And it’s back to the Kitchen I go, things are finally looking up. Truck will be finished early next week, went from 1/2 a job to 1 1/2 jobs, might have found a house to buy, and finally made an appointment to talk to a Dr. about my anxiety. It’s been a productive week so far. Just goes to show that even when things seem to be at their darkest, the light at the end of the tunnel could only be a day or two away.
“Don’t ever think that everyone who leaves wants to.”
— Rachel Wolchin
Well, I’ve got great news!!!! I don’t have to hate me anymore….. you clearly do it enough for the both of us and damn, I don’t know what happened to you or who shit in your cheerios but hiding behind your shit attitude is a pretty sad ploy. I’ll always love the person I bound my soul to, but I won’t miss the empty, bitter, and almost laughably hypocritical person you’ve decided to become. Know better do better, sorry but I may have reservations about helping you pick up the pieces when the universe repays you for the energy you’ve put into it. You made this decision, good luck Kid.
“Most people do not listen with the intent to understand; they listen with the intent to reply.”
— Stephen R. Covey
Mary Oliver
I still miss you every single day
Just being close, the smirks, the little nudges, and so many other things.
“I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands, forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I adore them…”
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Just over two weeks sober from alcohol, and it feels great, it’s taking some getting used to, but for sure was a choice for the better. Always pushing forward, never settling for less then where I want to be.
Imagine where you’d be if I had never come into your life. Remember all the things you’ve forgotten or pushed aside, ask yourself, was all of that worth this little? I never gave up, I just couldn’t watch you hurt yourself to hurt me.