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I can literally recall 90% of my classmates using "buzi" as a slur + if a girl looks "boy-ish" or vice versa, they will get called the other gender like. and? is that supposed to be an insult? what????

and granted, these kids took it from home, because no matter how legal it used to be to talk about LGBT+ stuff so far, there was literally no mention of them in school or anything similar. in movies and books from the West? sure, but that's all

(I just randomly remembered "Coming Out" and OH GOD, do I hate that movie with all my heart. I seriously consider it homophobic, though I always got shut down when I mentioned it to someone, because it's "such a cute and lovely movie, how can you hate it". yeah sure, it's lovely :))

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Wild West AU (bandit!Castiel & sheriff!Nath)

@naiinaii thank you for enduring my rants about this stupid, stupid hc

Castiel is an orphan, the banker's wife finds him and decides to take him in. he is brought up along the banker's own son, Nathaniel. the two boys are roughly the same age, maybe Nathaniel being a bit older. they grow up together, and while it was never a secret before them that they are not blood brothers, they treated each other as such

when they got older (15~17), Castiel started getting into smaller troubles here and there; not paying the baker, breaking the carriage that was trusted to him, doing all kinds of inappropriate things with the well-mannered little ladies in town

rumour said that he got into bad company one night, and now he joined them. lighting the mayor's house on fire, causing chaos at the carnival, occasionally theft

this caused a divide between Castiel and his adoptive family; while Nathaniel wanted to redeem him, his parents (especially his father) didn't even want to hear his opinion. when he felt like Castiel stepped over a line, he kicked him out without a second thought. Castiel laughed in his face "like I need your help anymore"

for years, the two boys have not met. Castiel continued the journey he started as a young man, while Nathaniel became a town marshal to clean the stain on his family's name. every single day, he'd see his old brother's face on the 'wanted' signs, wondering what went wrong

Castiel didn't stay in one place; he roamed the wild west, along a group of bandits, becoming notorious criminals. he promised himself never to return to the old town he grew up in. he caused a lot of troubles there, sometimes even people he loved (even if he denied it). he will keep himself out of their lives, that's the least he can do

he sees that he must break his promise though when a new line is built near his hometown. trains aren't the easiest to rob, but in case of success, the loot usually makes up for it. he can't betray his associates, but he also fears from returning

they have done it thousands of times. they assign the roles, take their places, and wait for their part to come. Castiel himself got the role of bait; with a smaller part of the takings, he's supposed to flee south, attracting the attention from his companions as they take the majority of the loot. there was one thing he wasn't prepared for though: with the old sheriff stepping down, Nathaniel was elected as the new one

Nathaniel expected Castiel and co. to be interested in the freshly built railway, and he knew what was the right thing to do, he only wasn't sure if he could follow through. hell, he wasn't even sure if he wanted to

picture this: Castiel and Nathaniel, standing a few steps apart from each other, eyes fixated on the other one quite homoerotic if you ask me, but let's move on

"who will I arrest today? friend or foe?" "no one. I know your tricks, you can't catch me" THE FEELINGS

everyone is free to interpret what happens later on, but I'd like to think Nathaniel lets Castiel go (maybe ask him to never return, with aching heart, but knowing this is probably for the best u_u)

19th century books will kill off a main character in one sentence and then spend 3 pages describing a street

hey guys I made a uquiz - what nostalgic thing i've been using to cope lately are YOU? link will b in the reblogs

I just finished this and I love it! I think this is the one where I worked the most because I had to modify every character. I don’t know if I can tag this for that event from discord but I will do it anyway. 

I think Helene and Alan look the best in this, in rest it’s decent. I couldn’t do much about the lighting, especially on Alice, because she wears really bright clothes. Speaking of clothes, I let some like in the original illustration because I really like them and because I go lazy at the end. And a thing that made my day bad is that I just found out that Nevra has some really poorly done illustrations, like, I was searching for eyes (eye more) and mouth and I couldn’t find much. Oh, and if you wonder why he has the New Era look, why not?

I still have some things that I want to post for halloween, so stay tuned!

Ok, so here is my first post about halloween with the outfits that I made for my candies and their lovers. I decided to include my best boi Nevra because I didn’t want Helene to be alone. The thing it that I included him too late so… you will see later.

In the first photo-like thing we have all of then and the rest are just couples.

For Alice and Ren I thought about some outfits inspired by “The Phantom of The Opera”, Alice being Christine and Ren being Erik (The Phantom). 

For Helene and Nevra, I didn’t really made a couple costume. Helene is a Grim Reaper and Nevra can be anything from just a crow who can become a human or, or maybe a mysterious gentleman who is related with the underground world (Uuuu… spooky)

For Alan and Rose it’s simple, he is a demon and she is a vampire.

The story is that uh… they organized a party in this house who is owned by Rose (she used to live there, but now she doesn’t anymore) and that’s it. Maybe something scary will happen, maybe not. Who knows?

The costumes for the boys are from Yume100 wiki, Rose’s base is from this group (I think, I mean I found it there, but I don’t know if it’s anymore) and Helene’s base it’s from this group. Other stuff are from Love Nikki game and some from this group and this one. (sorry I sinned).

I will also post a edit, a drawing and a pack, but that in the next days, I hope.

I don't actually know how many people care about my writings (MCL, specifically), that's why I haven't made any kind of "Farewell Post" like I have seen many people do, but I still wanted to clear things in case someone does care

I won't leave the fandom and I definitely won't leave Tumblr / AO3 / Discord. I don't know yet if I will play / write for the new game - as promising as it sounds, I have always preferred fantasy / sci-fi over slice of life stuff - but I won't stop writing for MCL either. I'm at HSL in my main account, and episode 7 of LL in my secondary (without playing HSL or UL), so I still have plenty of gaming left. I have multiple one-shot and headcanon ideas at the moment, not to mention my two fanfictions; I'm nowhere close to leaving this game and fandom behind

I was actually tempted to stop writing for MCL and concentrate on ED and SE, I don't even know if anyone will read what I write (my audience has never been big, and I'm sure it will just be smaller now), but as long as there's even a little demand for MCL related writings, I'll be here

Maybe 14 or 10 with Armin, please?

why not both? 😄

10. sleeping

Armin’s sleeping has its surprises, he can fall asleep literally anywhere. closing his eyes a bit too long on the bus, lying down to rest (“just a minute”) while playing, losing interest above a book...

when Candy is over, he tries not to “stand her up” like this though, so they can spend as much time together as possible. he’s still the first one to fall asleep, but Candy doesn’t mind it, as she can keep herself occupied by running her hands through his hair

in those rare occasions when Armin stays awake for longer, he just tries to calm down their surroundings (turning off the TV, switching off the lights, etc), then just puts his arms around Candy to cuddle her

he enjoys being a little spoon, but he prefers enveloping Candy more, it’s like hugging his blanket while sleeping

he usually sleeps for long time, occasionally waking up to drink or go to the restroom. when he wakes up much sooner, he can be moody for the whole day 🤭

14. pregnancy / birth

I think Armin would look forward to becoming a father, he couldn’t wait to have little Candies and little Armins running around the house and to pass down his knowledge lol

he doesn’t know anything about pregnancy though (“WHY DOES IT KICK??”), which makes waiting part both harder and funnier

in the beginning, he swears to do a lot of things, from buying baby carriage to painting the kid’s future room. not all of these are successful (“I know I was supposed to buy a carriage, but look what I found...”), but what he does, he does with heart

despite his excitement, I don’t think he’d go in with Candy, he couldn’t bear sitting in one place, walking up and down in the corridor is better. when he finally hears his child, he’d rush in immediately though, to embrace the two of them

also hello everyone who haven't given up on me and unfollowed, I'm still alive!

life is shit but eh I stopped trying to do something against it. I started writing two headcanons yesterday, they should come soon, and then followed by the third chapter of Broken Heart Can Beat Again ;)

sorry for the hiatus again