Consultingundergroundrainbow - I Don't Really Use This Blog Any More

Being cheerful is not unmasculine. Being kind is not unmasculine. Being passionate is not unmasculine.

We are going back to Disneyland! This time tomorrow the TARDIS will landing in the happiest place on earth. And that won’t be our only adventure this week. #doctorwho #drwho #tinytravelingtardis #allonsy #fantastic #geronimo #tardis #teamtinytravelingtardis #disneyland (at Disneyland)

This is Steve.

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Please help him take over the world. He will make it better.

And remember Steve’s slogan: The cake is not a lie!

This is why you never play janga with an engineering degree student

Are you okay?

I get asked this a lot. The answer, truthfully, I'm not sure I can give. I'm trying to be okay, so I don't burden others with my issues but I'm only suffering more by lying to people. I hide behind a smile because it is easy. If I push it down and bottle it up. I am ordinary, not really going anywhere in life. All of my dreams have been crushed. My best friend is getting my dream job and I cannot join her because I medically cannot. I mean her no hate. If anything, I'm proud of her and will support her until my dying breath. But I was still a punch to the gut. I am about to go into Dept because of student loans. I lie to the faces of the people I love most in the world because I can't be stronger. Everyone has their own problems to deal with and I don't want to add to them. I am trying to better myself. For them. Because they deserve the best. But I'm not sure that's me. So I have to be better. There's a girl I know. She's beautiful. She's smart. She's a great person. There's a girl I know. She's prettier than me. She's smarter than me. She's a better person than I am

There's a girl I know

She has it all figured out. I wish I could have her confidence. I wish I was her. I am jealous of this girl. Why am I not her? Why /can't/ I be her? There's a girl I know. I love her so.....

I wish she was me. I wish I was her 

Am I okay? No. Maybe one day I will be. But that day is not today. I am working on it. I will make you proud of me. I swear it to you. It may take a lifetime, but it will happen.

advice to girls starting high school

when something about someone seems off, trust your gut. you don’t want to wait for a reason that validates these feelings

when a boy tells you that you are too emotional for them, it is because they cannot handle thinking of you as a person. you are not the problem.

friends that ditch you aren’t your real friends

take things a day at a time.

it’s in your self interest not to say mean things about other girls

be selective about the people you do drugs with

Reblog if your icon

is a good person

I LIKE RUSTY SPOONS

that is all