Let’s play a little game. If I can’t go the whole day without cumming I’ll cut every goal in my detrans notes game in half. (This is almost impossible)
First of all I LOVE DMs please feel free to dm me (18+ obviously) I love chatting especially about kinky stuff.
You can call me Echo. My "dead"name is a little too unique to share here because I think people would gather my identity. I am very strongly into transformation and especially detransitioning.
My flavor of detrans specifically is becoming a dominant porn addicted bro type. I especially have a fantasy of a girl (especially a yandere type) attaching herself to me romantically and insisting I become a dominant man for her (bonus if "she" is a fakeboy)
The detrans stuff is shockingly real for me, and I actually will commit to my notes game 100%, but any transphobia and (most of the) misogyny is just play (I think?)
I am very mentally ill, autism, schizoaffective, BPD, so just take it as me being a lil quirky :)
again feel free to dm!!
True to my promise in my detrans notes game I have bought boxers to replace my panties. As a bonus they’re all boring, manly grey and black. I’m still a little nervous to take the step of throwing all my panties out but I’ll do that soon.
Also, how does it feels to wear boxers after so long being used to panties? Do you feel your body is thanking you?
They’re a lot more comfortable actually! I shouldn’t be surprised, they’re meant for my anatomy.
Question 24, 26 and 30 💖
24. Not only do I pee standing up, I often do it into the bathtub out of laziness.
26. Blue or Green? I usually prefer green.
30. I am a confused boy! Well not even that confused anymore. The reason why is complicated and I don’t want to be the type of man that’s introspective.
This is precisely who I am rapidly becoming
men who make sexist jokes 💖
men who interrupt 💖
men who mansplain 💖
men who manspread 💖
men who manipulate 💖
men who grope 💖
men who gaslight 💖
men who pay their female employees less 💖
men who don’t hire women at all 💖
men who obviously don’t respect me 💖
men who only pretend to respect me 💖
men who want head and don’t give it in return 💖
men who think they have it worse than women 💖
men who know they have it better 💖
men who expect women to dress modest 💖
men who expect women to dress like sluts 💖
men who think women are public property 💖
men who think women are private property 💖
men who won’t let their girl start an onlyfans 💖
men who make their girl to start an onlyfans 💖
men who provide for women 💖
men who pimp and profit off women 💖
men disgusted by lesbianism 💖
men turned on by lesbianism 💖
men who are stern, stoic and fair 💖
men who are demanding, volatile and unfair 💖
misogynist men who treat women like cunts 💖
feminist men who treat women like cunts 💖
men 💖 men 💖 men 💖 men 💖 men 💖
reblog if you're an mtf boy who wants people to come into your DMs / inbox and tell you how masculine and manly you are
I have hit 50 notes on my detrans motivation notes game! This means 2 things:
1) I have to start using a male voice. This is actually going to be kind of hard for me. I have a very cis girl passing voice that I always default to. Unlearning using that is going to be harder than it might seem, but I will start trying.
2) Every 50 notes I need to adopt a new masculine interest/hobby. Here’s the thing about this, I already have somewhat male coded interests. I like comic books, sports, and history, among several more feminine interests. That being said when I was a cis girl and I told people I like baseball or whatever, no one raised an eye. Lots of girls like baseball. I need to find some interests that are so AMAB coded that almost no cis girl would touch them. Like if I started playing CS:GO or following UFC or something. Not sure I’d be into either of those particular but I want to hear lots of suggestions from everyone reading this! You honestly could even say something like “hitting on girls” or something lol
As I mentioned this will happen per 50 notes so I will probably be picking up plenty of new male interests. Again this more than just a kink for me, I’m using this as a push to actually become a man.
What did you do to being called a creep?
When I was a girl I understood what it was like to be pursued by weirdos, and honestly I was kinda into it. Now I've sorta become like a lot of those guys that used to be after me. I want a girl to show affection to, and I'm desperate. I would never cross a line, but I'm definitely a pathetic horny simp sometimes.
1, 5, 8, 10, 11, 17, 19~
1. I haven't measured it in ages, as far as I know it's 8 inches but that could be way off if I did it wrong. It's very thick
5. The veins on it are not visible at all no
8. I jerk off a lot, I'm addicted, sometimes I cum around 5 times a day
10. I've actually never had a wet dream as far as I know
11. I don't know if anyone has accidentally touched me there, but if they did I would love it.
17. I don't really rate girls but I should definitely start doing that.
19. I've definitely been called a creep, especially recently
Normalize cute, cis-passing trans girls throwing it all away and becoming hairy, masculine, straight alpha males.
Normalize pretty trans icons that inspired a new generation of trans girls completely transforming into perverted, transphobic dude bros.
Normalize girls that started hrt early and never finished male puberty going off estrogen and letting their real adult body finally develop.
Yes this is from personal experience. Yes I used to be a slightly well known trans Internet personality. No, I'm certainly not anymore :)
and at this point it's much more than just a kink.
I would love to answer these
So, how big is it?
Circumcised or uncircumcised?
How musky?
What's the name you give for your dick?
Are the veins of your dick visible when it's soft?
Can you jerk off with two hands?
How full are your balls right now?
How many times do you jerk off in a day?
Have you ever cum during sleep?
What was one wet dream you still remember?
Did someone ever accidentally touched your dick? How that make you feel?
Have you ever used your ass for sexual pleasure? At all?
At what size does your dick stop fitting into your panties?
Briefs or boxers?
What kind of boy did the girls in your school perceive you as?
Do you automatically plan to pay for everything in a date?
What was the last girl you rated on how fuckable she was?
Just how obsessed with pussy are you?
Have a real woman ever called you a creep?
Your crush just told you they are not attracted to woman but love femboys. What do you do?
Can you speak without swearing?
When do you plan to hit the gym?
Have you joined the army?
Do you piss standing?
How loud can you burp?
Blue or green?
If you like boys, have you thought in buying a gay flag?
If you like girls, don't you think being more manly will attract more woman to you?
What fantasy do you visit often?
Have you ever realized you are a confused boy? If so, what made you realize?
True to the promise of my notes game I just bought TEN pairs of boxers and I will be throwing out my useless panties. It's ridiculous I was wearing panties in the first place, obviously they didn't fit. One of the things on the list is that every 50 notes I will pick up a new masculine interest. I am autistic so I'm someone who has a lot of intense, specific hobbies and interests. Some of them are already somewhat masculine, but I engage in them in somewhat feminine ways. For example I follow sports pretty closely and I like watching videos about history. Each time I hit 50 notes I will elevate one of those more male interests and I will try to engage with it in a more man-brained way. Maybe eventually I will pick up entirely new interests too, but they have to be something that I would even find interesting in the first place.
Also at this point I will not be able to shave for most of April (and counting) I intend to start the count of days I can't shave on April 1, just because it'll be easier to keep track of if it starts on the first of a month. I actually at this point have not shaved in 4 or 5 days so I'm undecided if I will shave on March 31 to reset it or not. I am somewhat leaning towards doing that but we'll see.
One last thing, I have edited the list a bit since I initially posted it. I will never change goals that have already been reached and I'll try not to move around goals I already listed unless I feel like they're in an order that is unnatural or doesn't make sense. For the most part I will only be adding new things to the list.
I intend to adhere to the list entirely and I will be posting proof that I followed through. Be sure to hold me accountable. Another thing, if I reach the point where I'm allowed to shave again, the notes game ends.
Slowly coming to understand that I'm a man after all. I wanted to be a girl when I was so young, so I became one, but something shifted in my head at some point. Something changed in me. Maybe it was my porn addiction worsening, realizing that I really only like girls and want to cum inside them, that made me start thinking like a guy. That sexual frustration has driven me. Over the past couple years I've become more and more male, and my detrans kink has become more and more of a detrans reality. It's still very sexually fueled. I want to become a man so I can cum deep inside hot cis women. I change more and more every week, and my dms are open for anyone that wants to encourage me.
My detrans note game is only at 22 notes and I already screwed myself over so much... for every two I'm not going to shave for a day. That's already 11 days of not shaving in addition to the 3 or 4 that I haven't done just up to this point. I started hrt really young so I don't get that much facial hair but I have distinctly noticed when going off hrt for a couple weeks at a time that I get new hair on my cheeks. At this rate I'm going to have a full beard. 😵💫
I've decided that March 30 counts as Day 1 of the start of the not shaving and not taking hrt goals.
Hello!
I like dms :) i'm a loser fake girl (a normal boy) potentially detransitioning
Detransitioning has become more real than kink for me over time and I need a little push to commit to it
Every 2 - One day without shaving my face (starting April 1)
Currently (165 Notes) Can shave again June 22
Every 10 - One week without hrt (starting March 30)
Currently (165 Notes) Can take hrt again July 20
Every 25 - I'll buy a distinctly masculine article of clothing
25 - throw out all my panties and buy boxers
Every 50 - Pick up a new, hypermasculine interest (be sure to suggest some!)
50 - start using a deeper voice
75 - Present as male in public sometimes
80 - I'll do everything I can to unlearn my voice training permanently
90 - Start actively rejecting anything girly or feminine. Try to get myself disgusted by the idea of being associated with girly stuff.
100 - Casually present as male publicly all the time (except when with close friends or family)
100 - My hair is already fairly short but I'll get it cut in a more masculine style
100 - Actively train myself to think more like a horny dumb bro
110 - No show to my next hair removal appointment (to prep for bottom surgery)
120 - Start working out (to get buff)
125 - Change my identity and pronouns to male and he/him on all my private accounts that my friends and family don't see
125 - completely change my wardrobe
150 - I'll change my pronouns to he/him on all my social medias
175 - Throw out all my hrt and never refill it
200 - Maintain a beard for the rest of my life
200 - Start taking testosterone supplements
200 - Cancel my bottom surgery entirely
300 - Start applying for jobs as a guy
500 - I'll come out to everyone I know as detransitioning and be a boy forever
Maybe this is wildly specific but I want some crazy girl to become just wildly obsessed with me… but only if I’m a boy. I wanted to be a girl for a while, but if some manic, obsessive girl latched onto me and insisted I need to be her BOYfriend I would cave to her so quickly, I’d let her obsess over me and keep me in her basement and not let me talk to anyone else.