Can You All Forget Everything You Know About Me Pls I Really Want To Start Again But Be Cooler This Time.

pro endo traumagenic culture is really not understanding or liking how so many anti endos i see seem to be so focused on engaging with and talking about their trauma all the time. like it's almost like i have this disorder that's trying to keep me from doing literally exactly that. i think i should listen to my own body more than strangers on the internet

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If a girl is to do the same superman thing where he takes off his disguise, we just look pervy. Not the same effect

the anti-endo side of the internet is rotting my brain by the second what are you people DOING

this is a little bit about the new octocon app but just in general-

speaking as a medically recognized (not diagnosed for safety reasons but doctors are aware) P-DID system, i cannot believe i have to say this, but endogenic systems are entirely unharmful and you look ridiculous trying to pretend they do

“DID/OSDD/etc is a trauma disorder!!” you would be hard pressed to find an endogenic system actually claiming to have those disorders. the vast majority of them have self described as non-disordered

“you can’t be a system without trauma!!” do we know that for a fact? dissociative disorder research is so full of stigma and misinformation that it’s mind boggling, do you honestly trust the dsm-5 to have literally every example of being a system ever written down verbatim?

also systems can be intentionally created for spiritual or personal reasons, please google search tulpamancy

also also it’s incredibly weird and potentially dangerous in some cases to demand proof that someone has experienced life altering brain damaging trauma before you can respect them as who they say they are

“they’re stealing resources!” literally what resources. therapy? they’re stealing therapy? please be serious.

w/ regards to pk/sp and octocon- what tangible harm is it doing to you for someone who calls themselves an endo system to use the same app as you. answer quickly.

i don’t even particularly care that much about this, i’ve largely stopped talking about being a system online because of how mind numbingly absurd the community is, i just cannot overstate how little this discourse matters

if someone is earnestly and intentionally faking being a system then the consequences of that behavior that turn up in their social life will be more than enough without you ridiculing them relentlessly for something that most of the time has little if any material impact

you’re just diet fakeclaiming please find something else to do with your time than bothering people who aren’t bothering you

reblogging this here,,,,

side blog master list:

@bugs-and-boos my “main” blog, i dont use it ever:(

@the-headcanon-archives tma headcanon blog i dont use much

@mechs-headcanons mechanisms headcanon blog (i use this one!!)

@arthur-lesters-cello malevolent sideblog

@feed-your-faves-to-mick uh. self explanatory title,,,,

@nucl-orange old RP blog, i dont use it anymore

@reverse-mandy another old, abandoned rp blog

beacuse i love having autistic safe spaces infested by people who you KNOW doesn’t actually give a fuck ab ANY of your sensory issues or need. who the fuck actually thinks this is ok?? autism (or any disorder) is something that causes people to need resources that if a “transautist’s” dont need and acting like they need them is so fucking dumb? hey guys, PSA: DONT FUCKING COSPLAY DISORDERS??? it’s not “quirky” it’s not “trendy” it’s awful and it makes my life very difficult all the time. and when you DO cosplay disorders it makes people who ACTUALLY have the disorder feel unsafe or like a joke. just don’t do it?? get a hobby, go outside, learn something new, just DONT pretend like you have a disorder or condition!! you wouldn’t say you’re a transdiabtetic, would you? you wouldn’t go to a hospital and beg for insulin, or want to do finger pricks because it’s not fun!! it’s NOT ok to act like this is ok!

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sure... because people who are " transautistic " toootttallllyyy have the same life experiences and struggles as someone with autism /s

particle self portrait pls

!!day 272!!

they actually trap me in a room each day and make me draw a particle and when i do they feed me peanuts and various seeds as rewards

Sleepover with alliumduo!

wait do endos think traumagenic systems hate their alters?? like dude we’re all vibing in here- and also some systems are parts of a whole and some aren’t? not all traumagenic systems are the same. plus it’s a bit harder to like being a system when it also overlaps with ptsd and other issues (like disabilities). but that’s not to say some traumagenic systems dont love being plural, we couldnt imagine being a singlet. being a traumagenic system isn’t so linear and this take really irks me because it’s not so cut and dry, there’s pros and cons. the systems anon was talking too were most likely complaining about certain alters (example prosecutors) or how being a system can make life harder, not about how being a system is all bad all the time

pro endo traumagenic culture is preferring endos bc im actually allowed to LIKE being plural. like.... it seems like most anti endo systems i talk to really fucking hate themselves/their other alters. thats not healthy, dude. especially those who believe they're not fully separate and they're all parts of one whole.... you really fully hate an entire part of yourself so much you actively want to hurt them....?

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girl where are you they can't fucking swim

bring back actor crucifixion

you used to be able to crucify as many of your actors for horror shock value as you wanted but not anymore. because of woke