Hey!
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Hey!
Welcome to my blog! Most of the things you need to know about me are already in the picture above!
As you can see, I'm refreshing it so I can finally reorganize and start everything from scratch again. I feel like I'm lazing off reblogging without any tags at all these days, and it can definitely be annoying to many. It feels.. messy. There's also my old interests that I don't indulge in anymore, and I'd rather not have people follow me for that sole reason. They will be reblogged over to a sideblog instead.
But anyway! I don't post BTD or horror content anymore. It has been damaging my own sanity, and I wasn't very mentally well at that time at the moment of posting those contents.
What I do post and reblog are mostly fitness, Alternative bands (mostly Industrial-leaning), motivational quotes, punk/Goth fashion and dark aesthetics. Maybe some Joan Jett, Rhea Ripley, and Brody Dalle too. Alt women are so cool!
Additional Info
Neurodivergency
Gender Identity & Sexuality
I'm diagnosed with PTSD, Dissociative Identity Disorder (I'm a protector + host!), and Autism. I also struggle with my math and poor motor skills. On top of that, my anxiety is also all over the place. Therefore, I do struggle to get on with my day sometimes with these issues, so please be patient with me!
You may follow my sideblogs here made by my alters from my system:
@peanutmcflurry - Host + Trauma Holder
@moda-alice - Caretaker
I used to identify as a trans masc person during my teens but after going through my own personal journey, I came to realize I wasn't exactly a trans masc person and desisted back to a bisexual cis woman. I did suffered under some form of internal misogynism and thought of femininity as something weak, so I used to try and appear as trans masc to appear like I'm "stronger" and more "unique than the other girls.". It's pathetic, and I am definitely deeply ashamed of that.
HOWEVER, this does not mean that gender criticals and TERFs should be welcomed on my blog. And I certainly do not appreciate anyone using my story to make some form of fear-mongering against trans and queer people. Everyone's journeys are different!
(Desisting meaning that I have not gone through any form of trans affirming healthcare, but I had identified as a trans/queer person before.)
Languages & Culture
I'm a Malay-Singaporean and lived here since birth. I mostly speak and type in English. It's easier for me to do that. I'm technically Indonesian-descent since I do have Javanese and Bugis ancestry in me. I'm also aware how I'm honestly aware that my culture's very underrepresented in the western media. Haha.
I do speak Malay and some Indonesian, but my skills in those are like, really rusty at the moment because I hardly consume content in those languages.
Malay and Indonesian are pretty similar, just like your Norsk languages or Dutch and German. It's just that I need sometime to read Indo properly or understand the slangs. It's not too bad, though.
Boundaries
1. Do not follow me if you're just in for Horrorporn/BTD content. I STRICTLY do not post those kinds of contents anymore.
2. TERFs, Gender Criticals, or any form of bigotry against marginalized groups are not welcome.
3. No flirting, unsolicited DMs.
I might add more if I needed to. But I believe that's about it for now. Thanks for reading this!
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How to report BTD content to Roblox Staff!
While I have made reblogs on Gatobob's post on how to report it, I feel as if I need to make a separate post so that it will show up on public tags. I'm doing this because Roblox is a game full of children, and they can easily look up the source of the BTD game themselves.
These are examples of BTD games and groups on Roblox.
(Usernames are blurred out. Do not harass or go after the creators of the groups and games.)
I've had two random occasions where I would see a Strade and Ren cosplayers on a game like "Rate my avatar," and that's not a BTD related game either. It's about a game where you go to a booth and the players judge your avatar or guessing your favourite things, many of the players playing it are minors too, ocassionally adults. But mostly minors. It's honestly becoming a huge problem on Roblox.
It's your responsibility as an adult to keep minors away from 18+ content and help Gatobob!
The first thing is to go on Roblox Support! You do NOT NEED to create a Roblox account if you don't have one yourself.
(Enter your birthdate as it is or log in if you have a Roblox account yourself.)
Once you get to the form, enter your information here. LEAVE the username as blank if you do not have a Roblox account.
Scroll down, and you'll see this.
Choose the same options as I did.
On the message box, you don't have to write a long paragraph about it. A simple message should do. Here's my example.
Hello, I'm very concerned with users who are making fan games and groups of "Boyfriend to Death", an 18+ indie game with gore and sexual content. The creator of the indie game has expressed discomfort on users making fan contents of her game on this site. I'd like to describe further about this situation, thank you.
(You don't have to copy my message exactly, as long as you are stating your points.)
Once you're done, you can submit it to Roblox Support. Check your email inbox. You should receive an automated mail from Roblox and an actual person replying to your issue a while later.
Reply to them by linking them to the fan games (Roblox call their games as experiences), fan groups, and fan clothings from the avatar shop.
To find the Roblox links, you would have to ask around with adult fans who have played Roblox before or do the digging yourself in finding these games and groups because I can't reveal the links here for a good reason. This is to prevent people from stalking and harassing the creators of those fan games and groups.
(You may also DM me on Discord if you are in any adult ID verified BTD servers. I go by "| The Pals System" as my display name on those servers, and I'll send you the links. Do NOT use this advantage to stalk and harass the Roblox users. Do NOT directly interact with them.)
Help keep BTD (and TPOF) content out of Roblox! Your help is needed in our community!
They're all literally me rn
YIPPEE COMMISSIONS WHATTTT IT'S ONLY BEEN A DAY
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I be social for 3 minutes then I don’t wanna talk to anyone for 4 days
AU where Jak's name is fucking Batman
barbie strade 2.0
i literally cannot get over this video he’s so happy he’s like a modern day little sailor boy with giant lollipop
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She/her, desisted cis woman | 22 yrs | Malay, Southeast Asian | ENFP 4w3 | Autistic and mentally ill, but coping.
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