Depressionasanaesthetic

I lied. You leaving me wasn’t okay and it will never be okay. But you lied to me too. You made promises to me that will never be kept. Those promises vanished into thin air just like how our forever did. When you left me, you took everything… They call me foolish for still loving you. For letting those three blissful words slip through my lips and into the dark lonely air longing to reach you. But how can I move on when you still have my heart and your voice still resonates throughout my body and your smile still lives in my eyes and every time my mind wanders it goes directly back to you. I still remember everything and my god I wish I could forget because maybe I wouldn’t hurt this bad. I still remember the sound of my crying breaking the unbearable silence as we sat there. I remember the way your hands felt on my cheeks as you wiped away my tears. I remember that look in your eyes and the way your voice sounded as you said you loved me for the last time… I miss you more than anything and it’s killing me… But if loving you kills me tonight, then I was ready for death the moment you said hello.

and suddenly all the love songs were about you  (via bittersweetperfectionn)

This is perfect

(via lezz-beann)

And I’d do it all over again.

(via rum-n-cunts)

me: [listens to own playlist]

me: fucking masterpiece

Standing on a precipice, Wondering when to step out in faith. Staring at a crossroads, Contemplating which path my life may lead me along.

Lana: I wish I was dead Me: [sways]

Tacoma, Washington. (October 2021)

Scorpio season has me like:

You don’t know the first thing… 😤

But, like, you could, if you wanted to.🥺

‘De Waterhond’ Chapel, Sint-Truiden Kantoorruimte by Klaarchitectuur,

Photography: Valerie Clarysse, Toon Grobet

Most important lesson I learned in the past year is, don’t let anyone turn you cruel. No matter how badly you wanna give the world a taste of its own bitter medicine. It’s never worth losing yourself over.

how do you know when a relationship is over

when you find yourself asking that question