of the OMORI manga is available to read now! (JP) 📖 Monthly Afternoon 💻 Comic DAYS (EN) 💻 K MANGA

OWL UPON YE

Ok so this is Alter Boy’s actual appearance, that other one is just how he’s usually presented, I’ve mentioned before how he’s a very antagonistic character towards Marze despite not directly attacking him, but that’s only half true- Alter boy DOES attack Marze but only in very specific situations

It has to do with my idea of Marzenie having multiple routes (game-like talk again), in my head this fight is part of the good ending route

(which can be taken as a metaphor for a lot of things but the interpretation I’m going with is that Basil has to learn to confront his paranoia’s around others, drawing on how Alter Boy is a very inaccurate representation of Kel based more on Basil’s inner anxieties and bitterness then who Kel actually is, to confront him is to push aside this warped perspective and begin to trust that others aren’t out to get him)

Anyhow- I had the idea for Alter Boy spinning his head around pretty early on but it was combined with several other scattered ideas that hadn’t been decided upon- so certain things I’ve said have since become inaccurate, as to why he’s green? Well believe or not but that’s a very very silly nod to him and reflection being related, mirrors are technically green! Look it up it’s very interesting

Also slight tinges of color in Marzenie look cool to me. There’s that too

That’s about all I have to say in regards to this, Alter boy being a weird owl creature isn’t super relevant- it’s one of those rule of cool moments where I disregard symbolism because I thought an idea I had was scary/visually cool enough to use anyway, I just had it in my head that if Marzenie were a game it would be MORTIFYING if his overworld sprite suddenly spun its head around to lead into the fight- even if I can’t execute this it’s still a very fun idea to me, and I’ve thought about using it for an animation later on

Last thing: His face gave me a lot of trouble so here’s a little demo of all the ones I went through trying to get it right ⬇️

ok hi guys

this is what took me what, 3 months?? and i dont even have anything in defense of myself

I think I’ve posted something like this before but I’d like to share with you the three songs I most associate with Marzenie <3

These are three very different songs but they’re all like… the right vibe? I haven’t entirely analyzed them or anything I just thought they felt right for Marzenie and I’d like to share them, especially the Żywołak song- see also Sol invictus for songs I’ve listened too repeatedly while brainstorming Marzenie stuff

But out of all of them I consider off the wall! Magical! To be my favorite and the most relevant