cvttcat

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i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

hate sharing information about myself with my parents. they arent supposed to know who i am

i can do this for 7 days

i will bear their cross and die

god will punish me for my sins

i have been getting far too complacent

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7 days then everything will be okay

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Mutuals noooooo stop trying to kill yourselves I like you guys alive

o/_ :3 welcome back! i was so sad when i realized you deactivated(?), glad i finally found your blog again!!

i got termed :( tumblr really hates me lol

cvts ..... :(

said I'd kill myself in the summer

I love acting like self harm is a hobby instead of a symptom of my debilitating mental illness. Like no guys I'm just really silly and creative.

tryna post this again because its not showing up on the tags ):

1 year sh progression, tw sh. if you say some shit like "i cant wait to get worse!!" ill fucking kill you

april 24th 2024 (left) vs may 6th 2025 (right). i can find that exact scar on my skin and its really weird, idk why. wish that still felt deep, nothing feels deep enough

what is wrong with me holy shit

nothing matters anyways :)

me being a stupid bitch again yayayayaya

i need to stop being a useless liar

who needs healthy coping mechanisms amirite hahahahaha

ive wanted to attempt like 3 times this past week

im such a useless pussy holy shit

theres gotta be something wrong with me bro

dont mind me randomly disappearing

uhhh apparently i show npd symptoms... so this is whats been ruining my life

This is your reminder that abusive people can do good things, but they are still abusive!

They can help you

They can save your life

They can be nice to you

But this doesn’t excuse their abuse, and it doesn’t make your experience any less valid

has anyone developed a parasocial relationship with me yet

the tumblr sexyman of shblr

hypersexual culture is thinking something is wrong with you for years until finding out the term hypersexual

(I still think smths wrong with me but at least there's a term and community who understand now :])

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lets go kill our transphobic parents together <3

"It's not an addiction," I say, unpacking the 140791740741017975297435821st blade