I'm Not Well 😭

(guy that desperately needs to fix his sleep schedule voice) Im only gonna stay up for juuust a little longer for real this time not like the other 90 times i said that an hour ago

There's something especially biting about people telling transmascs specifically to unpack their misogyny.

After so long of being yelled at or berated by my mother. Looked at with disgust for not shaving my legs and yelled at when I cut my hair, guilt tripped into wearing makeup, and being told any masculine dress was "not socially acceptable." All things that actively hurt gnc women as well as trans people. All things that are misogynistic to imply women have to do.

Every time I try to come out as trans: "I wish you weren't ashamed of your femininity, I'm so heartbroken that you hate women. You're only trying to become a man because you think women are inferior." Following it up with a "why can't you express yourself as you are and just be a gnc woman..." As if she didn't just mock me for those exact traits.

My mother, and by extension TERFs (as my mother is one), constantly imply that the only reason transmasculine people exist is because they are poor little girls who struggle with internalized misogyny. They need to embrace being the gnc women they truly are~ And the gnc women need to fix their internalized misogyny by being more feminine~

So imagine my frustration when the communities I assume to be safe for trans people (both irl and online) hit me with the "transmascs need to unpack their misogyny :/" "a surprising number of transmascs are misogynistic actually :/"

Everyone needs to unpack their misogyny dipshit. The fact that transmascs are singled out specifically leads me to conclude one (or both) of two things:

You have encountered a shitty transmasc person and have taken it upon yourself to decide that the entire transmasc community is like that. I'm not saying misogynistic transmascs don't exist, but if you see someone with a bigoted worldview and go "well this is indicative of the entire community" you are the problem.

You think transmascs are misogynistic for getting gender dysphoria around things that are feminine or conversely, they are misogynistic for getting euphoria around masculinity. This is just straight up punishing trans people for being true to themselves.

Both of these are transphobic arguments and are common TERF tactics to discredit trans people. I do not trust you if you hold the opinion that misogyny is more prevalent in transmasculine spaces than in society at large.

Maybe I am an old man.

happy birthday hayao miyazaki :)

BEASTARS S3 YALL OMFG

will anything ever really be okay

big enjoyer of shitty media that i would never recommend to people ever in my life

I'm not beating the undiagnosed autism allegations I fear

💙

You’re laughing. Cabinet man DIES tomorrow and you’re laughing.

I blame Danny Motta for getting me into this hellish show

'cannibalism as a metaphor for love' this 'cannibalism as a metaphor for love that

and in all the 'cannibalism as a metaphor for love' discourse no one mentions THEM!!

"i want you to eat me. eat me and find the strength to fight.

this is my curse but you can lift it."

"if i do this i dont wanna make the excuse that im only agreeing to this because you want me to.

if i eat you, its because i *want* to eat you."

"im glad my first and last time eating meat was you."

"louis is with me, inside me, around me. louis, i can feel your presence, like you cast a spell."

"you really ate him, i had no idea you two were so close."

"i thought the only way to forge a bond like that with an herbivore was through tragedy.

but now i see that what they have is something far more powerful... unstoppable."

show my furry homosexuals some respect!!!

(i just watched this show and its already eating at my brain alive i am physically unwell)