pairing: fernando alonso x fem lawson reader (liam's mom)
first he tries to take him out on track and now he takes his MOM?
christmas song: i saw mommy kissing santa claus - jackson 5
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liamlawson30
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liamlawson30: a full time f1 driver and i still can't escape the christmas duties
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user1: momma lawson is such a jumpscare every time
user1: a jumpscare in my PANTS
user1: woah why am i blocked by fernando alonso ???
yukitsunoda0511: you're so ungrateful i would decorate anything for momma lawson
yourusername: have i ever told you you're my favourite yuki ?
yukitsunoda0511: hehehehehehe
liamlawson30: huh ???
maxverstappen1: i hate to burst your bubble chicos but momma lawson told me in brazil that I'M her favourite sooooooo
liamlawson: MUM?
yourusername: i can't help my maternal urges i had to tell him i was proud of him !!!
estebanocon: she also told me she's proud of me
pierregasly: and me!
yukitsunoda0511: SHE'S OUR MUM NOW LIAM
liamlawson30: WHAT IS HAPPENING ??????
user2: the f1 grid is so weak sauce - you saw momma lawson and thought maternal figure first and not MILF
liamlawson30: can yall shut the fuck up there's too many of you to block at once
user3: don't have such a hot mum then ???
liamlawson30: HOW IS THAT MY FAULT?
user4: i'd actually be more annoyed if i were you liam because you clearly did NOT get her genes
liamlawson30: mum they're calling me ugly :(
yourusername: you're the prettiest angel in the paddock to me bub
alexalbon: i assume my invite to the lawson christmas festivities is still valid
liamlawson30: obvs and you have to bring lily, mum's rules
alexalbon: we'll bring the sangria @yourusername
yourusername: u guys are stars !!!
liamlawson30: why would we need sangria? that's not very christmassy ?
alexalbon: oh my sweet summer child
user5: what do they know š¤Ø
yourusername
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yourusername: christmas is serious business in this house
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user6: A MAN???
user7: first of all that could just be liam
yukitsunoda0511: he's no where near that tall
user8: also y/n is a boy mom but not THAT kind of boy mom
liamlawson30: okay 1. the house looks great i can't wait for the christmas break 2. WHO THE FUCK IS THAT ?
yourusername: ummmm language?
liamlawson30: oh i am sorry - whomst is that GROSS ASS MAN WHO HAS HIS GROSS ASS PAWS ON YOU
yourusername: liam, let's not be rude online he's probably reading this
yourusername: let's make a good impression!
liamlawson30: how about we give NO IMPRESSION EVER
user9: oh liam is going through it
maxverstappen1: i for one am excited to meet our new dad
liamlawson30: BACK OFF DUTCHIE
maxverstappen1: that's not very nice liam, i'm telling dad
liamlawson30: you know what i don't want that red bull seat anymore
fernandoalo_oficial: those decorations are definietly fitting for a woman like yourself
yourusername: why thank you nando
liamlawson30: what are you doing here?
liamlawson30: is bothering me on track not enough?
fernandoalo_oficial: you have no idea
liamlawson30: huh ???
user10: my spider senses are tingling
user11: so we all know who the man is right?
liamlawson30: so tell me???
user12: bro is afraid of context cues
alexalbon: leave him it's funnier to watch him try and work it out
liamlawson30: ALEX?
fernandoalo_oficial
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fernandoalo_oficial: call me santa because i found my mrs claus
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user15: i just fell to my knees in a walmart
user16: i don't know which one i'm more heartbroken about losing
user17: don't be dumb it's obvs momma lawson
liamlawson30: EH????
liamlawson30: FERNANDO ALONSO?
liamlawson30: @yourusername YOU'RE DATING FERNANDO ALONSO?
yourusername: yes! are you not happy? i thought you loved fernando?
liamlawson30: I DID?
liamlawson30: like i liked him as a driver? i thought it was cool that he's a world champion? NOT DATING MY MUM
yourusername: well i wasn't going to stay single forever bub
liamlawson30: BUT WHY HIM? EVERYONE CALLS YOU A MILF YOU COULD GET ANYONE
fernandoalo_oficial: liam i think you'll find i am a CATCH
liamlawson30: well i'm not calling him dad
fernandoalo_oficial: for now you can call me santa ;)
liamlawson30: PLEASE FUCK OFF
fernandoalo_oficial: well for that you're on the naughty list
liamlawson30: what are you gonna take me out on track again???
fernandoalo_oficial: i wasn't... but now you mention it
liamlawson30: MUM MAKE HIM STOP :(
yourusername: well that went great!
user18: let me grab my popcorn real quick
user19: this is so messy ... i love it!
user20: poor liam got a full time seat, immediately got on fernando's shit list and now has him a step dad ???
liamlawson30: idk which cosmic entity i pissed off but can they PLEASE STOP
user21: real question is what garage is y/n going to be in for the next race...
user22: oh god...
maxverstappen1: personally i think she'll be in her favourite driver's garage but that's just me...
yukitsunoda0511: both of her sons are in the RB garage?
fernandoalo_oficial: have you ever considered i am sexier than all of you
yourusername: considering they're my KIDS that's probably a good thing ???
visacashapprb
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visacashapprb: we won the momma lawson custody battle
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user23: the way she was never not gonna be in her SONS garage but this is cute tho!
user24: idk but sky constantly cutting to fernando standing outside of the garage blowing her kisses has cracked me up
user25: he's so down bad... ur 42 STAND UP
fernandoalo_oficial: i didn't know there was an age limit on love ???
liamlawson30: LOVE?
yourusername: obviously i would be in my baby's garage :(
visacashapprb: we didn't doubt you momma lawson but we did see you sneaking over to ... them
liamlawson30: mUM?
yourusername: you were in debrief? and the coffee at rb sucks :(
visacashapprb: but we have complementary red bull!
yourusername: do i look like i'm at the age that i can be drinking red bull all the time?
visacashapprb: yes!
fernandoalo_oficial: are you flirting with my girlfriend?
visacashapprb: NO!
yourusername: so you don't think i'm pretty?
visacashapprb: admin is going to have a breakdown i'm logging OFF
user26: even the social media admins have a crush on momma lawson?
redbullracing: well of course
scuderiaferrari: we're not blind?
mercedesamgf1: we're only human <3
fernandoalo_oficial: just how many of you do i have to fight?
astonmartinf1: you may have won the battle but you have NOT won the war
visacashapprb: it's ON
user27: they're on here fighting but do they know that both y/n and fernando are currently live on sky sports with jenson ...
visacashapprb: HUH?
user28: the way jenson roped liam in as well and brother does NOT want to be there
user29: the way fernando had his arm around y/n and liam literally pushed through it to stand between them
user30: this whole lil family are quickly become my faves
liamlawson30
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liamlawson30: her siri play i saw mommy kissing santa claus and then schedule my SUICIDE
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user32: glad to see we're keeping very cool, calm and collected
user33: liam really is the irritable queen representation on the grid
user34: i mean after the last few races if i saw fernando at the bottom of my stairs dressed as SANTA i would also be bamboozled
yourusername: my two favourite boys home for christmas, it really is the most wonderful time of the year <3
liamlawson30: i literally said i want to kill myself in the caption?
yourusername: i'm ignoring that
liamlawson30: well what you can't ignore is the fact i can see fernando putting all of MY CHRISTMAS CHEESECAKES IN HIS CAR?
fernandoalo_oficial: THERE IS NO THREATENING SUCIDE IN THIS HOUSE OVER CHRISTMAS
fernandoalo_oficial: save that for when it matters - holding it over your team!
liamlawson30: okay?
yourusername: see liam - endless advice :)
user35: this endless advice being to threaten to kill yourself anytime your team wrongs you ???
user36: @charles_leclerc please take notes
maxverstappen1: for my own peace of mind i'm going to ignore this also
liamlawson30: i'm not going to kill myself max ?
liamlawson30: i won't give fernando the satisfaction
maxverstappen1: oh i don't give a fuck about that
maxverstappen1: i was talking about momma lawson saying YOU are her favourite
liamlawson30: of course i am - it's FERNANDO WHO SHOULDN'T BE
maxverstappen1: why wouldn't fernando be a favourite, he's my favourite old guy as well
fernandoalo_oficial: why thank you max - you're invited to christmas!
liamlawson30: you can't just invite people to christmas at my house
fernandoalo_oficial: i think you'll find it's my house now
liamlawson30: i'd slash your tires but i actually do want you to leave!
user37: i love how momma lawson just lets them scrap it out in the comments
yourusername: gotta let them get it out over the internet so they're normal in person, like a dog getting their zoomies out
user38: i fear you have the patience of a saint
yourusername: i love them both so much i just got let them get through this phase
user39: how long until you actually get annoyed
yourusername: if they argue through another episode of real housewives of beverely hills the get along t-shirt is coming out
yukitsunoda0511
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yukitsuonoda0511: liam may complain but i would NEVER miss a christmas with momma lawson
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user40: oh to be making gingerbread men with momma lawson
yukitsunoda0511: we made the whole grid :)
user41: wait that's so cute
yukitsunoda0511: and we recreated all the crashes this season hehehehe
user42: see this is why i wasn't shocked about her being with fernando - they're clearly just as chaoatic as each other
liamlawson30: it's not cute, she made their gingerbreadselves kiss :|
fernandoalo_oficial: why when she could have the real thing?
yourusername: hehehehehe
liamlawson30: LEAVE ME ALONE
user43: i kinda hope liam never gets over this
user44: well the way that twitter got hopeful after they were talking during the drivers parade but then liam was out there during the race blaming fernando for things lance was doing LOL
user45: convinced he could see a bright ass ferrari and still be like 'fernando is out to kill me'
yourusername: we love having you yuki <333
yukitsunoda0511: you think i'd miss your festive sushi night? over my dead body
yourusername: it's a tradition now :3
user46: she really has been momma bear for so many of the younger drivers i'm so excited to see how many she can pick up now liam has a full time drive
fernandoalo_oficial: do NOT GIVE HER IDEAS
yourusername: but nando they're all so cute
fernandoalo_oficial: i only just got you i don't want to have to share already :(
yourusername: i'm all yours baby don't worry
fernandoalo_oficial: i'm yours forever x
fernandoalo_oficial: also no adopting franco he 100% has a crush on you
francocolapinto: SORRY NOT SORRY XXX
user47: no kick off from liam after those cute comments? progress?
user48: maybe he's finally been defeated by them lol
liamlawson30: i'm tired
liamlawson30: and they don't even listen to me
fernandoalo_oficial: you're 22 years old liam i'm not gonna listen to you when you're stomping your feat in lightning mcqueen slippers
yourusername
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yourusername: my santa baby remembered i wanted a ring
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user49: holy mother that is a ROCK
user50: fernando said i'm gonna make you mine and i'm gonna make sure people KNOW and are jealous
user51: i always forget he's been an f1 driver since before liam was born and is rich AS FUCK
liamlawson30: okay i'll accept fernando now i guess
fernandoalo_oficial: finally !!! i knew you loved me really liam
liamlawson30: it's mainly because you bought me a car for christmas
fernandoalo_oficial: well i thought it was a nice gift but now i just feel like a weird sugar daddy
liamlawson30: but i guess i also like that you make my mum super happy
fernandoalo_oficial: well i love her so i'd hope so
liamlawson30: i'll still never call you dad even if you're married
fernandoalo_oficial: normal service resumed i see
user52: you know what? i'll call that progress!
yourusername: liam won't tell you guys but he did cry just as much as me
liamlawson30: i'm a tough guy !!!!!
liamlawson30: and also SORRY i am happy for you :(
yourusername: you were just going through your teenage rebellion phase in your 20s were you?
liamlawson30: yes!
fernandoalo_oficial: i have never felt love like this and can't wait to spend forever with you
yourusername: you made me the happiest girl in the world at the happiest time of the year
fernandoalo_oficial: you saying yes is the best christmas gift i could ever ask for
yourusername: there's no way i could ever say no to you
liamlawson30: i can tell - why did you get him a cat for christmas? we're a dog family :/
yourusername: LIAM???
liamlawson30: whoops! š¬ spoiler alert
fernandoalo_oficial: you got me a cat !!!! amor !!!!!
yourusername: well a proposal put my suprise of bruno to shame :( (we're going to pick him up tomorrow)
fernandoalo_oficial: don't talk about my favourite son like that - i love cats and i love you <333
liamlawson30: i was just being nice to you and now i relegated to below a CAT?
yourusername: that's bruno to you sir
liamlawson30: i actually can't win
fernandoalo_oficial: ANYWAY i love you y/n thanks for giving me a furry son and for being with me forever xxx
yourusername: i love you more xxx
user53: is it ever not a rollercoaster in this house
user54: i don't give a fuck this christmas gave us the return of cat dad fernando and y/n lawson-alonso ???
fin.
note: day twoooooooooooo enjoy for the first of december! i had a great day because chelsea won and i got my DREAM f1 podium for qatar xxxx
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simonās first instinct was always to protect youābefore himself, before anyone or anything else. whether in dangerous situations or small, everyday moments, his reflexes kicked in without hesitation. every action was a subtle yet undeniable promise: iāll always keep you safe.
sidewalk rule? it was non-negotiable. he always made sure he was between you and the street, shielding you from traffic. if you drifted too close to the curb, his hand would find the small of your back, guiding you firmly to his side.
āstay here,ā he would murmur, his tone gentle yet resolute, as if daring the world to try anything.
whenever the car came to a sudden halt, simonās arm instinctively shot out in front of you, bracing against your chest. the seatbelt shouldāve been enough, but he never trusted anything more than his own reflexes.
āyou alright?ā heād ask, his hand lingering just a little longer, scanning your face for any sign of discomfort.
in a crowded space, simon always led the way, carving a path with his broad frame. his hand would stay on yours or at your back, making sure you stayed close. and on a full train, he caged you in without hesitation, using his size to shield you from the press of strangers. his arms rested casually against the poles, but his stance was clearāno one would get too close.
whether you were climbing into the car or walking through a door, simonās hand would always reach out to guide your head, ensuring you didnāt bump it. in the kitchen, heād gently tilt your head away from open cabinets, all without thinking. it was pure instinctāsmall actions that spoke louder than words.
one night at 3 a.m., a car backfired down the street, the sound tearing through the stillness. before you could even react, simon had you pinned beneath him, his body shielding yours entirely. his heart raced, convinced it was a bomb. even after realizing it wasnāt, he didnāt let go, whispering against your ear, āiāve got you, lovie.ā
you could wear whatever you wantedāsimon never cared. he wasnāt possessive, but confident. no one would dare glance too long in your direction, not with him at your side. and if anyone was foolish enough to try, one sharp look from simon was enough to make them think twice.
with simon, protection wasnāt just instinctāit was devotion. in every gesture, every glance, every step, he ensured you knew: your safety will always come first. because to simon, loving you meant keeping you safeāalways, no matter the cost.
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It was this gnawing feeling, this feeling of dread, sorrow, a pain in his gut he couldn't shake. Watching you go as he leaned against the window frame, he knew where you were going. He knew, he just had this gut feeling that he couldn't quite shake. It ate at his heart, it ate at his brain, it was like these cogs and wheels working, but not in a way of rationality. His thoughts were completely irrational. Looking out that window as your carriage vanished into the thick fog of the dawn, he felt so lost, so angry. He wasn't happy, and not happy may be quite an understatement.
Placing a hand-rolled cigarette between his lips he grabbed a match from the fireplace and lit it. The smoke bellowed above, tossing the match into the fire he turned to see his mother sitting at the table.
"She does not have love for you anymore, Alexei." She stated. Her tone appeared caring, honest, maybe even having pity, but it was just because she didn't like you.
"She must love me. That is my wife, she must." He stated he didn't seem demanding about it, he seemed sad, heartbroken even.
"But she does not. She will never love you as she loves him. What married woman is happy with her husband? She has grown bored of you. Had she not she would not go to him as she does." She points out.
His heart, if it was a glass a cat had pushed off the counter it would have shattered. He only hoped that you were as enraptured by him as he was about you. He looked up at the wall, the painting of you seemed to be watching. He closed his stormy blue eyes and looked back at his mother.
"She does love me. I know it to be true. You speak lies, like a snake in the garden." He snapped and walked to the table and had taken a sip from the slightly sweetened tea he had poured only moments before your leaving. Sitting there he tapped his smoke against a small crystal ashtray and his mind became overrun, thinking of everything his mother had stated. Thinking of those possibilities. What were you doing? Were you spreading your legs for him? Was he satisfying you? Were you unhappy with him? Did you not love him? Did you grow bored of him? He rubbed his lip a moment as he took another drag before looking at his mother.
"When she comes home, I will settle this." He stated. Taking the cup and his almost-gone smoke and had vanished to the bedroom. He sits on the edge of the bed after putting the cup on the bedside table and looks over your side of the bed. It was too much, these feelings he had, it was like they were just bubbling up, ready to overflow and put out the fire that kept the pot lit. Feeling the stinging in his nose from the slight anger he ran his hand through his curly blonde locks and his jaw clenched as he put his smoke out in the ashtray and grabbed his clothes for getting dressed before he slammed the bedroom door.
His mother had heard the slam and had made her way to the room. Letting herself in she looked over him and sighed. "I just want what is best for you."
"I said I would take care of it. I do not need your help. She is my wife, not yours." He sort of snapped.
"You are right, she is your wife. And your wife is off with another man, spreading her legs and enjoying her time away from you. So how are you going to handle that Alexei?" She asked.
"I will take her away from here. I will take her far away from everyone. Including you." He snapped. "Now if you do not mind, I am getting dressed. Go find something else to bother." He snarled slightly as he escorted her out of the doorway and closed and locked the bedroom door.
Looking out the bedroom window and looking over the garden, he watched the flowers bob from the heaviness of the heads that were filled with the morning dew. It was something so simple, and yet even looking at their beauty, he saw you, he saw your smile, your smooth skin, your curves, he saw how your hair fell, that glow in your eyes when you were happy. You had to love him, why was he questioning it? Why was he standing there, looking out on those flowers questioning if you loved him?! With a clenched jaw and a knitted brow, he threw open the closet door and grabbed his attire for the day.
After fastening the last button on his coat, he makes his way back to the kitchen- it's like he doesn't want to acknowledge the other parts of the home without you here. Feeling lost, and one track minded. He didn't like that you were gone, it loomed over him like a dark cloud heavy with rain looms over the dirt countryside roads. He needed to know where you were going. He needed to know what you were doing. He needed to know what you were saying. Were you tired of him? Were you unhappy? It just gnawed at him like a beaver gnawing on a log.
Why was this even a feather of a thought? It's not that he didn't want you to have friends, it's just, why did they have to be male friends? And even then, it wasn't the idea of male friends that bothered him, it was the embedded, plated thoughts from the snake in the garden that made him believe that you were unhappy, that you were not in love with him any longer, that you were looking for a way out of this relationship. Well, that was going to be nipped in the bud right away. There was going to be no second-guessing it, not after this.
He decided to gather himself a little more and decided to head out to find you. He had these questions that needed answers. He turned to look at his mother who was still there. "Watch the house while I am away. We will be gone for a while." He states. His mother went to speak but before she could retort with a comment he was out the door and off to the stables.
After a few hours of looking and getting a general idea of where you were he stopped, getting off the carriage he approached, standing a good distance behind as you stood there, talking to another man. Oh, this did not sit well with him, but he watched and observed. With a lick of his lips and a look of heartache, as you touched the other man's face, he couldn't help but feel that slithering snake of a mother of his was right.
The more he watched, the more you laughed, the closer this man seemed to be getting to you, and the more it climbed up him like ivy claiming lattice fencing. This green envious monster coils around his every nerve, his nostrils flair as he walks toward you and clears his throat, but you don't pay much attention until he grabs your arm and pulls you to him.
You gasp and look over his face. "My Love, what are you doing here?" You ask him.
"I could ask you the very same." He states. His stare was cold, his stare pained, and his stare⦠it bore into you like a hot glue gun into plastic.
"I am just out with a friend, we do this every week. It means nothing." You state honestly.
"Does it? Does it really mean nothing? You were touching his face, and laughing with him like you do with me. Do I not make you happy anymore? Have you grown bored and weary of me?" He asks you with a small shake in his voice almost as if holding back tears.
"Of course you make me happy, why would you ask such a thing?" you respond back looking into his stormy blue hues.
His jaw clenches and he looks at your friend and back to you. "We are leaving." He states as if dismissing you from your date with your male friend.
"What? No. Alexei, no." you stated.
"I do not know him, nor do I like how you were touching him, we are going somewhere. You'll like it. Get in." he states and gestures to the carriage.
"Alexei, no." You state firmly.
He clenches his jaw and looks over you. "Do not make me put you in there myself. Now. Be a good wife, and get in the carriage." He snarls lowly.
Licking your lips you look over his face and let out a slight breath before getting into the carriage. Feeling the shake of the carriage from the door closing. Placing your hands in your lap you look down, studying them a moment before you close your eyes almost in defeat, and wonder where he is taking you. It was clear he wasn't taking you home. Why was he suddenly acting this way? What was it that made him feel like you were unhappy? You began to study yourself, you even began to question yourself. But why? His actions alone.
His actions just then made you question if this was really where you needed to be. But the more you thought about it, the more you realized that maybe he was seeing something you were not seeing. Were you really happier with your friend than you were with him? Was he not seeing how much you loved him? Were you really doing something bad? You turn back and look at him as he stops the carriage and climbs into the back of it with you as someone else takes over. Someone he had paid to drop you both off and take the carriage back to the house.
You sit there, in silence, and you study him, you study his face, his eyes, how his jaw twitches, how his brow knits, how his eyes seem to be full of sorrow, and maybe is that hate? You look down, and you think about all you've done, but you can't help but shake your head. You love this man, and he was blind to false things. Was there a way to fix it? Was there a way to get him to see that you love him just as much as he loves you?
"Where are we going? There is nothing for miles." You point out looking out the little window of the carriage door.
"We're going someplace secluded." He states.
"Secluded? Whatever for?" You ask with a slight bit of worry in your tone.
"Enough with the questions, you will see when we get there." He states, short in his tone.
You lick your lips and hike a brow before looking back down at your lap and letting out a slight sigh. You feel this could get problematic.
By the time you get to where you were going, the sun had already set and come back up. You look over his face as he offers to help you off the carriage. Your jaw clenches and you shake your head.
"Are you serious? Why are we here? We are days away from home at this rate Alexie." You point out.
HE shakes his head and looks at you and looks over the country home before looking back at you. "You will survive. This is for a reason."
"THIS IS ABSURD!" You scream. The only thing you cause to stir is birds out in the field. Your jaw clenches and you look over him shoving past him and heading toward the inside.
He sighs slightly and shakes his head, he isn't expecting you to understand. Rubbing his brow a moment he looks up at the gray skies and then over on the vast rolling fields of nothing. A small smile creeps across his face as he listens to the front door being slammed. Another soft sigh escapes his lips as he heads toward the house.
Upon walking in he looks around and spots you standing there in the living room. As he walks toward you to join you, you turn and look at him.
"What is all of this about?" You ask.
"You need to see how much love I have for you. I cannot do that back there." He stated honestly.
"So you isolate me?!" You raise your tone.
"Yes! It keeps you away from another man touching you!" He snaps.
"NO ONE ELSE IS TOUCHING ME!" You snap back.
"HOW DO I KNOW?!" He steps closer to you.
"No. You don't get to ask me that question! How do you not see that I love you!? I have always loved you!" You snarl as you step forward challenging him.
"Well, I suppose now you can show me just how much you love me as I show you how much I love you." He stated coldly.
"Don't be so pigeon-livered." You growl to yourself. "You're being a floozer Alexei. What has ever gotten into you?" You ask him.
"Are you really going to throw insults at me? Pigeon-livered? Floozer? Do not." He grips your arm and pulls you close. "Do not cross me."
You shove him and look over his face. "Or what?" You ask with a tightly knitted brow. "What are you going to do?"
Stretching his neck from left to right he licks his lips and his jaw clenched.
"WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO?!" You snapped.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!" He snapped back. He began to pace. "All I ever do is shower you with love and attention, I do nothing but prove to you how much you mean to me. I make sure you always put your best forward. And you do this. Run off with another man doing god knows what." He states.
Crossing your arms over your chest you stare at him a moment and blink a few times. "Are you blinded by your own selfishness right now? Can you not see past your own nose? I am not laying with another man Alexei! I have never laid with another man!" you snap.
"HOW DO I KNOW THAT?!" He snaps. "How do I know that?" He asked you. A complete and utter look of defeat sprawled across his features.
Walking to him you slap him across the face. Not once, but twice. Reaching forward he grips your throat and moves you through the house. Kicking open a door he shoves you into the bedroom and starts to unbutton his jacket. Looking over you his eyes hungry. His snarl was fierce, his jaw clenched so hard you could hear the bones grinding and you could feel the flex of his jaw. You try to shove past him but that wasn't happening.
"What are you going to do rape me Alexei?" You ask.
He scoffed and looked over at you. "Do you think that little of me? Strip." He demands.
"No." You cross your arms. At this point, you were fighting him to fight, how far could you push?
"I said strip!" He demands again. Walking to you he spins you around and starts to untie your skirt.
Layer by layer you fight, until you are both stripped down to mere thin layers. Tears staining your face, you look over him and shake your head, a small thumping sound of your heart feeling like it was echoing in the room.
"All I have ever wanted was for you to love me. You have to love me, you must love me." He states. He steps closer to you, looking over you he grips your face and pulls you near. "You will love me. You will." He states firmly.
Scared at this point you cannot find your words. He presses his lips to yours and at first, you give in, you cave, you wrap your arms around him and kiss him deeply, lovingly, longing for that affection he wanted to give you, but then you start to push away, saddened by the fact that he couldn't believe you, that he had no trust in you.
"Noā¦" You start to push away, but you didn't want him to at the same time, it was this conflicting feeling.
"Do not tell me no, you want thisā¦" he points out as he listens to your breathing.
You have no means of responding.
"I'm not taking that as a no." he states.
You give him a cold stare, looking over his face, his lips press against yours and you shove him back, and he throws you to the bed. You bounce once before he climbs on top of you and looks you over. He tilts his head and looks over your face and takes your wrists and places them above your head and looks over your face intently.
You attempt to wiggle free but he hovers over you, his body pressed against yours. In one hand he has your hands gripped together, in the other hand hikes up your skirt, he looks over you, and he leans in and nips at your lips. Your breathing becomes heavier, and you close your eyes. Shaking your head you begin to breathe heavier. It felt good, his hands on you, it always felt good, but there was this sense of fight that also washed over you.
As his lips found your neck he kissed up your neck to your jaw, finding your lips. While you loved his affection, you were terrified. Literally scared of him.
"Get off of me." you demand.
"Let me show you. See how much I love you." He takes your hand and places it on his hard cock. "This is how much I love you." He states.
You pull your hand away and turn your head in another direction. His senses overwhelm him, and unable to control himself he groans softly as he presses himself against you. You turn your head away from him, maybe checking out, but at the same time ever so present in this moment. As he thrusts himself into you you take in a deep breath. A whimper leaves your lips as a groan leaves his.
Looking over you he observes your features as he turns your face to look at him, leaning in he kisses you again. And it was then you cave, just a little. Your lips pressed against his, your hand moved up his arms to his hair and you pull him closer. Your hips roll against his thrusts and you begin to whimper against his lips. The feeling of him against you was something you always loved. Truthfully you never questioned this man's love for you. But you were conflicted because of how he was coming at you. You didn't know if you should fight him, or cave to him a little more.
The more he thrusts the harder he becomes in his motions, the more you fight. But the more you fight, the more he growls, it was a conflicting feeling all over again and you aren't sure what to do, it was overwhelming. You push him away, shoving him but he pulls you closer.
Feeling your body flush against his you let out another soft whimper. You move your hands to his shoulders as you feel him thrust deeper into you, your moans escaping you were almost pained but yet pleasure-filled. Your hips rolled against his as he continued to thrust with a fever. He pulls you even closer to him, pulling you into his lap as he guides you along his stiffened cock, nuzzling into you, nipping and biting at you.
The moans fill the bedroom, bouncing off the windows and the walls, and while you might be fighting him because of his choice of actions, this man was your life. You kiss him deeply as you both moan in pure pleasure. Your bodies collide in such a raw motion. Thrust after thrust, grunt, and groan after grunt and groan, screams of pure euphoria leaving you both. It all came to a halt with a trembling body-shaking finish, feeling as his cock twitched inside of you as hot ribbons of seed coat your velvet walls. He snarled against your skin, and you bring a hand across his face, and you begin to cry.
Holding you close, he looks down at you, smoothing your hair he presses his face against you.
"Shh⦠now now, everything is alright. I love you, so much." He whispers. "You have to love me back, you just have to." he says softly.
"I⦠I do love you, Alexei. I do. I wish you would see that." you say between sniffles.
He holds you close, nuzzling against you. "Shall we draw you a bath?" He asks.
Nodding your head he looks over your face and nods. "I shall draw you a bath. Think about what I said." He states.
"Are you isolating me? From everyone?" you ask as he gets up and slips his pants back on.
With a firm stare, he looks over you. "I am, and it's for our own good. You won't be seeing him, we will stay here as long as it takes." He states truthfully.
And like that, your heart becomes conflicted, you love this man, but you feel scared of this man⦠but then you look at him, and you don't feel afraid anymore. You just want him to see that you do love him. It's conflicting, and it's terrifying, you love him, but is it true? Staying here, you're only choice is to grow to love him. But that's been his goal all along, for you to love him, and for him to show you in so many ways how he loves you.
Oi diva sou eu denovo,andei pensando em um Enzo todo submisso a mulher,com aquela cara de coitado,daqueles que choram por medo de perder a mulher,eu amo um homem com cara de coitado.
šššš, aqui estĆ”! Desculpa a demora, tĆ“ tendo ideias muito mirabolantes e complicadas de se passar para a escrita š mas acredito que consegui passar essa vibe Enzo homem pobre carente da coitadolandia que prefere morrer do que perder a mulher dele em vida, que faria de tudo por ela e deixa ela ser o mulherĆ£o que ela Ć©.
^᪲notas da autora: homem bobo carente pela esposa em quantidade exorbitante!, homem romântico e escritor de cartinha para a lobinha dele!, 40's!, guerra com tempo encurtado!, enzo militar!, muito choro e alegria!, citação de sangue e feridas!, sexo!, sexo desprotegido (jÔ sabem meu aviso, né lsdnetes?)!
āāāāāāāāāāāā vocĆŖ pede e a vampgi escreve.
š ššš era 1944 e o mundo se desmoronava em ruĆnas. Os lares haviam sido rachados com as dores e sangramentos da Segunda Guerra Mundial. Os homens lutavam no campo de batalha, distantes de seus lares, das esposas e filhos, enquanto as mulheres tentavam manter a esperanƧa viva nas pequenas cartas que, vez ou outra, chegavam com notĆcias de seus amados. Muitos soldados se mostravam inabalĆ”veis diante do horror, mas a maioria nĆ£o conseguia esconder as lĆ”grimas quando encarava a iminĆŖncia da morte.
Naquela tarde, na minĆŗscula base mĆ©dica no front latino -americano, lotada e onde o cheiro do sangue misturava-se ao odor forte de medicamentos e Ć fumaƧa que parecia impregnar cada canto; Soldados estadunidenses, brasileiros e de outros paĆses da AmĆ©rica passavam de um lado para o outro entre a vida e a morte. Enzo Vogrincic estava quase sem forƧas. Seu corpo estava encostado em uma parede manchada de mĆ£os ensanguentadas, provavelmente de algum outro soldado ou mĆ©dico que falhou em manter a vida. A camisa do uniforme verde camufla dele estava toda ensanguentada de batalhas passadas, mas seu ombro esquerdo estava com uma mancha de um sangue vivo e molhado.
Ele respirava ofegante, mas sua dor fĆsica era insignificante comparada ao medo que o corroĆa por dentro. Seus olhos de uma cor entre um tom de castanho mĆ©dio e o mel estavam marejados, vermelhos e vidrados no alĆ©m. A mandĆbula travada denunciava o ranger dos dentes e escancarava a dificuldade de nĆ£o soluƧar tanto. Ele chorava.
De repente, um soldado chamando Fernando, muita das vezes sério, mas bom e compreensivo, se aproximou numa tentativa de acalmar os ânimos feridos em latência de seu amigo. Ele conhecia Enzo de antes da guerra, em encontros familiares, na casa de ambos onde suas respectivas esposas riram e conversaram bastante. Sabia da força de vontade e resistência do uruguaio, mas também sabia que a guerra cobrava um preço até dos mais bravos cavaleiros.
"Aguente firme, meu companheiro. JĆ” jĆ” vocĆŖ vai ser atendido". Fernando disse quase gentil. Preocupado, sabia que Enzo era um dos melhores homens deles em campo.
"Não é a bala...". Enzo murmurou baixinho, a voz cortando enquanto afundava a cabeça nas mãos calejadas. "Porra, não é só isso, Fernando".
Fernando o olhou meio de lado, sem entender muito do que se tratava. "Então... o que é?".
"E se eu morrer, e se eu me for sem sequer poder dizer novamente o quanto eu a amo? Minha florcita, Fernando... ela Ć© tudo para mim".
Um outro soldado, que deitado em um catre de madeira caindo aos pedaços, de perna ferida e gemidos profundos de dor, balbucionou em lamentação algo sobre ter força e coragem, sobre não deixar os seus demÓnios tomarem conta de tudo. Enzo riu em meio a tantas lÔgrimas.
Ele enxugou o rosto na manga comprida que cobria seu antebraƧo, mas logo outras mais velozes caĆram. "VocĆŖs nĆ£o entendem. Minha esposa... ela". Parou, com um fungada baixinha, se sentindo completamente despedaƧado. "Ela Ć© a coisa mais linda que existe. Os olhinhos dela... tĆ£o escuros, como jabuticabas". A voz entrecortou uma vez e ele se lembrou de vocĆŖ. Da sua imagem, da sua risada. Ele se lembrou de como vocĆŖ sempre o esperava. Do sabor de seus bolos, do seu tempero tĆ£o gostoso. "E o cabelo dela... enrolado, sabe? Sempre com aqueles bobs, tĆ£o formosa, tĆ£o... minha. E se eu nunca mais viver isso?".
A frase era cheia de chamego, de dengo, da realidade do quanto Enzo era completamente devoto por você. Agarrado a sua beleza e sua alma como uma âncora. E o silêncio que se seguiu foi uma reação disso. Todos ali tinham algo ou alguém para qual voltar depois do céu nublado, mas Enzo não se importava em transparecer esse processo com mais tristeza.
Logo os médicos chegaram. Revestidos com linhas, pinças e um único propósito: salvar o maior número de vidas. Um deles levou Enzo para uma sala menor. Tinha um catre pequeno no canto, pior do que o do soldado que recitou sobre força, e sentado, observou a Ôrea médica.
Em uma mesinha próxima, uma bacia com Ć”gua fervente e Ć”lcool era usada para esterelizar os utensĆlios. Ali tambĆ©m tinham um frasco Ć©ter, bandagens e mais. O mĆ©dico estava concentrado, abrindo alguns botƵes do uniforme de Enzo atĆ© poder tirar a manga e expor a ferida. Foi com um pedaƧo de gaze umidecido em algo que evitou maior infecção no ombro afetado do soldado.
Ele percebeu os olhos marejados de Vogrincic, mas nĆ£o comentou. Todos ali tinham as suas vezes de cair em prantos. E a escassez de matĆ©rias mais eficazes, levou o velho no jaleco a usar o resquĆcio de Ć©ter para dar uma anestesia geral em Enzo, visto que o estado emocional poderia comprometer a situação e piorar ainda mais a dor.
Enquanto se encarregava de tirar a bala, o senhorzinho, de cabelos brancos e muito vivido, encontrou algo que o fez repensar suas escolhas de vida. No bolso do uniforme de Enzo, uma carta intacta, não lida por ninguém a não ser a mente de seu próprio escritor. O envelope externo tinha um prólogo da mensagem.
"De um homem comum, para seu grande amor.
Eternamente seu marido,
Enzo V".
Ele pensou que talvez a pessoa destinada para ler aquele papel, nunca fosse receber essa carta. Mas provavelmente pÓde sentir o amor de Enzo Vogrincic durante grande parte de sua vida. E sim, você sentiu. Ele sorriu, e guardou a carta novamente no mesmo bolsinho.
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Quase três anos de guerra depois, ele voltava. Após tanto sangue e bombardeios, o mundo tinha conseguido subir minimamente até a paz. A guerra finalmente acabou e os céus estavam limpos. Os soldados estavam animados, alguns tinham um dedo a menos, um olho ferido. Outros sequer puderam voltar vivos. Mas Enzo tinha pelo o que agradecer, depois de todo aquele tempo de agonia estava voltando para os braços de sua florcita.
Olhando para o horizonte belo atrÔs da janela, ele sorriu para a vida. "Me espere, pode ser na estação, ou até em nossa casinha... só me espere, minha amada. Eu voltarei hoje". E então, o trem embarcou em viagem.
Em uma manhĆ£ lĆmpida, o sol brilhava mais, como se atĆ© ele parecesse saber da chegada da paz naquele lugar. A cidade de MontevidĆ©u estava em um alvoroƧo. Mulheres de toda a cidade, sendo elas, filhas, mĆ£es, esposas, vestidas com a elegĆ¢ncia da Ć©poca e com sorrisos mais que afetuosos se reuniam na estação ferroviĆ”ria do centro da cidade. VocĆŖ sequer tinha conseguido dormir naquela noite, o coração quase explodindo de tanta saudade.
Colocou seu melhor vestido, um na altura dos joelhos, de um tecido de poĆ”, muito gostoso e leve. O favorito de Enzo. Ele dizia que a florcita dele ficava mais formosa com aquele vestido. Acompanhado de um cinto fininho, Ć© claro.
JÔ na estação, se podia ver muitas mulheres despedaçadas, que provavelmente jÔ sabiam da morte de seus homens, e só esperavam o uniforme deles como uma triste e fervorosa lembrança do que eles tinham feito para um mundo melhor. Sem respostas e apenas uma esperança guardada no peito, se sentou em um banco.
"Volte para mim, meu marido. Volte que eu te tomo em meus braƧos". Rezava para si.
De longe era possĆvel ouvir os cantos felizes dos soldados, as vozes roucas que ressoavam ao som de alguma mĆŗsica de Frank Sinatra. Mas foi no barulho da locomotiva, que entĆ£o, anunciou a parada. O trem finalmente chegava em MontevidĆ©u e de lĆ” de dentro, a festa parecia grande.
Os soldados estavam dançando de um lado para o outro, em fim, em paz. De repente, um ajudante do motorista começou a entrar em cada um dos vagões e em todos, suas palavras calmas eram as mesmas. "Peguem suas coisas rapazes, e voltem para a felicidade". Enzo tomou aquelas palavras como suas, as repetiu para os amigos próximos, as lÔgrimas voltando as olhos bonitos enquanto suas mãos tremiam na alça das malas.
Sem seguir ordens ou serem finos e educados, todos eles desceram, se esbarrando e até malas caindo. E de repente não havia sequer espaço na estação. Os homens corriam e seguravam suas mulheres nos braços, beijavam suas filhas com saudades e sentiam o carinho de suas mães. Enquanto outras passavam pela dor da perda. A mala na mão de Enzo vacilou dos dedos trêmulos quando te viu e as suas pernas também. Você usava o vestido de poÔ favorito dele, você se lembrou. Tinha prometido que usaria exatamente aquele na volta dele.
Estava linda. Estava estonteante, como uma princesinha e as lƔgrimas desceram forte pelas bochechas dele. Quando estava um pouco mais perto de ti, se deixou cair. Em uns tropeƧos de ansiedade e o peso das bagagens trazidas, ele se deixou deslizar atƩ os seus pƩs.
Com joelhos no chão, ele segurava em seu vestido, as mãos fortes até demais que pareciam só matar a saudade quando cravadas em seu corpo. "Florcita... minha amada e formosa florcita". O rosto vermelho do homem se enterrou nas suas mãos delicadas quando você resolveu se ajoelhar perante dele, ele amou sentir o seu toque outra vez, sentiu falta dele. Seus lÔbios se arrastaram por sua pele, ele beijou ali como se tivesse encontrado um bom minério. Com um biquinho nos lÔbios marcados pela demora desse reencontro, os olhos ardentes, ele sussurrou. "Eu voltei... para nós. E-eu disse que voltaria".
Rindo para os ventos da cidade, você não demorou em rodar as mãos pelo rosto de Enzo, para beijar aqueles cabelos cheios dele. Para o levantar.
JĆ” estando de pĆ©, o uruguaio te abraƧava, te tocava com o pensamento mais leve de todos. Sabendo que ele poderia nĆ£o estar mais ali, mas estava. VocĆŖ deslizou um dedo pelos lĆ”bios de seu marido e logo deixou um beijo meio tĆmido e marejados de lĆ”grimas ali. Manchando a boca dele, que te olhava como um bebĆŖ. "Sim! Sim, vocĆŖ voltou, meu querido". Exclamou.
Ganhando mais Ć¢nimo, Enzo te ergueu no ar mesmo aos beijos, e a girou contra ele em um momento quase Ćntimo para uma demostração pĆŗblica, mas ele nem sequer se importou. Um pouco tontos, perderam o equilĆbrio ali e acabaram no chĆ£o, mas aquela pequena dor nĆ£o afetou nenhum dos dois. E ao invĆ©s disso, a risada de vocĆŖs se misturou com choro e contra seus lĆ”bios, em meio a um beijo do sĆ©culo, ele respondeu.
"Eu sou e serei eternamente seu, florcita".
Mesmo estando no chão, o soldado não resistiu em ficar assim por mais um pouco, abraçados, ele te colocou para se sentar no colo dele e acariciou seu belo rostinho. "Somente seu". Tinha um tom brincante, porém choroso em sua voz. Ele com um semblante de menino perdido, admirava-te, os seus olhos de jabuticaba madura iluminando a vida dele.
Quando estavam finalmente em casa, sem uniformes ou amarras, não demorou para cair em dengo. Em um estado de completa exaustão, o homem apenas sorriu enquanto a seguia para cada quanto da casa de vocês. Quando você descia para a cozinha, ele descia, quando ia ao banheiro ou para o quintal, ele ia igual. Naquele momento em questão, você preparava a massa do bolo favorito dele, de trigo com brigadeiro de maracujÔ.
Agarrado por detrÔs de ti, as mãos fortes de Enzo na sua cintura enquanto o rosto se entregava ao bom cheiro do perfume que marcava o seu pescoço. "Você vai fazer bolo?". Ele perguntou, olhando de mansinho para a panela.
"Vou sim, meu bem". Ele te apertou ainda mais contra ele e tudo que respondeu antes de seguir o interessante aroma de seu pescoƧo foi um... "Eu gosto do seu bolo".
"Todos os dias, hĆ” treze anos, vocĆŖ diz essa mesma frase".
"Eu sei". Beijou seu ombro delicadamente e encostando a bochecha ali, ele te olhava enquanto o bolo era preparado. Você era tão linda, a mulher mais formosa e a flor mais cheirosa de Montevidéu. A música abafada pelo rÔdio que precisava de consertos o animava, e ele balançava o corpo junto ao seu em meio a risadas.
Mais tarde, naquele mesmo dia ainda, Enzo adormeceu completamente no chão mesmo da sala de estar, só com a brisa do ventilador e uma calça de tecido macio, e enquanto você dobrava as roupas que estavam separadas para ir a mÔquina de lavar, encontrou algo que você não esperava.
A carta. Com um cuidado para não rasgÔ-la, desdobrou o papel para ler, mas tudo que encontrou foram as mais belas e românticas das palavras do mundo. Transcritas naquele pedaço de papel amarelo, em uma letra rebuscada e culta, a carta dizia:
"Minha doce esposa,
Sei que essas palavras podem nunca chegar até você, mas preciso escrevê-las. Preciso, pelo menos, tentar. Eu estou sentado num lugar onde a dor e o desespero tomam conta de todos. Meu ombro estÔ ferido, mas a maior ferida estÔ no meu peito. à o medo de não poder voltar para você.
Porque você é tudo que eu tenho de mais precioso. Sempre foi. Quando fecho os olhos, vejo seus olhinhos de jabuticaba brilhando, vejo os cachinhos que você enrola nos bobs com tanto cuidado... E meu coração dói por saber que posso nunca mais tocar seu rosto.
Eu rezo para que Deus me permita voltar, para que eu possa segurar as tuas mãos de novo. Mas, se isso não acontecer, saiba que te amei com cada parte de mim. Você é a razão de eu estar aqui hoje, lutando. De eu ser quem sou.
Eu queria poder te abraçar agora, sentir seu cheiro, ouvir sua risada... Você é surreal, minha florcita, etérea demais. Minha mulherzinha. Se eu não voltar, por favor, prometa que serÔ feliz. Viva por nós dois.
Com todo o amor que cabe em meu peito,
Enzo V".
E então, você chorou. Por ler o medo de Enzo de te perder, pelo sentimento tão latente que ele ainda tinha por você. Sempre teria. Porque soldado ou não, Enzo Vogrincic, não poderia em nenhuma circunstância, ser definido de outra maneira a não ser, completamente seu.
A carta foi guardada na gaveta da cÓmoda, entre as suas vestes, segura e que você um dia, diria abertamente a ele que havia sido tocada por suas palavras.
BƓnus.
Quando finalmente entĆ£o, Enzo acordou, a casinha estava em um silĆŖncio confortĆ”vel. A sala de estar era iluminada apenas por um pequeno abajur, seu corpo estava coberto por um macio lenƧol que vocĆŖ havia deixado sobre ele ainda quando era cedo. Ele sentia sua cabeƧa pesada, ainda um pouco grogue graƧas ao sono e com alguns segundos de recobrar o equilĆbrio, se ergueu. O uruguaio te chamou uma vez, "Florcita". Te chamou outra. E vocĆŖ nada.
Com um bico do tamanho do mundo nos lÔbios, andou de um lado para o outro nos cÓmodos da casa, foi ao banheiro da Ôrea de baixo, na cozinha, no quintal. Logo, só restava um lugar, o quarto de vocês.
"Florcita? Minha formosa florcita?". Disse ao entrar, batendo na porta baixinho para avisar da sua presença. E você não estava na cama. Pensando um pouquinho onde estaria, ele se surpreendeu com o barulho do chuveiro caindo no azulejo do banheiro. Sorriu.
Vogrincic sentiu o seu pobre coração quase parar. Tirando a calça do seu pijama e a cueca junto, o homem caminhou nu até o banheiro com passos de cachorrinho, leves e que não fossem bem ouvidos por você.
Assim que entrou, derreteu completamente com a visão de você. Com o shampoo no cabelo, os olhinhos fechados. A mente dele não conseguia processar direito quando olhava para você. Seu corpo era muito, para um homem tão pouco como ele. Ele caminhou e entrou no box, tomando o seu corpo nos braços dele.
"Enzo!". VocĆŖ gritou surpresa, apertando ainda mais os seus olhos.
Ele beijou seu pescoƧinho, deslizando devagar a lĆngua ali e deixando uma marquinha vermelinha, te trazendo cada vez mais contra ele. "Oi", sussurrou todo carente. "Preciso de vocĆŖ... deixa eu te comer, florcita". Pediu. Ele lhe ajudou a tirar o shampoo e suspirou quando vocĆŖ abriu um olho.
Sua cabeça encostou no peito dele, quando o uruguaio a prendeu contra a parede. Aquele seu olhar, aquela maldita transição entre a sua doçura usual e o tesão deixava ele completamente aos seus pés. Podia fazer tudo que você o pedisse. Ele ficou assim agarradinho por alguns minutos, mas não demorou para sentir o pau dele roçando a parte interna de sua coxa.
"Deixa, florcita... eu preciso sentir vocĆŖ me apertando... por favor".
Acenando suavemente, você percebeu como os olhos dele te admiravam por completo, as sobrancelhas franzida quase como se implorasse para foder você depois de dois anos e nove meses longe por conta daquela miserÔvel guerra. Você talvez, não soubesse como fazia feliz a esse uruguaio, você ser a mulher dele. Como ele poderia morrer, mas não viver sem você.
Enzo te pegou no colo com uma facilidade indescritĆvel, sem dar a mĆnima para o banho, desligou o chuveiro. Ele te guiou atĆ© a cama, a deitando com aquele carinho que foi sempre parte dos momentos quentes de vocĆŖs. A expressĆ£o amoada, de pobre coitado, denunciava o amor que residia naquele homem louco por vocĆŖ.
Ele se sentou na cama, as pernas grossonas bem abertas para que você pudesse encaixar a sua bucetinha no pau dele com a extrema perfeição. "Vem, senta em mim, mi florcita".
Com uma risadinha, que levou o arzinho da sua respiração para o rosto dele pela proximidade, você engatinhou para se sentar no colo do seu marido, uma perninha de cada lado antes de segurar o membro dele daquele jeitinho que o fazia agarrar mais forte seu quadril, e gemer baixinho e rouco no seu ouvido. Sem fazer muito alarde, você o encaixou no seu buraquinho carente, e sentou nele para que ele sentisse seu apertinho. O que você fazia com ele, a forma como você se movia sobre ele, como acelerava e desacelerava e encaixava o pau dele todinho dentro de você o deixava alucinando. Você era a dona daquele homem.
"M-mi amor... assim- eu te amo". Ele gemia, se encostando na cabeceira da cama, como quem sabe a esposa que tem, apenas relaxando enquanto você montava em Enzo com o conhecimento de quem tem um homem na palma da sua mão.
Seus gemidos faziam ele gemer mais, e suas mãos no peito dele faziam as dele apertar ainda mais seu quadril. Você acelerava, cada cavalgada que carregava menos fÓlego, porém mais velocidade.
E no fim da noite, depois de quase trĆŖs anos de angĆŗstia tenebrosa, Enzo Vogrincic se sentia realizado por estar de volta. Dormindo bem agarradinhos, o pau do homem ainda dentro de vocĆŖ, ele sabia que tinha o ouro da vida.
Você adormeceu de conchinha com ele e ainda de olhos abertos, mas quase caindo em sono, ele deixou um beijo na sua bochecha. "Até amanhã, esposa. Irei sonhar com você".
^įŖ²ššššš šš šššš ā Prontinho, revisado e depois de muitas lĆ”grimas. Espero que esteja ao seu gosto, @lilablanc.
something that is so canon? loser! rodrickās cool girlfriend being everybodyās favorite person in some way shape or form.
come on, rodrick is such a loser for you already. his heart thumping out of his chest at the smallest look of you even though youāve been dating for so long. of course, everyone around him adores you!
manny loves to give you grabby hands when your even remotely close to him. heāll babble and say your name so cutely until you give in and sit him on your hip. even when youāre even simply being mentioned heās grinning and repeating your name.
greg who prefers you over his older brother. youāre always on his side and so so nice to him. always giving him a smile that makes him a bit dazed every time he sees you. so dazed that, him and his friends have developed a small crushes on you. all of them always waving when they see you so they get a smile. especially rowely who smiles the biggest and chirag who gives you the most unique compliments. you never hear but everytime chirag sees you and rodrick together, he always gives the slyest comments like, āif he has a chance with her, we all might not be doomed.ā
rodrickās band mates who say they hate you but deep down donāt. they hate that you can take him away from practice with just a simple call or text but you have to remember theyāre losers just like your boyfriend so of course they droll all over you. always questioning how their leader got someone so pretty and they canāt.
susan adores you. there is never a day where she hasnāt complimented something about you when she sees you. asks you all the time to come do things with her that her boys wonāt. shows you embarrassing photos of rodrick when he was younger and laughs at them with you. and yes, she has secretly thought about how cute your kids will be.
frank who always has this puzzled look on his face when he sees you because are you a robot secretly? how are you in love with rodrick of all people? always tenses up and gives you a sheepish smile when rodrick says something stupid, almost hoping you didnāt hear it and wonāt leave him. wants you to stay forever so rodrick wonāt throw anymore stupid parties.
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fem!reader, enzo vogrincic x reader, fluff.
cw: quase-atropelamento. mas fica tudo bem!
sinopse: é seu primeiro dia em montevideo e tudo estaria bem se não tivessem tentado te atropelar com uma bicicleta.
wn: pra anon que me pediu uma fic do enzo atropelando a reader (kkkk) e pra @parisandi que me pediu um imagine com a reader brasileira <3 uma besteirinha boba e fofinha. gosto desse enzo assim mais maluquete.
você só teve tempo de gritar, em alto e bom português, um para desesperado seguido por um olha por onde anda bem mal educado. sinceramente, não havia jeito melhor de começar seu primeiro dia vivendo em montevideo. e olha que você nem estava no lugar errado - seu corpo e pés bem direitinhos na faixa de pedestres, longe da ciclo-faixa.
o motivo do seu quase-semi-atropelamento deu o freio na bicicleta e começou a voltar de ré até o lugar da quase-semi-colisão. esperava que o babaca estivesse vindo te pedir desculpas, porque, se ele viesse querendo brigar, ia escutar umas poucas e boas. e no seu portunhol quebrado, o que tinha certeza que ia ser ainda pior para ele.
quando o rapaz ergueu a cabeça, finalmente virando o corpo para trÔs para te encarar, seu coração errou uma batida. era sinceramente um dos homens mais lindos que jÔ tinha visto na vida.
ele desceu da bike, virando o corpo totalmente para você e sem qualquer noção de espaço pessoal, segurou suas bochechas com as mãos, como se te examinasse. virou seu rosto para o lado, para o outro, levantou e abaixou seu queixo.
quando se deu por satisfeito, te deu um selinho breve nos lÔbios. você só conseguiu encarÔ-lo de volta. "bom, pelo que eu pude verificar, não tem nada quebrado. mais cuidado na próxima vez, eh, nena?"
você balançou a cabeça, agora com seu próprio corpo e sem ajuda daquela mão gigantesca, bufando o peito. "primeiro que nena é sua avó..."
foi interrompida por uma risada cheia, sincera. queria fazer cosquinhas no homem até ele soltar mais e mais daquelas risadas. mas tinha que focar. agora não era momento de desejÔ-lo. era momento de brigar com ele.
"é nona, no caso, se fosse italiana. não é o caso. é uruguaia por um lado."
ignorou completamente o comentƔrio fofo. permaneceu firme.
"como eu dizia, nena Ć© a puta que te pariu." aguardou um retorno espertinho, mas dessa vez, ele permaneceu calado com aquele sorriso encantador nos lĆ”bios. ridĆculo. "e segundo, vocĆŖ tem que tomar cuidado. quase me atropelou!" apontou enfaticamente para seu próprio corpo e para a bicicleta dele.
"disse certo, quase. e eu jÔ te perdoei por isso. vamos, nena, você toma um café comigo e esquecemos disso." e deu de ombros, te puxando pela mão com a direita e usando a esquerda para guiar a bicicleta até o bicicletÔrio de uma cafeteria que estava a menos de alguns metros de vocês.
você seguia incrédula, sendo arrastada sem colocar um trabalho ou um boneco se quer.
"é sério isso? você vai me pagar um café depois de quase ter me atropelado? me deu um beijo e nem sabe meu nome!" o rapaz soltou suas mãos, tirando quase que um suspiro triste de você, para prender a bicicleta com cuidado.
"seu nome eu nĆ£o sei, mas o meu Ć© enzo." enzo. parecia doce na sua boca. vocĆŖ comentou o seu em voz baixa e ele repetiu algumas vezes antes de levantar o corpo, depois de ter prendido o veĆculo, ajeitando os cabelos. "nĆ£o disse nada sobre pagar o seu cafĆ©. mas se a gente namorar, eu penso."
"jĆ” estĆ” me pedindo em namoro?"
"ficou parecendo outra coisa?"
você riu junto com enzo, absolutamente incrédula. bom, parecia que seu primeiro dia em montevideo jÔ tinha sido bom o suficiente pra te dar um namorado.
Hi I hope you're doing well! Anyways, how do you think the four boys (Dwayne, David, Marko, Paul) would react if we just ran away, like went to our friends house and refused to come back to the cave? Also what punishments do they give, like after we ran away and in general? Also sorry if my grammer is bad English isn't my first language, anyways have a good day/night!
Notes- Hey Iām doing great thanks! Your English is very good- I couldnāt tell you werenāt a native speaker :)
Warnings- Choking, Yandere behaviour, Confinement, Psychological abuse, Dehumanisation
⢠I think itās safe to say all four of your fathers would be absolutely LIVID if you ran away.
⢠They genuinely donāt understand why you would even think to do something so senseless. After all, it was them who saved you from your biological family when you first moved to Santa Carla.
⢠Not only that, but you had also stolen Dwayneās bike (his being the obvious choice, as you spent the most time on it).
⢠They discovered your absence a few hours after you had snuck out, but couldnāt go after you due to the burning rays of the July sun.
⢠Meanwhile, you had found yourself at Bethanyās house. She knew enough about your parents to gladly let you stay as long as you need, despite your warnings about how dangerous they are.
⢠Coming back to the boys, I think their individual reactions would vary. Dwayne would be more worried than pissed off. The thought of his baby girl being out there alone without their protection fills him with this hopeless dread. Heās not even mad about the bike because heās so scared that youāve crashed somewhere and are lying under a mangled pile of metal, injured and alone.
⢠Marko is also terrified for you. As Iāve said before, heās in denial about you growing up, so he wonāt even entertain the idea that you might be able to look after yourself. Heās not used to being afraid. Out of everyone in the pack itās generally agreed that Marko is the most sadistic and violent when it comes to preying on humans. He thrives off of scaring people (you included) so the fact that you are scaring him makes him angry.
⢠He finds himself pacing the cave, eyes shining a brilliant yellow and fangs on display as he pictures the moment they find you. David eventually has to tell him to knock it off or heāll tire himself out before nightfall.
⢠Speaking of David, I think that out of everyone heād be the least panicky. Thatās not to say he isnāt worried about you, but he understands you better than the others do. He knows that it takes careful planning to pull off a stunt like this, and you arenāt stupid enough to get yourself caught up in anything too dangerous.
⢠This stems from the fact that Davidās obsession with you doesnāt come from a deep rooted paternal desire like it does for the others. Sure, he loves you as his daughter and feels a strong sense of pride that they were the ones to mould you into who you are today, but itās more complicated than that.
⢠The more you grow, the more he sees himself and the others within you, but beneath all that is someone else. A small fragment of a broken child waiting to spiral into something else. Thatās what intrigues him. That hidden part of you locked behind years of painful love and comforting abuse.
⢠Paulās reaction is a lot simpler than Davidās. He feels guilty that their previous argument with you has led to you doing something so drastic. Itās not that he doesnāt trust you, he just doesnāt trust all the creepy men around that could hurt you.
⢠I donāt think heād be on the verge of a complete meltdown like Dwayne and Marko, but heād definitely be on edge, with a million different scenarios playing out through his head.
⢠Once the sun is finally down, it wouldnāt take them long to find you. You werenāt stupid enough to leave Dwayneās bike right outside Bethanyās house, but it was still close enough for your fathers to track you down with relative ease.
⢠The only problem they faced was actually getting to you. Vampires have to be invited inside, and there was no way Bethanyās mother was going to let in a group of leather clad punks demanding to see their fifteen year old daughter.
⢠So naturally, they went to Max and begged asked him to politely introduce himself as your uncle and bring you home.
⢠Of course, with his charming nature Max had no problem getting invited into Bethanyās home.
⢠In all fairness, he didnāt lie. Sure, he had left out the part where Marko choked you until you were on the verge of passing out, but nothing he did say was untrue. It was more just a careful avoidance of certain details.
⢠You knew you were in deep shit when you came downstairs for dinner and saw your uncle sat at the table with a plate of lasagne of his own.
⢠It was an awkward dinner, well for you at least. Bethās mum seemed pretty into Max, and he clearly loved the attention.
⢠Once the meal was over, Max announced that he would be taking you home, his tone stern- a subtle warning for you not to argue.
⢠So you didnāt argue. At least, not until you were out of Bethanyās house.
⢠As soon as her door clicked shut you bolted.
⢠It was a stupid idea really. Maxās car was parked right outside the driveway, so even if you did manage to get away from him, heād easily be able to chase you down in the vehicle.
⢠It wasnāt Max who caught you though. In fact, he made little effort to chase you as you ran.
⢠That didnāt strike you as odd until the street you were sprinting down was suddenly lit by a harsh white light.
⢠For a moment you thought it was a car speeding towards you, but as your eyes adjusted it became clear that there were three beams of light, not two.
⢠Your fathers had been waiting round the corner for you and Max.
⢠You, being a stubborn teenager, didnāt stop running. You ignored the aggressive revving of their engines and legged it down the road.
⢠The gleaming headlights honed in on you, allowing no darkness to conceal your desperate escape.
⢠Their bikes almost seemed to leap forwards after you, as if they were an extension of your fathers, feeding from their obsessions.
⢠It only took a matter of seconds for them to catch up to you, even after you veered from the road and tried to make a break for the forest at the end of the street.
⢠They had you surrounded in an instant. David in front, Marko to your right and Dwayne and Paul sharing a bike to your left.
⢠Perhaps you would have found the sight amusing if it wasnāt for that look in their eyes.
⢠This must have been what it felt like to be a deer. Trapped under the gazes of four hungry wolves, with your only advantage being your primal fear of being dragged back to the cave- something that you knew would be your inevitable fate.
⢠Despite the futility of the situation, you still tried to break past them, spinning on your heel and dashing to the gap between Marko and Davidās bikes.
⢠For a fleeting second you truly believed you had succeeded in getting past them, but then a hand snared in the neck of your top and yanked you back.
⢠The force of it pulled you to the ground, where you lay momentarily stunned, choking for air.
⢠David was quick the dismount his bike, crouching over where you lay on the sidewalk.
⢠There was nothing you could do except stare up at him, dazed as he pulled you to your feet and forced you onto the back of his bike.
⢠They didnāt speak to you on the ride back, only stopping once to pick up Dwayneās discarded bike (after youād been forced to hand over the keys).
⢠The only conversation was between Marko and Paul, who seemed almost giddy to return to the cave. You expected that from Marko, always the sadist, but Paul? That stung a little. You supposed he was just feeding off of his mateās energy.
⢠David was clearly pissed off. You were surprised he hadnāt berated you yet, but it seemed as though he was waiting to get home for your punishment.
⢠As for Dwayne, you could tell he was deeply disappointed that you had even wanted to leave them, let alone actually do it.
⢠When it comes to punishments, David is usually in charge. Heās the leader of the pack and therefore creates the rules and enforces them the most out of everyone.
⢠The only exception being when Marko occasionally decides to make a new rule without telling any of the others so when you inevitably break it, he punishes you.
⢠There was a lot of debate between them about what the punishment for running away should be.
⢠Dwayne was more inclined to taking away certain privileges. No trips to the boardwalk, no choice in what you get to eat, no visiting Uncle Max and Thorn, etc.
⢠Marko would rather just break your legs. It solves the issue of you running away in the future and makes you completely dependent on them, solidifying how much you need your fathers to help you.
⢠In the end though, David gets the final call. He decided that if you donāt want to be around them then fine, but it wonāt be in your terms.
⢠They left you chained up like a dog in a secluded part of the cave- far from where your fathers would be spending much of their time.
⢠You were left there for two months, only seeing David once a day when he brought you a bottle of water and a ham sandwich.
⢠Being treated like an animal slowly chips away at your sanity. Davidās silent glare and the bland flavours of your basic meal are the only markers of the time spend in the darkness.
⢠The chain around your ankle feels heavier the longer youāre there. Your weight loss making you weaker by the day as you almost forget that Dwayne, Marko and Paul must be somewhere in the cave as well.
⢠You wondered if they thought about you as little as you thought about them.
⢠It felt like years before David finally brought a key along with your meagre meal.
⢠He watched silently as you ate your sandwich. You kept your gaze averted, staring at those cold leather boots as you chewed your way through the stale bread.
⢠āNot in the mood for talkinā huh?ā
⢠David twisted the keys around between his fingers. Your silence wasnāt much of a surprise to him, after all it had been a whole two months since you had spoken to him or your other fathers. He briefly wondered if youād been talking to yourself to cope with the loneliness.
⢠How much damage could enough isolation do to a person?
⢠The chain unlocked with a small click, but you still made no effort to move.
⢠David sighed and cupped your cheek, guiding you to look at him. āYouāre free now, punishmentās over. Cmon, the others have missed you.ā
⢠You let him help you stand up- something you hadnāt done it a long time.
⢠David guided you back to the main area where Dwayne, Marko and Paul waited restlessly to see you again.
⢠Dwayne was the first to rush over to you, enveloping you in a big hug. You didnāt return it. It was hard to feel anything but the cold chill that still remained after those two long months.
⢠Your fathers were quick to wrap you in a thick blanket and curl up on the couch. Marko was practically spoon feeding you the bolognaise they had prepared earlier that day, but you hardly noticed.
⢠No one admitted it out loud, but it was clear that your isolation had scarred you a lot worse than a pair of broken legs from Marko wouldāve.
⢠They were going to need to put in a lot of work to get you back.
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What happens if you pull their tail softly while making out? Avatar headcanons
Characters: Jake Sully, Neytiri, Norm, Tsuātey
Warnings: mature themes, suggestive content and I donāt know what else.
NSFWish under the cut!
This man in horny as hell, so making out is literally your daily routine.
If you ever dare to pull his tail softly, at first you will hear him moan. Probably will become putty in your hands. He is sooo desperate for that feeling.
He literally will beg you every time to pull his tail after that. And you will do it or he will beg with his lip quivering.
Whiny Jake at 100%
Instead of asking, sometimes his tail will move around you, waiting to be caught.
This man will love it. And pulling his tail will lead to a sex session instead of just make out.
Ngl at first you will get hissed at, maybe she wasnāt expecting it, maybe it surprised her.
She will eventually like it. She will move her tail close to you while making out, letting you know that you should do it again.
I donāt make the rules, she moans, really softly with it. Almost a whine.
That gets her going and usually gets the make out sesión not the next level.
Not her favorite thing but she does enjoy it very much.
He will be pretty surprised, even as an avid Avatar user, this new sensations catch him off guard.
Probably really flustered about it, even a little bit of stutter.
āBa-babe! Why you do that?ā Really whiny
Secretly loves it.
Doesnāt ask you to stop, but he will act as if it is offensive.
He gets fidgety with his tail more often, knowing that if you see him youāll play too. He is just trying to āinnocentlyā make you play with his tail without him having to say it.
He hissed loud af at first. Like, this manās instinct of fight or fight (fight or flight isnāt in his vocab) is always alert.
Having something so intimate as a make out session with you makes him fill vulnerable. So at first he just gets startled.
Then he likes it. āDo it againā he demands, his kisses, stronger but gentler.
Do as he says, just DO IT. He is a whiny baby, behind that tough guy facade. Deep down, there is a whiny touch-starved baby.
Pull his tail once and he will plan on mating you.
okay but imagine this . . .
you get hired to babysit manny for the nightājust manny, susan assures youābut as soon as you walk through the door, itās clear youāve inherited all three heffley boys.
greg follows you like around like a puppy. he talks nonstop about how middle school is full of ājuvenile moronsā and how people say heās āwise beyond his yearsā (no one has ever said that). he keeps trying to bring up high school drama he barely understands.
rodrick clearly didnāt know you were coming, because when he sees you, he immediately vanishes upstairs. a few minutes later, he reappearsāwearing heavy eyeliner and smelling like half a can of axe. (āoh, didnāt know you were here tonight,ā) he orders pizza, leans over the back of the couch and tries to impress you by talking about his band.
manny is barely a factor. (greg handed over a sleeve of cookies and let him play with his gameboy in exchange)
when susan and frank finally get home, the house is unusually quiet and suspiciously tidy. mannyās already in bed, and greg is wiping down the counter. rodrick, of all things, is vacuuming the living room. frank stands in the doorway, eyeing his sons like heās trying to figure out if theyāve been replaced by aliens.
susan thanks you with a smile, handing you your payment, and the boys? theyāre already plotting to make sure you come back next week.