its not like i hate food but i hate how it makes me feel insane, wdym im tweaking out bc a friend proposed a hang out and i cant 100% without a fail predict what we gonna end up eating bc she proposed 3 diffrent locations
so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r
THIS BECAUSE WHY ARE PROTEIN BARS LIKE THREE QUID
starving is surprisingly expensive
lowcal alternatives, water enhancers, multivitamins, etc
raging bc the fuck do u mean i havent eaten anything today and went on a long ass walk and im the same weight as i was yesterday trapped at 50kg rn whyyy
its a metab day, not a binge, i repeat to myself as i shake back and forth in my padded white room
I wish I was taller so I wouldn't have to lose so much.
Also I FUCKING WISH I WAS TALLER BCS NY HEIGHT MAKES ME SO DYSPHORIC.
I just have to not think abt it otherwise it'll actually eat me up 😭😮💨💔
currently feel like i want to thr0w up, just binged alot at lunch and i regret it but i have severe emetophobia so id rather not
"youre so funny!" thanks im copying your personality so you like me more because i cant deal with the fact people dislike me and im a pathetic people pleaser
having to scrape myself out of bed cuz i have no mf energy im so fucking tired
day fifteen- halfway through!
anyway, im not vegan or vegetarian, and i probably wouldn't consider being one as i do enjoy eating meat
tumblr: *actively making me worse*
me: 😍🩷✨🥰💕😘