School Is Killing Me Pls Send Help

What is your dream college and profession?

hii tysm for the question!! well, if money didn't matter i would definitely study cinematography!! yk i’ve always been passionate about all artistic areas and i've been a storyteller for as long as i can remember and i've always been obsessed with films!! so my biggest dream is to become a great film director and finally bring the stories from my head to the screens but it seems somewhat impossible considering it is an area that is a little undervalued and difficult to achieve success…

my plan b would be psychology as it is also a profession that interests me and i think it adapts more to my reality more at the moment, but i think i still have time to decide!! it just seems a bit uncertain as our minds are constantly changing so even when i finish high school i may have a completely different perspective, but until then i’ll continue writing my ideas on paper <3

my dopamine menu ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

i remember seeing this as a trend a while ago: people sharing their lists of little things that bring them happiness; i think it’s such a sweet concept ‘cause it reminds us to appreciate moments that quietly shape our well-being — it’s easy to overlook them, but they truly make a difference. so, i decided to make my own and i hope it inspires you to notice the tiny joys in your own life too! love you all <3

appetizers ~ effortless activities that bring comfort without requiring much energy

making boards on pinterest

lighting a scented candle

lying in bed, scrolling through tumblr girlblogs

doodling random stars and spirals in my notebook

drinking hot chocolate or strawberry milk

main course ~ perfect balance between relaxation and stimulation

spend hours creating stories that i plan to turn into films

everything shower and all that clean girl night routine stuff

listen to music with my earphones in the backseat of the car

organize my bookshelf

writing on my journal like sofia coppola would find it someday and make a movie about me

desserts ~ just like a sweet treat, i shouldn’t do it always — but they still make me instantly happy, even if they’re a little indulgent

blasting to lana unreleased at 3am

listen to my tiktok saved audios and pretend i’m in an edit (i know you do it too)

buy something from my wishlist

when i forget to do my homework but the teacher forgets about it too so i feel relieved

specials ~ specific things that fill my heart with with joy

watching twilight on a rainy day

make fake freckles on my face (i feel like beabadoobee lol)

when i see a kitten in my backyard and they don’t run from me

listen to a whole new album for the first time and feel every emotion of the songs

hiii besties i’m back!! i really haven't had time to show up here but i won't have school this week so i'll finally be able to be more active yayy!! oh and i don't know exactly what i’m gonna post but i'll still try to show up every day <3

i wish you went to my school cause you’re so cool and an actual interesting person unlike everyone that goes to mine

this is so sweet omg thank you so much!!! and im also sorry i understand you i also wish there were people with the same interests as mine at my school!! but hey you can dm me and i will be more than happy to be your friend <33

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TYSM!! YOU’RE TOO KIND ♡♡ have a cupcake 🧁🎀

💕Positivity prime time! Share five things you love about yourself, four things you're excited about, OR three people you care deeply about and why. Pass this along to someone whose posts make you smile💕

this is sooo fun!! okay five things i love about myself? ummm… 1, my persistence, 2, my kindness, 3, my dedication, 4, my empathy, 5, my taste in music! — four things i'm excited for: 1, school break (i'm living for it) 2, christmas! 3, my birthday! 4, travel with my bsf!! — and the three people that i care about a lot are my two best friends from school cuz they are the best people i've met in this life + my little baby cousin because he's sooooooooooo cute! ♡♡

hii guys i’m writing this song called ‘survivor reward’ (until now) and it’s about how i feel like i have to figuratively squirm myself to fit into certain groups, and even then, i’m treated like their last option… there’s actually a whole tragic villain backstory behind it lol but anyway here’s a little snippet <3

Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers!!!

i absolutely loved this! ˚.⋆ let me think hmmm… 1 my eyelashes, 2 my creativity, 3 my drawing skills, 4 my patience, 5 my writing ^^