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cling to me
I know I said I was going to distance myself from this piece of media because of all of its terrible connections, but these characters seem to have taken root in a permanent place in my heart, and I can't let them go.
Anyway, here's some character design notes below the cut for the one person out there who's obsessed with these characters as much as me.
Early DSMP: the era of childhood innocence
Bandanas: They sport each other’s bandana’s (they’re hidden in the design for every era). I love character designs with complementary colors (and I love how red and green are also cranboo’s colors)
Disks: Early on, cat and mellohi represent the peaceful moments ctommy shared with his favorite people, but they went on to be a symbol of victory and independence from the people who have hurt him.
Flowers: Ctubbo collects flowers and tries to memorize the meanings and symbolism tied to each type of flower. He also collects them for his bees.
L’manberg: the era where children became soldiers
Horns: Ctubbo’s horns start to grow in here.
Pogtopia: the era of an exile and a secretary of state / spy
You can tell I joined the fandom at the end of this era because I don’t have many notes here or for the l’manberg era.
Exile: the era of an exile once again and and a president too young
Hair: Ctommy’s hair starts to grow longer as he neglects taking care of himself.
Clothes: Ctommy’s clothes are tattered; one shoe is destroyed and he took to wearing cwilbur’s (f-ck ccwilbur btw!!) trench coat.
Bandages: Ctubbo’s wrapped in bandages from his recently earned firework burns. He’s gone blind in his right eye, and he’s missing the ring and pinkie finger on his right hand.
Compasses: They share their matching ‘your tommy’ and ‘your tubbo’ compasses
Hog Hunt: the era where one sought to kill the blood god while the other sought refuge there
Stolen goods: Ctommy’s has his antarctic empire outfit plus all the goods he stole from ctechno like the turtle helmet, golden apples, and the axe of peace.
Bedrock: Ctommy wears his counterpart piece matching techno’s from his ear.
Prosthetic: Ctommy’s right foot had to be amputated after he loses it to frostbite in the trek to cemeraldduo’s cabin. Ctechno gives him a simple prosthetic.
Disc Finale: the era of mended relationships and a final stand
Headband: Ctommy begins to wear a devil headband to fit in more, as he’s one of the few humans on the server. The devil horns were chosen to resemble ceryn’s real ones.
Patchwork: Ctommy learns to sew, and he fixes his tattered clothes from exile.
Post Revival:
Devil horns: Ctommy’s devil horns (plus a tail) become real after revival, and he gets a white streak in his hair to match his pseudo brother.
Prime cross: The bad things that have happened to them both that they survived strengthen ctommy’s faith in prime, whereas they weaken ctubbo’s faith.
Sweater: Ctommy makes himself a sweater from friend’s wool.
Mechanical inventions: Ctubbo pursues his passion for engineering more as he makes mechanical bee drones and studies nuclear physics. He also makes himself prosthetic fingers, and he upgrades ctommy’s prosthetic foot.
Marriage ring: Ctubbo marries cranboo platonically and wears the ring on his horn. He also founds snowchester so he can have a place to protect his loved ones and raise his son. He grows out his hair to avoid eye contact for cranboo and to cover his scars.
Body type: Ctubbo gets chubbier and gains some muscle as he gets a bit happier in life.
Post DSMP:
The prison break and everything after it never happened. These are my OCs, and I make the rules because every actor/writer who played a part in their creation either abandoned them or turned out to be a terrible person. Cbenchtrio live happily ever after and begin their journey of healing while cdream rots in prison forever.
/DSMP /RP
EVERYOJE SHUT UP SHUT UP, FUN THOUGHTS TIME. When c!Schlatt died of a drunken heart attack, he was, of course, drunk. when c!Quackity went to talk with his ghost, said ghost was also drunk. Glatt's memories of being alive seemed a bit blurry. As if he was hungover. c!Wilbur was happy when he died (smiling atleast), a result of having gone insane. ghostbur had only happy memories, and was almost always happy.
c!Tommy was scared when he died. He was trapped with his tormentor for weeks, and thought nobody cared. He never had a ghost. And he came back a shell of himself. Empty.
So theory, the ghosts are mirrors of what people felt when they died and Tommy being a "shell of himself" is a reflection of him never having a ghost while dead. I'm
*tears streaming down my face as i desperately grab at the fabric of your shirt* am i at least cringe and annoying in a fuckable way
Wait he did what.
Thread about the unmodding
Tweet about mocking shelby via his alt mod account
Apology so bad it brought the MCYT twitter together for the first time since 2020
phil has spoken up, and is in support of shelby.
reminder to support shelby. and do not push cc’s to make a response, it’ll come out in due time.
and to those who support wilbur, if his closest friends are supporting the victim, i think it is time you rethink and look into what others have said.
does anyone else miss bench trio
Regarding my SBI/DSMP Fics
TW: Abuse, Trauma, and Mentions of Suicide.
With all that has happened, I did want to come out here and make my stance clear. I will always stand with Shelby (Shubble) and all of the victims who are speaking out against Will Gold (Wilbur Soot). If you still support that bastard, unfollow me and leave my blog and whatever small community I made.
I've already stated this is my Discord channel, but I want to put it here too.
For me, c!Wilbur is so far removed from cc!Wilbur that I don't connect the two. The characters are vessels for my own characterizations and stories. It's a bit like writing Harry Potter, Twilight, or Hazbin Hotel fanfics. I don't support the guy, monetarily or otherwise, he does not interact with fanfics, I have plans to be very vocal that I'm on Shelby's side no matter what/make it clear that what Will did is wrong, and I don't use his real life events as plots in my stories. At least, I certainly don't try to. It's why I typically change traits about the characters. (I.e. Tommy is shorter, Phil is taller, Techno is bulky, and Wilbur always has golden/hazel eyes.)
I'm aware that it's a tad different because it's rp and not something like a full on book or an actor in a movie, but DSMP has also been over for over two years and the characterizations I make for SBI are not at all based on the CCs. Real life Techno isn't a literal terrorist, Phil ain't a father married to a goddess, Tommy is not a traumatized child soldier, and Wilbur isn't suicidal and blowing up countries.
I think I'll likely focus more on Techno, Tommy, and Phil for a while, but I'm not gonna let one dude ruin a fandom and things I've made for myself. Nothing I write is ever made for Wilbur, as I've seen people saying. Additionally, Wilbur was not the only writer. Technoblade, Philza, TommyInnit, and so many others made that story what it was. Not him.
However, if any CCs come forward saying they don't want their old characters interacting with his, I will respect that.
I think there is a tendency to take real life events (i.e. Techno's cancer, LJ's music, Tommy's real life parents, etc.) and put them into fiction about DSMP. I, however, don't try to do that and have stated before that I don't feel comfortable doing so. The truth is that we have not gotten any genuine SBI content outside of DSMP for years. The dynamic in real life is very different from what was presented in the DSMP. Did personalities still bleed over? Yes, I'm not going to deny that, but I'm not going to act like they're exactly the same between character and person either. We've had that conversation like in 2021, it's why we have C! and CC!.
The rather sad truth is, SBI is what got me really into writing and it's a comfort for me that nothing can compare to. Obviously, I don't think it's appropriate to be writing certain types of stories right now and never involving characters outside of the DSMP. I think it's up to everyone else to decide on what they want to do, however, rushing it also isn't the way to go either. Give yourself time to heal and think it over first instead of throwing away something that gives you comfort and has not been associated with by the creators for over two years.
Anyways, fuck Will Gold. Fuck the fact that he hurt so many people, and fuck that he lied and manipulated his way around the damn internet. ESPECIALLY fuck the fact that he tried to diminish what he did and not take proper accountability.
Go and support Shelby so so much, she and everyone who spoke out really deserve it. I'm glad silence on these types of issues is not being normalized.
Here is a list of (American) resources for DV help:
TNLR
RAINN
WOAR
Love is respect
The Trevor project
Futures without violence
National domestic violence hotline
Resource on what DV and abuse looks like
Alex bugflies. when in doubt just remember that c!clingy. the clingy. the clingy that cling
did you guys know they cling maybe just maybe they cling 2 each other. woagh...
Wanted to draw something nice to cheer up myself a little
So
Boys rocking some skirts
Because they just cool like that
This was going to be about how I think Dust and Dream should be friends but then I realised just how crumpled Dust looks here
Wtf why did I draw him like that
If you see this, and your response is “I don’t like him, but—“ SHUT THE FUCK UP.
You DON’T need to say “I don’t like him.” You DON’T need to say anything followed by “but” before showing sympathy, before showing you feel bad for him.
BE FUCKING HUMAN. BE HUMAN. IT IS OKAY TO BE A NORMAL HUMAN TO FEEL EMPATHY OR SHOW HIM SYMPATHY EVEN IF YOU DON’T LIKE HIM.
No one gives a shit if you don’t like him. Literally nobody. You don’t need to clarify it. It’s rude and unnecessary. You can say you feel bad for him without mentioning that you don’t like him.
& While your reading this here’s your reminder SUPPORT VICTIMS!!!
Tommy made a post saying he'll address everything when he is ready, and to support Shelby.
Screenshot:
Doodlee!!
Heyyy I love your art and i was wondering if you could draw a dust x swap yk? I liked this ship since 2016 and im like..... wondering from the bottom of my heart if you could
God demotivation has been murdering me lately..... anyways HAHEHYAHABHSHS Dustberry ;3
No wonder the ut fandom thought during the first few years of its existence that Papyrus was dumb. People looked at him with Sans’s eyes and in Sans’s presence Papyrus, for some unknown reason, acts as if he knows less. Labradory, Snowdin made of ice-cream, Sun-related question etc. Tho without him he gives hints he knows enough, knows about lab, knows about snow, knows about cosmic things and finally has very smart books and doesn’t want his bro to know he actually is under great pressure while being the king (one of neutral endings). I think about maybe Pap initially holds some sort of naivety for his bro so he wouldn’t feel completely useless and only shouted at for something that wasn’t done. Maybe Pap likes things being explained in short manner (or he likes to give people a chance to ramble about their passions, such as asking Sans about something from space).
My tiny headcanon is that Pap has this as a habit (“Does a lightbulb have a spark of magic inside? Nyeh heh, of course I know how it works, there’s no magic inside but electricity!”). In scenarios where he meets alternative skelebros, this is what he would do to swap Pap or fell Sans if that was appropriate. That could also work as a method to get to know someone. Plus a method to hide his true self behind a slightly wrong impression. The impression that the ut fandom got. You all had been tricked by The Great Papyrus. And you’re lucky he isn’t villain.
Hello everyone. Wilbur has responded to the allegations. For the record I don't forgive him and I dislike the message but this posts intent is to share what he said incase it gets deleted. I do not have the time at work to do a transcript in text but I can later (the responses are in images).
Tweet link
Screenshots
Lastly stay safe and support shubble
i know i said it in the other post but just so it doesnt get lost: when i feel up to start posting dsmp characters again including cwilbur those will be my guys and they're not affiliated with the cc. i know lots of people are straight up changing names and designs and i totally get that but i won't, cause for me they're just. already my guys. but i understand some people want to cut all ties so i just wanted to say this again to avoid any jumpscares lmao
"If you execute ranboo, Big Q- that'll be treason."
"I won't blow up L'Manberg, Technoblade."
Defying expectations.
Not enough joy and light today. Time for silly dadster and papyrus 🙏
Bonus:
I don't know what to call this.. sans knowing his dad won't hurt them thus taking advantage by offering his sacrifice and guilt-tripping(?) gaster.. Gaster knows sans is doing that to avoid getting scolded but he can't do anything about it
so ive been a fan of wilbur since 2019. ive gone through a lot of stuff with wilbur being my comfort person and my special interest. someone literally everyone in my life knows about because i talk about him constantly.
when i watched the vod i too instantly knew it was him. i think us older fans weren't really even doubting it to be honest...i know i wasnt even tho i wish it weren't him. its him. i know its him. and it breaks my heart into pieces to be so sure.
ive had a really bad flare up of my chronic pain, my migraines wont stop for three days now, i cant sleep, my ear is ringing constantly. its been horrible. and im sending this anonymously because i dont want this to be about me the individual. im not saying this to get pitty. im just trying to say...
it sucks. it fucking sucks. to have so much of your personality and hobbies wrapped around someone just for them to turn out to be an abuser. a bad person. its humiliating. it makes me feel stupid. i feel disgusted and gross to have ever supported him.
i want to say to others and to people younger than me who are probably having a worse time that its more than okay to grieve losing him. but do it. grieve. let him go. and move on.
because he is not worth any more time or energy. not someone who doesn’t understand consent. not someone who only cares how something Looks rather than his partner being in pain. he isnt worth your love. you are worth your love. so let him go, grieve, and let's all learn not to trust people we don't personally know. i know i needed to learn this the hard way...
I don't have anything to add here but I wanted to share it.
Honestly, the more i learn the more upset i get. I've been here since pretty much the beginning of L'manburg, and got so attached to these creators and characters that seeing them one by one turn out to be assholes just hits so hard. I feel dumb but i feel like I'm in a mourning process now- I've drawn, written and thought so much about Wilbur it feels so disheartening looking back on all of it. A part of me still feels in denial, and i hate myself for it, because Shelby made it obvious and I can't ignore the victim - i support her, I'm happy she's healing, but by god do I wish it wasn't him. I wish this person i spent so long admiring and watching wasn't an abuser and i feel stupid for feeling this way, if it makes sense. I almost don't know what to do with myself now, because so much of my creative process was tied to these characters which included music, drawing, writing - I truly hope you're doing okay, since I've been following for a while and I know you were very attached to him too. I only hope for the best for Shelby and the victims, it still doesn't feel real
I'm happy she's healing too. She's got a great support system too and it's heartening to see people who knew Wilbur be on her side.
I didn't make like... true creative fan content for this community. I argued with people, I helped lazily with an update account, I wrote meta about RP characters. But I do understand that sort of "what happens now" thing. Because I still loved the things I wrote and the fun I had with that story, but it's so tied TO him that it's hard to separate. I don't think I'm deleting anything.
For everyone who has created any kind of art/writing around his character, it's up to the individual if they want to continue or not. Because these characters are ours now and have been for a long time at this point. Don't let a terrible person take that joy of creating away from you. But if you don't feel comfortable continuing to create around his character that's fine too. Just take time to figure out your feelings. Don't make any rash decisions.
I also want to emphasize that you should not feel bad about wishing it wasn't him or feeling betrayed or tricked. We don't know these people and we could have never known what he was like behind closed doors. Honestly, he was better at putting on a persona than 90% of other streamers so of course we didn't see it.
