REBLOG IF YOURE LOCKING IN FOR 2025
Happiness Will Come To You.
guys so sorry my ipad died and i had trouble logging in on the web but im back, but heres a lil update;
the easter week i was sick and didnt have ’proper’ meals until friday which was great, and i went to our cabin where we have a scale, and i’ve maintained/lost a little weigh! im super motivated rn, and im gonna try to workout everyday again, get back into that ykk
You ate yourself to this weight, now you can starve your way out
Body: Can I have some calories??
Me: No we have calories at home
The calories at home:
There are two wolves in me:
when i move out i genuinely don’t know what will keep me from f4st1ng everyday
i feel ashamed that i have an ed and i am not skinny
FUCK M Y FUCKING LIFE I HAVE SWIMMING TMRW ON MY P.E
okay guys i’ve been so offline, but so i basically fasted for 34 hours, woke up during the night cause i was ⭐️ving, and then when the morning came i felt so dizzy and sick that i had to eat something, and now the last 2 days ive been too scared to fast again, but i will soon! maybe its just me being delusional but i feel like my arms are less flabby, and i have lost a bit of weight (i think, i was just a tiny bit over 50 kg and that was when i had eaten a lot like 5 mins before!), which i’m seeing as progress! and if you want yo, i’d love to hear tips of how to skip/make it not suspicious to eat much of you meals!
So this is Christmas
🔁