Iii

My neighbors have a motion detected light on the side of their house that faces my bedroom window. My classmate actually lives there, he doesn’t talk to me. I think he thinks I’m weird.

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Death is in love with us

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you KNOW the music's gonna be good when the frontman is a hot European twink

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (2010)

The worst thing about having friends that are seniors and it being so close to graduation is that you realize that they’re finally free. They’re free of the burden of high school and the stupid assignments and the shitty teachers and they can finally take real steps towards the life they want for themselves.

And if I’m being completely honest, that’s all I’ve ever wanted. I’m like, kinda jealous almost. I love them all so much but in a way, it feels very much like I’m being left behind. I hate that I still have way too much time left in high school before I can feel the weight lifted off my shoulders like my friends have had. I feel selfish as well for being so sad. I’m gonna miss them so much its insane.

there is a really stupid and embarrassing darkness inside of me