ran out of sleeping pills fuck
everyday i wake up and be grateful that desi academia exists for it allows me to wear chaand baaliyas, jhumkas kangans and choodiyan ; wear kajal and mascaras, and those heavy flowy lehangas and shararas and kurtis ; dancing and lip-syncing on bollywood songs — and read urdu poetries, nizar qabbani ; of mahmoud and ghalib's while drinking my adrak wali chai and romanticizing the chaand 🌙
“to love me is to suffer me” oh im sick to my stomach
that one video of Oscar Isaac where hes like "8 inches of dick aint enough for you, huh?" mhm, the only thing that plays in my head
mentally still in chicago, walking down devon street, eating at tahoora, bundled in cold, wearing fitted chikankari in my fav color, drinking kashmiri chai, only to come homesick all over again
Oh my god I miss winter
i’m such a femme without realizing it ah 😞 i love holding someone’s pinky finger in mine, like okay we pinky promising through life. always need that kinda reassurance bc im such a soft lil angel ✨💓💓
i love needy femmes that whimper when you pull their hair, that blush furiously when you call them baby, and always want to be touching you, even if it’s just pinkies under the table or tugging on your wrists to get your attention. girls who melt when you kiss their shoulder in passing or grab their waist from behind. that cling to your hoodie sleeves and tuck their cold hands under your shirt just to feel your warmth even if you squeak at them not to. those who send voice notes saying they miss you even though you’ve just left. femmes who light up when you brush their hair out of their pretty eyes, and who ask ‘do you still like me?’with a precious pout, but need to hear ‘always’like it’s their reason for being
i want to kiss every freckle, every inch, and make them feel so treasured and loved and adored hhhh
cishet men and minors dni
craving sushi so bad rn but last time i had it with my friend she made me pay when she said she’d pay no matter how much it would be ffs i had to pay the $100 for some lame ass sashimis when i was still hungry 😒
if you’re a grown ass man and you’re reposting and interacting with minors you are a gross man. stop taking advantage of little girls u fucking weirdos.
like yk how many men i have to block bc they’re posting minors with PORN on their account. this shit fucking blows me.
it’s not even the girls FAULTS. i’ve literally been that girl (it’s absolutely disgusts me now. no grown man should be talking to a child)
i just hope u girls(that are minors still) know..u want someone to love and care for u..the predator in ur dms won’t. u deserve better and no trauma.
the beard stfu i’m barking
Oscar Isaac as Victor Frankenstein 🔥🔥