“Remember, Being Yourself Is The Only Way To Find Out Who Truly Cares And Loves You For You.”

“Let’s face it … people and events are going to continue to both hurt and disappoint you. Among the people will be those you most love, as well as those you least know. Seldom is it their intent to purposely hurt you, but rather, a variety of situations mostly beyond your control will cause them to act, speak, or think in ways which can have an adverse effect upon you, your present feelings and emotions, and the way your life upholds. It has been this way through six thousand years of recorded history, and your hurt or grief is not the first time a human has been deeply hurt by the inappropriate actions of another. The only way to avoid being touched by life––the good as well as the bad––is to withdraw from society, and even then you will disappoint yourself, and your imagining about what is going on out there will haunt you and hurt you. Knowing this, there is but one solution that will support you when people and events hurt you, and that is to learn to work harder on your personal growth than anything else. Since you cannot control the weather, or the traffic, or the one you love, or your neighbors, or your boss, then you must learn to control you … the one whose response to the difficulties of life really counts.”

— Jim Rohn

I fucking hate most people. I don't get them. Their lack of empathy or even emotionally understanding anyone else, even on a basic level. I'm so goddamn sick and tired of being abused and feeling helpless to make it stop. And meanwhile assholes in my life want to play devil's advocate to people that they don't even like themselves, against me. I'm fucking sick and tired of being gaslighted and treated like shit by people in my life THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE. Seriously, WTF is wrong with people??? Anyone? Everyone??? I feel like I cannot trust anyone to have my back anymore, ever. I'm so fucking sick of questioning myself, after knowing how I've been abused and gaslighted. I'm far from fucking perfect, I've sinned. I'm only human. But I would never fucking do what people have done to me. I would rather fucking die than treat someone else the way I've been treated. I would NEVER hurt someone else the way I've been treated, even after they've hurt me already. I don't give a shit about revenge. I don't have it in me to hurt others, even if they've hurt me. That's not me. But for these fucking psychos that still want to hurt me, for whatever selfish, jaded, fucked up reasons... I just don't get it. I'm a feral cat backed into a corner at this point, and in order to make it stop the innocent involved are going to be hurt. Because I'm out of options and people = shit. Everyone needs to grow the fuck up. I just do not get how most people can live with themselves. I'm far from perfect, but I pay the price of self loathing daily and don't like hurting others, even if they 100% deserve it, because that's not me. But at some point something has to change. Sorry if this is pretty repetitive. I'm really upset and tired of being abused.

“I don’t know a perfect person. I only know flawed people who are still worth loving.”

— Unknown

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“When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to someone who leaves you. And it doesn’t mean they are bad people, it just means that their part in your story is over.”

— Tony McCollum