Latest Posts by blueberry-brigade - Page 2

sometimes i feel like a retired war veteran in his 40s trying to adapt back into a normal life ☠️

this yearning makes my chest genuinely ache

fuck

my tumblr for you page is the most depressing thing ever . why is there quotes about heartbreak everywhere and being depressed. Quit targeting me

that goddamn "i will fall in love with you over and over again" from epic is stuck in my head

i dont even know what epic is about i dont care about epic why is this particular verse playing in my head again and again lord have mercy

....would be nice to sing that to a loved one though. i think i may be a sucker for singing to my partner (if i had one, anyway)

broken and traumatized man yearning hours

I don't think wanting to be love makes you weak, just don't let the pain make your heart cold !! :)

i don't think i have much of a choice ☠️ but i appreciate the sentiment

im cooked

i wanna be held like youre afraid to lose me

why must i always be afraid the other person leaving me and abandoning me

i wanna be feared of being lost too.........

golly somebody put me down now 😭

yearning again but i already know id get hurt if someone tried to love me

that sounds so edgy but ☠️ its the truth

its like romantic relationships for me are like abuse simulators

lord have mercy

despite everything ive endured i still crave that feeling of being loved with no strings attached

can someone put me down ☠️

wanting to be loved but never want to experience loving someone else ever again

i want it, but its simply never going to happen

I hope the lonely winter season passes quickly for you 🫂

thank u...imma need it....

ugh

im yearning again.........

even after i concluded that dating isnt for me

i guess the appeal of being loved won't go away even though the thought of loving someone sounds so tiring

like man

heartbreak gets exhausting after a while

yknow

ik this isnt what i normally post but im going batshit insane these three days couldnt end any faster bro HAND OVER THE RERUN RAAAAAAAAAH FUCK EVERYONE ELSE

somebody be in love with me now

yknow i hate pda because not only is it just simply kinda awkward and uncomfortable for those around to witness it but i also just kinda hate seeing people put things on public display that i dont have

i need annoy the life out of somebody

i want to have such an impact on someone's life to where theyre thinking of me 24/7

i want to hold them down and never let them go

HE WAS WALKIN AROUND WITH A LOADED SHOTGUN

READY TO FIRE ME A HIT ONE

IT WENT BANG, BANG, BANG

STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEAAAAAARRRRTTTTT

this image is so me . i love gift giving cuz as fucking insane and deranged i can be for a person on the inside, its one of the few ways i can actually like. Express my care and love for a person. because i suck at being vulnerable and shit

only problem is im broke

"i love loser men!!!"

"i love yappers!!"

"i love emo boys!!"

"i love trans men!!"

IM RIGHT HEREEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

BEFORE VALENTINES DAY WHO WANTS TO ADMIT THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON ME🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 (delusional man)

i like appreciation posts that are catered to me . like thank u for liking my brown eyes . thats very nice that you like them

also lord have mercy im starting to document my every thought and post it

i want 2 bite somebody

but not too hard

wouldn't want it to hurt

just bite bite bite bite

yknow lowkey

learning to be unfiltered and unabashedly yourself is great

like the pathetic loser is radiating off of me

itd kill you if it were a gas

and i dont mind that

well kind of

i just like being myself

this has nothing to do with yearning im just writing shit

GRAAAAAH I WANNA LAY ON A MANS BACK AND HOLD HIM CLOSE TO MEEEEEE AND NEVER LET HIM GOOOOOO GRAAAAAH (im a loser)

bro im partially going insane in real time. im about to become one of those stupidass alpha males that get overly protective of their lovers and shit (except i dont have a lover but thats besides the point)

like highkey i am in desperate need to be possessive over somebody. i wanna latch onto someone like a damn leech and never let them go. i want to make sure that a person never needs anything else except for me. just me, me, me, me, me. pay attention to me

idk where these feelings really came from, but i guess after being abandoned (again) in my last relationship, a switch kinda went off in my brain and now i want to ensure im never left alone ever again

now i just want to make sure that a person doesnt love anyone else romantically except for me

i want to make sure my partner loves me and is as head over heels for me as i am for them

i want them to love me just as much as the day they fell for me

i want their love for me to be just as intense

like bro im already picturing myself physically grabbing my lover and holding them close to me so they cant get up to leave

i mean obviously he would have to get up eventually but bruh for the time being i need you With Me and i never want you going Anywhere Else except for right here . with me

me me me me me

me

these feelings are so intense im tearing up

even though im not upset or sad

fuck this is weird

no one could ever love you like i do

posting under these tags is my equivalent of putting myself out there

date me immediately

lowkey ive never given two shits about tumblr but my main motivation for posting like i have no common sense is so maybe one day some guy will show up and talk to me and then we become friends to lovers and then i get to have that person for the rest of my life until i am Dead

hi guys

hookup culture is for nerds

lets develop long lasting connections that go beyond just lust fr

lust is lame

and companionship is awesome

uhhhh what do guys like

do guys like possessive dudes

except the possession in question is mostly kept to himself because he wouldnt wanna sabotage the relationship with irrational fears and feelings

because if so HEEEEEEY HAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIII (spontaneously combusts)