Me To My Crush

So... You're Losing Me was actually From The Vault...

i prefer things second hand

my smoke, clothes, and music

sips out of drinks already enjoyed

jokes from conversations already discarded

there is comfort in shared experiences

as it simmers out some of the loneliness

the bitterness is softened

the sweetness is left

then eventually,

what once was second hand becomes yours to share again and again

only angels have wings

And you stayed

That’s it, the end of it all.

You stayed.

You didn’t leave me.

What more do I have to say when that is the entire story.

After all the bullshit promises, after all the half assed attempts. You learn that it’s all a farce. That the most solid comfort will only come in solitude. So yeah you said that you would stay. You said you loved me, and you showed me you loved me.

That only means so much when you’re so worn down. But godamit you stayed. No caveat or price tag or running clock, you just stayed.

made by me୨୧

Kurt♡