You’ll Always Be Next To Me

a fools guide to not wanting to die anymore

by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.

find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.

talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore

picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else

if someone makes you feel bad most of the time, stop talking to them. making yourself hang out with people who drain you is self harm. stop it.

Watching The Electric State and it’s so good oh my god.

Send requests, I wanna draw them. I love these goobers.

Call me VENOM

Some persona art for fun :] pretty proud of it

little ENA art for dream bbq

Hello welcome 2 my domain.

There is no god here.

Hello!!!! I’m Cyanide! You can call me Cy or Cyan!

19 year old genderless/agender lesbian with 90 mental illnesses and banned from Chuck E. Cheese

I use xey/it/that ONLY!!! No he/she/they!

I love Adventure Time and Object shows! So I post about those things often :] currently working on my own shows called MEMO and AWOL :D

I have a lovely partner!!! @hrtree 💚

#cyan-art = my own art

#cyan-speaks = stupit rambles

#cyan-reblogs = reblogs of posts I like or find interesting

#friend’s art = showing u lovely and wonderful people you should support bc they’re all AWESOME!!!

#ref sheet = oc references!

Various other tags are related 2 certain ocs and characters :3

Strawpage! https://cy4n1d3.straw.page

Commission sheet! https://cyanidecomms.straw.page

Pronouns! https://en.pronouns.page/@CYAN1D3_BEEFYDIE

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Wassup! I’m Cyanide, but feel free to call me Cy! I really enjoy Skyrim, Object Shows, and Adventure Time, so I tend to post…

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I still think about this post. He looks like a pathetic animal

Simon hair functions:

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Happy Trans Day of Visibility! (Im late as always oopsie)

EDGAR YIPPEE

Eueueueu I love gay people 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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