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I NEED ELLIE WILLIAMS๐๐ป (thatโs it, thatโs the post)
i need this butch so bad
i will never get tired of listening to lover, you shouldโve come over by jeff buckley. the yearning, HIS VOICE. i just canโt get over it and it has to be one of my favorite songs in the whole world. I LOVE JEFF BUCKLEY!!๐๐ป
@valeisaslut knows exactly what iโm TALKING ABOUTTTTT๐ค
What hits me so hard about Ellieโs arc this season is that she isnโt bad. She isnโt evil, and we see that time and time again. Sheโs trying to be ruthless, trying to be brutal, but that isnโt her base state. That isnโt who she is.
She still wants to help kids. She still wants to spare innocents. She still wants to make Joel proud. But she fails. She doesnโt get her grand vengeance, she doesnโt get to be the good guy, the righteous guy. She was so sure she was justified, she was right, but in the finale we finally see all of it crumbling down. Instead, she gets someone close to her killed. Instead, her vengeance does nothing but hurt people.
She isnโt a ruthless killer. Sheโs a kid in way over her head. And we see that sometimes the world isnโt like a movie, sometimes being determined isnโt enough.
Sometimes you fail anyway.
Pairing: Ellie Williams x fem!reader
AU: College AU, established relationship
Length: ~1.7k
Youโre sitting on the couch trying to salvage a half-baked group project presentation thatโs due tomorrow, staring at a slide that literally says โCapitalism be wildโ in bright pink font when Ellie walks in and drops her keys like she wants an audience.
She kicks her shoes off too aggressively and flops onto the couch next to you with the dramatic sigh of someone who just got dumped and evicted in the same day.
โDonโt ask,โ she says, already face-down into the cushions.
You donโt. You just glance at her and go back to the war crime that is your shared Google Slides.
She rolls over. โYouโre seriously not gonna ask what happened?โ
โNo,โ you say, deadpan. โI assume itโs mildly inconvenient. Like your favorite pen ran out.โ
Ellie sits up and blinks at you. โOkay, rude. But kind of accurate.โ
You smirk, still not looking at her. โShocking.โ
Thereโs a pause. Thenโ
โEllie, what happened,โ you mutter without looking up.
Another pause. Then a sharp inhale.
โYou just called me Ellie.โ
Your fingers freeze over your trackpad.
โโฆYeah?โ
โNo baby? No babe? No โyou absolute freakโ?โ
You look over at her. โI literally just said your name.โ
Ellie squints at you like sheโs trying to determine if youโre possessed.
โYou never call me that unless youโre annoyed with me.โ
You blink. โIโm not.โ
โLiar.โ
You finally set the laptop aside. โIโve been staring at Comic Sans for forty minutes. If I sound irritated, thatโs why.โ
Ellieโs already climbing over you like a cat determined to be in your way. She sits sideways in your lap and rests her chin on your shoulder.
โI just think itโs kinda harsh,โ she says casually. โDropping government names like weโre not in love.โ
You snort. โYouโre so dramatic.โ
She shrugs. โIโm sensitive.โ
โNo, youโre a menaceโ.
โMenace with standards,โ she mumbles, half-buried in your hoodie. โI still expect to be called baby.โ
You glance at her, unamused. โYouโre getting nothing until I make it through this slideshow without ripping my hair out.โ
Ellie groans. โWow. So this is how it ends. Cold shoulder over Google Slides.โ
You raise an eyebrow. โYou watch one psychology TikTok and now you think youโre a licensed therapist.โ
โMaybe I am.โ
โOkay, Dr. Williams.โ
โI like the sound of that,โ she says, sitting up straighter. โSay it again.โ
โOnly if you stop talking.โ
She squints. โYouโre being so cold to me today. Is this about the last slice of pizza last night? Because I genuinely didnโt know you wanted it.โ
โI didnโt. But now I do, retroactively.โ
Ellie looks offended. โYou canโt just claim food in hindsight.โ
โYou can if youโre petty.โ
Ellie huffs but doesnโt move from your lap. Instead, she hooks her arms around your neck.
โI liked it better when you called me gross pet names in front of your friends.โ
โYou mean when I said โhey loser, come hereโ and you acted like I gave you an engagement ring?โ
โExactly.โ
You laugh softly and tilt your head forward until your forehead bumps hers. She smiles, eyes closing, her whole body softening against you like it always does when youโre quiet like this.
โYouโre so annoying,โ you say gently.
โSay it nicer,โ she murmurs.
You lean in and kiss her cheek. โYouโre my favourite headache.โ
She opens one eye. โStill not โbaby,โ but Iโll allow it.โ
You roll your eyes. โYouโre really gonna act like this over a nickname?โ
โYes,โ she says immediately.
You tilt your head. โWhat if I started calling you something worse? Like El.โ
She physically recoils. โDonโt you dare.โ
โEl.โ
โI swear to godโโ
You grin. โE-dawg.โ
โStop.โ
Youโre laughing now, and sheโs pretending to be offended but already smiling, already giving herself away.
You shift slightly, readjusting your laptop and giving her a half-hearted pat on the thigh. โIf you get up and make popcorn, Iโll call you baby.โ
She considers this like itโs a high-stakes negotiation.
โMovie night?โ
โYeah.โ
โYour pick or mine?โ
You pretend to think. โYours. But nothing thatโs, like, sad for no reason.โ
โFine,โ she says. โBut if I see one more Google Slide with neon fonts and drop shadows, Iโm unplugging the router.โ
โDeal.โ
She finally gets off you and heads toward the kitchen, mumbling something about kettle corn.
You reopen your laptop, adjust the disaster of a slide, and call out casually, โThanks, baby.โ
Thereโs a pause, thenโ
โI forgive you!โ she yells from the kitchen.
Of course she does.
itโs not oversharing if theyโre your tumblr mutual
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?ย
is your room messy or clean?
what color are your eyes?
do you like your name? why?
what is your relationship status?ย
describe your personality in 3 words or less
what color hair do you have?
what kind of car do you drive? color?
where do you shop?
how would you describe your style?
favorite social media account
what size bed do you have?ย
any siblings?
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?
favorite snapchat filter?ย
favorite makeup brand(s)
how many times a week do you shower?
favorite tv show?
shoe size?
how tall are you?
sandals or sneakers?ย
do you go to the gym?ย
describe your dream date
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?
what color socks are you wearing?ย
how many pillows do you sleep with?
do you have a job? what do you do?ย
how many friends do you have?ย
whats the worst thing you have ever done?ย
whats your favorite candle scent?ย
3 favorite boy names
3 favorite girl names
favorite actor?ย
favorite actress?ย
who is your celebrity crush?
favorite movie?ย
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?ย
money or brains?ย
do you have a nickname? what is it?ย
how many times have you been to the hospital?
top 10 favorite songs
do you take any medications daily?ย
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)
what is your biggest fear?ย
how many kids do you want?ย
whats your go to hair style?
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)ย
who is your role model?ย
what was the last compliment you received?
what was the last text you sent?
how old were you when you found out santa wasnโt real?
what is your dream car?ย
opinion on smoking?
do you go to college?ย
what is your dream job?ย
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?ย
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?ย
do you have freckles?ย
do you smile for pictures?
how many pictures do you have on your phone?ย
have you ever peed in the woods?ย
do you still watch cartoons?ย
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendyโs or McDonalds?
Favorite dipping sauce?ย
what do you wear to bed?ย
have you ever won a spelling bee?
ย what are your hobbies?
can you draw?ย
do you play an instrument?
what was the last concert you saw?ย
tea or coffee?
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?
do you want to get married?
what is your crushโs first and last initial?
are you going to change your last name when you get married?ย
what color looks best on you?ย
do you miss anyone right now?ย
do you sleep with your door open or closed?
do you believe in ghosts?
what is your biggest pet peeve?ย
last person you called`
favorite ice cream flavor?ย
regular oreos or golden oreos?ย
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?ย
what shirt are you wearing?ย
what is your phone background?
are you outgoing or shy?
do you like it when people play with your hair?
do you like your neighbors?ย
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?
have you ever been high?ย
have you ever been drunk?ย
last thing you ate?ย
favorite lyrics right now
summer or winter?ย
day or night?ย
dark, milk, or white chocolate?ย
favorite month?ย
what is your zodiac sign
ย who was the last person you cried in front of?ย
My legs are shaking and spreading. Raw next question. I have NOTHING appropriate to say. 5 mins and a hair tie. Can we save hex. All 8 fingers. My fingers are tired. Who has my clothes? Both lips smiled. Bedsheet- soaked. To infinity and beyond. A tear rolled down my leg. FLASH US. This made my hole weak, sorry i meant whole week.
always scared people will think iโm annoying for texting first๐ฅฒ
me when i reach out first: ewww they hate me im annoying i should leave them alone
when people reach out to me first: YAYY THEY REMEBER I EXIST I AM KNOWN AND I AM LOVED
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