I might be going crazy, but I think I'm going to try panhandling tomorrow. Doing gigs and odd jobs is too stressful for me. I'm not homeless, but I can't work and my disability aid is months away. I haven't done panhandling before, and I am rather terrified. But I am going to wear a face mask, a hat, and sunglasses, which will help with the feeling of embarrassment. Wish me luck.
Let Bert do his thing. He got flow.
i’m losing my mind
∅ Hi, Blue here. ∅ I deleted number 6, and made a new version. This is number 8, not counting the deleted one. I am a real star!
I lost my job. Affirmation of the Day: My name is Blue, and my existence has value.
Okay, I need to get back to my art therapy. It is important to have a purpose in life. Daily Affirmation: My name is Blue, and I can be happy if I try.
My self-esteem was based on my job But it seems I am too mentally-disabled to work I guess my self-esteem is based on my art hobby now
∅ Hi, I'm Blue! ∅ Here are some hearts and diamonds for my new Tumblr friends :)
Self-love is important. I am a good person and I deserve to be loved and respected.
I started a secondary blog for practice images: tumblr.com/bluesketchblue It's probably not worth looking at. But having a place to post my practice work will help to motivate me to do it.
Okay, lyrics for the song are done, I think. The next step is writing out the sheet music. I have tried to keep the problem as simple as possible, But I am not recording any music today. That was silly. I have to rehearse the music first until performing it is automatic. I don't get to skip work just because I have talent.
∅ Behold, the artistic genius of Blue! ∅ I have truly captured the essence of architecture in this glorious image. Magnificent!
Hi, my name is Blue! Nonbinary, agender, they/them, 37.This blog is art therapy. Secondary blog: tumblr.com/bluesketchblue
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