Wade: I'm so sorry about how things didn't work between us, you know? You are one of the best--
Yelena: What in the actual fuck are you doing at my sister's grave?
Wade: WE WERE MARRIED!!
“He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster”
Rose O'Hara
21st September 1861
It has been three years since I’ve visited you last, dear diary.
Three years since that horrible night.
Victor Creed came back, and he slaughtered everyone on the plantation.
The workers.
Master John.
Mistress Elizabeth.
Aunty Gilda. Martha.
Even my father, and my mother.
Mister Bert sacrificed himself to hold that daemon back while he told me and James to run away as far as we could and to not stop until we could not anymore. We did, while the scream of death shadowed us like a hellhound.
Come November will be my sixteenth winter, as well as James's.
We stay at a kind gentleman’s house near a coal mine, where James works as a foreman for the kind man.
Mister Deveraux, one of Master John’s associates, recognized James while we were scraping for changes and food in port towns along the Missouri River.
I almost had to sell my body countless times, but James always saved me from such a fate with his family’s heirlooms and whatever valuables he could get his hands on from the ignorant rich people coming and going.
On the eve of my birthday, I want to tell him how I feel.
For he’s a caring and loving man I couldn’t ask for a better replacement.
And I so want him to know that.
Silly, I even thought about buying a pair of silver bands for him and myself.
I must get to bed, dear diary, wish me luck.
…
22nd September 1861
He said he felt the same for me!
Oh, dear diary, I am so happy!
I’ve rarely seen him smile since we ran away from the plantation, I saw it again today and it was as beautiful as before.
Oh, dear diary, he’s so awkward with the kisses, so was I.
But they are the sweetest memories we will share, yet.
We are going to a dinner at Mister Deveraux’s saloon in two days.
I must buy a new dress, even though he said I would look good in a potato sack. Silly man.
Good night, dear diary.
…
28th September 1861
I hope you can see.
James bought the silver bands that I have been eyeing today, and I let him put one on my hand!
Oh, dear diary, it is lovely.
He asked Mister Deveraux to be a witness as he was proposing to me at the saloon, and his friends from the mine were there as well, cheering on us.
I felt like I was going to explode, dear diary, I don’t think I will be able to take a rest tonight as my heart is still racing.
…
1st October 1861
The wedding was lovely last night.
It was not a grand event like I’d dreamt of when I was but a silly girl, but having seen James there on the altar before me surrounded by the friends we have come to know here brought joyous tears to me all the same.
He was a kind and gentle man, despite his scary visage.
Oh, the muscles on him make me blush like a virgin maiden again just thinking about them.
His body was very warm, and perfect for the night as he gathered me into his arms, whispering sweet words to my ears.
We talked about building a family this morning, and I am touched that James wanted to name our firstborn after either his mother or my father, Elizabeth or Logan.
I feel like the luckiest woman to have been loved by this man.
…
29th October 1861
I was very busy, sorry for neglecting you again, dear diary.
I woke up this morning with an urge to empty my stomach, yet nothing came out, James quickly took me to a clinic nearby.
I am pregnant with James’s child, dear diary!
Oh, Almighty Lord in Heaven, I am happy!
The doctor told us that the incoming birth around July might prove to be difficult for a woman of my stature and age, but James promised to do anything in his power to ensure the safety of our child and me.
He talked with Mister Deveraux today and took on a job inside the shaft as well to save more money for the doctor’s fee in the future.
I am worried, of course, but James knows what he is doing.
He is a peculiarly strong man, despite the weakness in his health I witnessed in our childhood.
Now, my job is to keep little Logan or Elizabeth safe and strong, so that it can be loved by a wonderful father, of my beloved husband.
Calling him that still made me giggle like a teen, oh dear!
“Where the hell did ya get that, Kid?” his gravel and whispery voice roused her up like a good electrical shock as she instinctively threw the journal away in a poor attempt to hide it.
“In the closet.” Laura curtly replied, hiding her eyes from the smoldering gaze of her DNA donor.
“You and your bullshitting,” Logan finally breathed out with a chuckle as he casually approached the journal and picked it up, a nostalgic hue clouding his eyes a moment as he opened the first few pages with a sad smile. “Nosy little weasel, aren’t ya?” Logan commented lightheartedly while stashing the journal into the pocket of his leather jacket before making a way toward the door “Dinner’s almost done, get down there and eat.”
“You are not my dad.”
“Jean says otherwise,” the burly man shrugged his shoulders and was about to pass the threshold.
“What happened?”
“Hmm?”
“After the end of October, if you’re gonna take that journal away, you might as well spoil the rest for me.” The girl got up from the bed and approached him with those determined eyes, crossing her arms with a little lift of her demanding eyebrows “It’s not like the sappy love story is interesting or—"
“Creed.” Logan simply replied with a single word, spoken with an immeasurable amount of hatred seething inside his chest. And then he disappeared from the second floor, heading down the stairs.
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“…What was that for?” Peter whispered to her, nuzzling his nose against Kate’s.
“Making up for lost times,” Kate replied in kind, pulling him back in again for another kiss, deeper and softer than the one before, yet still filled to the brim with unspoken emotions “…I still love you, Pete.” She said with a teary smile “I love you, and I don’t know if you will accept it or not, but I still love you.” she poured her heart out in front of him and laid it bare on the metaphysical plate as her eyes search for that lingering flame her hopeful mind desperately desired to see. “Namor’s lie almost made me choke on regrets; I don’t wanna feel like that again.” She kept going, her hands caressing his face softly and playing with the stubbles “I love you, Peter Benjamin Parker.” His full name rolled off her tongue like a full-moon honey, eliciting a dorky smile on that face she adores so much “I love you.”
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me as a writer
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Thanks y'all for this fucking film