Eldarya Valentine’s Day 2021 Continuation - Nevra

I have an Instagram now! for uh, no specific reason, really

okay, joking aside, I really love IG's story function and everywhere I go, I miss it. so I will most likely use it as a kind of place where I can share updates? who knows, we will see

I didn't know that you were going through so much, I'm really sorry for you and I hope things will turn out for the better 😔

I don't know how much my words count, but I don't think you were annoying at all (I'm not in your server, but I'm fairly sure they didn’t think that either). having meltdowns is not enjoyable but it happens, and no one can judge you or think lowly of you because of that

again, I hope you will get better soon ❤️ I would also say “don’t stress yourself too much”, but I actually know it’s easier said than done 🤭 good luck with moving out and getting a new job though!

My Apologies

So, the other day, I was acting erratic and super needy…. Here’s what went on. My real life is stressing me out like crazy…. If you’re in my discord, there are full details about what’s going on…. I hyper-fixated on Alana’s Canon, and focused too much on the one thing I have the most control over… I went over the edge and had a full blown anxiety attack. The fandom only saw the tip of the iceberg… My meltdown in real life was so bad that I went to work on Wednesday with my chest hurting and my eyes still moist from tears. If I annoyed you guys, I am really sorry. Here’s how I’m trying to fix things: 1. I’m gonna look for a new job. 2. I’ll be moving out of my grandparents’ house and going low contact with my family this year. 3. If I have to, I’ll tell my bf’s best friend off. I will not coddle this fool. 4. I’m going to calm down and take my writing slowly. 5. When COVID dies down in Texas, I fully intend on getting therapy. 6. I’m going on my vacation time from work in March. I know, I’m posting this to my MCL blog… But, I feel like I annoyed the hell out of you guys and I cannot stress enough how sorry I am for that….

wow, that soon?

I'm thinking about having an AO3 account, and uploading everything I've written there... and also start writing there as well

it would be actually useful, because I never know how to write things in as little words as possible, and AO3 is better for longer writings

I could also just simply learn how to write properly hahah

on the other hand, I have fanfiction ideas, and Tumblr is not the best platform for those...

For the game! Beliath (ML), Chrome (Eldarya) and L (Death Note) !

Thank you!

Kiss (because I ain’t sleeping with him): Chrome

Marry: Beliath 😍

Kill: L (sorry, but I don’t know Death Note)

hey guys I made a uquiz - what nostalgic thing i've been using to cope lately are YOU? link will b in the reblogs

the accidental ship aka Armin/Jade

+ armin does not want to hike. jade wants to hike. armin complains he does not have boots. jade buys boots. armin still does not want to hike. jade says he can borrow some of his clothes and they’ll have a picnic in the woods. armin agrees to go hiking.

+ (jade’s voice cracks) “aha nerd” “SHUT UP armin i’m going through my second puberty”

+ jade loves wearing weird 80s inspired sweaters and wool shirts. he basically dresses like a hippie and owns too many turtle neck and beanies. armin only owns nerd hoodies and will gladly steal anything that will fit him. 

+ jade eases armin into outdoor activities so it’s not a big shock of really intense stuff that send him back further in his cave. he encourages armin to get a little more sun, vitamin d will help with his mood, he promises. 

+jade owns a lot of plants and names every single one of them. he introduced every one of them to armin. when he gets a new one he’ll send him a picture and ask what its name should be.

+ they definitely smoke weed together from time to time. jade gets really giggly when he’s high and just tells the most absurd stories to make armin laugh. 

+ their first kiss probably happened while they were coming down from a high together and were both very very tired and it just seemed to be the next natural move to make.

+ jade isn’t a big gamer but he sure plays stardew valley and animal crossing and also tried his hand with the sims. playing with someone just makes it even more fun. they end up playing with a big family living on a farm raising chickens. armin shows him all the cheats. 

+ jade is a very chill and sweet, and he can sense sometimes when armin is particularly stressed out and bottling it up, or when his add is acting up, and he just needs to be grounded. jade is very good at that.

+ armin helps him take care of some things in the garden, and take care of his own plants too. he always finds himself smiling when he surprises jade talking to one of them. he says it’s good to talk to inanimate things because you’re sure that they’re listening. 

+ similarly, when jade gets random bouts of dysphoria (ding dong i hc jade is trans) and is just not in the mood, armin will him his space but still make sure that if he needs to talk, armin will be the inanimate object that he can be sure will listen. 

+ jade was 5’7 before starting T and ended up at just a little more than 5’8, and now being almost as tall as armin. he jokes that if only he could get another inch they could settle the Height War

+ neither of them are morning people. well, jade a little more than armin, he’ll most likely get up before 9, but he’s also more likely to take a nap in the afternoon. he’s given up trying to get armin up before 11 on days off.

+ armin learns to like being outside a little more; he learns that he love most of all taking walks at night with jade, when the grass is wet and the air is cool, when the stars shows and they keep their voices down because everything else around them is silent.

Not request. I just want you to know that because of your blog Lance is now my fave man in eldarya and I want my Gardienne to have kids with him. Yeah here I am

...😳

I- wow. this means a lot anon, really

despite Lance not being my LI, someone still started to love him because of my blog? damn, that feels really good

also, don’t worry, you are not the only one wanting a future with him 🤭 Lance stans have been waiting for long, even though I don’t understand you guys, you deserve a proper arc with your LI

looking at you @marycecilyy, @otomes-and-tears and @louis-ratking ;)

my friends r so talented. rb if ur friends are talented

I know I wasn't active in the last few days, and I'm really sorry for that

I'm working on the requests I have, there aren't many luckily. I have 3 requests right now + 2 original ideas, though I might write those 2 later. when I'm done with the requests, I'll take a little break (longer than this one), because I'll have exams soon

I wrote down some things that I'd like to see when someone requests me, I'll post these rules today. I also made a new masterlist because the one I have right now is a bit chaotic 😅 though I'll post that later this week I don't like posting so many things in short time opps

heyyo

I know that I wasn’t productive lately 😔 I still have 7 requests to do, and I swear I’ll do them 🤞

meanwhile, I think I’ll stop taking new requests for some time, since Valentine’s Day is coming and I have my own ideas for it (I don’t want to get requests while doing those because I would just feel bad about not writing either one ahahahh)

that doesn’t mean that I’ll close my askbox! but if you send me a request, I’ll elegantly ignore it until I’m done with my original ideas. (though if anyone has requests about VD, then feel free to send it, because I might write it)