idk how to explain it but neil perry is a very soft kisses, fluffy sweater sharing, big hugs, sweet love notes, quiet midnight whispers type of lover and i am sobbing bc of it.
not to be thirsty on main but the second neil perry put those glasses on i was on my knees
lmao can u imagine cameron's confusion when his ringtone goes “SMACK MY ASS LIKE A DRUM”
GUYS!!!!!
LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND
THE DELETED SCENE OF THE MEETING AFTER NEILS PLAY. THE ONE WITH KEATING AND TODDS POEM!!!!!
pov: todd read the outsiders ONCE and jumped into his greaser era
Ethan Hawke in a promotional picture of the 1989 movie Dad.
intimacy ahead ! ♥️ (nothing reaaaallllly explicit but i’m playing it safe)
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neil: i wanna ruin our friendship
neil: *pauses*
todd: *already crying*
…
neil: we should– todd, im sorry please i didn’t mean it like that i just wanna be ur lover, i don’t want us to stop being friends :(
ohmygod could he BE any more in love????
Excuse me
EXCUSE ME
every day
does your heart just go <neil perry3
Some hufflepuff probably: what are your pronouns?
Sirius who goes by any: none please don’t refer for me
Remus: don’t even perceive me
i feel like todd’s the kind of guy to downplay anything bad that happens to him and instead focuses solely on his friends like
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meeks going to the bathroom to wash his face after having a bad day
todd: meeks are you okay ?
meeks: wha? todd?? what are you doing here??
todd: oh nothing, im just having a panic attack, anyway are you-
meeks, instantly worried and panicking: YOU’RE WHAT
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todd, getting a nosebleed from overstress but knowing that knox is scared of blood: oh my god, im so sorry let me just leave real quick
knox, frantically calling for someone to get the nurse: THAT IS NOT WHY IM SCARED RIGHT NOW ARE YOU OKAY
//
todd, during a meeting: charlie you look cold, do you want my jacket
charlie, actively trying to wrap todd into a hug so he gets warmer: todd you’re literally turning blue???
todd: oh…. but are you-
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pitts, tripping and falling onto todd causing both of them to fall on the ground and todd to hit his head
todd, slurring slightly: a’ ‘ou oka’ (are you okay)
pitts, panicking because todd probably has a concussion and he only scraped his hands: NOW is NOT the time todd
todd: ‘our han’s loo’ hur’ (your hands look hurt)
pitts about to cry: todd please don’t talk i have to take you to the nurse
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todd, watching cameron stress over going over his notes to catch any minor mistake: cameron, if you want i can look over you’re notes during winter and make sure you didn’t make any silly mistakes :)
cameron: oh thanks, but won’t you want to spend time w/ your family?
todd: oh no, my parents said im not allowed back into the house until i deserve it by being at the top of all my classes and acting more like jeff
cameron, horrified: they what
todd: so im free to help :)
cameron, still horrified: todd wait back up a bit your parents said what
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neil, waking todd up from a nightmare: todd, baby are you okay *concerned face*
todd, sobbing because of the nightmare: yea im sorry i woke you up tho
neil, hugging todd and trying to calm him down: oh no no no,,,, don’t be sorry sweetheart, everything’s fine
todd, sobbing harder: but you were so tiredddddd
neil: todd-
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yeah anyway
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