Bette Davis Eyes (2)
bette davis eyes (2)
harry castillo x reader
series
word count: 9.1k
warnings: no y/n, 28 year age gap, female reader, fluff, smut.
Harry Castillo still didn’t know her name.
And it was driving him insane.
It had been three days.
Three days since he sat on the steps of The Met, seething over Lucy’s engagement only to stumble into a conversation with the most aggravating woman he had ever met.
Three days since she stepped out of his car.
"If you find me again, maybe I’ll say yes."
He had taken it as a challenge.
Of course he did.
He had spent years making impossible things happen. He had turned himself into one of the richest hedge fund managers in the country. He dictated the movement of money on Wall Street with a flick of his wrist. People waited months to get a meeting with him.
When he wanted something, he got it.
But he still didn’t know her goddamn name.
He had spent hours.
Hours, going through his friends’ Instagram followings, convinced that she had to be in there somewhere. She had been outside that party on those steps. That meant she knew someone.
Right?
Wrong.
Instead, all he got was accidentally following half a dozen people he didn’t even like and no clue how to unfollow them.
"You could just Google it," Danny had suggested, watching as Harry scrolled through Instagram with the confusion of a man trying to defuse a bomb.
"I shouldn’t have to Google basic fucking technology," Harry snapped.
Danny had just laughed. "This is why Lucy did everything for you."
Lucy.
Right.
Harry shut his phone off and tossed it onto the table like it had personally offended him.
He needed to let this go.
She was just a stranger.
A nobody.
But...
She wasn’t.
She was somebody, at least to him. Someone who had looked at him like he wasn’t some billionaire hedge fund manager but just a man sitting on the steps of The Met, sulking about his ex.
And that was risky.
Because for the first time in a long time he wanted to know more.
She was balancing a tray when she spotted him.
Harry Castillo.
Sitting at the corner of the high end Manhattan restaurant she was currently serving at, looking like he would rather die than be here.
Her grip on the tray tightened. No fucking way.
She had spent the last three days assuming she would never see him again.
Rich men didn’t go looking for strangers they met outside of parties. Not unless they had some weird obsession or a savior complex. And he didn’t seem like the type.
Yet, here he was.
Dark suit. Sharp jaw. Brooding like the miserable, wealthy asshole she suspected he was.
And worst of all—he didn’t see her.
Not yet.
She had to get out of here before he did.
Her name tag was visible.
If he saw it, if he recognized her—
"Table six, go," her manager barked, pointing toward the very table Harry was sitting at.
Fuck.
She briefly considered quitting her job on the spot. Just throwing her apron at the nearest wall and storming out.
But unfortunately, she had rent to pay.
So with a deep inhale, she straightened her shoulders, gripped the tray tighter, and walked straight toward him.
Harry wasn’t paying attention.
Not to the menu. Not to his surroundings.
His mind was still back in his office, replaying every attempt he had made to find her.
And failing.
His phone buzzed. Another news notification. Probably some article about the market or a New York Times op-ed about billionaires ruining the economy. He didn’t care.
Then—
A shadow passed over him.
Someone setting a drink down.
And before he even looked up—before his brain even processed it—he heard her voice.
“Whiskey neat.”
His head snapped up so fast he nearly gave himself whiplash.
And there she was.
Standing right in front of him.
His breath hitched.
Her.
Her.
His eyes flicked to her name tag, sharp and laser focused.
Finally.
She saw where he was looking and immediately reached for it, ripping the tag off with a sharp tug before shoving it into her pocket.
“Not a chance,” she said, shaking her head.
His lips twitched.
“Afraid?”
“Of you?” She snorted, shifting the tray in her hands. “Not even a little.”
He exhaled, leaning back in his chair.
“You work here.”
She raised a brow. “Clearly.”
“You were at the Met party.”
“I was working the Met party.”
Realization dawned.
She wasn’t a guest. She wasn’t friends with anyone there.
She was a server.
A server.
Harry’s fingers tapped against the edge of his glass.
He didn’t know why that made something settle inside him. Maybe because it explained why she hadn’t given a shit about who he was. Maybe because it meant she wasn’t part of his world, wasn’t another socialite or heiress looking for an investment banker to marry.
Maybe because it meant that night was real.
“You’ve been looking for me.”
It wasn’t a question.
His eyes lifted to hers.
She was smirking.
She was amused.
And he hated how much he liked that.
Harry exhaled slowly. “Maybe.”
“Well. Now you found me.”
He studied her.
The restaurant bustled around them. The clink of glasses, the low hum of conversation, the scent of expensive wine and seared steak filling the air.
But none of it mattered.
Not when she was standing in front of him, arms crossed, head tilted, watching him like he was the one on display.
He reached for his drink, swirling the liquid before taking a slow sip.
Then—
“Have dinner with me.”
She blinked.
Paused.
Then laughed.
Again.
Like he had just told the funniest joke in the world.
Again.
“You really don’t like being told no, huh?”
His jaw ticked. “That’s not an answer.”
She tilted her head. “What do you think I’m gonna do? Take off my apron and sit down at your table? I’m working, Castillo.”
The way she said his name made something tighten in his chest.
Harry leaned forward, elbows on the table. “Then when do you get off?”
Her lips twitched.
“You gonna wait here all night?”
He didn’t hesitate.
“Yes.”
She exhaled, shaking her head. “You’re impossible.”
“So I’ve been told.”
A pause.
“Fine.”
Harry’s brows lifted.
Her eyes flicked to the clock on the restaurant wall before settling back on him.
“I’m off in an hour.” She turned, already walking away. “Let’s see if you’re still here by then.”
He watched her go.
Watched as she weaved through tables, balancing drinks, chatting with customers, completely at ease.
And for the first time in three days—
He felt at ease.
Because this time, she wasn’t getting away.
Harry wasn’t a patient man.
He had built an empire on control, on precision, on the ability to anticipate movements before they happened. That was how he stayed ahead, how he won.
Yet here he was, sitting at a table in an upscale Manhattan restaurant waiting for a woman who barely spared him a second glance.
A woman whose name he still didn’t know.
He leaned back in his chair, swirling the whiskey in his glass, watching as she moved effortlessly through the restaurant.
She was good at her job.
Efficient, quick on her feet, balancing trays with ease.
And she smiled at customers.
Not the way she had smirked at him earlier. Not with that sharp edged amusement that made something itch beneath his skin.
No, these smiles were polite. Professional. A little forced, maybe, but nothing that suggested she was even remotely bothered by his presence.
It annoyed the hell out of him.
Because he was bothered.
She had been stuck in his head for three days.
And here she was, acting like their encounter meant nothing.
Like he meant nothing.
It was infuriating.
And intriguing.
And maybe—just maybe—exactly what he needed.
His fingers tapped against the rim of his glass.
An hour.
He could wait an hour.
Hell, he had waited longer for board meetings that didn’t even matter.
So he settled in.
And watched.
She could feel his eyes on her.
The weight of his gaze followed her everywhere.
She ignored it.
Or at least, she pretended to.
Because if she acknowledged it, if she met his gaze, if she let herself wonder why he was still sitting there—then she would have to admit that she cared.
And she didn’t.
Not really.
Not about Harry Castillo.
Not about his perfectly tailored suit or the way his dark eyes followed her every movement like she was some kind of puzzle he was determined to solve.
Not about the way her heart had kicked up just a little when she realized he had actually been looking for her.
Nope.
Didn’t care.
Not at all.
She refilled a wine glass at table twelve, smiled at a group of finance bros who didn’t deserve it, dodged her coworker carrying a tray of desserts, and did not look at the man still sitting at table six.
But she could feel him.
And it was driving her crazy.
Harry was losing his mind.
Every time she passed his table without sparing him a glance, something inside him tightened.
This was ridiculous.
He didn’t wait for people.
People waited for him.
He could leave right now. Get up, walk out, and be done with this whole thing.
But he wouldn’t.
Because she had said one hour.
And he was going to make sure she kept her word.
His phone buzzed.
He ignored it.
Buzzed again.
Danny.
Danny: Why are you ignoring my texts?
Danny: Did you figure out how to unfollow people yet or are you still stuck?
Danny: Are you seriously still looking for that girl?
Danny: …You are, aren’t you?
Danny: I hate you.
Danny: Text me when you’re done being pathetic.
Harry rolled his eyes and slid his phone facedown on the table.
The hour crawled by.
And then—
Finally—
She walked back toward his table.
Apron off. Jacket on. Bag slung over one shoulder.
Her shift was over.
And Harry sat up a little straighter.
“You actually waited.”
She didn’t sound surprised.
More amused.
Like she had expected him to wait but still found it funny.
He lifted a brow. “You said an hour.”
“And you’re a man who listens?”
“I can be.”
She huffed out a small laugh, shaking her head. “Dangerous skill.”
Harry smirked. “You have no idea.”
She rolled her eyes, but he caught the way her lips twitched.
It wasn’t a no.
Wasn’t a go home, Castillo.
It was something else.
Something better.
She shifted her weight from one foot to the other. “So?”
“So.”
“What now?”
Harry exhaled, watching her carefully.
She was testing him.
Waiting to see if he was serious.
If he was worth the trouble.
And Harry Castillo never backed down from a challenge.
“Dinner,” he said simply.
She arched a brow. “You just ate.”
“You were working. I don’t eat alone.”
She crossed her arms. “That’s a dumb rule.”
He shrugged. “It’s my rule.”
She stared at him for a long moment.
Then—
“Fine.”
A single word.
But it sent something sharp and victorious rushing through his chest.
He stood, pulling a few crisp hundreds from his wallet and tossing them onto the table without a second glance.
She eyed the money but didn’t say anything.
Just turned on her heel and walked toward the door.
Harry followed.
The wind cut sharp against his skin as they stepped out onto the Manhattan sidewalk, the world around them alive with the hum of the city at night. A taxi honked a block away, a couple laughed as they passed, and the crisp scent of winter curled into the air.
She shivered, pulling her coat tighter around her body.
Harry didn’t shiver.
He barely felt the cold.
His eyes flicked toward her, noting the way she huddled into herself slightly, as if suddenly self conscious. She had been confident inside the restaurant sharp, unbothered, teasing—but now, beneath the glow of the streetlights, something in her had shifted.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
She scoffed. “You think I’m just gonna tell you that?”
His jaw twitched.
She was impossible.
And yet, somehow, he found himself waiting for her answer anyway.
She sighed, exhaling into the cold air. “It’s just…I just got off a shift. I’m not exactly dressed for whatever expensive place you’re about to drag me to.”
Harry blinked.
Then looked her over.
Dark jeans. A fitted black sweater. Scuffed up ballet flats.
She looked fine.
Better than fine.
She looked real.
She looked like her.
And that, he realized, was the problem.
She didn’t belong in his world.
Didn’t fit into the mold of women he was usually seen with.
She wasn’t draped in designer. She didn’t have a last name people recognized. She didn’t float through life with the quiet, effortless privilege of someone born into money.
But she was still the most interesting person he had met in years.
And that was dangerous.
He shoved his hands into his coat pockets. “I don’t care.”
She blinked up at him.
“What?”
“I don’t care what you’re wearing.”
She hesitated.
Her eyes searched his, looking for—what? Lies? Pity? Some hidden agenda?
She wouldn’t find any of those.
He had none to give.
Instead, he tilted his head. “Are you hungry or not?”
She rolled her eyes. “I just worked a ten hour shift. What do you think?”
His lips twitched.
Without another word, he turned and started walking.
And after a beat—she followed.
To her surprise, Harry didn’t take her somewhere suffocatingly high end.
No pretentious Michelin starred establishment. No reservations only steakhouse with white tablecloths and chandeliers worth more than her apartment.
God, her roommate was in for a treat when she gets home.
Instead, they ended up at a cozy, tucked away bistro on a quiet side street. The kind of place that didn’t have a dress code. The kind of place where people actually talked instead of posing for Instagram photos.
She narrowed her eyes as she followed him inside. “How do you even know about a place like this?”
Harry didn’t answer.
Of course he didn’t.
Instead, he pulled out a chair for her like some old fashioned gentleman and waited for her to sit.
She hesitated, lips twitching in amusement. “Wow. Chivalry isn’t dead after all.”
He ignored that too.
She sat.
He took the seat across from her.
A waiter appeared almost instantly.
Harry ordered whiskey.
She ordered a glass of wine.
She knew her wine, he'll give her that.
And then—for the first time since they met—there was silence.
Not uncomfortable silence.
But silence nonetheless.
She leaned back in her chair, watching him.
Harry was hard to read.
Brooding. Intense. Reserved.
The kind of man who looked like he had a thousand thoughts running through his head but no intention of saying any of them out loud.
The kind of man who could crush someone with a single, well calculated decision in his office during the day and then sit across from her in a dimly lit restaurant at night like none of it mattered.
She tapped her fingers against the table. “So, are you gonna ask me anything? Or are we just gonna sit here and stare at each other?”
Harry’s brow lifted slightly.
“I don’t ask questions I don’t care about the answers to.”
She blinked.
Then huffed out a small laugh. “Jesus. You’re insufferable.”
“So I’ve been told.”
She rolled her eyes and took a sip of wine.
He watched her over the rim of his own glass, studying the way she moved.
She wasn’t nervous.
She wasn’t trying to impress him.
And he hated how much he liked that.
She started talking first.
Not because he asked.
But because she wanted to.
“So, what do you think I do?” she asked, resting her chin on her hand.
Harry took a slow sip of whiskey. “You’re a server.”
She smirked. “Wow. Good job, detective.”
His jaw twitched. “That’s not a real question.”
“Fine. How long have I been doing it?”
He studied her.
Noticed the way she held herself, the way she had moved through the restaurant earlier, the way she hadn’t hesitated when her manager snapped at her.
“Years,” he said simply.
Her smirk faltered.
“Yeah,” she admitted. “Since I was nineteen.”
Something flickered in her eyes.
Something he didn’t understand.
Didn’t push.
But still—he noticed.
She exhaled, rolling her wine glass between her fingers. “It wasn’t supposed to be permanent.”
Harry’s fingers drummed against the table. “It never is.”
She lifted a brow. “You say that like you know.”
He didn’t answer.
Because he did know.
But he didn’t talk about it.
Didn’t talk about the nights he spent as a kid listening to his mother cry in the next room because she didn’t have the money for rent.
Didn’t talk about how she had worked three jobs just to keep food on the table.
Didn’t talk about how she got sick.
How the bills stacked up.
How money would have saved her.
But he didn’t say any of that.
He never did.
She watched him for a moment, like she was trying to figure him out.
Then she leaned back in her chair, lips curling slightly. “You don’t talk much, huh?”
Harry exhaled. “Not if I can help it.”
She grinned. “Well, lucky for you, I talk enough for the both of us.”
And she did.
She told him about the worst customers she’d ever had. The ridiculous things people asked for at restaurants. The way rich men treated servers like they were invisible.
She didn’t include him in that category.
And for some reason, that mattered.
She laughed at her own stories.
Harry didn’t laugh.
But he listened.
More than he should have.
More than he ever did.
She didn’t push him to share.
Didn’t ask him about his life, his money, his past.
She just talked.
And it was the first time in a long time that Harry didn’t mind someone filling the silence.
When their food came, she didn’t pick at it like the women he usually dined with.
She ate.
Finished her entire burger.
Made a satisfied noise as she wiped her mouth with a napkin.
Harry’s lips twitched. He wanted to smile. But he didn't.
By the time they left the restaurant, it was late.
The air was even colder now, the city quieter.
She shoved her hands into her pockets. “Alright, big shot. Where’s your driver?”
Harry exhaled, glancing down the street.
James was waiting, parked at the curb.
But for some reason—
For some stupid reason—
He didn’t want the night to end yet.
So instead of answering, he met her gaze.
And said, “Let’s walk.”
She blinked.
Then nodded.
“Okay.”
And just like that—
Harry Castillo found himself walking through the city with a woman he barely knew.
And, for once, he didn’t hate it.
The streets of Manhattan were quieter at this hour.
The usual chaos—the honking taxis, the chatter of impatient pedestrians, the ever present hum of a city that never slept had settled into something softer. The streetlights cast golden pools of light on the pavement and every now and then, a stray gust of wind sent a flurry of dry leaves skittering across the sidewalk.
She walked beside him, her hands tucked into the pockets of her jacket, her unhurried.
Harry had no idea where they were going.
She was talking again, the words flowing effortlessly, her voice filling the quiet space between them like it belonged there.
“I don’t know how people live alone in this city,” she mused, her breath visible in the cold air. “I mean, sure if you’re a billionaire hedge fund guy, then yeah, easy. But for the rest of us mortals? Forget it.”
Harry glanced at her. “So you have a roommate.”
She huffed out a small laugh. “More like a personal angel disguised as a roommate.”
His brow lifted slightly.
She kicked a small pebble across the pavement as they walked. “Her name’s Maya and she’s the only reason I can even afford to be in New York. She’s an artist—one of those ridiculously talented people who’s always sketching on napkins or leaving paint stains on everything.”
Harry hummed, tucking his hands deeper into the pockets of his coat. “And she sells her work?”
“Oh, yeah. To people like you,” she teased, smirking up at him.
His jaw flexed slightly. “Like me?”
She shrugged. “Rich. Intimidating. Definitely the type to spend five grand on a painting because some gallery curator convinced you it was ‘evocative of the human condition.’”
Harry let out a sharp exhale, something just short of a laugh. “I don’t buy art.”
She gave him a pointed look. “So you just have blank walls in your penthouse?”
He hesitated.
She gasped, dramatic. “Oh my God, you do!”
His jaw twitched. “I don’t see the point.”
She groaned, shaking her head. “That is actually the most depressing thing I’ve ever heard.”
Harry smirked slightly. “Maya sounds lucky to have you as her publicist.”
She rolled her eyes. “Not her publicist. Just her number one fan. And her unpaid assistant, apparently, because every time she has a gallery showing, I end up playing bartender.”
“You work events for her?”
She lifted a shoulder. “Yeah, I mean... I don’t want to be useless.”
Harry frowned slightly at that. “You’re not useless.”
She blinked up at him, something flickering behind her expression like maybe she wasn’t used to hearing that.
She recovered quickly, exhaling through her nose. “Try telling that to the people who snap their fingers at me when they want a refill.”
Harry’s jaw tightened.
There was something about that, about the idea of her being treated like she was nothing, about people looking past her like she didn’t matter.
That irritated him more than it should have.
But he didn’t say anything.
Instead, he glanced over at her, taking her in.
Her hair was slightly tousled from the wind, strands curling around her face. The dim glow of the streetlights softened her features, casting a warm hue against her skin. She looked…
Gorgeous.
Pretty.
She caught him staring and arched a brow. “What?”
Harry looked straight ahead. “Nothing.”
She huffed a small laugh, bumping her shoulder lightly against his. “You’re weird.”
“Good to know.”
She grinned but didn’t push it.
They kept walking.
They hadn’t planned on stopping anywhere, but when she spotted a small, hole in the wall coffee shop still open, she made a beeline for it.
Harry watched as she pressed her hands against the glass, peering inside like a kid outside a toy store.
She turned back to him, eyes bright. “I need something warm.”
Harry exhaled. “You could’ve just said that.”
She grinned. “Where’s the fun in that?”
He sighed but followed her inside anyway.
The shop was small, filled with the comforting scent of coffee and fresh pastries. A tired looking barista was wiping down the counter, clearly ready to close up for the night but she bounced up to the register without hesitation.
“One hot chocolate, please.”
Harry stared. “Hot chocolate?”
She flashed him a look. “What?”
“You’re a grown woman.”
“Wow, ageism?” she gasped. “How very hedge fund of you.”
He rolled his eyes. “Hot chocolate is for children.”
She smirked. “And yet, I bet I’m gonna enjoy my drink way more than whatever depressing black coffee you’re about to order.”
Harry clenched his jaw.
Then turned to the barista.
“…Make it two.”
She lit up.
Not a smirk, not a teasing quip...just a genuine, unfiltered grin. “See? You’re not completely soulless after all.”
Harry huffed but said nothing.
They sat by the window, watching the street outside as their drinks cooled.
She took the first sip and sighed dramatically. “Oh my God."
Harry lifted a brow but took a sip of his own.
It was…warm. Smooth. A little too sweet.
Not terrible.
She grinned at him over the rim of her cup. “You love it.”
He set his cup down. “I tolerate it.”
She snorted. “Liar.”
Harry exhaled, shaking his head.
He was lying.
But he wasn’t about to admit that to her.
By the time they finally made it to her place, it was late.
The entrance to her building was old but well kept, tucked into a quieter side street. The kind of place that probably had thin walls and a temperamental landlord.
She stopped at the door, turning to face him.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
Then—
“You gonna be weird about this?” she asked, crossing her arms.
Harry tilted his head slightly. “Weird about what?”
She smirked. “You look like the kind of guy who doesn’t walk a woman home unless he’s expecting to come up.”
His jaw clenched. “I wasn’t—”
She grinned, cutting him off. “Relax. I’m messing with you.”
His lips pressed into a thin line. “Hilarious.”
She stepped back, pressing her shoulder against the doorframe. “But hey…thanks. For dinner. And the hot chocolate.”
Harry held her gaze.
She was looking at him like she wasn’t sure what to make of him yet.
Like she hadn’t quite figured him out.
And that, somehow, made him want to see her again.
Before he could say anything, she yawned, stretching her arms above her head.
“You gonna try to find me again?”
His jaw tightened.
But his lips twitched.
“I already did once.”
She hummed, tilting her head. “Then maybe next time, I’ll let you find out something about me.”
Harry exhaled.
He should have left.
Should have walked away.
But instead, he lingered just long enough to watch her disappear into the building, just long enough to hear her footsteps fade.
And then, finally—
He turned.
And walked away.
He still didn't get her name.
But he knew where to find her.
Harry had gone back to the restaurant.
But she wasn’t there.
Two days.
Two entire days of walking into that overpriced Manhattan restaurant, sitting at the same damn table, ordering the same damn whiskey neat, only for some random server—not her—to take his order.
It was infuriating.
He didn’t know her name.
Didn’t have her number.
Didn’t know anything except where she lived.
And that made something settle in his chest that he wasn’t ready to examine.
Danny noticed.
Of course he did.
“You’re sulking,” he said, lazily swirling his cocktail at their usual bar.
Harry scowled. “I don’t sulk.”
Danny smirked. “Right. You just glare at your drink like it owes you money.”
Harry clenched his jaw.
Then exhaled sharply. “She’s not at work.”
Danny blinked. Then grinned. “Oh my God, you are sulking.”
Harry resisted the urge to throw his whiskey at him.
Instead, he pulled out his phone and stared at her building’s address for the fiftieth time.
Danny sighed, tilting his head. “You know, if you really wanted to, you could—”
“I’m not hiring a private investigator,” Harry muttered.
Danny huffed. “I was gonna say Google it. Jesus, man.”
Harry scowled.
But he did Google it.
Or rather, he, Danny, and James—his driver, the only person in his life with more patience than a saint—spent two hours tracking down any lead they could.
It was a long, painful process.
But finally—Maya.
Maya Klein.
Her roommate.
Her best friend.
Her very online best friend.
It wasn’t hard to find her art portfolio.
Okay, maybe it was a little hard.
But after squinting through three different Instagram accounts, a Tumblr page, and a very outdated LinkedIn profile, they found it.
And in bold, clean font on her website—
GALLERY SHOWING TOMORROW.
TRIBECA
8PM-11PM
Harry leaned back in his chair, fingers drumming against his desk.
“She bartends for her friend’s events,” he murmured.
Danny’s brows lifted. “And you’re planning on showing up.”
Harry exhaled. “I want to see her again.”
Danny smirked. “Wow. You’re down bad.”
Harry ignored him.
He stuck out like a sore thumb the moment he stepped inside.
Danny, of course, fit right in. Already drifting off into the crowd, chatting up a woman in a fringed leather jacket holding a glass of something overpriced.
James had stayed outside, leaning against the Maybach with a cigarette between his fingers, avoiding any part of this ridiculous endeavor.
And Harry?
Harry stood in the middle of an art gallery, surrounded by people who clearly hated him.
The walls were filled with abstract pieces. Raw depictions of capitalism and greed, of money and power and the corruption that came with it.
A statement.
A big fuck you to billionaires.
A big fuck you to him.
And here he was—one of the richest men in the country—standing in the middle of it.
He definitely stuck out.
Eyes flickered toward him.
Some curious. Some amused.
But most?
Judgmental.
Harry sighed.
Danny was gonna love this.
He scanned the room.
And then—
He saw her.
Behind the bar.
Her hair pulled back in a clip, sleeves rolled up, effortlessly balancing bottles and glasses, moving like she had done this a million times.
His jaw unclenched.
Something settled inside him.
Something he didn’t have the time—or patience—to name.
He walked over.
She didn’t see him at first.
Not until he was standing right in front of her.
Then—
Her eyes lifted.
And froze.
Her fingers stilled over the cocktail shaker, her lips parting slightly in surprise.
Then, slow and deliberate...
She smirked.
“You again.”
Harry exhaled. “Me again.”
She hummed, setting the shaker down. “Didn’t peg you for an art guy.”
“I’m not.”
Her smirk widened. “So you’re here for the free drinks?”
He tilted his head. “No.”
Her lips pressed together, amusement flickering in her gaze. “Then why are you here?”
Harry held her gaze.
And then—
She sighed, shaking her head.
“You really don’t like answering questions, do you?”
He exhaled. “You weren’t at work.”
Her brows lifted slightly.
Harry leaned forward, resting his hands against the bar. “I noticed.”
Her expression softened just for a second.
Then she sighed, rolling her eyes. “My legs gave out.”
His jaw tensed. “What?”
She shrugged a shoulder. “It happens. I overworked myself too much. I needed a break.”
His fingers curled against the bar.
Harry didn’t like that.
Didn’t like the idea of her pushing herself until she physically collapsed.
Didn’t like the fact that she was still working tonight.
Didn’t like any of it.
She noticed.
“You’re brooding.”
“I don’t brood.”
She arched a brow. “You definitely brood.”
Harry exhaled sharply.
She smirked.
Then casually, she grabbed a napkin, scribbled something on it, and slid it across the bar.
He frowned. “What’s this?”
She smiled.
“My name.”
His fingers brushed the paper.
His jaw flexed.
Finally.
Finally.
Then—
Across the room, a conversation caught his ear.
Loud. Purposeful. Like it was meant for him to hear.
It definitely was meant for him to hear.
“I don’t understand how these people live with themselves.”
Harry’s fingers stilled.
He turned slightly, gaze narrowing at a group gathered near one of the paintings.
“They show up, throw their money around, act like they’re saving the industry when they’re the ones who ruined it in the first place.”
Another voice chimed in. “It’s capitalism at its finest.”
Harry exhaled through his nose.
Same conversation. Different setting.
Nothing he hadn’t heard before.
He should have ignored it.
But then—
Then, he heard her.
Her voice.
Sharp. Defiant.
“You do realize the only reason these paintings are selling at all is because of the people you hate, right?”
Silence.
Harry blinked.
His gaze snapped back to her.
She wasn’t looking at him.
She was facing them, eyes narrowed, jaw set.
The guy—some twenty-something in a turtleneck—sputtered. “That’s not the—”
“No, go ahead,” she said, tilting her head. “Explain to me how you think art survives without the rich. Who do you think is buying these paintings? Who do you think is keeping galleries open? I’ll wait.”
The group shifted uncomfortably.
Harry smirked.
The guy scoffed. “That’s not the point.”
She arched a brow. “Then what is the point?”
More silence.
She exhaled. “Look, I get it. The system’s fucked. But if you really hate capitalism so much then maybe don’t take a paycheck from a company that thrives on it.”
The guy’s face turned red.
Then, huffing, he spun on his heel and walked away.
Harry exhaled through his nose.
And when she turned back to him—
He was looking at her.
Really looking at her.
She raised a brow. “What?”
Harry’s jaw ticked.
Then, slow—steady—
He reached for the napkin with her name.
Folded it.
Slipped it into his pocket.
“Nothing,” he murmured.
And, for the first time in months—
Harry Castillo smiled.
Actually let out a smile.
It was a rare thing. Unpracticed. A little uneven.
And it caught her off guard so much she forgot to breathe for a second.
That smile.
The real kind, not the smirk, not the polite billionaire press photo kind. It was all quiet softness and amusement, like a secret between the two of them. It was the kind of smile you could fall into if you weren’t careful.
“Wow,” she murmured, recovering. “You do know how to do that.”
Harry’s smile didn’t falter, but he said nothing.
Typical.
The gallery began to thin out as the night wore on. Coats were retrieved from racks, the sound of shoes echoed across the polished concrete floor, and people began floating toward the exit in clumps, cheeks flushed from wine and conversations.
Harry stayed.
He didn’t know why he stayed.
He could’ve left after thirty minutes like most of the other well dressed nuts in the room. But something about the way she moved behind the bar—tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear, laughing quietly when Maya came over to whisper something in her ear—held him in place.
She kept sneaking glances at him too.
Never long. Never obvious.
But enough.
He stayed perched in a corner, away from the art critics and the performative intellectuals with their wine sick grins and disdain for everything they secretly wanted. He watched her wipe down glasses and stack them methodically, her body moving slower than usual now, more deliberate. Her energy was dwindling down.
She was tired.
Exhausted, actually.
He could see it in the way her shoulders sagged when she thought no one was watching.
Around midnight, the final few stragglers filtered out. Maya was surrounded by compliments, champagne, and laughter as she waved people goodbye. She was magnetic.
But Harry’s focus was only on one person.
Her.
She was drying a wine glass with a rag that had seen better days when he approached the bar again.
“You’re still here?” she asked without looking up.
“I tend to see things through.”
She scoffed. “That doesn’t sound exhausting at all.”
Harry didn’t respond. Instead, he reached into his coat and placed something on the bar. A lemon ginger lozenge.
She stared at it. “What is this?”
“You’ve been clearing your throat for the last hour. Thought you might be getting sick.”
She blinked.
And then quietly, “Thanks.”
He nodded once. “You ready to go?”
She furrowed her brows. “Go?”
“You were going to walk home, weren’t you?”
“I—” She hesitated. “Yeah. I was.”
“Not happening.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Harry—”
“Maya said she’s having people over.”
Her mouth opened. “She what?”
As if on cue, Maya bounced over, cheeks flushed, eyes sparkling. “There you are! Just wanted to let you know we’re having a tiny get together back at the apartment. You’re coming, right?”
She forced a smile. “Yeah…totally.”
Maya beamed. “Perfect! I’ll see you there!” And just like that, she twirled away in her silk pants and heeled boots like a whirlwind of chaos and charm.
Harry looked at her, quiet.
“You don’t want to go,” he said plainly.
She paused. “No, I mean—I don’t mind—”
“You need rest.”
“I’m fine.”
“You’re exhausted.”
She made a face. “Thanks.”
“It wasn’t an insult.”
She raised an eyebrow. “Didn’t sound like a compliment.”
“It was. You’ve been on your feet all night and still managed to argue with an entire table of art anarchists without flinching.”
She blinked. “You were listening?”
Harry shrugged. “I’m observant.”
Something warm crept up her neck. “That’s actually…kind of sweet.”
“I wasn’t trying to be.”
“Still is.”
He exhaled, glancing toward the door. “Let me take you somewhere quiet.”
She looked at him carefully. "Okay." She nodded.
Harry smiled. “Come on.”
As they walked toward the exit, a low whistle echoed across the room.
“Ooooh, look who’s leaving together,” Danny called out, arm slung lazily around a girl wearing metallic eyeshadow and an alarming amount of lip gloss.
Harry cringed visibly. “Ignore him.”
“Oh, I planned on it,” she muttered, quickening her step.
Outside, James was leaning against the Maybach, his cigarette burning low between his fingers.
He straightened when he saw them. “Evening,” he said coolly, holding the door open without a single question.
Once inside the car, she leaned her head against the window, legs tucked beneath her. The car purred beneath them as it slid through the streets like a shadow.
“You always have a driver?” she asked after a moment.
“Yes.”
“Even when you’re just, like…getting groceries?”
Harry looked at her. “Do I look like I get groceries?”
She snorted. “Fair.”
He glanced at her again. “Do you want me to take you home?”
She paused. Her apartment would be loud. Crowded. Too many people, too much laughter, and she was tired.
Bone tired.
“I…wouldn’t mind going somewhere quiet,” she said softly.
Harry didn’t reply. Just gave James a nod. And James didn’t need to be told twice.
The car ride was quiet, but not uncomfortable. The city lights flickered through the windows as they sped through Manhattan, the hum of the engine steady beneath them.
She was curled up in the passenger seat, head resting against the cool glass, eyes flickering between exhaustion and quiet thought.
Harry didn’t say anything. Didn’t push.
He liked the silence with her.
When they finally pulled up to his building, James barely looked surprised. He simply put the car in park, gave Harry a knowing look and muttered, “Have a good night, sir.”
Harry ignored him.
She hesitated when the elevator doors opened, glancing up at him.
“You sure about this?” she murmured.
Harry met her gaze. “You need rest.”
She exhaled. “You’re really committed to this whole taking care of me thing, huh?”
Harry didn’t answer. Just stepped into the elevator.
After a beat—she followed.
The penthouse was quiet when they entered.
It was huge.
Dimly lit, the skyline of Manhattan stretching out before them through the floor to ceiling windows. She looked around, taking in the sleek design, the impossibly neat kitchen, the pristine furniture.
Then—
“You really don’t have anything on the walls.”
Harry exhaled. “We’ve been over this.”
She smirked. “Still depressing.”
Harry ignored her, shrugging off his coat before turning to her.
“Go take a bath.”
She blinked. “Excuse me?”
Harry huffed. “You need to relax.”
She scoffed. “I’m fine.”
He raised a brow. “You’ve been on your feet for how many hours straight. Worked so long your legs gave out.”
She rolled her eyes. “I said I’m fine.”
Harry’s jaw clenched.
Then, slowly, pointedly, he turned and started walking toward the bathroom.
“What are you—”
“Follow me.”
Against her better judgment—she did.
The bathroom was nothing short of luxurious.
A massive tub sat beneath a soft glowing light, marble countertops lining the space. The air smelled faintly of something expensive, probably whatever soap billionaires used.
Harry turned on the water, letting the tub fill, steam curling into the air.
She leaned against the doorway, arms crossed. “You really think I’m about to take a bath?”
Harry gave her a look. “Yes.”
She scoffed. “Why?”
“Because you deserve to rest.”
Something flickered in her expression.
Soft. Unreadable.
Harry stepped back, nodding toward the tub. “Take your time.”
She hesitated.
Then—finally—sighed. “Fine.”
Harry nodded once before leaving the room.
She stood there for a moment, staring at the tub, at the ridiculous luxury of it all.
Then—she caught sight of the robe hanging by the sink.
A man’s robe.
His.
She swallowed.
Slowly, she peeled off her clothes, stepping into the warm water letting the heat soak into her muscles, melting the exhaustion from her bones.
She leaned back, closing her eyes.
And then—
She caught the scent of something in the air.
His shampoo.
His body wash.
Without thinking, she reached for the bottle, pouring a small amount into her palm before lathering it into her hair.
She didn’t know why she did it.
Didn’t know why the idea of smelling like him made something tighten in her chest.
But she didn’t stop.
Not until the scent of Harry Castillo was wrapped around her.
The warmth from the bath had seeped into her bones, leaving her skin flushed, her limbs loose.
For the first time in what felt like forever, she felt good.
Not just better—good.
Rested.
Weightless.
And wrapped in the scent of him.
She exhaled slowly, fingers dragging through her damp hair as she stepped out of the tub. Water dripped from her skin, soaking into the thick, plush bath mat beneath her feet.
She reached for the robe hanging by the door.
His robe.
It was heavy, rich, expensive fabric, meant for a man built like Harry.
She pulled it on anyway, wrapping herself in it, feeling swallowed whole by the warmth of something that belonged to him.
Something about that made her stomach twist.
Not in a bad way.
Not in a way she could name.
She let her fingers toy with the fabric as she padded quietly out of the bathroom, stepping into the dim glow of his penthouse.
Harry was waiting.
Not in a way that was obvious, but in a way that was distinctly him.
His posture was casual, leaning against the back of his couch, one hand resting lightly on the armrest. He had changed, too—no longer in his suit jacket, just his dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up, exposing the veins in his forearms, the carefully restrained tension in his body.
His gaze flickered over her, slow like he was taking his time, committing every detail to memory.
She knew what he saw.
Bare legs peeking out from beneath his robe. Damp hair curling against her collarbone. The softened edges of her normally sharp expression.
And for once—
For once, she let him look.
She watched his throat bob slightly, something unreadable flashing behind his eyes before he exhaled, dragging a hand through his hair.
“Come here.”
Her lips twitched. “Bossy.”
He didn’t deny it. Just waited.
She crossed the room, bare feet pressing against the smooth floor, stopping when she was just a few inches away.
Harry’s hands curled into fists against the couch for a second, like he was fighting the urge to touch her.
Then without a word he turned, disappearing into his bedroom.
She blinked, startled.
Then—
He came back.
With clothes.
A pair of sweatpants.
A plain black T-shirt.
Things that were clearly his, judging by the size of them.
He handed them to her, jaw tight. “Put these on.”
She took them, amused. “You actually own sweatpants?”
Harry exhaled through his nose, running a hand along his jaw. “Contrary to popular belief, I don’t sleep in a tux.”
She grinned. “Shocking.”
He said nothing.
Just watched as she took the bundle of clothing and walked back toward the bathroom to change.
His sweatpants hung low on her hips, the waistband tied in a loose knot to keep them from slipping. The shirt was too big, drowning her frame, the fabric worn in and soft against her skin.
It felt like being wrapped in him.
Warmth lingered in the cotton, in the faint scent of his cologne. Something expensive.
She padded barefoot through the penthouse, fingers fidgeting with the hem of the shirt. The city glittered outside the floor to ceiling windows.
Everything about this place was so immaculate. So clean. So structured. It screamed of control—of a man who ruled his world with precision.
But the moment she entered it some of that control seemed to slip.
She could feel it in the way Harry watched her, the way his fingers twitched when she walked past him, as if resisting the urge to reach out and keep her close.
She stopped in front of the window, arms crossing over her chest, her breath fogging slightly against the cool glass. “You can see everything from here.”
Harry was behind her, watching her quietly. “You like it?”
She exhaled, eyes scanning the skyline. “Yeah. But…”
His brow lifted slightly. “But?”
She hesitated. Then with a small teasing smirk, she turned to face him. “It’s kinda depressing that you live up here all alone.”
Harry’s jaw twitched. “I’m fine.”
She huffed. “That’s what all lonely people say.”
His lips curved just slightly, something almost amused flickering behind his sharp gaze. “And you’re an expert on loneliness?”
She shrugged, moving closer, the fabric of his shirt swaying against her thighs. “I know what it looks like.”
Harry watched her approach, his shoulders relaxing just a fraction. “And what do I look like?”
She tilted her head, scanning him playfully. “Like a very, very rich man who doesn’t know what to do with himself outside of work.”
Harry huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “Accurate.”
She grinned, victorious. “Told you.”
For a moment they just stood there.
Him watching her.
Her watching him.
The silence between them wasn’t empty.
It was heavy. Charged.
Harry’s gaze flickered to her legs, to the way his sweatpants hung off her frame, the fabric pooling at her ankles. Then to the curve of her hip, the way his T-shirt stretched over her body, swallowing her whole.
Something deep and dangerous stirred in his chest.
She looked good like this.
Too good.
Her chin tilted up, eyes meeting his. “You really don’t talk much, do you?”
His hand lifted, brushing her damp hair back behind her ear. His touch was light, barely there, but it made her breath catch.
His fingers trailed lower, down her jaw, grazing the edge of her throat.
She swallowed.
His voice was deep when he finally spoke. “I say what matters.”
Her lips parted slightly, something unspoken hanging between them.
She felt it before she realized what she was doing.
The way her body leaned into his.
The way his fingers skimmed over the fabric of his shirt against her skin, so close, yet still too far.
His touch was careful.
Like he was memorizing her.
She exhaled shakily. “You keep looking at me like that.”
Harry’s thumb brushed over her hip. “Like what?”
“Like you’re trying to figure something out.”
“I am.”
She blinked. “What?”
Harry’s hand slid lower, fingers teasing along the edge of his sweatpants on her frame. His voice was softer this time, almost dangerous.
“If I can control myself.”
Her breath hitched.
She wasn’t sure who moved first.
Maybe it was him. Maybe it was her.
But suddenly—
They weren’t talking anymore.
His lips crashed against hers, urgent and deep, his hands gripping her waist, pulling her flush against him. She gasped into his mouth, fingers tangling in the fabric of his dress shirt as he devoured her.
The world blurred.
She barely registered the way he picked her up, his hands firm around her thighs as he hoisted her up, murmuring quietly against her ear, “Jump.”
And she did.
Wrapped her legs around his waist like it was the most natural thing in the world.
He carried her through the penthouse with effortless strength, like she weighed nothing, like holding her close was something he’d done a thousand times before.
And then—
He walked her backward towards his bed, his mouth never leaving her skin, breath warm against her jaw.
The mattress hit the backs of her knees, sending her falling onto it in a slow, melting sprawl of limbs and want.
The soft silk duvet caught her, cool against the fever of her skin, her hair spilling across his impossibly expensive sheets. The room was dim but warm, the city humming just beyond the glass windows, the skyline glittering like a thousand secrets no one else would ever know.
Harry stood above her, his breathing deeper now, his eyes locked onto her like he was trying to memorize the moment. Like she was a painting he hadn’t expected to fall in love with.
She propped herself up on her elbows, staring back. Waiting. Wanting.
Harry’s fingers moved to his collar first. He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, one button at a time, revealing inch after inch of warm, lived in skin beneath it. He wasn’t carved like marble—wasn’t the chiseled fantasy that Hollywood sold in glossy posters.
He was real.
His chest was broad, his arms strong but not perfect. Age spots dotted his skin like constellations, a faint scar ran along the side of his ribs, and when his shirt slipped off his shoulders, she saw the slight softness of his belly.
A pouch.
Honest. Natural. Human.
And when her eyes lingered there—he froze.
She could tell.
The way his breath caught. The flicker of hesitation in his brow.
He was used to being looked at like a power figure. A man in suits. Behind desks. Holding titles and leverage.
But being seen like this?
Like a man—just a man—baring everything? That was different.
She sat up slowly, still watching him. She didn’t say anything, didn’t tease, didn’t fill the space with false comfort.
She just reached for him.
Her fingers skimmed across the skin of his abdomen, soft and warm beneath her touch, and she whispered, “Come here.”
Something in him shifted.
Like maybe he believed her.
That she wanted all of him.
He slid out of his slacks, slow and deliberate, leaving him in nothing but his briefs for a moment before they, too, joined the pile of fabric on the floor.
Then he reached for her.
She let him.
His hands were careful when they peeled off her borrowed T-shirt, pulling it over her head and dropping it aside. Then her body lifted instinctively as he slid the sweatpants down her hips, revealing soft skin, flushed and ready beneath him.
Now they were skin to skin.
Warm and real.
Harry hovered over her, the muscles in his arms flexing slightly as he held himself above her, his gaze moving slowly down her body.
“You’re beautiful,” he said.
Just like that.
No flourish. No performance.
Just a truth that had been sitting in his chest since the moment he first saw her.
She reached up and cupped his jaw, her thumb brushing just beneath his lip. “So are you.”
His breath hitched.
And then he kissed her.
Not rough. Not greedy.
Deep.
Warm.
Slow.
The kind of kiss that says I see you. I feel you. I’m here.
His hands roamed her body like he couldn’t decide what he wanted to touch first—her ribs, her hips, the soft curve of her breast beneath his palm.
And then—
He began to slide lower.
Kissing down her neck.
Dragging his lips across her collarbone.
Sinking further and further until he was kneeling between her thighs, the backs of his hands brushing gently along the insides of her legs, coaxing them apart like he was opening something sacred.
She was already breathing heavy, already undone just from the look in his eyes.
He settled between her legs like he belonged there.
And maybe—he did.
He didn’t dive in like a man with something to prove. He took his time.
Let her feel his breath first.
The heat of his mouth pressing gentle, almost shy kisses to her thighs.
Then—
He licked a slow, deliberate stripe up her center, groaning low when he tasted her.
Like she was the answer to a hunger he didn’t know he’d been carrying.
Her hips jerked. Her fingers scrambled for the sheets.
He pressed his palms to her hips, grounding her, murmuring something too quiet to make out.
Then his mouth opened on her again.
Tongue.
Lips.
Heat.
Every part of him focused on unraveling her.
She moaned, soft and choked, as his tongue circled her clit, slow at first, then faster with just the right amount of pressure.
He adjusted when she squirmed.
Groaned when she whimpered.
Moved with her, not against her.
Like this was a language only he spoke.
She looked down once—just once—and saw him watching her.
Eyes locked to hers.
Dark. Hungry. But more than that...captivated.
Like he could spend the rest of his life right here, on his knees tasting her like he needed her to survive.
His mustache scraped lightly against the tender skin of her thighs, a delicious burn. His fingers dug into her hips as his mouth worked in steady rhythm, not relenting even when she gasped, Harry, please—
Especially then.
He moaned against her like her begging was the most beautiful sound in the world.
And then—
She broke.
She came with a soft, shattered gasp, her body buckling as wave after wave of pleasure crashed through her. Her hands found his hair, her legs trembled, her hips rolled up into his mouth.
He held her through all of it.
Licked her through it.
Didn’t stop until she was whimpering from overstimulation, her fingers tugging weakly at his hair.
Only then—only then—did he lift his head.
His mouth was slick, his jaw tense, his chest heaving.
He crawled back up the bed, lips brushing her cheek, her neck, the corner of her mouth.
He kissed her slowly.
Didn’t try to speak.
He just laid beside her, naked and warm and quiet.
Letting her curl into him.
Letting the silence stretch.
Letting himself feel.
And when she finally caught her breath, when she looked up at him and whispered, “You okay?”
Harry gave her a look so full of tenderness it nearly undid her all over again.
“I am now,” he said.
And she believed him.
They laid there, skin to skin, her fingers tracing slow, thoughtless shapes against his chest while his hand rested on the curve of her hip not wanting to let go, grounding them both in something quiet and real.
For the first time in months, Harry hadn’t thought about Lucy.
Not once.
Not her laugh, not the space she left behind.
He only thought about the girl breathing softly in his arms, asleep against his chest like she belonged there.
And when his eyes finally closed, he felt safe.
Maybe for the first time in his life.
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Bitches be objectifying hot middle aged doctors.
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Michael Robinavitch x Reader
Warnings: language, objectifying an old man, the slightest mention of smut, this was very self indulgent so I do apologize if y’all don’t care for it
Description: Robby loses in fantasy football and pays up. Somehow, his loss is making your life a lot more difficult.
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There weren’t many times that the night and day shift united aside from real emergencies. Well, depending on who you asked, this was a real emergency.
“Where is he?” Shen murmured, holding onto his backpack, wearily leaning against the high counter of the desk hub.
Jack checked his watch. “He’s got about three minutes before I show up at his house after work and finish the job myself. And I won’t do a good job.” He threatened.
There was a thrill in the room, similar to the countdown to Near Years. Except that was a few weeks ago. Dana crossed her arms. “Do you think we can sedate him and do it? Technically, he already gave prior consent when the season started.” She noted.
Mel walked up to the mass of nurses and doctors starting at the entrance to the Pitt, slowing her pace at the oddity. “What’s going on?” She asked.
Langdon waved her over, and she happily met him next to a computer station. “Our fantasy football season ended a few weeks ago. It’s time for the Loser to pay up.” He explained.
Mel tilted her head. “Pay up? Is everyone here waiting for money?” She asked.
Santos shook her head. “No. This is better than money.” She replied.
“Priceless.” Collins chipped in.
You weren’t aware of the barricade of healthcare providers protecting the desk hub as you walked through the entrance of the Pitt. When the doors swung open to reveal you, bundled in your pink winter coat, everyone let out a disappointed groan.
You froze in your tracks, offended by the greeting. “Good morning to everyone, too.” You said, rolling your eyes.
Dana shook her head and threw an arm around your shoulders. “No, sweetie, it’s not you. We’re waiting for the Loser.” She explained.
You smiled slightly, not sure what she was talking about. “Who’s the Loser?” You asked.
Ellis grinned and pointed to the door as it swung open. “Him.”
Robby walked through the entrance, wrapped in his black winter coat, backpack slung over his shoulders, and his camping gaiter covering the upper half of his face. Only his dark chocolate eyes and swooping faux hawk were visible.
Jack shook his head. “Oh, fuck no. Take that shit off your face.” He demanded.
Everyone made similar remarks, commanding Robby to pull off the face cover.
Robby rolled his eyes and reached a hand to the edge of the fabric near his cheek. “Before I do this, just know that I hate every single one of you.” He grumbled.
But he still hesitated. Chants of “take it off” began, starting with Langdon and progressing through the rest of the staff. You watched intently, curious what the big deal was.
With a final sigh of defeat, Robby yanked the gaiter down. The Pitt erupted with screams, laughter, and cheers. But you were frozen. There he was. Your senior attending whom you had an unbearable crush on. Who you took months to get used to without embarrassing yourself or showing your intense attraction. Who you thought about when you were alone at night.
Clean-shaven. Not a trace of the forest of facial hair that was there yesterday. Moments ago, with his face covered, you knew exactly who he was. But now? He looked like a stranger.
“I can’t tell if you look older or younger.” Shen managed to say in between waves of laughter.
Robby’s mouth pulled into a straight line, a movement once concealed behind facial hair now overexpressed. “I don’t want anyone ever saying I’m no good on my bets.” He demanded.
Jack cackled as he made his way towards Robby to pat him on the shoulder. “I don’t think I’ve seen your jaw line in 20 years, brother.” He noted.
And, oh my God, you swear Robby had a pout on his face as his friends harassed him. That straight line turned downward into a real frown. There were only a few people who actually had a downward frown, and apparently, he was one of them.
Dana had tears in her eyes from laughter. She wiped a stray one from the corner of her eye. “I haven’t seen this man since Hurricane Katrina.” She recalled.
Langdon’s eyes were just blown wide in horror. “It feels inappropriate to look at him. It’s like he’s naked.” His voice was monotone.
Your eyes were riveted on Robby. His eyes were distant, taking the punches as they came. It was better to get it all out of the way before the shift started. His face was turning red with… embarrassment? Anger? You couldn’t tell, but the color change was way more obvious without his peppered beard to hide most of his face.
“Take a picture, it’ll last longer.” He grumbled, taking a step to the lockers.
But when everyone whipped out their phones and followed his advice, blocking his escape to the doctors lounge, he threw his head back in exasperation.
“If any of these pictures end up on social media, so help me God.” He hissed.
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Your shift got off to a great start, but your positive streak could not last in the eyes of the emergency department gods. After a couple of pleasant, simple patient cases, you were assigned to Myrna. There was no issue at first. You took her patient history and evaluated her vitals. She had been brought in after a seizure and, of course, consuming an unknown cocktail of drugs. Same as usual.
“Alright, Myrna. Let me get an IV in you.” You mumbled, sorting the IV supplies on a metal tray.
Myrna groaned in a dramatic fashion, slumping in her wheelchair. “Great, let the fucking intern do it.” She mourned to nobody in particular.
You rolled your eyes as you tightened the blue elastic tourniquet on her arm, hoping that you would be able to find a vein in her used arms.
“I’ve started an IV on you before.” You mumbled.
She rolled her eyes. “And it took you five fucking sticks.” She hissed.
You shrugged. “If you stopped shooting up drugs, I wouldn’t have such a hard time finding a vein.” You replied with as much kindness as you could muster.
She laughed, throwing her head back against the wheelchair. “You’re a spicy one.” She complimented. “Consider me a teaching opportunity. That’s what Fruitcake calls me, anyway.”
You raised an eyebrow as you cleaned a poor excuse of a vein on her forearm with an alcohol wipe. “Fruitcake?” You questioned.
“You know who I mean. The tall one with the beard and-YOU FUCKING BITCH!”
Myrna recoiled when you slid the tapered IV needle into her skin, grabbing the metal tray and hurling it at you.
“Jesus, Myrna!” You exclaimed, throwing your arms up to protect yourself from the airborne IV supplies.
The metal tray fell to the floor with a loud clang. In a flash, Dana and Robby were by your side to help you.
“You’re supposed to tell me when you’re gonna stick!” Myrna defended herself.
Robby pushed you behind him defensively as he got closer to Myrna. “What did I tell you about harassing my interns?” He questioned, a sternness in his voice that made even you shiver.
Myrna didn’t say anything at first, just stared at Robby. “Holy shit. Is that you, Fruitcake?” She asked.
Dana began to pick up the supplies that landed on the floor. “Myrna, don’t throw shit. Or we’ll throw you out.” She warned.
Myrna waved her off and returned her attention to Robby. “Looks like you didn’t finish baking.” She teased.
“Thanks.” Robby deadpanned as he turned around to look at you.
Despite Myrna being handcuffed, you were still a little shaken by the incident. His lips pulled into a wide line on his face, his upper lip flattening. Usually, he would just ask if you were okay, to which you would say yes, and that would be that. But instead, he placed a guiding hand on your back and took you to an empty room. When the door shut behind him, he faced you, arms crossed over his chest, and narrowed his eyes.
“When you have a hostile patient like that, you need to ask for help, okay?” He lectured.
The way his lips moved when he spoke was enchanting. His bottom lip thicker than the top, shaping every word with precision that you hadn’t noticed before. Like maybe you had assumed that he had been cutting corners when he spoke with his beard. The freckles that dusted his nose seemed to reach farther down his cheeks than you realized. And the way his zygomatic arches at his cheeks looked like they were sculpted by Michelangelo himself…
Fuck, you had to look away. He was so gorgeous. There was no reason that a man nearly twice your age should have that effect on you. You scolded yourself internally for being so mesmerized by him, but then you wondered how that smooth face would feel between your…
“Are you listening to me?”
Your eyes widened, and your cheeks surely flushed. “Yes, sir.”
“Then look at me.” He demanded, voice tinged with authority.
Fuck. You hesitated, deciding if hiding your crush was worth the reprimand you would receive. Your eyes were focused on your hands, anxiously picking at the cuticles.
“I will not tell you again.” Robby’s voice was sharper now, threatening almost.
You clenched your eyes shut and buried your face in your hands. “I’m sorry, it’s just…I can’t look at you.” You confessed.
A silent beat. “Why?”
A disgruntled breath left your lungs. “Because you shaved.”
An awkward silence followed. That wasn’t exactly the response he expected, but Robby matched your irritated exhale. “Look, I know it looks bad. That’s why I don’t shave. But that’s no reason-“
You snapped your head up, eyes blown wide. “No, no! It looks good! It looks too good.” You cut him off.
Robby froze, and the annoyed face that you were initially met with began to soften. His slackened jaw relaxed, and his lips twitched at the edges. “Too good?” He repeated.
You felt your stomach jump to your throat as you realized the trap you had set for yourself. Tell your boss that he’s hot or that you were lying to get out of a lecture? Either path seemed like a dead end. Where you might actually end up dead regardless of the decision. “It’s just that…you look like a different person.” You confessed.
His lips were pulled into that long, straight line that you had seen this morning. Beginning to turn down in a real frown. “…so I looked bad before?” He concluded.
You groaned in frustration, tossing your head back, clenching your eyes shut. “Oh, gosh, Robby. You’re a very handsome man, and it was already hard for me to look at you without becoming a mess. I used to think, ‘it’s a good thing he has a beard because there’s no way he would look good clean-shaven.’ Then you come in, all baby-faced, and it’s like I relapsed on fucking heroin.” Your word vomit was too much to clean up now.
When you didn’t hear any words, a disappointed sigh, or even the characteristic sound of his short nails scratching his neck, you thought he had left the room to avoid an awkward conversation that involved telling his resident that he did not find her attractive. So you opened your eyes, expecting no trace of your attending, but there he was.
Smiling.
Smiling at you.
And you felt an unexpected weakness in your knees. It was the most beautiful smile you had ever seen. Not a grin, but certainly the last line of defense. His lips pulled impossibly wide on his face, his cheeks folding into smile lines to make room. Those lines framed his mouth like priceless artwork.
You felt self-conscious now. He must have been amused at your naivety. You definitely weren’t the first resident to obsess over that man. “Why are you smiling?” You questioned defensively.
Robby let out a chuckle that evaporated the stress in your mind. “I have a pretty young girl telling me that I look handsome. How can I not smile?”
Oh.
You closed the distance between the two of you. Your hands found purchase on his chest, which puffed out at the touch. “Pretty young?” You questioned, a playfulness in your eyes. “Or pretty and young?”
Robby reached for one of your hands on his chest, wrapping it in his own. “Pretty and young.” He confirmed. And this time, he showed off those pretty teeth, imperfect in all the right ways, the smile lines stretching almost all the way back to his ears.
Your free hand lifted, and your fingers hovered in front of his face as if they were not a part of your own body, like his smooth jawline was a magnet. Despite your bravery to touch his chest, you found yourself shying away now. “I’m- I’m sorry.” You stuttered, retracting your hand.
But Robby snatched your wrist with a firm gentleness. Slowly, he brought it closer to his face again, inviting you to touch. Your index finger grazed the contour of his cheekbone, met with not a hint of friction. His breath staggered, and you caught him fluttering his eyes at your electric touch. Like you were inching into a freezing pool of water, you cautiously added more of your hand to grace his skin.
“You’re so pretty.” You whispered.
Robby sputtered out a sheepish laugh, his lips stretching into that boyish grin that deepened every line on his aging face. “Pretty?” He repeated.
You nodded, now palming his jaw. Years ago, you were sure, it was probably cut sharp, but now the elasticity of his skin made it more mature and soft. “I’ve seen that picture of you. From the 90s. The one in the hallway. You looked like a TV show heartthrob.” You noted. “I could never convince myself that it was you, but now I can.”
His face continued to redden, the heat seeping all the way to the tips of his ears. There was no way to hide his blushing now. His head turned slightly in your grasp, his lips brushing against your palm, parting slightly as they dragged. Your thumb traced his lips and dragged his thick bottom lip, rolling it down slightly to expose his teeth. He let out the softest moan, almost a whimper. Your eyes locked with his, and the desperation was palpable.
“I feel like I’m cheating on my crush.” You finally admitted, letting your thumb linger on his mouth.
Robby’s lips pulled to one side in a half smile, but it looked almost like a full blown smile compared to what you were used to seeing behind his beard. “I’m your crush?” He questioned, like he was waiting to see if you had also lost a bet.
You laughed at the ridiculous question and looked up at the fluorescent lights. “I’m struggling to hold your eye contact right now because you’re so fucking gorgeous.” You replied.
Those ceiling lights blinded you from what came next. You could only see Robby’s hairline, but then you felt the warmth on your mouth. From his mouth. Maybe you didn’t register it at first because in all of your fantasies, you expected his kiss to be rough with scratches from his dense beard. Your tongue would graze the facial hair around his lips, burning your chin as he moved.
But this kiss felt so clean. So raw. So…exposed. Like insulation from a wire had been pulled away, leaving nothing but the full power of his mouth. You raised your free hand to his face now, seeking proof that the other side was just as smooth and soft. One of his arms snaked around your waist, and his free hand latched onto the back of your scalp.
Feeling emboldened by the returned affections, you moved your lips away from his and kissed the hollow of his cheeks, trailing down to his jaw. Robby shuddered at the sensation, a pathetic whimper leaving his mouth.
You giggled as you continued to worship his face with hot, open-mouth kisses. “You okay?” You teased.
He chuckled, but it was a higher pitch than you were used to hearing. “I haven’t…” He stuttered as you added more kisses to the underside of his chin, crossing to the other side of his face. “Nobody’s…” He struggled to find the right words as your soft, wet lips dragged across his skin. “You’re the first person in 20 years to kiss the skin on my lower face.” He finally managed to say.
You sucked gently at the angle of his mandible, savoring the taste of his elastic skin on your tongue, releasing soon after to protect him from a damning mark. “I’m honored.” You replied with a gentle tease.
Robby grabbed your face to hold you still, and you let out a bratty whimper of frustration that he had stopped your expedition. His tongue swiped across his bottom lip in thought. “We have to get back to work.” He reminded you, but the authority in his voice was dwindling.
Your eyebrows drew together in disappointment, but you could see in the way his lips were just slightly curved up that he didn’t want to leave you. You could read him before, but now he was as transparent as water.
“Okay.” You sighed dramatically and began to pull away from his grasp. “Guess I’ll just finish out my shift and head home. Alone.”
You turned away from Robby, but before you did, you saw him bite his bottom lip, anxious that he had just fucked everything up. His hands had grasped for your body, a little too late, and you were out of his reach. Hook, line, and sinker. Then you turned your head over your shoulder, just enough to meet his overly wide brown eyes, and smirked.
“Unless you wanna come along?” You added in a sing-songy lilt.
Robby’s face changed in an instant, breaking into that wide smile that you were becoming quickly addicted to. The kind of smile that could stop people dead on a sidewalk when he passed by. The kind of smile that people wrote songs about. The kind of smile that could light up a room in a hurricane.
And it was all for you.
“I’ll see you after work.” You confirmed for him.
Robby chuckled, a look of disbelief at your audacity washing over his face. “I didn’t say yes.” He retorted.
You smirked. “You didn’t have to. Your smile gave it away.” You opened the door to the rest of the emergency department, taking a step out. “You better watch that face. Can’t hide behind your beard anymore.”
And you disappeared back into the chaos. Robby remained in the room, smiling still to himself. He dragged his teeth across his bottom lip again. For the first time ever, he was glad that he lost in fantasy football.
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A/N: Thank y’all for dealing with my slight obsession with clean-shaven Robby. I couldn’t help myself, Noah is just such a cutie.
Imagine how fucking awful you have to be as a failed convert for the Pope to die hours after meeting you lmao
like how dare I have hobbies, right?
sometimes I think I don’t like myself but if i’m being honest that’s not true. I don’t like some things that happened to me and I don’t like that I have to deal with the aftermath of them but I am always trying my hardest and I’m still here and I’m great for that. I think I don’t give myself enough credit for that
shoutout to fat girls ur really pretty and i hope u have a nice day
thinking about night shift reader getting jealous when a pretty temp nurse or patient won’t stop flirting with jack
YESYESYES!!🤭 i need that imagine him trying to convince her/ console her and she’s actually so jealous and mad w him
the squeal heard around the world. i loved writing this. i am soo sorry i am terrible at writing about the girl we are supposed to be jealous of, even though this was my own damn idea. i hope you like ♡ this is about 3.6k. oops
jack abbot is great at being your boyfriend, and he's even better at being a doctor.
he's the kind of boyfriend you spent all of your youth dreaming about, as though he had read the scribbles in your journals growing up, like he'd been right next to your friends when you'd tell them about what you want in a relationship.
sweet, devoted, caring. he takes care of you in ways that you didn't realize you needed to be cared for—does it so effortlessly that you're left wondering how it comes so easily to him. you know he's been in more relationships than you—he was married, and that is something you don't take lightly. he had already found the person he was going to spend forever with, and because of some cruel twist of fate, he ended up alone again.
you can't imagine that. you've been on the night-shift maybe six months, which means you've been official with jack for coming on four months now, and you can't even imagine what a single day without him would be like.
(you've experienced it in the broadest sense of the word—he once got called in at three in the afternoon on a day you both had gotten off. the two of you had only woken up an hour or two ago, and had spent the following time indulging in an afternoon delight, and when his phone went off, you were about to drift off to sleep again against his chest, to the sound of his heart. you still hold a grudge against shen for that day, and you know what it's like to be without him when you're so spoiled by what it's like to be with him—you were miserable until he came back home at ten that night.)
jack abbot is a great boyfriend. he surprises you with your favorite flowers, makes you breakfast because he worries about you not eating enough, and even though he's an old man, he replies to your texts as soon as he gets them, as soon as he can. (but he doesn't really need to, since you're always together anyways.)
but sometimes, your boyfriend is really fucking oblivious.
there's a travel nurse taking over for one of your favorite night-shift nurses' maternity leave. you were sad about it already, being without her, though it's hard to stay upset when she sends you photos of her cute baby napping and videos of him realizing he has fingers.
and you are nothing if not sweet, if not welcoming. you had been the newbie not that long ago, and even though you've settled into a great routine (that only partially includes jack, because despite the fact that the scheduler loves you, you don't get every shift with your boyfriend. that would just be wrong. and distracting, you think), you still remember how hard it was in the beginning.
so you beam at her with your smile, ask her about her hobbies and give her recommendations for the best coffee nearby. you do all the things you'd do if it was anyone else, trying to make sure she feels welcome. (jack told you once that you have a complex about making sure people like you. you told him to shut up.)
the first few shifts with her were fine. you've been on with shen and ellis for a week—that's just the way the schedule was. you and jack both have a golden weekend coming up soon, and there was another couple of days he took off to go visit his sister upstate, so you knew it would be a mildly sad few weeks without him there every night with you. it would be worth it for the forty-eight hours you had been daydreaming about, all of them in jack's apartment, not a single one outside of his bed.
but she'd been on with you every night you'd been there, and nurses only work three times a week—that's what's running through your head when jack comes in for his first shift this week with you. he'd come from his apartment, calling you to tell you that he'd made it back home safely and that he was going to sleep before heading in. you had ended the call securing a promise to get breakfast at the diner after tonight's shift, your usual routine.
but you feel sick to your stomach at eight-thirty, staring at the new nurse and your boyfriend, standing in front of a patient's bed.
jack looks good—he always looks good. his hair isn't as messy yet, his scrubs are still clean. he shifts his weight a little because he's had a long drive back from his sister's, and he didn't get to sleep that much, another reason why you are so excited for this empty weekend. were so excited.
you didn't even think you were the jealous type. how could you have known—with no one ever being so close to you that you had any reason to be jealous? you try to rack your head through a couple of first-dates and your sweet but boring short-term college boyfriend. no, you conclude, you've never been the jealous type.
except now, you suppose, watching the pretty nurse lean in a little too close to jack, showing him something on the tablet in her hands. she stares up at your boyfriend, and he stares at the tablet, and then the patient, and you stare at them. and then you see it—he looks at her and stays something, and she laughs. loudly, flirtatiously. you know that laugh, you see it all around you in a hospital full of flirts. and before either of them can catch you staring, you turn around and find a patient to take care of.
you tell yourself for the next thirty minutes that being jealous and getting angry is awfully immature of you, while stitching up a man with terrible knife skills who had secured his visit tonight during a failed attempt at making hibachi for dinner. you don't even hear him when he asks you when he should return to get the stitches out, and the nurse helping you looks at you in confusion. you never zone out while talking to patients, never leave them hanging. she fills in for you, telling him two weeks while you meander back to central.
and you feel a white hot ball of anger burning in your chest again. she's talking to him again. god—don't they both have jobs to do? she's doing the thing again, leaning in towards your boyfriend, looking at him with an expression that is entirely too familiar to you. it's the one that's constantly on your face—the one that the other night shift crew are probably sick of seeing by now. it's something like adoration and reverence and paying attention to every word he says so you don't miss anything. but hers isn't like yours, there's something else there too.
jack is talking to the patient now, taking a step closer to the bed and away from the nurse, and your thudding heart calms down for half a second before the nurse follows right behind him. and she touches his arm. not a tap, not a poke to get his attention. she wraps her fingers around his bicep, holds on for a little too long, and your boyfriend turns to look at her, and that's when you realize you need a moment.
you shut your eyes. it's times like this that you realize how green you really are when it comes to the whole 'dating a really handsome, really smart guy' thing. but jack has never given you a reason to be worried, has never said or done anything that even made you think he would entertain something like this. you know he wouldn't, he's too good for that, too nice of a boyfriend for that.
but it still stings. and so you turn away immediately, heading back to the desk and leaning against it. you report the two cases you dealt with to ellis, who asks you questions that take you too long to answer. you try to avoid staring at either your boyfriend or the nurse for too long, a storm cloud brewing inside of you when you see her trailing right behind him again.
you haven't even talked to him tonight yet, you think bitterly. miserably. and that nurse has been with him for two hours.
and unfortunately, you're also pretty green at hiding the fact that you're upset too. not to your patients—though you do let shen and ellis run the incoming and settle for debriding and wrapping up a burn instead, sitting behind a shut curtain so jack couldn't find you, if he was looking.
(of course he was looking. you're just caught up in your own head.)
and after that, it's almost ten. jack has a cup of coffee waiting for you, if he can find you. he tells the nurse who's been following him around all night if she can track you down for him, and then the patient with the chest pain he's been monitoring wants to speak with him, so he walks away to do that, stretching his neck to see if you're at one of the beds nearby. you have a pair of pink sneakers you wear, though every single person in your life had told you to buy black ones, him included. you don't listen, and times like this he's thankful, searching for the bright shoes under a few beds before giving up. maybe you had just walked away, maybe he had just missed you.
you're back at central, sending in an order for antibiotic gel and finishing a note. you're not a mean person, it doesn't come very naturally to you, but you do have to try really hard to resist the urge to roll your eyes when you see the nurse walking towards you.
you've been nice to her every day so far. it would be obvious if you started being mean—whatever your version of mean is—now. but it doesn't seem like she would notice, with that same love-sick expression as she sits in the empty chair next to you.
you're grumpy and tired and frankly too busy to deal with this, but when she starts talking, you listen anyways. (screw jack and screw your goddamn complex. you need to learn how to be mean.)
"how is this the first time i'm meeting him?" she asks, and you bite your cheek so hard you think it might be bleeding. you keep typing your note, looking in her direction and forcing a smile—stupid. complex. "he's so handsome."
"what's that now?" you grit, the screen in front of you not making much sense anymore. you backspace and delete the last two sentences that are filled with gibberish and abbreviations that don't exist.
"dr. abbot," she says to you and you think even your fingers are trembling. you are so, so incredibly bad at this. and you don't even realize why—so much anger and sadness pooling inside of you. normally you'd be caffeinated enough for a clear mind on this side of ten o'clock, but you've been avoiding your boyfriend, and therefore avoiding the cup he makes for you every shift.
the nurse rambles on, your heart beating faster with each word she says. dr. abbot is cute and nice and charming and, like, so funny.
i know, you want to yell. i know he's funny! you just met him three hours ago.
but you stay silent, stay nice, no matter how much it's eating at you. you are being extremely immature but everytime you think of how close they were standing and the fact that some other girl touched your boyfriend's arm, you want to black out.
she keeps rambling and you stay silent, trying for the most part to ignore her, until you hear it at the end of one of her sentences.
"he wears a wedding ring, though, i noticed it earlier when we were with that other patient. but i mean, he's a doctor right? they never care about-"
the thoughts you're thinking would get you put into the psych ward, you think.
"-oh, he was looking for you. you need to report to him, right? we were over by bed ten, i think, the guy with chest pain. we were-"
we, we, we. it's all she says.
"he was looking for me?" you repeat, tired of listening and frankly, a bit tired of the weight of your own emotions.
yes, you might be stupid for getting jealous about something like this, but if that's the case, then you accept your own stupidity. you would never touch some nurse's arm like that, not unless you were trying to give someone a hug after a bad loss. and you would never lean in close like that to anyone, no one besides jack. well, jack and that older radiologist who speaks very softly, so you always need to get real close so she doesn't have to keep repeating herself.
you guess you thought jack would feel the same about not doing those things for you. maybe he doesn't care, maybe it's nothing to him. but it's not to you, not right now, not while listening to a temp nurse gush about him all night.
"oh, there he is now. do i look okay? that other incoming was coughing up blood and we-"
you look up, meeting your boyfriend's pretty hazel eyes while he leans on the other side of the counter from you.
"do you need anything, dr. abbot?" she pipes up from next to you, and this time you do roll your eyes. fuck—you're really bad at this. jack sees it happen, shaking his head at her and turning his attention to you.
a few hours ago, this would have made you perfectly happy. but it keeps replaying in your head—the arm grab. maybe it's because you have your own complex about jack's arms, but it's not okay. and you won't pretend like it is either.
jack sets down your yellow mug by your hand. it's filled with a light colored coffee.
"here's your cream and sugar with a side of coffee." you stare up at him blankly, forcing a small smile.
"thank you," and then you turn your attention back to the screen. jack looks at you, confused with furrowed eyebrows. you can feel the nurse's eyes going between your yellow mug and jack. "i discharged hibachi guy with fifteen stitches. and the forearm burn wants to pick up the gel from his local pharmacy, i guess he knows the tech there or something-"
"you okay, kid?"
you release a breath you've been holding all night. when you turn to your side, you see the nurse is still staring, but not at you, just at jack. you turn your attention back to him.
"yeah."
you watch it happen in front of you. he turns to the nurse, and she beams, just like how you always do.
"would you mind giving us a minute?" he asks her, and you can see her deflate a little. you get a smug feeling, which you immediately curse yourself for. that's mean of you, and you don't like being mean—though you are very pleased he said that. she nods and gets up slowly, making sure to ask him again if he needs anything before she goes. and she walks somewhere away, though you're sure she can still see him.
"hey," he starts, and you do have to look up now. you can't ignore jack if you tried. "what's wrong?"
"nothing," you lie through your teeth, ignoring how weepy you feel inside.
you don't know how to handle being jealous, and you want to say something mean and biting but you can't really think of it. so you settle for the next best thing, staying silent.
"c'mon, kid. don't lie to me. i haven't seen you all night."
"i was on chairs," you say, eyes flicking between jack's arm resting against the counter and the cup of coffee he brought you. and then you look at the recently emptied seat next to you. "and you were clearly busy."
jack hasn't been dating you for that long, but he still knows you better than you know yourself sometimes. knows that you're too nice, knows about the new nurse that replaced your pregnant friend—distinctly remembers you telling him about it on the phone last week. he knows that he's never seen you like this, that you haven't given him that smile that makes his knees weak and his heart thud all night. that he was waiting for it after a few days without you.
you chew your cheek again, taking a sip of the coffee. it's perfect, just like every other night.
(you had once confessed to jack at three am during the first month you two were officially dating that your coffee always tastes better when he makes it. it's what he thinks about when he makes it for you—here, at your place, at his place, at the diner.)
"thank you for the coffee," you say quietly, briefly flickering your sad eyes to him. jack leans in, holding your hand that just set down your mug.
"hey," he starts quietly, and you try to wrestle your hand away, though he doesn't budge. "hey. what's going on? did i-did i do something?"
you stay silent, though he notices your eyes getting watery. it's so stupid, crying over this like you've just lost a patient or something. but you can't help it. jack abbot makes you feel every emotion like it's your first time feeling it all over again. your eyes look at the chair next to you again.
"i saw her touching you," you admit quietly. saying the words out loud lights a fury inside of you, getting angry all over again at the very idea that he didn't realize what was happening.
"oh, kid, i-"
"d-don't. you asked, i'm just telling you." it's hard for him to listen when he notices your chin trembling a little, thinking about how this might be the first time he's messed up in your short relationship.
he comes over to the other side of the desk, taking the seat next to you and holding onto your hand again.
"please tell me this is not about that-that nurse," jack starts, and you want to walk away from him so badly. "sweetheart. i have absolutely no interest in her, even if she does. i told her to find you for me, so i could get your coffee-"
"but she touched your arm," you say, not realizing just how sad that had made you. but jack realizes, knows that you must have seen it from somewhere where he couldn't see you. knows you didn't see him brushing her off, standing by the patient, figuring out how to get rid of his new shadow.
"hey, i'm sorry, okay? i would have made sure she understood that i'm very happily taken if i had known-"
"but you should have known," you say, though the words are covered with a tiny sob. "i-i'm not crying because i'm sad, i'm angry, i just don't know how to stop crying when i-"
"hey, it's okay. c'mon, let's go on a walk."
"no, i need to finish my notes-"
"sweetheart, come on." jack takes both your hands in his, turning you towards him. he stares right into your eyes and you feel slightly better—slightly. "i need to apologize to you and then i'm going to kiss you. and i know how you feel about me doing that sort of thing in front of everyone, so-"
"i don't know what you're talking about," you snip back. "i don't have any feelings about doing any sort of thing in front of any sort of people-"
and jack wants to laugh, not sure if you entirely understand how cute you are like this. he'll tell you all about it tomorrow morning, when he's got you in his bed, after he apologizes every single way he knows how, after he proves to you how little temp nurses mean to him when he's finally got you.
he leans in close, knowing he's got eyes on the two of you.
"is that so?" you have a habit of shutting your eyes when you know a kiss is coming, and your body does it automatically, despite what your brain is thinking. "so you're not gonna mind if i-"
and he bridges the gap, kissing you at central until he has to pull away to let you breathe. your eyes blink open, staring at hazel until you hear it from behind you—the charge nurse, clearing her throat, suppressing a laugh.
"doctors? if you're about done, we have an incoming mvc-"
"coming, bridget. thanks." jack speaks for both of you, and a little dazed, you stand up with him, still staring.
"i'm still upset."
"i know."
"she still touched you-"
"and i think she's gotten the message by now, but if she hasn't, i will make sure she understands."
"i haven't worked with you since last week." the last part you say sadly, realizing how long it's been since you've seen your boyfriend.
"i'll make up for it in the morning. promise." you take one last sip of coffee, knowing it'll be cold by the time you come back to it, following jack to the trauma bay. you walk right by the temp nurse, who you catch watching as you tie jack's gown and he ties yours, and though you really shouldn't, you beam your friendliest smile at her as she waits with you and the other nurse outside.
"you look great, by the way. and he is cute, isn't he?"
Omg I wanna know what happens next 👀👀
Wouldn't it be nice
Part two
Summary: Three life changing years later you run into Harry Castillo on your first day of work.
Pairing: Harry Castillo x fem. reader
Rating: G
Wordcount: 3.2k
Warnings: vacation romance, unplanned pregnancy, death of parents, Harry is a family man, sister and brother dynamics, moving across country, reunions (sort of)
A/N: I still have no real clue where I'm going with this and how long this will be so... enjoy the ride?
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Three years later
Moving across the country was not how you envisioned spending your Christmas break, but the opportunity was too good to pass up.
Everything had… kind of been a mess ever since you learned you were pregnant.
You lost your job and your apartment, had to move in back with your parents. Your father got really sick, dying just days before you gave birth to your daughter Emily.
And just when you thought things were getting better, just before Emily’s first birthday, you were woken up in the middle of the night by a police officer, telling you that your mother had an accident at work which she didn’t survive.
That night was one of the very few nights you googled him.
Harry Castillo.
To say you were surprised at what you found out about him the first time you typed the letters of his name into google, days after finding out you were pregnant, was an understatement.
The man who stole chocolate bars out of your minibar was a billionaire?
You fell in kind of a hole, reading a lot about him and his work. About him becoming the youngest self made millionaire back in the day. About the charities he supported. About the nasty divorce he went through years ago. Apparently ever since then Harry was New York’s most eligible bachelor Number one and every single female who was seen with him had been marked down as his new romance.
You called his office.
Once.
The number having made its way into your phone for some reason.
You didn’t reach him, of course.
A very nice but strict secretary told you that you had to make an appointment and when you couldn’t tell her why you needed one, you were brushed off pretty quickly.
You couldn’t tell a stranger that the man you had spend six days fucking in every way possible on your dream vacation turned out to be her boss and the father of your unborn child.
So, you moved on from that.
You parents had told you more than once to seek out an attorney to get child support. You could have needed the money, keeping yourself afloat with random jobs while applying to local schools in hopes to finally put your degree to some good use.
So yeah, the last years had been hard, but you would never change a thing because it gave you Emily.
She was the light of your life, always making you smile even when she spread mashed potatoes over her whole face and into her dark brown curls, big brown eyes looking up at you with mischief.
She looked so much like her father it wasn’t even funny.
You wanted to give her everything and more so when you actually got invited for an interview at one of the fanciest private elementary schools in New York City (you might have had a glass of wine too much after having a little pity party for yourself on you birthday that made you apply) you took that as a sign.
Now you had actually moved to New York City, the school providing you with a little apartment that was more than enough for you and Emily.
You would take over the first grade at the school, one teacher leaving for an extended maternity leave the school was providing.
„Mommy is gonna pick you up right here,“ you knelt in front of Emily who looked a little unsure. She never had been at a daycare before and you had spent the last week easing her into it.
„Promise?“ She asked and your heart broke a little before you nodded, wrapping her into your arms.
Moments like these made you wish you could be a stay at home mom.
You wanted nothing more than to spend your time with your daughter, but life had other plans.
„I love you bug,“ you whispered, kissing her cheek.
„Love you, mommy!“ She said before she turned around, taking the hand of Miss Clarins, who was working at the daycare and kind of became Emily’s favourite person in the last couple of days.
„Good luck on your first day!“ The woman said and you sighed, torn but excited to start this new chapter. The good thing was that the daycare was in the same building than the school. You’d never be too far away from her.
„Thank you!“ You smiled, watching your daughter walk into the big room before you took a deep breath and walked towards the teachers lounge.
„Uncle Harry?“
Harry blinked up, having been sorting through his emails on the phone as the car slowly moved through the city.
„Yes, Daniel?“ Harry put his phone away, giving his whole attention to his nephew.
„Can we go have ice cream?“ He asked and Harry chuckled.
„No baby, you can’t have ice cream. It’s not even 9 am and it’s freezing outside!“ Harry’s sister Sarah scolded. The boy frowned, sitting between the two adults as the car slowly approached the school.
„Can we have ice cream later?“ Daniel asked hopefully. Sarah have Harry a look to which he only grinned.
„Tell you what, you be on your best behaviour for your new teacher today and I’ll pick you up after school to get ice cream from that place we found the last time we went to the park,“ Harry promised and Daniel’s eye got huge.
„Please, Please, Pleasseeee?“ He nodded hopefully, first at Harry, then at his mother.
„I thought you had a meeting this afternoon,“ she frowned and Harry smirked.
„Not if you take it,“ he winked and Sarah rolled her eyes, looking between Daniel and Harry who both began to pout, the longer she didn’t say anything.
„Fine!“ She finally said and Harry put his arm around Daniel’s shoulder just as the car stopped in front of the school.
„Have a great day, buddy,“ he said and Daniel squeezed him while Sarah already opened the door to step out.
„You too, Uncle Harry!“ The boy said before he climbed out of the car, waving at him as Sarah walked him into the school.
He watched after them for a moment, wondering what in the world his (now ex) brother in law was thinking when he just threw his family away. Shaking his head to himself he got his phone out, scrolling through the emails that were already piling up for him.
Once the contract with the French was finally signed, things would hopefully calm down.
Maybe he could even take a vacation, his mind immediately wandering to the last time he had something similar to a vacation.
He hadn’t planned to stay on the island. He had gotten the deal and he wanted to have a drink before making the call to prepare the jet so he could fly back home.
But then he had seen you.
It might sound dumb, but it felt like the world just stopped for a moment when he first saw you, your smile wide as you talked to the man working behind the bar.
You were beautiful.
And you changed his plans the moment his lips found yours for the first time that very same evening.
He had cancelled his whole planned week back home, his sister asking him if he was okay before he told her that he had met someone and wanted to spend more time with you.
It was unlike Harry to one, go on a vacation and two, be interested enough in someone to neglect his work. Even before his ugly divorce almost ten years ago he was a workaholic, something that was a blessing and a curse.
It was what made him a billionaire at the age of forty two. But it also made him lonely.
He should have known that you were too good to be true, having waited for you to contact him for an entire month before he decided to move on.
Sure, if he had wanted he could have probably found you, he had his ways.
But maybe it was better this way.
A lovely memory of a week full of passion and, at least for him, love.
He jumped when the car door flew open and his sister got into the car with a long sigh.
„So you ditch work for my son now?“ She asked, the car already moving towards the skyscraper that held his company.
„Do you want to spend all afternoon handling Daniel on the sugar rush I just promised to him?“ He asked, cocking his eyebrow.
„You make a valid point,“ she mused, before letting her head fall down against his shoulder.
„I’m glad he has you,“ she said quietly and Harry kissed the side of her head. Her divorce had been equally as dirty as his, maybe even more because a child had been involved. Her ex made her life a living hell until Harry stepped in and…. Not exactly threatened but…. Very pointedly reminded him that he could ruin his life in every possible way if he didn’t stop ruining his sisters life.
Family was above everything for him, and his ex brother in law had been fucking with his family too much. He hadn’t seen the man in two years, not since he signed the divorce papers and fucked off to somewhere in Europe.
Both him and his sister enjoyed the quiet in the car before it stopped in front of a tall building. Them carpooling to work had become a regular occurrence since Daniel started school.
„See you at dinner?“ Sarah asked and Harry nodded, helping her out of the car. They might work in the same company, but they did not see each other much.
His sister was all he had left of his family. Younger by almost ten years he was fiercely protective over her and everyone knew it.
The board member who challenged her seat at the table three years after she had started working at his company had been so pissed for Harry voting him out, he still once in a while gave a shitty interview when he needed some more money.
Sarah and him parted ways once the elevator door opened and Harry was immediately welcomed by his personal assistant Lou who was walking him through his day.
„Sarah is gonna take the meeting with the French. I promised ice cream to a little boy,“ Harry said as the walked through the door of his sleek office. It overlooked central park and if he looked closely enough he could see the building his penthouse was in on the other side of it.
„I’ll let them know. I think that’s all. Luxor replied to your proposition, but I haven’t had the chance to read through it yet,“ Lou said and Harry nodded before he sat down at his desk.
„I’ll take a look. If you don’t hear any glass shattering they agreed,“ Harry joked and Lou rolled his eyes. He liked the young man, loved that he did not take any bullshit from anyone and especially him.
„Oh before I forget, the delivery of the marble for your kitchen renovation has been pushed back again. I will call there and ask what the hold up is, once it’s not the middle of the night in Italy,“ Lou said and Harry sighed.
„Should just have taken the damn stone that was available,“ he mumbled, a little annoyed.
He had let his interior designer talk him into some (probably) overpriced marble for his kitchen countertops and island that had been delayed four times already. Everything was finished except for the marble. And while yes, he knew whining about his 16 million dollar penthouse being a construction site was whining on a level most people would bully him for, but he was still annoyed.
„Do me a favour and just tell the interior designer to pick some available fucking stone if they postpone again? I really wanna be able to use my own kitchen after nine months!“ He said and Lou nodded.
„I’ll let you know,“ he said before he closed the door behind him and let Harry alone in his office.
He reached for the cup of coffee that had already been placed on his desk, taking a sip as his laptop powered up.
Five hours before he gets to leave.
All in all, your first full day teaching at the new school had gone very well.
Miss Cooper, who was heavily pregnant and would leave at the end of this week, had taken you into the classroom and you had spend and hour answering every single question the kids had.
Of course you having your own horse that was now living its best life on a ranch outside of your hometown (your father’s best friend had taken it in for you) was the one topic that was most interesting.
During lunch break you went into the daycare to pick up Emily, wanting to have lunch with her.
She told you about all the friends she had already made, clumsily stumbling over her own words when she forgot to take a breath. You were glad she was settling in so well.
As promised you were waiting for her outside of the daycare once your class was finished for the day, Miss Cooper telling you she would take over seeing the kids out. You decided to join her instead, Emily settled against your hip. She was very tired.
The school ground was filled with parents and children alike, all waiting to go home after a long day of learning. Emily’s head was leaning against your shoulder as you watched over the chaos.
„There is a list with who is authorised to pick up the kids. I think you’ll have down the faces of the people who usually come to pick up down quickly. If someone else is picking a child up, the person in the morning usually lets us know. Like today, Daniel is not getting picked up by his mother, but by his uncle,“ she ran a finger down her list.
„Here he is. Harry Castillo,“ Miss Cooper said and you swore you could feel your heart stop for a small moment, before it picked up again.
„Oh I remember him. Super nice and super attractive,“ she whispered for only you to hear and you smiled a little.
„Don’t let your husband hear that,“ you tried to joke, making her chuckle. She rubbed her hand over her belly and sighed.
„Is a baby in there?“ Emily chose to ask in that moment, pointing towards her and you both laughed.
„Indeed there is. A little baby boy that will hopefully come out sooner than later,“ she joked, with a fond smile.
„Cool,“ was all Emily said and you rolled your eyes a little, kissing her head.
„Daniel! Your uncle is here!“ Miss Cooper called over her shoulder and little footsteps were quickly approaching from behind. You pulled Emily closer, turned your back towards the front where he must be approaching.
It couldn’t be him, right?
There probably were a million Harry Castillo’s out there.
„Miss Cooper!“ You heard a voice behind you and you closed your eyes for a moment, your shoulders tensing because you knew that voice.
„Mister Castillo. I heard there will be ice cream today?“ Miss Cooper made small talk while you still had your back towards them, seemingly keeping an eye on the children.
„We are also gonna search for a birthday gift for his mom,“ he explained.
„That sounds like a perfect plan,“ Miss Cooper said before she met your eyes.
„This is the lovely woman who is gonna replace me when I go on maternity leave at the end of the week,“ she added your name and you took a deep breath before you finally turned around, lips pressed into a tight smile.
His lips parted the moment his eyes found yours and he whispered your name.
He was still as handsome as you remembered, a little more grey in his hair than before maybe.
He blinked at you, then his focus slipped to Emily who was about to fall asleep in your arms. The girl who looked so much like him.
„Uncle Harry!“ Daniel’s voice interrupted this reunion, crashing into Harry’s side who shook his head for a moment before he picked Daniel up with a groan and a wide smile.
„Hey there buddy! You ready for ice cream?“
„For lunch?“ Daniel gasped and Harry winked at him with a nod.
„Where is your coat?“ Miss Cooper asked and Daniel’s eye became big.
„Inside,“ he whispered and Harry put him down.
„Come on, I’m going in with you. Need to go to the restroom for the fiftieth time today,“ she joked, before walking away and into the building with Daniel.
Which left you alone with him.
When you finally looked at him again, he was already looking at you. He looked confused. Happy? Shocked?
„You never called,“ he said quietly and you released a long breath.
You shook your head.
„How….“ He looked at Emily again who was now fast asleep in your arms.
„How old is she?“ He croaked.
„She’s turning three in four months,“ you whispered and you saw the moment he did the math, his lips parting, before he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
„And you never called?“ He whispered, eyes watering.
„What we had? I didn’t want to… I didn’t think it would be the same. We didn’t know each other. Not really. I wanted it… to stay a beautiful memory. It’s why I threw your number away before I even reached the airport,“ you tried to explain.
You looked away from him and over the by now almost empty schoolyard.
„And when I found out that I was pregnant? It was too late,“ you added quietly.
„You are right. It was a beautiful memory,“ he said and you looked up at him. You heard the door behind you open.
„But maybe now you’ll give me chance to make more of those memories?“ He asked and you gulped.
„We can go!“ Daniel, wearing his coat now, impatiently took Harry’s hand who laughed.
„I’ll see you tomorrow,“ Harry said, taking one last look at you and at Emily before he turned away, letting Daniel pull him towards the street.
When they were gone, you released a breath you didn’t know you were holding in, your mind running wild.
He was here.
Harry was here
In a city of over 8 million people you ran into him on your first day at work.
And he knew about you and Emily now.
Kissing her head you slowly turned around to walk into the building to get your bags.
A part of you was scared what a man with as much money and power could do now that he knew he had a child.
But the bigger part of you, the one that never admitted even to yourself that you fell in love with Harry on that island, was holding on to the hope that maybe all of this was faith.
And the start of something beautiful.
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