１９８７　い園依

Love

I love you violence I love you descent into madness I love you transformations into an unrecognizable self I love you monsters who were human I love you questioning if I’ve changed or been like this all along I love you being scared I love you secrets I love you twisted coming of age stories

I’d rather have vampire fangs than a gender

One thing about living in Santa Carla I never could stomach….all the damn vampires!

The Lost Boys (1987) dir. Joel Schumacher 

// Tarot //

Ophelia (detail) Friedrich Wilhelm Theodor Heyser

Sometimes I write in my journal as if somebody a century from now is going to find it and suddenly become captivated by the old ways of life. After they finish reading it, perhaps they’ll start living life similarly to how I do. In the past. In another life.

Eileen Rosemary Mayo (British, 1906-1994)

“Mother and Son” ,1950