The Way He Immediately Shies Away Once A Glimpse Of His Real Self Is Revealed.

Me telling my friends not to tell him it was me. Not because I think he'd be weirded out. I don't care about what he thinks about me. But because, for once in a very long time, he seems happy. Happy that someone cares. Happy that he received something so miniscule, but he needed it. I don't know if he knows that it's me but, I like it when he's happy. His joy is infectious and I can still feel my heart swell when he's like that. It's no secret that I've always admired him. I would do anything in my power to ensure his happiness. Maybe it's fake, maybe it's real. But it's infectious regardless. I don't care about anything else. I just want him happy.

Do you guys punish your body for how it feels or are you guys normal

Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!

(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)

Flip phone Huh,,,,

babygirl I'm bothered by noises you wouldn't even hear

Kim Addonizio, from Lucifer at the Starlite: Poems; “You with the crack running through you”

if you have not drank any water yet today, this is your daily reminder that you are so cute. You're so pretty. Don't let anyone let you think you aren't beautiful. keep sparkling on, superstar

The Identifying-as-genderfluid to realizing you have DID/OSDD pipeline

Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine.

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