Deadwizardsaremything - Woops

maybe even 3🤔

at first i was a bit skeptical about this whole mental illness idea but now im kinda thinking i might have one or two of my own

"I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world."

-Patroclus

Art by: alex_loga_02

the typa shit ive been on recently

I torture myself with my own thoughts.

in another life, I would have loved nothing more than to kill people with hammers with you

The reading comprehension and overall common sense on this website is piss poor.

there’s a misconception that grief only happens when we lose people. this is not true. we can grieve circumstances, relationships, missed opportunities. in fact, sometimes when you find yourself plagued with waves of emotion from sadness to melancholy you may be grieving yourself. the version of yourself that you might have been if things had been different, or if only you had said something, or if someone had stood up for you.

(bangs fist on table) i want him sweaty, whimpering, overstimulated, moaning, sniffling, twitching, squirming, whining, gasping, bucking his hips, drooling, begging (swipes papers onto the floor)

NOW

i feel like someone dead pretending to be alive