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What hits me so hard about Ellie’s arc this season is that she isn’t bad. She isn’t evil, and we see that time and time again. She’s trying to be ruthless, trying to be brutal, but that isn’t her base state. That isn’t who she is.

She still wants to help kids. She still wants to spare innocents. She still wants to make Joel proud. But she fails. She doesn’t get her grand vengeance, she doesn’t get to be the good guy, the righteous guy. She was so sure she was justified, she was right, but in the finale we finally see all of it crumbling down. Instead, she gets someone close to her killed. Instead, her vengeance does nothing but hurt people.

She isn’t a ruthless killer. She’s a kid in way over her head. And we see that sometimes the world isn’t like a movie, sometimes being determined isn’t enough.

Sometimes you fail anyway.

Tagging people in posts feels like I'm sending the bat signal

top five best female experiences:

1. ovulation

2. smelling good cologne that matches the face

3. tanning

4. seeing biceps

5. smiling at a girl and she smiles back

Do you have a favorite Abby headcannon?

that if abby gets drunk she becomes all sweet and cuddly with you. touching you anywhere she can, and holding you close while also becoming SO possessive of you. (your honor i need her)

MUSCLE MOMMIESSSS😍🫦

i may have a type…🙂‍↕️🙏🏻

i didn’t finish arcane, arcane finished ME😪💔

ITS IN THE DRAFTS FOLKS🫡🖤

just came up with a DIABOLICAL ellie fic idea but idk if i want to write it, im nervyyyy🤭

collide literally left me SPEECHLESS. it broke me, put me back together, then broke me AGAINNN. ellie and reader finally getting back together after all the pain and heartbreak they went through💔 the way i sobbed reading the readers part of the epilogue. val you are AMAZING AND WONDERFUL LET ME GIVE YOU A KISS. this fic literally blew me away and i will never stop thinking about it. btw, you were so right about ellie writing lover, you should’ve come over (i listened to that song on an hour loop while reading)

ILY MWAH🤍😘🫂

OH MY GODDD I’M SOBBINGGGG the way you described it??? “it broke me, put me back together, then broke me AGAIN” is LITERALLY the exact structure of Collide. it’s meant to be healing through devastation and i am so honored that you went through it all with me.

the reader’s POV in the epilogue was SO special to me. like that was my gift to her. to you. i wanted her to finally get to speak, and when i tell you i cried writing it… I DID. the three parts of the epilogue are my magnus opus acc.

and YESSS Lover, You Should’ve Come Over??? ellie wrote that with her soul. she put her whole chest, lungs, and spiritual breakdown into it. thank you for listening on loop — that means more than you know 🥺🫂

now get over here so i can kiss you. MWAH 💋 ILY FOREVER

17 & 34!

17: name 3 things that make you happy

MUSIC, i would not be myself without it. my friends, they are my biggest supporters in my life. being able to spend time by myself.

34: any pet peeves?

i cannot STAND when people walk slow. i’ll be walking behind someone, their ankles? stepped on. and i don’t mean to, i just walk fast.

people complaining about any and everything. it bothers me so much. like, do you not find any joy in life at all? clearly you can’t complain about everything