If Anyone Has Reblogged My Posts, Can Someone Tell Me? I Would Like Them Back (you Don't Have To)

Fucking hate when others look at me.

Do not perceive me. I wasn’t made to be noticed. Im nothing to look at.

i hate this, I don't want to start over

“you could’ve just asked for my attention” you dont! get it!!!! its not the same!!

I've been feeling like throwing up the last few days, maybe I should. maybe it'll be successful this time.

I swear so much has happened these last 3 days that nothing feels real, and it's not even bad stuff, just very eventful days and it's leaving me very floaty and confused

it feels like I haven't stopped to take a break or take in anything fully

i genuinely feel like I'm dying. my chest and heart fucking hurt now. WHAT DO YOU MEAN? what do I mean to you? what does Z mean to you? nothing?

no messages or contact for 3 months straight and still none, and I finally decided to look at your Spotify again. so you are alive. what? just avoiding us? because I see a new playlist, A WEEK AGO?

i don't know how to feel. i don't fucking understand anything. and I can't cut to get some form of sanity cause moms in the bathroom. I have no appetite for the food in front of me. i want to fucking blow up.

i just want some fucking answers.

i just realized, I lost my boops as well

i wish everyone would shut the fuck up

i have posted too much today, I'm going to rot away until the 25th or unless something happens