On A Scale Of One To Ten, How Suggestable And Easy To Break Is Your Mind?

Welp okay at least I have an explanation for things now.

I just had an appointment with my psychiatrist and he put two and two together that I actually have a rare condition that causes episodes of sleeping too much, hypersexuality, psychosis, and extremely impulsive behavior, among other things.

This is probably why every once in a while I have a stretch of a month where I’m constantly sleeping and when I am awake I can do nothing but goon in increasingly self-destructive ways.

Feels kinda nice to know I have a medical condition and I’m not just a loser.

The other cool thing about it is that in most people it goes away some point before they turn 30 meaning that I might actually have a functional life before long.

Absolutely asking for people to come in my dms or just decide for me exactly what kind of man I should be. I need guidance!!!

what if people asked me to decide what kind of man they should be and have them completely reformat their blog and personality to match, and I intentionally chose the most incongruent kind of masculinity to their current identity

Looking for a crazy yandere girlfriend that wants to obssess over me and invade my personal life and really just consume me whole who is also into/okay with mtftm detrans kink. Ideally she's obsessed with me but only wants me to be a masculine man so she makes me conform to male gender roles. Maybe kind of weird and specific but it's what I need in my life. dm me if you're a bpd girlie that needs a new favorite man.

It's insane how every detrans kink blog that I follow degrades over time into a sea of tits and ass, fatter and faker the better, all the text posts devolving into "uuung this bitch gets me so hard." It really shows what you fake"girls" truly are once the delusions start fading.

Y'all get dumber and hornier, more and more like the average basic straight male thinking with his cock.

Y'all become more misogynistic and sexist, absorbing more and more objectification and degradation as your idea of a "woman" becomes purely sexually charged.

Crazy how you still think you're girls after flooding my feed with those bimbos y'all wanna breed someday.

Let the testosterone-fueled haze take over.

Keep filling your blogs with porn.

Bigger, fatter, faker tits.

Rounder, thicker, jigglier ass.

You'll sort yourself out that way.

Signed, a fellow confused man.

PS: Start lifting too, bro. Bitches love strong men. Also stop shaving. Also blast your brain with dudebro ideology til you're not just a man...

You're a brutish, dim-witted parody of a man.

Fuckkk 😵‍💫😵‍💫

You’re so right, having this blog has been showing me what I really am and it’s getting harder and harder to pretend to be anything else

At this point I just want it to get worse—I need to get dumber and hazier and hornier and edge my respect for girls and anything feminine in my head away forever 🤤

not really my place to judge, but i find it interesting that you frame detransition as "getting worse," inherently degrading and something you'd need to be forced into. it makes this kink seem like an elaborate form of self-harm.

not that i can judge, i browse these kinds of blogs because they make me feel miserable by proxy!

Yep.

lol yep.

You hit the nail on the head.

What can I say, self harm is really hot :P

Cutting my arms doesn’t do it for me, it has to be deeply psychological.

this means fakeboys!!!

Maybe I’m gender fluid or something idk, but really I want to be binary one way or the other, permanently.

me and who? (im the guy)

Question 24, 26 and 30 💖

24. Not only do I pee standing up, I often do it into the bathtub out of laziness.

26. Blue or Green? I usually prefer green.

30. I am a confused boy! Well not even that confused anymore. The reason why is complicated and I don’t want to be the type of man that’s introspective.

Honestly tempted to shave and put on a pretty outfit and lots of makeup so I can jack off to myself in the mirror