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NO LAWNMOWER COULD TAKE AWAY THE HEAD I WOULD GIVE HIM! š„
I have an english exam tomorrow.. Does reading english Hyun ju x reader smut fanfictions cout as studying?
I can take her! (not in a fight)
Seven days a week or whatever Jungkook said!
But something feels off.. Oh nevermind! It's my pants!
Me:
Guys I need her to be real oml..
I need her so bad it's not even funny!
Once we die
Start to decay
Rot
Where does our soul go?
Does it stay in this prison of
bones and blood
flesh
Or does it wander?
Visiting our childhood home where we used
to laugh and dance
love
Can we still go back?
Will we return to the places we knew
where we were still pure
innocent
or will we simply vanish from existence?
Can you answer me this question, love
or will I have to beg
plead
so my bones can ultimately rest?
Why does the night have to be so beautiful?
As I walk through the night, I remember what Mitsutsuka said to me. āBecause at night, only half the world remains.ā I count the lights. All the lights of the night. The red light at the intersection, trembling as if wet, even though it isnāt raining. Streetlight after streetlight. Taillights trailing off into the distance. The soft glow from the windows. Phones in the hands of people just arriving home, and people just about to go somewhere. Why is the night so beautiful? Why does it shine the way it does? Why is the night made up entirely of light?
The music flows from the earphones filling my ears, filling meāit becomes everything. A lullaby. A gorgeous piano lullaby. What a wonderful piece of music. It really is. Itās my favorite piece by Chopin. Did you like it too, Fuyuko? Yeah. Itās like the night is breathing. Like the sound of melted light.
The light at night is special because the overwhelming light of day has left us, and the remaining half draws on everything it has to keep the world around us bright.
Youāre right, Mitsutsuka. It isnāt anything, but itās so beautiful that I could cry.
- all the lovers in the night by mieko kawakami
Wait! āļø Y'all don't love her like I love her! š
Wife Revalš¤š¤
she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
Turning 17 was hard enough already!
I refuse to turn older than 17
I am rot / I am foul / I am nearly gone / Still you kept me in your embrace / Satan streched out his hands / With his long fingers / To get me to him / To get me to purgatory / Still you kept me in your embrace / I bled on your bed / I bled on your carpet / Drowning us both in my blood / Still you kept me in your embrace / The little girl inside me is long gone / The girl with fair hair / The girl with a pink room / The girl with dreams / The girl you fell in love with / That girl has vanished / Still you kept me in your embrace
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This is my first poem I am uploading here so please be nice..
he's so me when I!
Raskolnikov is the realest main character to ever walk this earth because heās a broke college student who lays in his bed all day thinking about going outside, and then when he does he derealizes, decides that everything sucks, and gets so tired that he imidietly passes out after having to so much as to see other people. Mans was representing all of academia unknowingly.
Definition: an aesthetic that revolves around classic literature and poetry
Style Guide:
Choose dark, muted colours: navy blues, deep reds, emerald greens, caramel browns, plaids & tweeds
Top-half: Blazers, polo shirts, turtlenecks, jumpers and blouses
Bottom-half: Plaid skirts, dress trousers, knee-high socks
Shoes: Ballet flats, dress shoes, low heels
Accessories: Good vintage, timeless jewellery like simple watches or pearls, wire-frame glasses, match your belts and bags to your shoes, short neat fingernails and minimal makeup
Activities Guide:
Badminton
Chess/Checkers
Card games
Debate club
Archery
Ballroom dancing
Music or Theatre (this doesn't have to be in-person, you can also watch online with National Theatre At Home or Digital Theatre!)
Embroidery
Painting/Drawing
Calligraphy and letter-writting (bonus points for wax seals!)
Reading, annotating or writing (prose or poetry)
Watching classic cinema from the early 20th century
Thrift-shopping
Visiting museums
Journaling
Strolls around the park or long city walks (rain or sunshine!)
Baking
Visiting coffee shops
Language-learning
Lifestyle Guide:
Take Polaroids in coffee shops or pretty meadows with your friends
Get ice cream inbetween lectures or during study breaks
Go on spontaneous train rides to places you've never visited
Try to identify beauty in simple, seemingly tedious everyday life circumstances or running errands
Go on digital detoxes and try to live life to its fullest (carpe diem!)
Study neoclassic poetry and great heroes from the past
Wear thrifted and vintage, elegant, classic clothing
Be passionate about literature and all forms of knowledge (don't despair but find it exciting when you come across a word you don't know, look it up and add it to your vocabulary!)
Take time to appreciate art: visit history museums, art galleries, libraries, bookstores, operas, ballets, orchestras, live theatre, churches, castles, photography collections and coffee houses
Learn to make different types of coffee/tea at home and enjoy whilst curling up with a book you love
Familiarise yourself with your favourite authors and compose your ideas as they would
Have deep, existential discussions with friends and perform dramatic readings of poetry or classic plays by candlelight
Read articles, write essays and always be prepared, have everything in order to stay ahead in school and/or work
Resist over-consumption: Read all of the books you've bought and still haven't read before buying more and donate to charities when finished
Take action to inspire otthers to read, study ardently and seek knowledge
if you can't get rid of it, you might as well romanticise it, right?
lying awake on hot summer nights and listening to a sad girl playlist
sitting by the ocean or lake while looking melancholic
collecting sea shells and other little trinkets to look at
reading ancient philosophy and russian literature in public
strolling around your neighbourhood and befriending stray cats
eating way too much fruit
thinking about the fig tree
watching the moon and staying up until sunrise
mourning your non-existent summer romance
wired headphones
getting really good at making iced coffees
watching sad summer movies
writing poetry on postcards that you will never send
taking lots of Polaroids of mundane things
crying
I myself have been dealing with what I like to call "the summer blues" so I felt like writing something like this, I hope it resonates with some of you!! As always, please feel free to share your own suggestions and tips in the comments! <3
love ya d:*āā§ā©
I'm sorry you're so unhappy with your life, but that doesnāt mean you have to make mine more miserable than it already is!
Girlhood šš°š¤
Girl activities
biting your nails
wondering how many bodies are hidden in your hometowns hills and forests
laying naked in bed tracing your scars
daydreaming about your future
pretending to look mysterious and read in front of your cafe crush
wondering what you would look like 50 lbs lighter than trying to decide if you want to relapse or not
brushing your hair with vintage silver hair brushes than wondering who all the women were who brushed their hair with it before you
writing poetry at 4 am
falling in love with your best friend
cleaning your room on a sunday
picking at your skin in the mirror till your whole face is red and swollen
daydreaming about bleaching your hair
cuddling your dog
remembering your dreams while sitting on the shower floor
watching movies, reading books, and watching shows, pondering the stories and characters and fantisizing about your life being like those stories
I wish I could go back and tell her she's enough..
literally have them in 24/7
especially *insert all of them *
girls donāt want boyfriends, girls want their fatal flaw, a morbid longing for the picturesque, to cause them to snap because āwhat could be more terrifying and beautiful to souls like the Greeks or our own, than to lose control completely?ā
Please know that I will love you forever </3
I love Franz Kafka with all my heart! ā”
<33
āPeople were just smaller back thenā
Nope. Fat people have always been here, arenāt going anywhere, and have always been beautiful and worthy of respect.
Girlhood,
Girlhood is doing your friends makeup, girlhood is giving a random girl who needs it a pad, girlhood is sharing a bond over music tastes, girlhood is swapping drinks with your friend, girlhood is not judging another girl for her embarrassing moments, girlhood is standing up for your friend, girlhood is sharing food with your friend, girlhood is sharing lipgloss, girlhood is sisterhood, sisterhood with someone you have no blood relation to but still feel a connection too, girlhood is having a connection to another girl without knowing her, girlhood is care.