Andrea Gibson, "DEPRESSION [VERB]", Lord Of The Butterflies

Honestly, I hate the fact that I can't seem to be able to color properly. It's truly bothering me. When I see other people's artwork and process it seems so clear-cut, but when I do it, it's just so hazardous and ultimately shit. It keeps me from doing the pieces I wanna do, so fucking frustrating...

hi, I'm back !

A lot of things have happened to me lately : I finished my master's thesis and got my degree with an unbelievable good grade. I turned 23 and got my nose pierced. And last but not least : I'm moving to Germany in September !

This year was a really challenging one, but I'm glad I got through it. I'm currently enjoying my holidays, doing art, seeing friends and trying to survive the dangerous heat.

I'm gonna try posting some new art and tidying things up a bit !

Gosh yes this is the mood. The show (and comics which I have just binge read in a day) have thrown me into such an array of confusing feelings, about my teenage regrets, my 15 year old self, my current life, why I am "like this" and how I miss everyone, while fighting for my life to manage my master's thesis deadlines and other things !!!

The story filled me with such a warmth I needed years ago and here, and now, I am completely clueless with what to do with it and most importantly : what to do without it.

being someone in their early 20’s watching heartstopper is such an overall emotional experience. there’s jealousy happiness joy longing regret sadness hope loss and most of all fucking final exam anxiety crushing us while we try to study but can’t because NICK FUCKING NELSON GOT A 62% ON THE BUZZFEED AM I GAY QUIZ.

Felt really unmotivated today. But then I receive, nice ??? emails ?? and, good phonecalls ???

Turns out my procrastination is stronger than my motivation to actually do the things I'm supposed to do, at least this beauty came out of it!

A WIP I will never have time to color, unfortunately, but I would love to explore this style further and make a companion piece to it. We'll see if life lets me do it !

I’m on fire, but I’m trying not to show it. FLORENCE + THE MACHINE

Growing up is just learning to deal with disappointment, eh ?

instagram makes me sick to my stomach i open it and im like i do not want to see any of you

In the halls of the museum, under the skylights, two figures from another time, apart, gaze longingly at each other. And the stones would shudder and turn to flesh, before such yearning eyes...