People Tend To Think That When You're Not Able To Do Work Because Of Chronic Illness Or Disability (taking

why cant i get on Sleepy Eepy Disease leave

life when you aren’t romantically attracted to people

Pain might build character but I don't need any more characters.

Weirdly enough, your symptoms don't just disappear when your lab results come back normal

people dont understand the boredom of being disabled.

i see a lot of people suggest to people to embrace boredom and creativity will come from it. that to improve your attention span and get your life back from the trap that is quick form media you need to be bored more.

but i dont think that is the case for many disabled people.

its not the case for me.

i am SO bored. EVERY day. i cannot do all the things i want to engage in. i cannot play games i cannot read i cannot do art i cannot bake. these things arent being stopped by a social media addiction, they are being stopped by my health.

and my attention span isnt struggling for the same reasons as many abled people. mine struggles because of my symptoms. my fatigue, my pain, they are distracting and fog my brain.

so disabled people, when youre looking for tips about how to improve your attention span, and engage in your hobbies more, keep in mind that the reason for your struggles may be completely different to the people who are sharing suggestions and tips on the topic.

Not to be super negative, but it’s so exhausting to have to be strong about chronic illness. I want to break down and sob due to how drained I feel.

And I know I don’t have it as bad as many, but there is still a struggle and I’m so so tired.

I wish I could just have a healthy body and not whatever the hell is going on with mine.

I know I don’t have to be an inspiration all the time, but I’m not allowed to be honest about my struggles with those around me in real life without them being concerned. And I really really hate making people concerned.